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Date: Wednesday, September 30, 2009


almost breathless.

you know, i really do care about the small little things that you do. but its not up to me to say anything. people say its hard to believe this and that, but so what? its alr a fact that i can't help. people also say things like its so simple and talking would be so easy. not. true. at. all. unless its just me being sensitive, which i highly doubt so. cos i know you have feelings...

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the truth is, i don't like seeing you with my friends. i don't like you knowing my friends. i don't like you talking to my friends. full stop.

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i had enough of your complainings each time things happen, then the next day, you act like nothing happened. or rather, you acted like something happened the previous day. what a bitch. to make people care for you, and saying negative things all the time, it pisses me off more each time cos i know that you're a FAKE. fucking asshole, don't ever come complaining again. i'll scream at you. i promise.

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lets just say, you make things a little too obvious and i'm starting to dislike you. and your actions are just plain, disgusting. whatever, its your life anyway.

kkkkkkkkkkkkay. enough rants/thoughts. hmm. school was enjoyable today. (: esp pe, it was one of the best games. HAHA. and i got my free drinks! :D but that freaking shawn, left the money on the floor. wtfuck please. -_- dnt was fun too. just slacking~ chat for the whole 2 periods. :D stupid mr gey tried to suan me. lol. idiot. SEL WAS FUN TOO. HAHAHAHA. we had to write a ENCOURAGEMENT NOTE to whoever we got through lots. QUAY WEIQIANG, I'M SO GONNA GET MY REVENGE FOR WHATEVER YOU LEFT ON MY NOTE. rawrrrrrrrr! i'm not gonna state what he wrote anyway ._____. lunched at canteen then followed yingyi to do her DNT product. DAMN FUNNY. mr lim use the tree branches to help hold her product to spray the paint. AHA.

the way downhill was damn funny also. rhesa act cute! :P lololol.

how? tomorrow's thursday.
i

want

to

skip

school.

(:

haha. i'll see bout it. going off to study now. (: may it be productive! ^^

Julia, :x

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Date: Tuesday, September 29, 2009


14 days to EOYs.

i suppose thats sufficient, if mr ong finishes chem on time. -_- i don't like it that he's rushing lessons and i don't get a shit and i end up asking my sister everything. thats...wasting time. blah.

Yesterday.
i can't think. stupid Its You is playing and its distracting me. LOL.
i cabbed up with rhesa, and had double chinese to start the day. ): but it was kinda slack cos she made us do work when we couldn't be bothered, obviously. hmm. english was stupid cos mrs neo came in with A BOOK in her hands and made us do some Phrasal verbs crap. recess, then science. SO TEDIOUS DRAWING THE DAMN COBALENT BONDING!!! D: but at least i understand. hehehe. xP did the 08 paper for math~ last period, malay. lol.

went to macs with cyan and sam after school and we slacked there for 2 whole hours. lesser time for studying, opps? :x reached home and slacked more since i was waiting for dinner. (: did some math afterwards. and... nothing else. omg i need to slap myself. -_- OH I WANTED TO SLEEP AT 10, but ended up sleeping at 11. all thanks to that retarded conver zomg. HAHAHAHAHAH. LOL. xD

Today.
i used reading period to study Rivers. q productive ehhhh! :D elit at TEN. we were supposed to act. LOL. poor cyan. :x i nearly got a green form during PE cos i didn't wear pe pants. but whatever, mr lim just HAII all the way. =.=! ya okeh whatever. captains ball for pe; not fun at all. stupid guys luh, play what soccer! rawrrrr. written assignment after recess. T.T i'm gonna die if these questions come out for EOY. stupid geog and its drawings. hmmm. for the first time, seow checked if we did his work. LOLOLOL. jeremy was being an idiot saying that he got SO SHOCKED knowing that i did. CHEH. -_- i had my worst SEL period too. (:

subway for lunch! (oh right, i still have my cookie! :D my sister's gonna be jealous~ MUAHAHAHA) then home. i wanted to nap for 1 hour and asked my mum to wake me up at 430. when i woke up and checked my phone, 545. oh my godddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. O: ate dinner while watching Gossip Girls. :P then msn-ed till now. so obviously i'm lagging in work. ~.~

i'm going off to do GEOG/CHI/MATH. (Y)

Julia, :D

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Date: Monday, September 28, 2009


THIS IS CALLED, DESPERATE MEASURES (WHICH FAIL)
















suckerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! :D HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
weiqiang the imposer.

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Date: Sunday, September 27, 2009


this is getting a little too tiring.

you're right, i have to make a choice with what to do with things. but i'm afraid of making the wrong choice. then it would be too late to regret... this is what happens when nothing is definite, and you're not even sure of what/who to believe. sucks you know?

today's ending in another 4 hours. to sum up the weekends, it hasn't been productive. i did chinese and some science notes yesterday, which wasn't a lot. today, i did some math and FINALLY understood chem. (I LOVE MY SISTA! :D) so i'm going to more math later, or else i can send myself to a 7subj class. but really, i don't feel like studying. guess i don't have a choice huh.

i need to go and run soon. i've been snacking a lot these days. :x bah, fat fat fat.

i'm thinking of skipping school on thursday cos it has the suckiest periods, plus, school ends at 2. but there's elit. and if i don't go, i bet my group will throw me some guailan things to do. stupid. ahhhhhhhhhh, shall see bout it. (: oh and i've completed my DNT product! so i can slack this week. awesome. :D

lol. random post, but just a quick update before i leave my blog alone for a few days while i STUDY. ^^ HAHAHA.

突然好想你

Julia, :)

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Date: Friday, September 25, 2009


we're spinning on a roller coaster ride. 
where everything's just a cycle. 

wowowow. has been long since a proper post. i have been busy... studying, watching dramas, smsing and... ?? whatever. (: 

anyway, there was Paper 1 today. english was q okay, i think. if i answered the question correctly... chinese. HA. i screwed up my gong han. freak. now my B3's really gonna fly away unless i do well for the main paper. ~.~ oh and i really have to thank Li Ying for saving my life. I FORGOT TO BRING DICTIONARY BUT SHE HAD A EXTRA 1. :DDD 

went home after the Paper to change for the night's event. the way down to the mrt station was damn funny. xP changed then went to meet yy, rhesa and agnes at CS. SAKAE BUFFET! i realised that i went for sakae buffet last year too, on the exact same date. O: haha. we were damn hungry so we ate non stop for the first 30 mins. ate slower as time goes by. 430. yy cyan and i were about to die alr. TOO FULL. LOL. so we went to walk rounds of CS then back. HAHAHA. retarded. xD but we felt much better and continued eating. ahhh, BEST. :D HEHE. when we cleared all our plates, that person served us our mochi. LOLOLOL. my stomach was about to explode alr. so i kept 2. (: 

reached school right on time. sat down and the performance only started at 630. retarded. should have spent more time at Toys R Us. HAHAHA. :x (we're seriously damn childish) it was damn hottttttttttt sitting in the parade square, WHY DIDN'T IT RAIN!!! thank god the performance wasn't long. haha. i just don't like the Lian Ai Da Ren song. could hardly hear ai jia's voice. -_- after the performances, we didn't know where to go. walked around and met wq and co. decided to follow since we had no idea where to go also. lol. finally settled at the outdoor netball court to "talk". but ended up playing Truth or Dare. (kill me please. z.) i feel so stupid for admitting, now i feel so fucking insecure. but nvm, didn't die that badly. :x played till 9 plus and left cos... wait, i don't know why too. lololol. 

met jermaine and yirou on the bus. HAHA. so cool. (: reached home at 10 plus and bathed. SUPER TIRED NOWWWWWW. T.T sorry for the not so detailed post. :P 

Julia, :O

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Date: Thursday, September 24, 2009


19 more days to the main papers of EOY. O:

PAPER 1 TOMORROW,
ALL THE BEST PEEPS! :D


i pray that i won't fail my compo like how i did in MYE.
tyvm.

i pray that i can do well enough to get the combi i want.
for you too. (:

Julia, :[

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Date: Wednesday, September 23, 2009


"you think you have so much time left? what if you end up taking the subj combi that you hate? you don't have much time left."

yeah, my sis' right.
thanks for waking me up.

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Date: Tuesday, September 22, 2009


i always forget to forget you.

school was goooood. (: reading period was L-O-L. bryan got owned. :P spent the whole period chatting and all, rather than studying. :x elit was kinda crap cos nisrin didn't allow us to pick our own groups. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) wq and co. were laughing at my expression. -_- act cute, try being in the same group laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. freak. pe was fun, usual captain's ball, without nicholas. this makes it a whole lot better. HAHA. didn't eat during recess. (yess, i saved monehhhhhhh. :D) geog seemed to be a torture listening to her talking. then she made all of us stand. have to answer her question before we sit. LOL. i got to sit thanks to wq being a girl. HAHAHA. maths was crap. couldn't get any worse cos i don't get a shit. (i should really hit my books.) talked the whole of SEL again. :x

went to eat at Ikea after school. hmm, looks like i didn't save money. -_- bahh. then got my DNT materials from Giant. (Y)

a lotttttttttttttttttttt of things are going through my mind now.
(i'm kinda scared of you cos of the things you said. i alr felt like i can't trust you anymore. yet again, when i give you a cold shoulder. you make me feel so guilty. i feel like i'm contradicting myself. ahhh freak you.)
(you, are such a screwed up paranoid bitch. for you being that, please stop blaming me for revealing your secret when i wasn't even CLOSE. yeah and, whats with your lies? forget it, i don't even want to be a part of your life to start with. so if you would leave me alone, that would help a lot. i really regret talking to you cos i've just gotten myself into a state where i would never choose to be in. let me tell you something, I'M NOT INTERESTED IN WHOEVER YOU'RE INTERESTED IN. and yes, its getting really irritating cos you're just finding something to talk about. sucker.)

someone save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ):

Julia, :/

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Date: Monday, September 21, 2009


when two worlds collide,

i gave my file a slimming session. (: and i found many things inside. o.O

anyway, cards. i loveeeeeeeeee them. and i found it kinda ironic that i have more valentines day cards than birthday cards. LOL. but well, i always love reading them cos they always make me feel like everything's fine and like i have everyone to rely on. its such a great feeling; priceless. (: its not that things are not okay, but somehow, people can't help feeling insure at times. ah anyway, THANK YOU PEOPLE WHO WROTE ME CARDS! :D

this is so random. but i can't help it. i'm happyyyyyyyyyyy! :D

Julia, <3

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and my fight is your fight

think i've been MIA-ing. sounds like i've no life. LOL.

hmm, friday, i know i hated lessons, esp ACC. i got caught for talking LOL. (you see what my current seat do to me? scolded by ong and this china person, BLAH) but whatever, i'm not alone. HAHAHAHA. anyway, 18/20 for maths, 28/35 for sci. i'm not pleased. ): lunch with cyan at Carls' Junior. (: this sounds like some kind of routine. i think i've spent most of my Fridays with her, having lunch and talking. its nice ending each week like that. :D yep.....

q a few random things happened too. like me and wq freaking out on saturday when we found out something. LOLOLOL. sounds like a joke but i'm really really scared of someone. O: how am i ever gonna talk to you normally or even listen to whatever you say normally. i can't, i realised. in fact, i doubt every single word that you say~ lala. not that i really care... :x

erm, i spent my weekends watching dramas. i think i just killed myself that way, cos there's a lot that i wanna watch now. ): well at least i have to wait for FQYAK each week so it wouldn't be SO bad. -_- HAHAH.

oh and, facebook. D: i should face books instead, right? :x

ahya, stupid random post.
*note to self:
-get dnt materials
-do maths'07 paper
-study chinese or geog

Julia, :)

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Date: Friday, September 18, 2009
















i like this photo the most! :D though it was my failed split attempt. HAHAHA. but still not bad okay, so long never stretch le. ^^

i will make this into reality.

thanks claire for uploading! (:

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Date: Thursday, September 17, 2009


HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYDIA! :D

sorry for the cake and the water. xDDD

yest was funnnnnnnnn! :D though thursdays' lessons always suck, yest was 1 of the best thursdays i ever had. elit was kinda pressurizing cos nisrin was being so much of a bitch. ): geog was as usual, boring. rivers are really making me dislike geog. bleahs. english was a bore with whatever grammar exercise. i still ended up talking. LOL. :P recess was damn fun. cherie and yp got lydia a cake, so we sang her her birthday song! :D hehehehe. she ended up with a super oily face cos of all the cake/cream/whatever. had recess with netballers then went up to class~ chinese test. -_- hello, goodbye b3. (UGH, nvm, EOY EOY. STUDYYYYYYYYY!) double science was a total joke. HAHAHA. me, cyan, wq and jeremy totally hecked mr ong and talked like nobody's business. thats why we got caught for a few times. ._. but ah, doesn't matter. ^^ the conversation was just madness omg. laugh till peng!

was really tired during training, so i didn't do well for all the damn foot work luh. rawr. (fucking bdiv'10 slot.) but i guess the game wasn't that bad. (: hahaha. we were all looking forward to the end of training. xDDD ohoh! and mini olympics! LOL. usual stuff again, capts ball, road relay, stairs relay, CHEERLEADING (we'll own NCC now! :D). after settling that, we got the plan started. ^^ we went to fill all our bottles and splashed lydia with it. LOL. imagine a few litres of water. HAHAHAHAH. :x lydia was really cold~ luckily cherie brought a shirt for lydia to change into. BUT... -details to be kept confidential- LMAO.

home after that. TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDD. but still studied for elit. (:

kkay, i don't feel like blogging alr. :D

Julia, xP

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Date: Wednesday, September 16, 2009


27 more days!

to the start of exams. (T.T)

kkkkkkay, quick update since i wanna sleep v soon ^^

-have been over-sleeping these days. D:
-new class seating arrangement isn't that bad. (: (I'M STILL NEAR CYAN! WAHAHAH. and there's wq, jeremy and bryan around to disiao)
-pe was supposed to good yesterday but cos of 1 idiot who doesn't know the defination of rules, my finger hurts like !@#$%^&* now. D:
-yingyi's samsung jet totally tempted me when i played with it during recess yest. -_- (ya, i don't know what phone to get lololol)
-we played Simon Says during geog yest. HILARIOUS. HAHAHA. xD wq's a nooooooooooooob.
-trigo's boring. haha.
-training was hell.
-i contributed 2 rounds to the 10 rounds that we ran. BAHHH. D:
-went home with lydia after that! (:
-sam and i planned a drama during eng lesson. LOL. (just joking, its for our compo)
-we finished trigo! muahahahahaha.
-pe kinda sucked too, but its still better than soccer in EVERY way. :]
-chinese was fun (: endless crapping.
-jeremy has a nice thumb. (Y) (IT WAS SPRAINED COS CLEMENS HIT IT. LOLOLOL)
-i totally slacked during DNT cos i had no materials with me. (gg-ed)
-student councillor investiture was boring. (i hate speeches =.=! but the dance items were cute. HAHA.)
-home with cyannnnnnnnnnnnnn. :D
-NAPPED. xP
-okay, i'm gonna die for tomorrow's chinese test. ._______.

Julia, :)

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Date: Monday, September 14, 2009


it's you
only you.

i'm getting temperamental these days. or is it just that people are really crossing the line? there's a limit to how much i can take in you know.

does the fact that i have no voice gives you the rights to insult me like some fucked up bitch? childish. i know its for fun and all and i treated it like a joke, but you all should really know when to stop. if not, do you want to try having no voice with a throat's that killing you and lungs that feels so tight and being so physically tired? the most awesome feeling, not.

screwed up morning, screwed up day, screwed up mood.

sometimes i don't know why i promise myself to never do this or that again, yet the next moment, i find myself doing it. stupid much, indeed. but i can't help it, it has became a natural thing alr.

argh, damn pissed. training tomorrow, i hope i don't die due to asthma or something. aha.

Julia, _|_

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Date: Sunday, September 13, 2009


you know, i never knew that you were that selfish.

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PESS

i'm dehydrated, plus my throat is hurting like fuck. -goes out to get water-

-back-
all these seemed to happen so quickly. hmmm. haha. i didn't wake up being super tired even though joce and i only slept at 1 plus. cos we couldn't get to sleep so we decided to talk. (: haha. joce woke up at 4 plus and i woke up at 515. T.T while she was tying her hair, i found a cockroach in her room. she started screaming like MAD. LMAO. all thanks to that kazua, we left house late, so we picked rochelle late too. HAHA. BUT, we reached school on the dot, 615. bird and amandape brought sandwiches for all of us! AWWWW. :D it was damn nice of them cos we all skipped breakfast. :x sat with bird on the bus but the journey still felt so long. think we took about 1 hour to reach there. hurrr. coach came soon and we started warming up. this is the most tiring warm up, EVER. -_- 

fixtures:
AMK
BENDEMEER
PIONEER
NORTHVISTA
BROADRICK
JURONGVILLE

o.O anyway, we lost the first match to AMK cos we were sort of off. so losing to them gave us no choice, we had to win the other matches or we're out. but i admit, AMK's good. bendemeer's match was rubbish to coach, which i didn't think it was that bad. ugh. though i could hardly keep my balance cos the floor's screwed... ahhh. D: won them by q alot anyway. (: we won pioneer tooo! then we had a long break, so coach made us warm up, AGAIN. tiring, yet it somehow helped. ^^ northvista was our greatest worry. O: though they're good, WE'RE BETTER! WE WON THEM WE WON THEM! wheeeeeeeeeeee xP joce and i totally went crazy just by screaming. HAHAHAHA. super cool match cos it was damn tensed. broadrick's match wasn't easy too. (: had a long break till jurong's match. so she made us warm up, ONCE AGAIN. so cool uh, so many warm ups. feels like training in HELL or something. lmao. she threatened us with this game, 1 mispass = punishment. fuck, i'm gonna die on tuesday due to this. gg-ed. lol. yep, so we won 5 out of 6 games = INTO SECOND ROUND. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! xD 

Macs for lunch. :D DAMN SHIOK. v little time to eat though. rawrrr. felt like vomiting after that cos she made us do passes and square and australian blah blah. second round: lose = OUT. O: apparently we got TKSS as our opponents. lost by 4, but we're still happy that we made it this far. :D STUPID ____, IN HIS FACE. lalala~ 

took team photos while waiting for the bus to arrive. HAHAH. DAMN COOL. hopes claire uploads it fast. :D bus-ed back to school, I LOST MY VOICE. why was i so stupid to scream when i alr had a bad cough. lmao. nvm, for support! (Y) LOL. 

had dinner with joce, chelle and fj! :D then 17-ed back home. wanted to just penged when i reached home but no, THERE'S SCHOOL TOMORROW SO I WOULDN'T WANNA NAP. school, aha. I'M NOT INTENDING TO DO ANY OF MY HOMEWORK. (: 

kkay, I'M TIRED. bye world. 

Julia, :D


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Date: Thursday, September 10, 2009


www.one-irrevocablelove.onsugar.com

created for fun. (: will be posting there sometimes. maybe more thoughts?
i don't know.

ah wells, if you care.

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lets take the next step.

my hair is super short after cutting it yesterday, which explains my PUNY ponytail. LOL.

i laid on my bed at 1209 last night. couldn't fall asleep, so i checked my phone, 1229. O: i actually stoned for 20 mins. lol. managed to fall asleep soon though. i woke up in the middle of the night cos apparently my flu bug is not gone. -_- then i woke up again, at 653. wtbitch. can't i even sleep properly till my alarm starts ringing at 7?!?! damn it.

went to get ready and all, got the 750 bus and reached pasir ris MRT on time. ^^ met cyan and train-ed to Tmerah to meet sam and rhesa. (: waited for yingyi since rhesa's supposed to meet her. but she was lateeeeeee~ so we cabbed up thinking that we were late. went to meet Ms Noriff for the PESS form. coach and her were so diaoed when i told them where i was going for LJ. lmao. found yingyi and co. at stadium then went to concourse to meet the class! (: was alr sweating a bit cos the weather's screwed. rawr. we boarded the bus and had to wait for Mrs Neo to come. HAHA SHE WAS LATE ._.

the whole walk was q okay i guess. (: just that our break time was superrrrrrrrr short. seriously, how much can we eat within 15 mins. dumb. went to the Fountain of Wealth after our break. I GOT WET. =.=! STUPID YINGYI. my whole right side was just........... even the boys were not as wet. hurrrrrrr. whole walk ended at about 1210. :D reached school at 1250 then went to find the netballers for awhile. bird and chelle helped us finish our onion rings! HAHA.

hill-ed with cyan and sam. :D waited for 12 cos i wanted to take a bus instead of train. I WANT AIRCON. T.T hot like madzxzx. and longer journey = more time to talk. LOL. :x KFC-ed with cyan then went to Popular to get stuffs. home after that!

tireddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
but i can't sleep, or else i would have problems sleeping tonight. -_- pathetic.

i'm super anxious for Sunday; PESS. O: didn't train at all this week... (GUILTY x123456789) must as well be a bencher. tskkk. and we have to reach school by 615!?!!??!! ZOMG. so early .__________.

kkay, i have nothing else to say and i'm yawning away~

Julia, O:

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Date: Tuesday, September 08, 2009


put those memories on a rewind.

i do miss you, quite terribly. yet ironically, i wished that you were never a part of my life.

had a great day yesterday! (or maybe not). i woke up with a realllllll bad throat. wished i could just kill it zomg. D: but i still had my voice! so whatever. (: was supposed to meet sam at 130. but we were both late lmao. i reached there at 220, and ended up waiting for her till 310. 50 mins waiting time; i'm glad i smsed people to divert my thoughts. aha. watched G-Force with qiqi and vanessa! :D its so cuteeeeeeeee. lolol. we went bowling after that, cos we simply had NOTHING to do. :x i swear, our screen names were totally........ ermmm. but it sure helped qiqi and sam luh. ^^ i ended up second! LOL. could have gotten much better laaaaaaa. damn it. xP after that, we figured that we should leave that place... so we waited for the shuttle bus. guess what, the shuttle bus came and stupid people went to chiong for it, leaving us no seats. singaporeans, or what. -_- walked to the bus stop and bus-ed to tanah merah to take train. (: sam and i had a never ending chat. and someone actually eavesdrop on us. call it lame or whatever, we never said it was meant for you to hear it. lol. went to frolickkkkkkk! :D flavoured with oreo. i think it killed my throat even more, but i can't help it. :x stayed at tampines for a while and headed home. the road home was a killer. my head was hurting, my body was shivering and my throat can seriously go to hell. T.T

didn't eat much for dinner. haha. was starting to get colder by the moment. o.O fever. hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. so yep, i gave training a miss today, which means that i would miss both the trainings this week cos i have sculpture walk on thursday. i feel guilty.... hai. hope i didn't miss out much! D:

my head is starting to hurt again. maybe i should leave the comp for a little while. HAHAHA.

PS*HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN! :D

Julia, ~.~

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Date: Sunday, September 06, 2009


how do you forget someone who you're constantly reminded of?

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&love isn't love till you give it away.

the feeling of getting everything except something, yet that something could play a much bigger part than all the other things you get. somehow, things are always like that.

my heart is breaking. it doesn't matter to you but it matters to me. i don't want to forget you and everything about you, but i wanna forget how i felt towards you. then maybe life would be easier to live, without you hurting me with all your stupid words or actions. just give up that damn small hope idiot.

hi world. (:
2J didn't win any prize at the bowling event cos you all had me and sam to screw up the last round for you. HAHAHAHAHA. we got a B-R-Y-A-N = 0-0-0-0-0 (ling-ling-ling-ling-ling), ya, our first 5 tries. :D mrs neo kept laughing at me. D: < LOL. but i don't regret going down. had so much fun playing. hehe. and mrs neo's actually q nice. (: she asked me to not be so naughty just cos i kp bryan. ._. then i told her about him bullying me in class. she: OHHH. -laughs- HAHAA. :D yepp, stayed there from 2+ till 7. O: had a great time laughing at agnes. (: she's so cute!

bahhhhhhhh. its a sunday and i'm just gonna ROT AT HOME. ): maybe i should start studying. since i'm not exactly v happy with my 72%, though it was a great improvement from my 64%. but everyone seemed to did so well this term... i should/could have done better. not much homework for this holiday... should use it to touch up on my notes. haha. since i'm broke also, i won't be going out much, i think. (:

Monday - kbox?
Tuesday - training.
Wed - ?
Thursday - training? sculpture walk.
Friday - ?

in a way, i only have wed and fri to study, plus the following weekends. okay nvm, I SHALL STUDY TODAY. ^^

stupid rainy days. keeps tempting me to just sleepzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. :x haha. i think i got my contract date wrong, but i KNOW its soon. i want my samsung jet! ): i don't look forward to school re-opening at all. FREAKING SEAT ARRANGEMENT. i love my seat so much now. ughhh. aha, random thoughts.

i wanna watch tv now! till tomorrow~

有希望才会有盼望?

Julia, :D

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Date: Friday, September 04, 2009


losing hope

think people should stop giving me false hopes and bring it all back to reality. or maybe its just me living in denial. its stupid though, making yourself cling on to something yet don't know why.
why the frustrations for you ._. 

term 3 officially ended! :D AHA. today was awesome. (Y) i think i screwed up my english argumentative in the morning... but i don't think i screwed up my math. :P ACC teacher sucks. she's like some stupid bitch barking. -_- was talking to bryan and wq from my seat and she came over to scold us. our conver v jing cai cannot uh. :x LOL. joking. bryan was just being kp as usual. bitch! haha! xD i used my recess to do elit, leaving us 15 mins to eat. felt like i could explode after eating. lolol. i totally switched off during geog. my mind was just thinking of what to reply smses. elit presentation was q okay i think. :D but nisrin said that she would change our seats on the first day of term 4. SCREW IT. i don't want to change seatttttt. D: irritating. :/ nicholas' group presentation lighten up the mood though. HAHAHA. IT WAS FREAKING FUNNY. AND I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING, SO I LOST MY DINNER TREAT. RAWR. :x (I HAVE PICTUREEEEEEEEEEEES!)























































GAY MUCH. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAAHHAHA. XD 
I THINK NIC CAN PASS OFF AS A GIRL IF HE CROSS DRESSES PROPERLY. LMAO. 
bird, i'm starting to worry for you. HAHAHAHAHA. :x

went to TM to eat with cyan and qiqi. COS SOMEONE OWED ME A TREAT. muahaha. xD i'm not going tampines during the holidays, never ever. i'm so sick of that place lol. 

QIQI, YOU BETTER THANK ME FOR WHAT I DID. HEHEHE. xP 

TIRED. I'M GOING OFF TO MY DREAM LAND. :D byebye. 

Julia, :D

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Date: Thursday, September 03, 2009


舍不得

zomgggggggggggg. its the 2nd last day of school, for term 3 alr. thats like super duper uber fast. i dislike that. term 3 has been q a good 1 for me i think. (: at least my results weren't so much of a disappointment, apart from maths. ah spoiler. D:

today sucked. :/ waittttttttt, i forgot what happened in the morning. OH RIGHT, i woke up late. and i couldn't sleep till 12 plus last night. (eyebags! T.T) was damn tired luhhhhh. elit was slack cos it was all presentation. i was totally shocked with my geog marks for the latest test. totally screwed. D:< i got a freaking 9/25. then i checked, NO. SUPPOSE TO BE 11. but i still failed. and when i realised that she didn't mark 1 of my question, :DDDDDDDD I PASSED. HAHAHAHA. 14/25. stupid results. but its my fault for not studying uhhhh. ): OH WELLS. english test wasn't that bad. hurhur. double chinese was fun. LOL. whole lesson talk talk talk. :x science was a total killer like seriously. want sleep also cannot sleep. ugh. gets on my nerves when i'm so freaking tired.

i think i'm q satisfied with my results SO FAR. except maybe maths and eng. i'm not v sure bout them... TOMORROW, I'LL SEE. (:

my mood got damn fucked up after school. i couldn't do that bloody tennis racket properly with a damn scissors. stayed back to do elit. then crapped cos i didn't want to go training alone without joce and bird ._. went for training at about 4. warm ups, and some foot work thing. q cool ehhh. :D LOL. but it was damn tiring. the others did much more than me and bird though. :x some ball drills and we had to do the MRT route run. cheated again. i should really feel bad..... D: AND AND I SAW THAT FUCKING SQUASHED DEAD TOAD. EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. bird was like, THERE THERE! me: screams and run up the hill. O: YUCK.

hmmm. 2 tests to end term 3. greattttttt. and 1 test to start term 4. this school's so awesome uh? (: lmao. dead beat~ shall go off to do elit then SLEEP. (:

Julia, :|

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Date: Tuesday, September 01, 2009


just one spark starts a fire;
chain reaction.

this is my 500th post. supposed it would be a nice 1. (:

i didn't rot at home today! HAHAHA. :D so glad. morning was full of nonsense HAHA. all the craps with bird and wq. LOL. apparently qing tian became someone else's song, damn idiotic. the rain made me wanna sleep but i guess 11 hours of sleep last night was enough. xD

headed to bird's house at 2 plus. mark, nicholas, stanley, marcus were there playing block catching. left my bag at bird's house and rochelle came!! so we both joined in. superrrrrrrrrrr fun. i think stanley was the catcher for this round, so the rest of us took the lift up. rochelle and i decided to pair up ^^ so when bird walked out of the lift, we chased nicholas out too. HAHAHAHA. xD xD xD (AWWW BIRD. LOL.) bird asked me to watch out! LMAO. rochelle and i lasted the longest for this round. hehehe. but i nearly got knocked down by a car. O: i seriously thank the driver so much. :x we played another round. this time, haixin was the catcher. i think he can smell rochelle. thats why i nearly got caught twice by sticking to her. ZOMG. D: but aww, he too nice so he ran away from us after rochelle slammed the door in his face. HAHAHAHA XD this round was super ci ji. and haixin's dumb. lololol. (: since it was 4 alr, badminton! bird chelle and i just left the block to take the rackets and all.

badminton was fun too! :D marcus is like, super zai. i damn scared of all the freaking smacks and i couldn't control my hand properly today. LOL. felt like some noob. -_- nicholas was being an attention seeker though. throwing all the slippers up. ACT CUTE. only want his cookie's attention. =.=! but yayyyyyy! bird and i owned marcus and haixin. :DDD

went to the club house to slack. then they wanted to go in bird's house so we went... watched tv and ate snacks. nicholas, idiot much? he's such a sucker. he wanted to attract someone's attention but ended up letting someone tear his shirt. HAHAHAHAHAHA. and they were saying that his shirt is 3 for $10. LMAO. xP stayed at her house till about 8, cos her parents made me eat at their place. they kept using the reason that i'm too small and i need to eat more. LOL. -_-

yeppppppppp. i had 2 dinners. O: FAT FAT FAT. rawr. but nvm, i'm happy with how i spent my day rather than staying at home to ROT. haha. tired though! ah wells, at least i can sleep early today. :D

have been having good hair day these days. HOPE IT CONTINUES. XD XD XD

yes! PE TOMORROW. HAHA. last captain's ball session before the hols. (: it shall be good. i don't wanna get back oral marks tomorrowwwwwwww. ):

omg, i just remembered that i needa do geog. :/ hmm okay, BYEEEE. :D

Julia, :D

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