hello.

friday friday friday~ seems to be the most tiring day of all this week and i don't know why. amaths lesson, we got back our surds test. i was pretty happy bout my results though its, just a test. (: did speech with bird during eng. haha. like finally gotten over and done with it. can't believe it actually holds such high percentage for our eng CA marks. another amaths lesson, log log log. zzz. nearly died during chem. me and chelle's face read -_- just super sleepy... until she called me to answer a question. -.- chinese test was q okay I GUESS. though i've alr lost 5 marks. AH SIAN.

left class earlier cos we needed to make IC. went to find grace at her class then went to her house since she wanted to study. apparently she studies by watching tv, so i fell alseep. HAHA. and when i woke up, i lost my phone. (IN GRACE'S HANDS) what a joke lol! left her house at 4 plus for T1 cos we wanted frolick. (Y) walked around and grace wants a lottttt of NONSENSE. (:

glad that the week's over. only 1 test that i know of coming up next week, chem CT. i'm dead i'm dead i'm dead cos i suck at chem. ): but guess what, its week 9 next week. fucking fast, i thought last year went past fast enough. now that its week 9, i think i've only attended 4 sessions of training. great or what, and now that season has ended for both teams, coach left. so, the school's in process of getting us a new one. hope for the best! (:

wow its 11 alr. i got distracted so i took v long just to post this. hahah! i need to sleep soon.

Goodnight.

PS* someone, i don't like the way you blog, cos you make it look like its mine. wtf.

J.

both my study dates with grace wq and joh failed v v badly. on sunday, we met at bedok to eat KFC, then we headed to grace's house to STUDY. apparently joh and i had homework to do!!! (like reading wq's letter to ~ HAHA) okay, point is, we ended up slacking. watching tv, gambling, talking blah blah blah. I WON $7+ AFTER POKER, AND LOST IT ALL AT BLACKJACK. ZZZ. fyi, we played with v small bets cos we were all broke HAHA. so on sunday, i ended up owing wq $3. on monday, we thought that the library could actually provide a more condusive environment -.- wtf we ended up at my class gambling. :x i refused to play blackjack cos i have no luck for that D:

3 days of school this week, i missed 1.

Wednesday, 1702.

morning assembly was cancelled cos some guy fell and his arm went totally out of shape. don't know whether is it a fracture or is his arm broken but YUCK omg. bird went crazy LOL. ss in PAS, emath, chem. boring lessons! ): recess then history, watched The Pianist. for english, we decided to do a speech on Abortion. HAHA. blah blah blah. during SEL, class decided on what to do for our social enterprise. i'm making brownies with rochelle etc etc! ^^ (HAHA ROCHELLE, EXTRAS ARE FOR US. (Y)) slacked in class till 3 plus then went to tm with cyan, rhesa and yy to get presents. $$$~

waited for grace at macs while eating with cyan and rhesa. (: caught Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief. PERCY'S CUTE LOL. he looks like Zac Efron! hahah. home at 9 plus? skipped dinner, bathed and slept cos i was in the worst mood ever. _|_

Thursday, 1802.

woke up at 5, cos i set my alarm at this time just to study for ting xie. -.- washed up and all. studied...... and then my head started hurting so i went back to sleep and woke up at 9+. missed school~ but was v happy, cos i woke up and saw 9 new messages. ^^ okay so, 1 stupid headache for the whole day. zzz. -.- rotted at home, watching XYZXF the whole day = crying for the whole day. (just kidding)

Friday, 1902.

cabbed up to school with sam, keith and jinyi. amaths eng amaths = SIAN SIAN SIAN. had 30 mins of recess cos yy needed to do business. LOL. chem after recess was damn lame. we spent 1 whole period going through a worksheet. and 1 period wasn't enough. ha. ha. double chinese without ZLS. (Y) needed to do zuowen and the topic came v timely. 你的朋友做了一件讓你痛心的事. awesome or what. -.- but obviously with the people around me, we all decided to not do it. haha. crapped like madddddddddddddd and we handed up the paper with only 1 paragraph written. we're all gonna get killed on tuesday. ._.

movie with sam and chelle after school! woooo~ Valentine's Day. HAHA. we went to TM to walk around first. apparently we met jinyi on the way to tm and so he dragged chelle away from us to have his gossip session. lol. -.- reached E!hub at 3+, got tickets and went to macs. hehe, we smuggled macs in the theatres. :x were damn lucky cos we got the cinema which had the chairs with "tables". :D the movie felt long... ended at 6 plus. chelle had to rush home cos she had to go out with her family. sam and i had no choice but to go seperate ways~

thats all bout (the better part of) life.

its not fair.

wellz, i thought you knew me better. i thought better of you. i was wrong? ya, probably, probably not.

okay goodbye.

Julia, :|

new year this year has been q a good one. (: first day was really tiring; left house at 9+ in the morning and reached home at 7+. not v long, but still, thats what happens when you're deprived of sleep. hurrrr. second day was a much better 1! i got to sleep till 10 plus in the morning and we left house at 1 plus. headed to visit maternal relatives. stayed till 3 plus and went to cousin's house. had "dinner" and went to bird's house!!! :D

I AM V V V SORRY TO YEO YIPING. LOL. i slept in between her and bird during the night and we were all squeezing. and so, i wasn't comfortable sleeping straight, thus ended up tossing and turning. somehow, i only hit yiping and not bird. LOLOL. (SORRY x1000000000000000 YP) oh and, i forgot to switch off my alarm. so it went off at 530. it didn't wake me up, but it woke lydia and yp up. OMG I FEEL V V V BAD OKEH LYDIA. O:

left bird's house at 11 plus then went to my uncle's place. HOME AFTER THAT! 8D and i got hooked on XYZXF. (: SO I'M OFF TO CONTINUE WATCHING. hehehe. xD

the pieces of my heart are missing you.

PS* BIRD! FASTER UPLOAD THE PICS. HAHHAHAHA.

Julia, :D

Tuesday, 0902.

sam, "i've never heard you say that life sucks before."

julia, "until now."

zzz. woke up in a v foul mood, the kind of mood when you can get pissed at any stupid thing. -.- so that really happened but i don't feel bad bout it. he asked for it. -_- now i have to change my password. how great. and apparently reading period was much better compared to other weeks'. as for chinese, i nearly got screwed up big time. i didn't do zuo wen, so those that did bring or do had to stand. ZLS concluded that she wants to call my parents. lol -.- she didn't ANYWAY.

and i once again, missed training cos A.Math remedial ended late. went to find them though. they had so much things to rant about! sian i missed out so much~

Wednesday, 1002.

i still failed to finish my chi compo and pass it up. :x ss was like crap. our advertisement = epic fail cos she wanted DRAMA. hhahah. E.Math followed by Chem afterwards. i think i'm stuck in chem remedial cos the test sucked. -.- lol. recess was funny though! cos of whatever Total Defence Day thing, all the canteen stalls were closed and "Black Market" was opened. $5 for a packet of chicken rice; money goes to building fund. (ya fuck the school) LOL. then they gave every class a few packet of "sauces", kinda like microwave food. amanda.p opened the beef stew to try cos i didn't dare to. HAHAHA. and she assured that it was nice. true enough (Y) went up to class earlier cos we had food upstairs. THANK GOD FOR THAT, if not i would be dead. zzz. (fengjing you v mean lor! sabo me this way.) had history after recess then left after that with netballers to do scoring for them ^^ HEHEH. BIRD LOVES OREO = 2 Jocelyns + 1 Clarice. :D kidding!

coach prepared sandwiches and i swear the crab stick 1 was awesomez! (: made amanda meltzzz. LOL. reached Dunman at 1 then match started at 2.

AHS : SAC

21 : 33

hmmmm. nice match though, at least they didn't give up. :D rochelle fell on her butt, with a really loud BOOM. LOL. (hope your butt's okay lob. HAHAHA) went to PP with bird after crapping like mad outside their stadium. (: finally got my rubber fixed after it dropped out while i was brushing my teeth the other day ~.~

Today, 1102.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIZHEN! :D

(sorry for late present okehhh. :x)

felt SO GOOD after i handed up my chi homework, like NO MORE STRESS. hohoho i hate chinese. zzz. spent recess doing ss. wtshit. just to think of stupid advertisement. -.- double english was a joke. LOL. bird and her childish acts. HAHAHA. zh got drawn on his arms and face by her. lmao! bio... I WANT MRS LEE BACK. ): ahhh anyway, ss turned out okay. AND I MISSED TRAINING, AGAIN. COS I NEEDED TO DO AMATHS. realised i've been spending my thursdays like that with bird, chionging A.maths. 8am-4+pm studying. no life. lol. went to watch training cos i felt no point changing to train cos they end training so early. i am guilty!

stayed in school till 620 then hilled with chelle and we went to tampines to get bubble tea and walk around. LOL. i don't know how we get so amused by the cosmetics in Sasa. xD okay rochelle, i promise you those cosmetics for your birthday (Y). HAHA. home at 730~

I CAN FINALLY SLEEP EARLY TODAY AND WAKE UP AT 630 TOMORROW. best thing ever. have been sleeping at 11+ or 12+ this week, deadz. sian, i spent 10 bucks on cab fare today, cos i left house near 7. zzz. so much for saving for tomorrow's shopping at Orchard. $.$ glad CNY's coming soon, then i can be richer and hopefully i won't spend a lot tomorrow. yay, a break finally. :D

OH AND I GOT MYSELF OUT OF A.MATH REMEDIAL ALR. 8D

guess this post is long enough after days of not updating. (:

BYEEEEE!

Julia, xD

monday blues. -.- i am indeed v v v sad now. zzz.

-i nearly fell twice on my way to school.

-i lost my box of cookies at TM. (HALF BOX OF COOKIES LA PLEASE. baked by myself somemore!!!)

-someone nearly stole my phone. (i am fucking stupid.)

-i met so many people when i was walking with someone. (ZZZZZZ)

i guess school was good today. wushu lesson was fun cos of the dui da part. hahaha. our bio replacement teacher is cool. (I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPELL HER NAME). BUT EATING AND SLEEPING IS ALLOWED. (Y) but she gives us 2 mins to sleep. lol. cute ley. i survived chem too! this week's lesson wasn't as bad compared to last last week's. (: slacked in class with chelle, sam and qq for a while. total joke. :P and thank you qq for coming up to pei me but ended up getting suaned by all of us. HAHA. okay then comes after school. -.- i had a great lunch at 18 chefs with sam then went to tm to get clarice's present. at there.................. (okay you can refer to the top). ZZZ.

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and i have 2 remedials tomorrow. GREAT LOR.

okay, i still need to say this.

i owe you a card okay okay. ):

Julia, T.T

yesterday, i screwed up my amath test. i knew how to do, but i did it wrongly. ah stupid me. ): so i shall remain in remedial. hell, i swear i'm gonna study for the next test (whenever), and get myself out of stupid remedial. rawr.

AHS : SSS (Siglap Sec)

39 : 15

exact same score as AHS : SHSS, just that we were 15. happy that they tasted victory after the hard work all these while. (: walked to Macs with bird and chelle, and having a talk with a lot of content. haha! lobloblob, i hope things are better for you now and that your mum would adapt to your change soon enough to make your life less "miserable" at home. :D okay so they had dinner and i helped to finish the fries lol! talked more there then left at 8 plus. ._. went to simei with bird and waited for 5. the bus only came at 9+. -.- yupz, reached home at 930.

i like having long talks. (: whatever the content is, it still revolves round the same thing, change.

oh and jocelyn! i hope you're feeling better too ^^ change that ): to (: OKAY! like the toy that came with your kinder joy. hahaha. :D

anyway, i'm sorry huizhen for turning down your invitation. :x you would still have a wonderful birthday celebration! hahah.

lets start from this, HOMEWORK. -.-

guess this is my starting line to get myself focused.

6 more days to break time. (Y)

Julia, :]

omg i swear, sec 3 life can really drain you out. -.- tuesday was like hell. assembly was good though, the character thing was really accurate. hahah. then i had 2 remedials up for me. awesome? this is a rhetorical question. LOLOL. chem and amath. sec 3's really fucked up. i currently have 3 remedials alr. whats next? emath? zzz. so anyway, i skipped training that day cos amath ended near 5. went to class to slack. (:

yesterday's lessons were neutral. intended to do board for awhile then head to DSS BY BUS after assembly. but stupid wq dragged and dragged, and we ended up cabbing, WHICH WASN'T OUR INTENTION. zzz. WASTE MONEY. no wonder i'm so broke this week. lol.

AHS : TKSS

22 : 33

nice fight put up by the team! :D i was doing scoring with bird beside me. super funny, she and joce gl bok like MAD. apparently yueying and her friend were supporting us when we were actually cursing their coach. HAHAHAH. (: it was nice meeting yy too, she removed braces alr!!! lolol. went for dinner with bird, chelle, joce and fj at CS. ^^ home at 8+. came home and my throat was hurting really badly from cheering. LOL.

i thought i couldn't talk when i woke up this morning. :x hahaha. i never knew chrysanthemum could help~ lessons on thursdays always SUCK BIG TIME. curriculum is so DAMN long. D: so by the time i finished maths it was alr 3 plus, near 4. waited for people and only left school at 5. had fish&co. at E!hub with bird, chelle, ryan and keith. crapped like mad over lunch (? it was alr 6 plus when we finished eating. LOL) got keith a small cake and he ate it in a super unglam way. hahahah! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYWAY! (: same goes to jeremy.c and yh.

whatever, tomorrow's FRIDAY. 8D plus i have no homework today. hehehe. xD

amath test + zuowen tomorrow = screwed. ._.

okay bird, 8 more days to 12! ^^v

i'm v tired, but i can sleep soon. SO HAPPY! :DDD

Julia, 8D

the only thing constant bout humans?

change.

you were...

you were...

you were...

i could go on to make a list just about how you were, but not how you are.

stranger, you're a bastard.

no sense? equivalent to what you do isn't it?

there're too many ifs. no point thinking back and wondering if this or that never happened, how different would things be. someday, you would be the one being in this fucked up spot, and you better regret whatever you've done. damn it.

you have no fucking idea how much it fucking hurts to hear that.

Julia, -.-