a time when you feel the conversation should be continued, a time when you feel you need to let things out. i don't know how i was set free from my troubles yesterday, just by talking, but it really made my day. thank you agnes yong.

yesterday has got to be an awesome day. i realised i'm not in for SSS, i realised i can train, i realised i have a chance. has been long since i've felt this way i must say. anyway, pe was really fun playing volleyball and soccer with the girls! (: lab lessons were boring though. parents came to school for PTC and they only went to see Mr Wee and Ms Chan. -.- didn't leave with them as i thought i needed to do the Gems proj. ended up going home with agnes and bella. on the way home with agnes, we talked, and she decided to train to pasir ris then take back to tampines. then i decided to stay till the train's about to depart. but it never seemed enough, so we got off the train and went to WS to talk. (: halfway, i received a text from ch, and i decided to go find her at tampines. finally got my earrings for helix! while decorating the cake for ch's nephew, we met cyan and rhesa there too!

reached home at 8+ and i realised i have some rash. according to mum its called feng mo? i have no idea what is it in english but all i knew was to avoid wind. just that i found out too late and my arms and legs were itching like !@#$%^&* i really wanted to swear for the whole night cos it looks so disgusting and its JUST SO ITCHY. my god, pure torture. decided to give school a miss and i headed ly's advice of drinking lots of water and sleep. apparently i couldn't sleep with the aircon or the fan on. though i woke up sweating, those disgusting looking things were gone from my arms but they were still on my legs. -.- sucks.

ah wells, at least they're not itching now. (: i shall go get some sleep cos i have nothing to do. God please bless the netballers while they're training out in the sun with a new coach!

PS* AC'S TOMORROW! -SCREAMS-

J.

thank You for healing me.

thank You for the people i have around me.

thank You for everything.

so now that i know my L1R5, i really have no idea if i'm in SSS or not. God please work a miracle! i may have been pleased at some of my subj marks, but after looking at all my overall scores, i realised its not good enough. its far from what i'm capable of. oh well, there's time, there's time for me to work harder and achieve something much better.

any how, i enjoy Fridays and Saturdays the most. i caught The Last Song with chuhui, cyan and bella on fri after school. i really really liked the show cos it somehow hit me. should really treasure your loved ones more~ we went home to change and all before meeting for cell. good as usual. (Y) worst thing was, my stomach didn't hurt for the whole day until the time i left house for cell. thus, i didn't really enjoy my night. apparently my prayers were heard and i woke up feeling totally fine today! like AWESOMEEEEE. :D slacked and all in the morning then went to meet the girls at city hall. i survived on a donut till 8 plus, which was dinner time. HAHA. my stomach is really awesome isn't it. -.- flea was okay i guess, i only managed to get 1 high waist shorts. service was good though! (: and justine must be 1 of the coolest women drivers i know. LOL. though fellowship was really short, we still had fun!

next week's the last week of school. somehow its gonna be 1 of the most tiring weeks too. ptc and preparation for gems on monday, gems and training on tuesday, AC on wednesday, training on thurs, AC on friday to sunday. cool much, my whole week is packed! hope that i would be able to get sufficient rest each day to survive each day, esp on training days. training, right, coach will be coming alr. i don't know what to expect from her, i know training will be tough, i know she will be harsh, but i know i can't give up...

right, people are all falling sick... may all get healed!

J.

don't tell me that nothing happened when you don't sound okay at all, i'm not stupid. i'm not a robot either. truthfully, your smses do affect me. but the main point is, i really really care for you, so i show concern for you. don't take it for granted, please. i want you to take good care of yourself so that you can be in good health and not suffer by not being able to eat this and that. and because you show that you don't really wanna help yourself, i'm hurt. because i've tried my best to help you. i want you to understand. ):

has been long since a proper post? yes i think so. lets just touch on my days after exams ended first. (: on thursday, i went out with clique to celebrate jx's (belated) birthday. caught Ip Man 2 and it was really awesome! like wooooooh i finally get to watch a movie and it wasn't a disappointment. :D had dinner at BBQ chicken, T1, then headed to arcade which we spent a long time camping. LOL. finally, we decided to go to the roof top. ended up playing cards~ though there wasn't much of a proper conversation between all of us, it still feels good that we are spending time with each other. thank God.

friday was a blast as it was FREEDOM FRIDAY! :D i had lunch with cyan at PP then we spent a super long time finding that stupid ktv. HAHA. so we waited for chuhui and rhesa before heading to find agnes and bella. 2 HOURS OF KTV FOR $3.30 PER PERSON, SO WORTH IT! ^^ afterwards, we went to Ice Cream Chefs cos we had 2 hours of spare time before BBQ. shared a large cup with ch and i'm glad we made the right choice of ice cream. went to PP to do ridiculous things as we were too free~ so we ended up at Cotton On trying on heels and those lame sunglasses. LOL. super cute though. waited for cyan and irene to come before cabbing to ECP. attempted to play volleyball but i am an epic failure when it comes to that! HAHAH. after awhile when more people reached, we played a game, something like massive musical chairs and connect 4. HEARTATTACK PLEASE! best example, ch. (AHHHHHHHHHH!) LOL. though it was drizzling during the games, it stopped when the bbq started. really really luck of us. (: played daidi and ate before playing captains ball in the dark. it was alr 9+ when we started playing. but no doubt, it was still fun. (Y) slacked for awhile and left ECP at 11. thank you cyan for sending me homeeee! :D

today has got to be 1 of the craziest day. i woke up at 9+ to prepare for some wedding lunch that my family and i needed to attend. lunch at Marriott Hotel, awesome 8 course meal. heheh. xD went for service after that! today's service was really awesome! dinner at plaza sing~ didn't eat as i was still full from my late lunch. was really entertaining seeing marcus and daniel acting like nerds though. HAHAHA. arcade while waiting for their movie to start. team play (bball)! marcus + bella VS kg + me! LOL. WE PWNED THEM. WOOOOOOH. :D funny how much that stupid machine can cause you to sweat so much. -.- by the time we finished playing, it was 11 plus alr. so i decided to leave with bella. (: reached home at 1230 and i had gastric. thus, i couldn't resist the korean noodles. HAHAHAH. :P

so, thats all bout life after exams. has been really enjoyable, just slacking your whole day out. :D as for exams, i know i'm dead for ss, amaths, history, chem and chinese. yes thats how bad i'm gonna screw up my MYEs. as much as i don't want to get in SSS, i think the results will leave me no choice. zzz. how can someone ever assure me that i will do well. ):

ah whatever, my party mood is currently on. (: and you have no idea how much i look forward to AC and hols. its 10 more days to AC and 12 more days to hols!!! finally, rest. or maybe not, since training is starting next week. spoiler much? think i won't even have the mood to train. like for goodness sake, we're all getting back all our papers on monday or tuesday, isn't this just meant to make us cry...

kay, its currently 2.53 am and my eyes are closing. update bout results soon~

J.

3 down, 5 more to go!

ooo yes, exams have officially started yesterday and omg i started it on the wrong note. ss was kinda screwed though english was alright. but ah, i have no confidence after doing today's paper. amath is a killer, it seriously is. i'm still left with history and chinese notes to do! this weekend, i'm gonna study bio, history, and emath. chem shall be done on monday and tuesday. no school on monday btw! cos i don't take physics. muahaha. :D thank God for that or i won't be able to study bio and hist properly.

anywayyyyyyyyy, i just got home not long ago after eating at 85 with agnes, rhesa and jeanette. hahaha. am really really tired but i'm still going for cell (: shall go nap soon!! good luck with revision people. :D

J.

wow, 1 week since i've blogged! sorry for not updating, i've been going out every single day since friday! :x so much for exams being around the corner.

anywayyyyyy, last friday's bio test was q alright i guess. i know i will pass, just, but how much? nvm, lets see bout it tomorrow. (: friday's cell was great too! hehe. just sad that we had to leave early as i had oral at 820 the next day. bleahs. speaking of oral, it went pretty smoothly for me! i thinkkkk. i didn't screw up my lang du, but i forgot what's scholarship in chinese at that moment. zzz. stupid much. HAHA. went to study with agnes, bella, irene and jovin before attending service. study session failed! cos i was really tired and thus couldn't concentrate. ah wells. service was awesome. so i shall not waste anymore time this week and start some serious studying. ):

yesterday's paper 1.... hmmm... english was fine, but i screwed up my chinese yyw. sure failzx. -.- nvm, /20 only. LOL. after paper, we (agnes, cyan, bella, chuhui, rhesa, meris) all went home and met at paya lebar to train to KLP to celebrate chuhui's birthday. agnes and i refused to ice skate in shorts so we went to bowl while they went to skate~ AGNES AND I PLAYED 2 NOOB GAMES. HAHAHAHA. but i won both! heheheh. left KLP at 6 plus and headed to plaza sing to meet the others. (: couldn't stop laughing once we reached there!!! omg. why are there so many scandals. tsk tsk tsk. LOLOL. okay nvm, inside jokeeeee! so we had dinner at Ajisen and some left after eating. ): conversation over dinner was pure nonsense! but nvm, i had a great time suan-ing and laughing. :D went to arcade after dinner and stayed till 10.

i really enjoy the times with E490! (: haha. but i know fun is not my priority now. main papers are in 9 days time. omg stress. good luck to all with studying! i shall go eat my dinner and complete my homework! take care peeps. (:

J.

i had a super rough week, but it ended in the best possible way. (Y)

Wednesday, 1404.

AGNES' BIRTHDAY. (: had lunch with yingyi, rhesa, jeanette and agnes at Pastamania. then celebrated agnes' birthday at NYNY with agnes, rhesa, yingyi and chuhui! awesome food right yy! :D i am craving for the mac and cheese, any kind soul out there to treat me? :D

Thursday, 1504.

i forgot what happened during lessons. but it was the last training before CCA stands down. really looked forward to this cos i'm on the verge of breaking down due to lack of sleep! i want to lock up my computer so that i won't touch it. -.- yet, its highly impossible for julia ang to do that. someone tell me what to do?

Friday, 1604.

amaths CA = fail fail fail. i've failed my ct, and now this test. so i don't know how on earth am i gonna pass amaths. other periods were fine, except for chinese. cos we were supposed to hand up sihan (not done) and complete a zuowen with 2 periods (never finish). i am so gonna get screwed by ZLS on tuesday. indeed, i'm v tempted to pon school. but for the sake of MYE, i shall... face the music? and maybe 1 demerit point. zzz.

but anyway, i was super happy once school ended. cos i got so sick of school this week. -.- CIP @ SCC was pretty fun. super thankful that yiliang saved our lives. LOL. cos we didn't know how to dance so he helped us entertain the people there. :P FUTURE MJ. WOOOO. ^^afterwards, we went to simei, wanting to eat, but we spent 123456789 years to decided where we should go. ended up at LJS~

home after eating with bird! bathed and got ready, then headed to Kembangan to meet rhesa and bella. (: attempted to do the card, but FAILED. LOL. so we waited for agnes and went to shu en's. cell was good, cos the word was so applicable to current life. (Y) fellowship at some random shop then home at 11 plus. :D really enjoyed myself today, thank you all!

okay, NO COMP FOR ME TOMORROW. 8D

PS* 19 MORE DAYS TO MYE.

J.

i'm currently posting at 6am cos i slept at 9+ last night and woke up at 4+ earlier. in the end, i wasted time and i didn't manage to finish my history essay as i planned to. but at least, i got 2 paragraphs done. (:

so, today's the third day of the week and its 22 more days to MYE (main papers). feels like i still have so much time but no, i don't. really need to start studyinggggggggggg. don't know how am i gonna find the energy looking at the homework load now. thank god thursday's the last training!

on monday, we ran 15 mins of stairs. yes, again. pure torture. i really hate stairs. then sit and reach for NAPFA. i deproved, and i'm not happy, once again. why am i deproving in every single shit. -.- yesterday, bird and i had amath remedial so we went training pretty late. as slack as usual, just a lot of passes = hand aching today. at least we don't have pe ^^

O: just realised there's history today. history test???????????

FAILZ.

okay i feel like sleeping now. i regret waking up so early. zzz.

J.

hello, now that it's past midnight, its the start of week 4 (= no CT for bio students week)! happy happy. week 3 has been the most tiring week so far. but i'm really thankful for friday. i got to meet joey lim and we caught Clash of The Titans. not a bad show i suppose, yet its somehow like Percy Jackson. so if you like PJ, COTT is recommended for you! ^^ also, i went for cell with cyan, rhesa, agnes and chuhui. first time there, but still learnt some things through the sharing. fellowship was good with rhesa's cold jokes and some of mine! HAHAHA. :D we played splat at the end of it too~ LMAO like the other time at the airport. seriously, times like this couldn't be better, cos it takes you away from everything. esp since week 3 made me so stress and all, i don't regret going. (:

so once again, i didn't make full use of my weekends. i totally wasted saturday, and i used hours to do my fucking chinese homework. all thanks to procrastination. i think i'm dead tomorrow cos i haven't done chem TYS cos i catch no ballz. gg for MYE! oh and speaking bout MYE, its just 24 days away. good luck people!

i want training to stop soon. i want more time. i want motivation to study.

(i want to give up on chinese _|_)

kay, all the best to myself and all for week 4!

J.

HAPPY EASTER! (:

Friday, 0204.

a well spent good friday with cyan, rhesa and agnes! not forgetting the whole cell~ (Y) went to CHC with them and the service was great, the whole drama and all were good! people were v friendly too. hahaha. since we went for the 530 service, it ended at 7+ and we decided to go airport for dinner with the cell. tapao macs to the basement and sat with them. after eating, rhesa suggested we played splat. LOL. after she managed to get people to play, she had a hard time teaching the guys how to play since they were being so nonsensical! xD played many many rounds of it and it was really good stomach exercise cos we all couldn't stop laughing at each other. HAHAH. cyan left earlier cos her parents wanted her home. so rhesa, agnes and i played till 10 plus and went to the bus terminal~ i reached home at 12! was really tired from all the splat but yeah, worth it! (:

Saturday, 0304.

I ROTTED AT HOME AND DIDN'T STUDY CHINESE. ):

Today, 0404.

i wasted almost the whole day on facebook, playing poker with my sis and wq. LOL. finally decided to start studying chi after dinner, which was q late. but well, I AM DONE WITH MY CI YU'S NOTES. ^^v

okay, tomorrow is the start of week 3. chi CT on tuesday, and 1 more week closer to exams. sigh. i highly doubt that i would like April. at least there are lesser distractions, cos i finished the dramas i wanted to watch. HAHAHA. :D

this week, i am going to train hard and sleep early. (Y)

J.

(previous post deleted cos it has no content at all.)

Thursday, 2503.

feels great to be back at school with my loves HAHA. ^^ lessons before recess were q dull, recess wasn't really good too. you know why? COS MY PHONE FUCKING SPOILT DURING HISTORY LESSON, WHICH WAS THE FIRST PERIOD. AWESOME. i nearly went crazy cos i found out that i needed to take the amath test. -.- english was pure crap listening to mr.tan talking bout spain and all. zzz. bio test, not even prepared but well, guess it was okay. (: took my amath test after school with some others and i knew i would fail it.

went to concourse to find netballers as it was raining. decision was made to go to PRSS for the match, so we squeezed on the bus with the PRSS people. match started at 4+ and they won 27-20. (Y) walked to Tamp MRT with bird then decided to talk more. thus, headed up to T1 rooftop. went back at 630.

thank god, my phone revived after its battery died.

Today, 2603.

in general, i like today's lessons. though i failed my amath by FUCKING HALF MARK, but yes, i am a happy girl today. :D just that our whole class wasted out time by waiting for the survey to start. wtf -.- so i walked down hill with cyan, lyn, bella and peifang, then bus-ed with cyan and lyn. ^^ snacked at macs with cyan and had a great long talk with her! hehe. this makes up for the failed movie plan.

i feel so tired of school alr, though its just the first week of school, so many things have happened to make it feel like its the middle of the term alr. thank god it isn't though, i'm not ready for MYE yet! apparently MYE is starting in the beginning of may? so its approximately 37 days to it? 1 month plus of preparation?

i realised that you hardly keep to your word, any plan with you would most of the time fail, and its always because of you. i'm not angry or upset with you but yeah i'm disappointed.

and i'm so sick of you. -.-

PS* i got 46/70 for 你的朋友做了一件令你痛心的事. i am happy. (:

J.

my immune system is failing. i've been getting ill q often this year and i seriously don't think its appropriate of me to get sick during term 2. -.- i'm so sorry to those to nagged at me the past few days and asked me to see a doctor but i refused to. coming to think of it, i kind of deserve this shit. my throat started hurting on saturday and i thought it was just normal sore throat. spammed water on sat, sun and today. APPARENTLY, NO CURE. so its kinda obvious its throat infection. i had a hard time deciding to go school or not, but after realising that my temperature is increasing and that i can't talk properly, i decided to give school a miss. haha. miss me people! just kidding, xD though i'm so sad that i can't support netballers at their game, i know they will play well and win the match! ^^

oh and you may think that staying at home is AWESOME, maybe you should think again after considering the amount of homework i need to complete? HAHA. yeah i made FULL USE of my holidays man! (: but i guess its okay, i'm going to the doctor in the morning to save myself (!!!) and then think about my dear homework.

anyway, today as the first day of term 2 was pretty good. ^^ amath lesson was spent listening to mr yong talk about life lessons. LOL. then i skipped pe cos i would obviously cause myself an asthma attack (and faint on the floor). -.- recess was the best i swear. i love yingyi so much cos she's so damn cute. HAHAHAAHAH. can't believed i tricked her by saying that someone was at the other side. LOLOLOL. practically laughed the whole way up to class. ._. and yy's damn smart, she cut herself while tying her hair. HAHAHAHAHAHAA. is she a joke or what. XD okay, yingyi, if you see this, please don't kill me in school cos i'm alr suffering enough, tyvm! double bio and double chem felt q bearable. (Y)

GOOD LUCK TO SEC 3s FOR THEIR AMATH CT TOMORROW. HOHOHO.

i'm going to give myself the deserving sleep. ^^v

J.

hellooooo! its freaking sunday alr. 1 week of hols just passed, just like that. didn't go to school on friday cos i needed sleep, but i think i regret it. i can't freaking do the amaths questions for the hol assignment. D: help please?

i got my helix piercing yesterday. v^^v

as for my homework list...

hahaha. i hate myself. i have no idea why is my body growing weaker, and i have no idea why i don't have any motivation for netball now. so yes, i walked 2 rounds or more for today's 2.4. -.- damn it. i hate running at Bedok Stadium.

followed the rest to lunch at Blk 123. didn't eat cos i was supposed to meet cyan for lunch! (: 17-ed to pasir ris then met sam and jinyi at ws. O: stupid jinyi followed cyan and i to subway and koped our food. you stupid idiotic sucker. LOL. went around ws with cyan to talk about STUFFZX, then she needed to go for CCA so i am hereeee!

anyway i think i won't be able to finish homework looking at the rate i do my homework. on monday, i went to Ikea with bird cos i was in a v bad mood and she was bored. we did nonsense and had ice cream there. LOL. afterwards, we took a really long walk from Ikea all the way to Whitesands. IT IS V LONG, but it didn't felt long with her ^^ on tuesday, i went to airport with bird once again, to study. i am happy that i did work, but i didn't do enough to feel really accomplished. haha. on wednesday, i stayed home and baked brownies. but it failed, so i'm v sad. D: lol. AND TODAY, I JUST DISAPPOINTED MYSELF, AGAIN. zzz. LIFE SUCKS.

should i go school tomorrow should i go school tomorrow should i go school tomorrow?

J.

is a retard.

is a bitch.

is a moron.

is an idiot.

is an asshole.

is a sucker.

needs a GPS.

needs a hero to save her whenever she gets lost.

wants to be 1 of the idiot in Alice in Wonderland.

wants to pia for netball.

wants to do well for her studies this year.

wants me to post this for her.

BUT I STILL LOVE HER TTM! HAHAHAHAHAAHHA. ♥

J.

HOLIDAYS ARE HEREEEEEEE. (:

Friday, 1203

i liked friday's amaths lesson cos i knew how to do question 1b! HAHAHAH. kidding, but it was slack during the second period, so i talked to yingyi. ^^ i didn't finish english comprehension, so i have 1 more holiday homework. -.- chem after recess, ms chan made all of us stand just to get answers. zzz. but i have to say, chapter 5 is the best chapter so far. the others are all plain boring. double chinese used to do gong han, but ZLS talked for almost 1 period, HOW ARE WE SUPPOSED TO FINISH THE DAMN THING. -.- (1 MORE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK) genius. got our result slip at 1. my results are q okay i suppose, just not up to my expectations. i know i could have done better.

if you're interested,

English - A2

Chinese - B4

E.Math - A2

A.Math - B4

Biology - A2

Chemistry - D7 (SO EXPECTED, BUT ITS THE FIRST TIME I FAILED A SUBJ. _|_)

C.H - A1

Total percentage: 70.25%, L1R5: 15.

ZZZ. STUPID CHEM. STUPID CHEM. STUPID CHEM.

went home after school with bird, to bathe and all before going out to meet the others to celebrate wq's birthday. super dumb, HAHA. they went to ehub to supposedly bowl, but plan failed! so we went to Iluma to watch Being Human at 505. the show is fucking funny omg. some parts were really nonsensical, like the sorry sorry part. bird and i LMAOED! while i was watching the movie, someone messaged me to say that jack neo's next film is WOMEN NOT ENOUGH. wtf LOL. after the movie, we waited for other people to come, then we went for steamboat at some random shop. buffet, 18 bucks per person. food wasn't that good cos it was really oily. it makes you feel so !@#$%^&* after eating, so you don't feel like eating some more. went to Bugis Junction with chuhui and cherie after eating, then shared Venezia with ch. (: others came to BJ also, then we decided to head home. train ride back was a total joke! LOL.

Saturday, 1303

i woke up at 8+ for god knows why. -.- stupid people say that its surprising! hmph. i decided to waste my whole Saturday cos i don't want to get started on homework. ^^v SO I SUCCESSFULLY USED MY WHOLE DAY TO WATCH SHOWS, SMS , MSN AND EAT. (Y)

Today, 1403

been awake for 4 hours, doing nothing. going out tonight to celebrate sister's results = GOOD FOOD. HAHAH. :D

okay, thats all i have to say bout life.

Monday, 1503:

Tuesday, 1603: study @ airport with bird

Wednesday, 1703:

Thursday, 1803: 2.4 run in the morning.

Friday, 1903: haircut -.-

Homework:

eng: compre, summary

chi: zuowen, yyw, enjoyedu, bzbd

a.math: revision ws

e.math: ws

chem: revision ws, chap 5 ws

bio: TYS

history: research

conclusion, I'M DEAD.

J.

tomorrow's the last day of school! didn't felt like a term at all, wow. so many things happened this term that it feels like half a year has gone by or something. anyway, today's the longest day ever but for once i wasn't that tired. guess i managed to replenish some sleep yesterday! ^^v mood was kinda suckish after school though. zzz.

you have no idea how much irony are there in your words. _|_

training? oh, the only thing i did was square and long long run. llr felt like crap, but the route felt shorter. so i guess the timing really shows, 10.38. about 50s improvement? hehehe. (Y) sat in school for a while to talk to bird till 645, then went to had dinner with grace. reached home at 8 plus and had sushi! (:

okay, tomorrow's the last day. JY PEOPLE. just a few more hours of SCHOOL. -.-

PS* HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIQIANG! :D

J.

ss common test yesterday, haiz. i wish for the best. haha. chinese lesson without sam. (YOU STUPID PANGSEH KIA ): LET ME SIAN FOR 2 PERIODS. LOL) B4 for chinese, its a freaking 64!!! 1 more mark to B3. ZZZ. recess then english lesson. we got back out CT speech and i'm not pleased with my results at all. thank god i did well for my diagnostic or i'm really gone case for this CA. ss in PAS. talked to bird through the whole a.math lesson then yingyi got distracted. hahaha! missed SEL cos we left class early for NSL. first match for them yesterday, against FTPSS. they won 53-3. (Y) great start for a new season i guess?

bus ride back to school then slacked at the stadium with bird and chelle before going dinner with grace at bedok central. finished dinner at 6 plus, went around to find bubble tea straws then went to chelle's with bird to bake brownies. by the time we reached her house, it was alr 8. o: we helped with the minor thingys then talked in chelle's room till 10 plus. luckily bird's dad gave me a lift home, or i would have reached home at 11 plus. -.- was super duper tired so i dried my hair after bathing and went to sleep without doing any work.

this morning, my mum woke me up at 7+ and said, NI BU YONG SHANG XUE AH? i checked my phone and found out that it was alr 7+, so i told that even if i rushed, i would still be late. she walked out of my room, i went back to sleep after messaging for awhile. LOL. so i missed out on enterprise and all just cos i overslept. ): i didn't do any work or even studied for the whole day cos i've been sleeping, eating and using comp. yes, pig much. lol. can't blame me, i'm really tired from missing out sleep the past few days. besides, tomorrow's a long day, plus training. i hope it won't turn out too sucky, life has been great recently. be happy. (:

i don't understand you at all, i realised. you really shouldn't have bothered.

3 days down, 2 more to go. (Y)

J.

there's always a time when you start doubting yourself, and the people around you. you don't know whether you can trust someone, but you know that there are always people who would be there for you no matter what. i guess thats how i live on with my life.

random random. weekends are here and saturday's gone. i went to bugis with yingyi to get presents and stuffz. she's v scary; she smiles to her phone for practically the whole night that i spent with her. people, please like my fb status. HAHA. :D

tomorrow's gonna be a good good day!

happy weekends peeps.

J.

i came home.

dad: so julia, next year your turn?

me: what thing? how's da jie's results?

dad: STRAIGHT AS.

me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

dad: you laugh what!

me: -looks at mum- WO ZAI KU XIAO HAHAHAHAHAH

mum: -LAUGHS-

dad: so is your sister smart?

me: that is a rhetorical question.

dad: so are you going to get all As?

me: you think so easy ah -.-

dad: you mean your sister didn't study?

me: i know she did.

dad: then what about you? come back so late everyday, don't need study ah?!

me: just cos you don't see me studying means that i don't study.

dad: you say one ah. okay, i wait.

WA STRESS STRESS STRESS. -.- nvm, my sister's my motivation. ha ha ha.

(EASIER SAID THAN DONE LA HOR HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA)

i like today's lessons. (Y) i can understand amath better than emath. i hate emath, cos i don't get a shit about the graphs. ): the only thing that spoilt my day was my chem results. i failed term 1's chem, i think. sucky-est results so far. i am not pleased. zzz. but chinese managed to make me happier, got a 49/70 for my zuowen. i could have gotten 50+ if not for my stupid cuo bie zi! but, i'm glad my chinese is improving, so i have more hope for my chinese Os this year. haha.

after school, i went to watch Alice in Wonderland with chelle, sam and grace. not a bad movie, but not strongly recommended. LOL. unless you're like rochelle, then you would LOVE the movie. :D kkkkkay, now i'm officially broke. i'm not gonna go out next week, cos i need to save! hopefully i would be able to stick to plan. hurrrrr.

my sister is v cute. during recess, i sent her a sms saying: A A A A. HAHAHAHA I SENT YOU YOUR RESULTS. she replied: ya funny -.- i replied: HAHAHAH OKAY LA. I WISH YOU GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR RESULTS. she replied: wa so sweet ah. kk thanks! apparently she has a sister who can predicts future? so i predicted her results! KIDDING -.-

i'm looking forward to sunday! ^^ and last week of school, I SHALL NOT FLUNK SS I SHALL NOT FLUNK SS I SHALL NOT FLUNK SS. i'm not looking forward to see stupid red numbers on my results slip though. -.-

okay i'm happy with life now. please don't screw up.

J.

hello.

friday friday friday~ seems to be the most tiring day of all this week and i don't know why. amaths lesson, we got back our surds test. i was pretty happy bout my results though its, just a test. (: did speech with bird during eng. haha. like finally gotten over and done with it. can't believe it actually holds such high percentage for our eng CA marks. another amaths lesson, log log log. zzz. nearly died during chem. me and chelle's face read -_- just super sleepy... until she called me to answer a question. -.- chinese test was q okay I GUESS. though i've alr lost 5 marks. AH SIAN.

left class earlier cos we needed to make IC. went to find grace at her class then went to her house since she wanted to study. apparently she studies by watching tv, so i fell alseep. HAHA. and when i woke up, i lost my phone. (IN GRACE'S HANDS) what a joke lol! left her house at 4 plus for T1 cos we wanted frolick. (Y) walked around and grace wants a lottttt of NONSENSE. (:

glad that the week's over. only 1 test that i know of coming up next week, chem CT. i'm dead i'm dead i'm dead cos i suck at chem. ): but guess what, its week 9 next week. fucking fast, i thought last year went past fast enough. now that its week 9, i think i've only attended 4 sessions of training. great or what, and now that season has ended for both teams, coach left. so, the school's in process of getting us a new one. hope for the best! (:

wow its 11 alr. i got distracted so i took v long just to post this. hahah! i need to sleep soon.

Goodnight.

PS* someone, i don't like the way you blog, cos you make it look like its mine. wtf.

J.