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Date: Friday, March 26, 2010


like there's no sunrise

(previous post deleted cos it has no content at all.)

Thursday, 2503.
feels great to be back at school with my loves HAHA. ^^ lessons before recess were q dull, recess wasn't really good too. you know why? COS MY PHONE FUCKING SPOILT DURING HISTORY LESSON, WHICH WAS THE FIRST PERIOD. AWESOME. i nearly went crazy cos i found out that i needed to take the amath test. -.- english was pure crap listening to mr.tan talking bout spain and all. zzz. bio test, not even prepared but well, guess it was okay. (: took my amath test after school with some others and i knew i would fail it.

went to concourse to find netballers as it was raining. decision was made to go to PRSS for the match, so we squeezed on the bus with the PRSS people. match started at 4+ and they won 27-20. (Y) walked to Tamp MRT with bird then decided to talk more. thus, headed up to T1 rooftop. went back at 630.

thank god, my phone revived after its battery died.

Today, 2603.
in general, i like today's lessons. though i failed my amath by FUCKING HALF MARK, but yes, i am a happy girl today. :D just that our whole class wasted out time by waiting for the survey to start. wtf -.- so i walked down hill with cyan, lyn, bella and peifang, then bus-ed with cyan and lyn. ^^ snacked at macs with cyan and had a great long talk with her! hehe. this makes up for the failed movie plan.

i feel so tired of school alr, though its just the first week of school, so many things have happened to make it feel like its the middle of the term alr. thank god it isn't though, i'm not ready for MYE yet! apparently MYE is starting in the beginning of may? so its approximately 37 days to it? 1 month plus of preparation?

i realised that you hardly keep to your word, any plan with you would most of the time fail, and its always because of you. i'm not angry or upset with you but yeah i'm disappointed.

and i'm so sick of you. -.-

PS* i got 46/70 for 你的朋友做了一件令你痛心的事. i am happy. (:

J.

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Date: Monday, February 08, 2010


when nothing goes right.

monday blues. -.- i am indeed v v v sad now. zzz.
-i nearly fell twice on my way to school.
-i lost my box of cookies at TM. (HALF BOX OF COOKIES LA PLEASE. baked by myself somemore!!!)
-someone nearly stole my phone. (i am fucking stupid.)
-i met so many people when i was walking with someone. (ZZZZZZ)

i guess school was good today. wushu lesson was fun cos of the dui da part. hahaha. our bio replacement teacher is cool. (I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPELL HER NAME). BUT EATING AND SLEEPING IS ALLOWED. (Y) but she gives us 2 mins to sleep. lol. cute ley. i survived chem too! this week's lesson wasn't as bad compared to last last week's. (: slacked in class with chelle, sam and qq for a while. total joke. :P and thank you qq for coming up to pei me but ended up getting suaned by all of us. HAHA. okay then comes after school. -.- i had a great lunch at 18 chefs with sam then went to tm to get clarice's present. at there.................. (okay you can refer to the top). ZZZ.

I
AM
V
SUAY
TODAY.
BTH.
I
FEEL
SO
DUMB.
THIS
IS
THE
SECOND
TIME
IN
MY
WHOLE
LIFE
THAT
I
LOST
SOMETHING.
DAMN IT.

and i have 2 remedials tomorrow. GREAT LOR.

okay, i still need to say this.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM! :D
i owe you a card okay okay. ):

Julia, T.T

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Date: Monday, February 01, 2010


we forgot how we used to be

the only thing constant bout humans?
change.

you were...
you were...
you were...
i could go on to make a list just about how you were, but not how you are.

stranger, you're a bastard.
no sense? equivalent to what you do isn't it?

there're too many ifs. no point thinking back and wondering if this or that never happened, how different would things be. someday, you would be the one being in this fucked up spot, and you better regret whatever you've done. damn it.
you have no fucking idea how much it fucking hurts to hear that.

if i could relive those days, i know that one thing that would never change.

Julia, -.-

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Date: Wednesday, January 13, 2010


if only we knew how we would be right now

한참을 잊은 채 살았지
한동안 괜찮은 듯 했어
하지만 시간이 흐르면 깨달아 가고 있어
너 없이는 나는 안 된다는 걸

the crystals i made with jeanette during chem class was half failure half success. cos mine failed and hers succeeded. ZZZ. but i brought home my "powder" and i can still add water and wait for it to evaporate to get my crystals! ^^

we changed seats today too. i moved back 1 seat, so i'm beside cyan~ :D and it ended up that all netballers are in the same row. HAHAHA. (: me rochelle amanda elizabeth. sad that i can't talk to bird anytime i want now. haiz. ): so in front of me is agnes with rhesa beside her. jiahao behind me. yupz.

i really dread ss now. i hate it. i hate class. zzz. today we got scolded for being too quiet. cool much? lol. other lessons have been pretty good i suppose. (: i missed history today though. cos i went for dental! xD LOL. my check up took only 10 mins. it was jeanette's that was long, cos i went with her. HAHA. so i skipped class cos of her. :x

but there's something i dread more. training with her. she can totally fuck our lives upside down. i don't see a point of having 3 teams in the whole of netball. cos i don't fucking see a diff between us and the other team. it didn't hurt that much when the school team was announced and i didn't get in. i realised that being hurt this way hurts so much so that i don't ever ever want to return to training with you again. but, i train for myself, for bdiv'11 and for the team. not you.

okay i have maths to do. byebye. fuck ss.

Julia, :/




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Date: Monday, December 28, 2009


你的呼吸像雨滴滲入我的愛里

i extracted 3 teeth today. T.T 2 permanent 1 milk tooth. the after effects fucking killed me omg. i was just swearing on my way home. wanted to sleep when i reached home, but i was hurting too badly. so i stoned on my bed and finally fell asleep at 5 plus. woke up at 7 plus and wanted to skip dinner but i couldn't. HEHE. too hungry. :P but eating made me feel like a vampire, like sucking blood. zzz.

2 more extractions to go, next week, thursday. HURRRRRR. i'm gonna get mc for next fri. -_-

I MISS CYAN! D:

Julia, D:

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Date: Sunday, November 01, 2009


how timely

i realised people really know how to pick a time to just piss me off like hellzxzxz. i should have learnt to not trust people at times and i should have learnt to not care about class matters anymore.
(BLAH BLAH BLAH)
i'm not gonna say anything else.

Julia, D: <

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Date: Wednesday, October 07, 2009


trying to turn around on a one way street

today, i reached home, being greeted by my dad with...
"you're in deep shit"
my mind: WTF DID I DO.
"what?!"
"your smses, are worth $200. HUH!"
"HUH?! WHERE'S MY UNLIMITED!"
mum comes out of room and say,
"CRAZY YOU KNOW. $200."
"I'M SUPPOSED TO HAVE UNLIMITED! i think its cos you all didn't renew my plan, so there's no unlimited."
parents start nagging, saying that 4000+ sms per month is crazy. (what about me reaching 8000-10000 last time? LOL) so i kept quiet, till i got irritated and said,
"just go renew for me la."
mum starts nagging again, saying that i wanna change phone so need more money and so on.
Starhub is so cool. they don't remind us that my plan ended. awesome.
oh another awesome thing, since i'm left without unlimited, i have 1000 sms now. and apparently, 1000 smses flew away alr. (Y)
good game.

LOL. i was thinking about my phone bill when i looked at my messages counter in the lift, yet i reached home with that. i'm a psychic. haha.

hmm. school has been good. :D i have a better idea of trigo alr! finally! ahhhhhhhhhh. now i'm left with chem and maths to worry for. UGHHH. i feel like i'm going crazy. ): bah. tomorrow's thursday. back to hell, i'm dreading school again. rawrrrr. hmm anyway we had english period today, which was used as reading period cos neo used our reading period yest. slept during it. :x maths was q okay. though i really worry bout maths!!! pe was DAMN FUN. :D the best captain's ball game ever. hee xD today, yingyi's words are cursed. i walked out of the stadium, omg, shuo dao cao cao, cao cao jiu dao. LOLOLOL. yest, my words were cursed, and the same thing happened to her. HEHE ^^ chinese after recess = totally wasted. dnt was crap too. didn't get to study at all. AHHHHHHHHH. sucker. D: assembly after it. stupid yingyi and cyan!!! kept bullying me on the way to tower hall. rawrrrrrrr ._______. expressions for assembly. went to eat then hilled with cyan yy jx and jq. home~ (:

wtfuckzxzx. you're spoiling my mood EVERY SINGLE DAY. please don't act like you know someone v well, cos obviously you don't. ugh. irritating bitch. i don't know whats your motive but i don't really care either. i just don't like your presence and what you say bout someone. so just shut up and get lost. -_- i really wonder whats it gonna take to make you realise it though.

OKAY MY MUM'S NAGGING AGAIN, DINNER! (:

Julia, o.O

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Date: Monday, October 05, 2009


control.
(i need this now seriously.)

all these crap are pissing me off, a lot. thanks so much uh, idiots. _|_
thanks for being so fucking considerate.

1 word to sum up today, FUCK. the morning wasn't a good 1 once again cos i needed to bring my laptop to school plus some props so it was really hard getting to school. thanks so much rhesa, for helping me to carry my thingyz. lessons were boring as usual. did rehearsal for elit after school. total failurezxzx. the guys weren't v co-operative. so yes, i guess that made my day suck. oh and i got scolded by jeremy for NOTHING. (ya, you just made my mood worse.) plus the laptop issue now. fuck you idiots who has laptop yet doesn't want to bring it.

don't like it that i just totally spammed the f word into msn convers, smses and now, here. but i just need to let it out or i'll just go to school with a v v bad mood. still, i'm thankful to those people who were nice yesterday. like sherman bringing home the BIG cardboard and xy lending aaron his pink shirt.

so we're gonna screw up tomorrow's rehearsal. well done, good progress mark. (:

oh and you, don't bother, you don't have to. :D

Julia, _|_

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Date: Friday, October 02, 2009


while i'm waiting, i will not fade.
(currently listening to bird's blogsongs!)

today was awesome! enjoyed the whole day. :D aha. but i swear i had a bad morning. ): it was a mistake to be late TODAY. (sorry to you 2 for letting you wait so long! :x) damn it damn it damn it. DAMN YOU. D: why out of all days huhhhhhhhhh! cabbed up with rhesa and sam cos i was hurting damn badly. sat down immediately when i reached the parade square. i could have died standing up. -_- english was stupid. neo wanted us to check our CA marks but ended up giving us 2G's marksheet. LOL. AND I LOST TO WQ BY 1 MARK. =.=! BUT I REALISED THAT SHE GAVE ME THE WRONG MARKS. HOHO. same marks now, in your face. xP neo made us do compre also, plus summary. i did NOTHING. (: went through 06 paper for math and got another practice paper to do. i'm so gonna die for math, everything seems so...unfamiliar. D: ACC, fuck that bitch. she just blabber on like nobody's business. loled. didn't eat much for recess cos obviously i was still hurting. UGH. and i got sabo-ed during recess. O: thank god someone wasn't in class. :] geog was damn slack since SAL has alr finished our syllabus. she talked about global warming and ozone depletion till all of us fell asleep. :x then she made us play simon says, AGAIN. bryan the noob had to do forefeit. LOL. xD he had to do BELL dance. HAHAHAHAHA. joke! elit was kinda wasted getting things organised... hmm. science was used to talk. since ong was going through what my sis taught me alr. :D HEHE. and i didn't understand what he was saying so... no diff. (:

the group was supposed to come to my place to do elit but we decided not to since there wasn't much to do. hahaha. discussed our props and decided to go to sherman's tomorrow. sam waited for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! haha. left with her and saw yy and rhesa downstairs. apparently that lame yy spent 1 hour queueing just to photocopy the sci notes. sad case. -_- hilled down with them and went to Long John's at TM. (: i seriously thank god that the cold drinks didn't kill me!!!!!!!!!!! then yy wanted to walk around and we ended up at the interactive room to study. LOL. that place is so... kiddish. but since rhesa the teacher chose that place, we had to follow uh. :/ HAHAHA. so the teacher taught yy and sam the bonding stuff while i was doing some self study. (: we started talking during 1 point of time, wasn't really listening but when i heard sam saying "YOU THINK HAWAII IS A FLOATING ISLAND AH YINGYI", i started laughing like MAD zomg. HAHAHAHAHA. STUPID YY LMAO. all sorts of weird ideas went through my mind and i wanted to tell sam bout it. BUT I COULDN'T COMPLETE MY SENTENCE COS I ALWAYS END UP BURSTING OUT IN LAUGHTERS. funny shitzxzxz. sam kept saying that line when we were leaving tm; totally cracked me up. LOL.

came home and SLACKED. HAHAHA. sms, msn, facebook. usual stuffs. now, i realised that i haven't done the sets planning for elit. am i dead or what. T.T i'm so lazyyyyyyyyyy cos i'm hurting. rawrrrrrr. shall get pills tomorrow. :x cos i wouldn't want to die at sherman's house. LOL. i really hope that tomorrow's meeting would be productive cos i'm really excited bout it! haha. sounds so fun. imagine all the weird make up. HAHAH. ^^

yeppp thats all for my day. it was really great! (: but i found out some stuffs which were, well, q expected. i don't know what to say, cos all i know is that, if you are gonna push my limits, you'd better watch out. i don't like it that you do some things then worry that someone come telling me bout it, cos i obviously would. be careful of your actions; its really pissing me off. acting like some fucked up gl bitch. yeah whatever, miss popular wannabe. -_-

i shall not be so mean till the day that i can't take in anymore nonsense. :x bah. i shall do my sets planning alr! buhbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

Julia, xD

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Date: Wednesday, September 30, 2009


almost breathless.

you know, i really do care about the small little things that you do. but its not up to me to say anything. people say its hard to believe this and that, but so what? its alr a fact that i can't help. people also say things like its so simple and talking would be so easy. not. true. at. all. unless its just me being sensitive, which i highly doubt so. cos i know you have feelings...

-

the truth is, i don't like seeing you with my friends. i don't like you knowing my friends. i don't like you talking to my friends. full stop.

-

i had enough of your complainings each time things happen, then the next day, you act like nothing happened. or rather, you acted like something happened the previous day. what a bitch. to make people care for you, and saying negative things all the time, it pisses me off more each time cos i know that you're a FAKE. fucking asshole, don't ever come complaining again. i'll scream at you. i promise.

-

lets just say, you make things a little too obvious and i'm starting to dislike you. and your actions are just plain, disgusting. whatever, its your life anyway.

kkkkkkkkkkkkay. enough rants/thoughts. hmm. school was enjoyable today. (: esp pe, it was one of the best games. HAHA. and i got my free drinks! :D but that freaking shawn, left the money on the floor. wtfuck please. -_- dnt was fun too. just slacking~ chat for the whole 2 periods. :D stupid mr gey tried to suan me. lol. idiot. SEL WAS FUN TOO. HAHAHAHA. we had to write a ENCOURAGEMENT NOTE to whoever we got through lots. QUAY WEIQIANG, I'M SO GONNA GET MY REVENGE FOR WHATEVER YOU LEFT ON MY NOTE. rawrrrrrrrr! i'm not gonna state what he wrote anyway ._____. lunched at canteen then followed yingyi to do her DNT product. DAMN FUNNY. mr lim use the tree branches to help hold her product to spray the paint. AHA.

the way downhill was damn funny also. rhesa act cute! :P lololol.

how? tomorrow's thursday.
i

want

to

skip

school.

(:

haha. i'll see bout it. going off to study now. (: may it be productive! ^^

Julia, :x

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Date: Monday, September 14, 2009


it's you
only you.

i'm getting temperamental these days. or is it just that people are really crossing the line? there's a limit to how much i can take in you know.

does the fact that i have no voice gives you the rights to insult me like some fucked up bitch? childish. i know its for fun and all and i treated it like a joke, but you all should really know when to stop. if not, do you want to try having no voice with a throat's that killing you and lungs that feels so tight and being so physically tired? the most awesome feeling, not.

screwed up morning, screwed up day, screwed up mood.

sometimes i don't know why i promise myself to never do this or that again, yet the next moment, i find myself doing it. stupid much, indeed. but i can't help it, it has became a natural thing alr.

argh, damn pissed. training tomorrow, i hope i don't die due to asthma or something. aha.

Julia, _|_

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Date: Tuesday, July 28, 2009


but i think i'll be alright

life is being such a bitch. i'm living life in an alternate manner, 1 day's good, the next day has to be bad. hai. what a joke. 

class was was per normal. lalala~
maths remedial was RETARDED. lol. 

training was just a lesson of demoralization.
this is what i learnt today:
-i suck too much thats why i wasn't asked to play WA
-i had to play C, against rochelle.
-i suck too much that why i can't even play my main position
-i learnt that jocelyn is better than me at WA
-i learnt that i'm not important to the team at all
-i learnt that i'm only a substitute 
-lastly, I LEARNT THAT YOU ARE JUST SOME BIASED BITCH. 

i was so badly hurt after the game. you being the coach, only cared about the OTHER team, the OTHER team and the OTHER team. apparently i wasn't FIT enough to be in the OTHER team. but you know, i realised that which team doesn't matter. it only mattered to me because all you care about is the OTHER team. they get to re-take their center pass, they get all the advice from you. and what do we get? get thrashed in the face? getting so demoralized? fuck. 
so what are you trying to say now? this is your main 7? so all you care about is them? what fucking nonsense is this. its only JULY. it hurts even more knowing that a shooter had to play WA. so i'm of so little importance? 

tears of anger, if it is even worth it. but still, i won't give up. i just probably need time to gain back my confidence. ugh. 

i'm sorry for being a mood spoiler to you.... ): 

oh guess what? all these are not even enough to ruin my day. there's still DNT. 
ha. awesome not? 

okay, i shall go off, to HEAVEN. haaaaaaaaaa. i wish. 

Julia, _|_

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Date: Sunday, July 19, 2009


it hurts when i think of you. 

i figured i can't study with a mind wandering somewhere else. i guess i shall just rant it all out and go back to study. since my studies are more important than you. 

you don't know how much i don't wish to hear your name. and you don't know how much i want you to just, disappear. oh yes, that would be great. then no one could affect me as how much you do. because no one else does the things you do. i hate myself for not being able to stay angry at you. but yet, deep down, you don't know how much i want to tell you that i, dislike, you. its been long since i felt so &*%%@$#*(@%$. you may think that small things don't hurt, but still, a wound, is still a wound. you don't cause a blow, but you seem to be stacking up blocks of anger inside me. you won't stop, because this change has became you. i guess you totally lost yourself, don't bother finding it back because no one would care, no one would feel a difference. still, you KNOW the difference. fuck. 

okay i don't feel better. but at least i've let it out. now, i can study. 
you won't feel the hate anyway. 

i swear, I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOUR NAME. ugh. 

Julia, _|_

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Date: Monday, June 22, 2009


then, whats worth it?

you know what? i really wonder why do i put in effort for this when... NVM. FORGET IT. just, FUCK ALL THESE SHIT. 

Yesterday.
went to send my phone for service! (yes, again) thank you lydia for accompanying me! :D and thanks bird for the phone. (: 

Today.
went to cyan's house. had a great time with her (:

I DON'T HAVE THE FUCKING MOOD TO BLOG. 

AND MY BROTHER, JUST SCREW HIM. _|_

Julia, _|_

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Date: Thursday, June 18, 2009


running out of patience 

i have something random to say. LOL. 
see, i drank honey in the morning, and i don't know why, for the whole freaking day, i taste honey in everything i eat/drink. HAHA. 

i don't remember being so vulgar ever since the day taiwan trip got cancelled. thanks _____, thanks SO MUCH. _|_ 

and lydiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I WANT THOSE EARRINGS. AND GOOD LUCK WITH TAKING OUT YOUR EARRINGS. IT'S JUST LIKE SOME FUCKED UP THING. HAHA. SUNDAY AH I DON'T CARE. :D 

i don't like today. i really really dislike it. all i wish is that all my homework's done and its alr sunday! then we would have school tomorrow. awesome. but ya, me and my wishful thinking. but i guess its alright, maybe about 4 more hours before i end this fucked up day.  but anyway, i think i made progress with my work! i'm 100000000000000000% sure i would finish FOMD today, together with its review. then i would read MXM the whole of tomorrow plus, COMPO. HA. see. thats alotttttttttt alr okay okay! 

i still can't believe this. LYDIA MADE MY DAY. YET. IT JUST HAVE TO BE SPOILT SPOILT SPOILT. what the hell manzxzxzxz. and i don't know where the hell you are. i wish your name would just appear on my phone. UGH. 

Julia, -_-

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Date: Wednesday, June 17, 2009


cos i could be dreaming or just plain crazy

i feel like ranting. (:
MY HANDS ARE ACHING TERRIBLY.
I HAVE A FREAKING BLISTER ON MY LEG.
MY EAR STILL HURTS FROM YEST. (STUPID EARRING)
I FEEL LIKE SLEEPING.
I DON'T WANT TO READ BOOKS.
I WANT MORE TIME.
I MISS CAMP.

i want to rant more.
my hands ache, so i don't feel like texting or whatever.
stupid blister, rub against anything also !!!!!!!!!!! pain.
stupid earring, IT WAS SO FREAKING LOCKED. wtf.
i'm tired. i want to sleep.
but there's always stupid homework to make me feel guilty to sleep.
IF I READ, i would feel more tired. wth?
yes, time!!!

okay. ENOUGH :D
bahhhhhhhhhhh. homework homework homework. i think i should really get some things organized.

English.
Read For One More Day.
Review on it.
Group Project.

Chinese.
Read MXM.
Read 7-Eleven KXQ.
Do review on KXQ.
Compo.

Maths.
Heymath.
Worksheet.

Science.
Project.

ACC.
Project.

GENIUS. GUESS WHAT I'M DONE WITH. ONLY THOSE IN RED. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
life is so boring. okay okay, i shall finish FOMD TODAY AND READ SOME MXM. :D

okay i'm done. BYEBYEBYE :D

JULIA :]

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Date: Sunday, May 17, 2009


bitch

i have the adrenaline to play ball. 
i have the want to kill you.
i have my mind set to make you die during training. 

people like you, 
should just,
DIE. 

1 fine day, you read a person's blog, someone who you don't even know yet likes you. on his/her blog, you see that person insulting you having low EQ. amazing huh. 
the best i've seen, so far. 

you're not perfect. stop living in a world as though the world revolves round you. 

(anyway, the above mentioned is not myself or what. but ya, you don't have to know :D)

i feel angry for __ that you've scolded ___ for no reason. because __ deserve much better remarks. 

JULIA :|

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Date: Wednesday, March 25, 2009


collapse 

someday, you are gonna topple this stack of blocks. this stack of anger. and i can swear, it would be sooner than how long you think it would be. don't. push. me. cos. you. wouldn't. like. it. i swear i would give you hell. so before you say anything else. think about yourself first please _|_|_ and like sure, you're so nice by helping us. thanks. on another note, JUST THINK OF WHAT OTHER THINGS DO YOU DO? fuck you please. just seriously, stop being such a hypocrite. _|_ 

wow. the cgirls thrashed bedok view yest, 104-9. COOL PLEASE! XD great game anyway! :D

today
i
got
fucking
pissed
.
and
i
don't
think
the
rest
of
my
school
days
are
gonna
be
any
better
.
congratulations
:D
ha.
ha.
ha.
great.
i
love
life
so
much
wow.
i'm
so
looking
forward
to
tomorrow
.
okay
need
to
go
and
do
my
fucking
history
.
screw you bitch. 

JULIA_|_

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Date: Monday, February 16, 2009


thats all that you know.

school was boringggggggggggggggg. was damn pissed off by someone during class. but was okay by the end of school. after school, went to tm to get my ankle guard. then went to WS, BK. ate. turkey bacon (Y) studied. then some people came. yanahan, and a fucker. fuck. he came in just to kaopei me like no mother.

to you: you don't know how much you suck. you don't know how much hurt that caused me. you know NOTHING, except to kaopei people. THATS ALL YOU KNOW ISN'T IT. I SWEAR, FOR _____ NOT LIKING YOU, THATS JUST WHAT YOU GET FOR DOING SO. _|_ and why must yanhan say sorry for you. THATS COS YOU DON'T CARE ISN'T IT? you never did care anyway.

so yes, i'm gonna flunk tomorrow's science test cos everything is so screwed up. I'M GOING TO SLEEP. BATHE. AND STUDY. FUCK ART.

training tomorrow, hope my injuries won't worsen. :X

JULIA D:

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Date: Sunday, February 01, 2009


i can never trust you again? that saddening. 

so, team? 


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