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♥ Date: Thursday, April 30, 2009
you don't know how much it hurts.
why is losing to painful. why do everybody want to win? whats wrong with second. yes you do lose the title, but its not the end...
i don't want to talk about lessons, cos its just the same old thing everyday. its just how interesting a day can be. hmmm.
after school, went to stadium to watch girls match. they were lagging, then they caught up and won dunman 64-39. they were awesome. their fighting spirit was just totally worth admiring. I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM. :D
the guys match started off pretty cool. but they were lagging. still, they managed to pull the gap closer. until, weiqiang's leg cramped. D: the game must still go on. they fought hard. really. at the last quarter or something, he went on to play. its just so touching that he didn't let his injury affect his mentality. like as if his mind and his body belonged to different places. how awesome. i guess, by my tone. you should know the results. ._.
all in all. THEY WORKED HARD and THIS, IS NOT THE END. :D JIAYOU BBALLERS! (:
imagine if we had the chance to go this far... how much pride would we have in ourselves. it feels so different. but they worked for this chance, so must we.
just like how we must work for exams too ~.~ spoiler. but i guess its alright, something that would make me study. or else i would just lag behind for every damn subject. i. need. to. do. well.
13 more days to exams. :O
27 more days to taiwan. :D
whats with this sense of deja vu. :/
why's my heart so weak...
i think i had enough of this nonsense...get lost to your fucking toilet.
okay i shall end here. but before that,
A IS FOR ANGLICAN.
A IS FOR AWESOME.
:D
JULIA:]
Labels: random, school, thoughts
♥ Date: Wednesday, April 29, 2009
someone who could fit all the reasons why
sup! :D
today was a long yet short day. haha. cos school ends at 2! in the morning, i got my kinder bueno (WHITE)! TOTALLY AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEE. hahah lydia! BE JEALOUS XD wahaha. double art. =.=! stupid nicholas. slacker then come and disiao. idiotttttttttttttttttt. double chineseeeeeeeeeee. plain boring uh ._. recess, LOL! i laughed like mad over SWINE. LOL. to jeanette, SWINE'S A PERSON, TAIWAN'S PRESIDENT. AND SHE WANTS TO MEET SWINE. HAHAHAHAAHA. stupid meris! HAHAHA. XD english = comprehension test. that relief teacher's screwed. =.=! ughhhh whatever. sci, mr ong didn't come = didn't get back test. T.T NOOOOOOOOOO. means this week cannot get back. WALAO. screw it la. BLEAHS. fti, =.=! had to do sooooooooo many surveys. dumb uh. then had to go down to concourse for some crap thing. i just took wq's paper and copy. HEH. who would bother doing actually. :X after school......... went to concourse with yy to find dia and ping! then went to stadium to do some banner thing for tomorrow! WOOOOTS. AND I FOUND OUT SOMETHING! :D LYDIA'S A NOOB WHO CAN'T WRITE 中PROPERLY. HAHAHA. XD watched the NAS and DHS match. haha. NAS won :/ but, LOL nvm. :D
OHOH i found out something during recess! HAHAHA. MY DEAR.................................................... CYAN AND YINGYI ^^ HAHAHAHAHA. :X
okay okay i shall go off. hahaha
JIAYOU CDIV GIRLS AND BOYS.
JULIA:D
Labels: school
♥ Date: Tuesday, April 28, 2009
because i'm afraid of being selfish
grats to bball guys for winning yest's match! 67-41? something like that :D
today's paper 1... hm. its over so i shall not say anything.
studied after school. (:
yes and thats all i'm gonna say.
the following content is just my thoughts. don't read it if you don't need to know :]
i kept in how i felt. you're unhappy.
i pretended nothing happened. you're unhappy.
all in all, you're still unhappy.
nothing ever seems to please you.
nothing would affect you.
nothing would not go your way.
you want her.
you want her.
you want everything.
aren't you being,
a little too selfish?
a little too nice?
a little too extra?
you are biased.
you are crap.
you are a idiot.
you are a fake.
you are only human.
BUT YOU LOST YOURSELF. I WISH I COULD BRING YOU BACK TO YOUR PAST. AND TAKE A LOOK AT YOURSELF. IT WOULDN'T BE A MIRROR THAT YOU SEE COS WHAT YOU ARE NOW IS
STILL
NOT
YOURSELF.
i'm not referring to anyone in particular. believe it, or not. (:
BYE.
JULIA :(
♥ Date: Sunday, April 26, 2009
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HAHAHA. OPPS. THATS JUST TO GET YOUR ATTENTION. COS...
BIRD LYDIA AND I ARE STARTING A STUDY GROUP ALL THE WAY TILL MYE! :D
WE'RE FORMING A GROUP OF 10! HOPING THAT EVERYONE IN THE GROUP COULD HELP EACH OTHER OUT. NOTES SHOULD BE SHARED! (: PHONES ARE "OUT-OF-BOUNDS" T.T AND CRAP ARE NOT ALLOWED TYVM. :D
PLEAS LEAVE A TAG IF YOU'RE INTERESTED! ^^
10 SLOTS...
1.BIRD
2.LYDIA
3.JULIA
4.CHERIE
5.JOCELYN
6.ZIHENG
7.YANHAN
8.JOSHUA
9.WEIQIANG
10.YINGYI
(currently packed. changes would be updated, if theres any. ^^)
16 MORE DAYS TO MYE. BE QUICK! xD
JULIA(:
Labels: random
♥ Date: Saturday, April 25, 2009
in your own way,
"L for lydia.
L for lame.
L for loser.
L for love that the lame and loser lydia has for __."
HAHA. XD
"Lydia is fat.
Lydia is a cat.
Lydia is from Jupiter.
Thus.
Lydia is a fat cat from jupiter."
:D
Lydia = L Y C L I C L
XD inside joke. HEHEHE.
i don't feel like blogging anymore. so i shall update, whenever i feel like to. (:
JULIA :/
Labels: random
♥ Date: Friday, April 24, 2009
"don't worry, it'll be okay."
is this line said to really comfort people, or just said to comfort people?
do you understand what i'm saying?
yes?
no?
its okay. you don't have to care (:
:D hihihihihihi. i decided to blog cos i'm really v v v bored and i need to remind myself of things-to-do.
anyway. i shall blog about today first (: hmmm. double sci double chi = pure toture. =.=! but ya. no diff. i was still smsing my time away. and i still have to say something, SHE still sucks. SHE can't teach, yet expects so much of us. best uh. :] anyway. recess felt like heaven. i was really really resisting the temptation to sleep. T.T eng was kinda slack. but okay, i realised that paper 1 is next tuesday. wow? hurhurhur. means that the main papers are coming soon O: die die die die die. =.=! yes so maths = draw graphs. nothing else. haha.
OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. GIRLS MATCH. :D I MET A FREAKING BIAN TAI. MANJUSRI #10. SHE SCORES 3 POINTERS LIKE AS IF THEY ARE JUST. A. PIECE. OF. CAKE. =.=! LIKE HELLO? she totally spamzxzxzxzxzxzx. and i don't like that girl who bullied rhesa and yingyi. RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. go die. (: LOL. anyway, NICE GAME! 84-37. COOLNESS. and i tell you. that #10. will forever be the top scorer. =.=!
hmm. after match, hill-ed with ping(fat pig) XD decided to go to airport for dessert. LOL. super last minute. (: cos we didn't want to return home so early. like, its a FRIDAY :D so yep. NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DESSERT. haha. (: walked the whole airport and just chatted allllllll the way. thanks for the day pig! :D
melted ice green tea? tea = not sweet. ):
random random. (:
tomorrow! run in the morn with dia joce and chelle? :D BYE FATSSSSSSS ^^ probably lunch with them. then i will go back, bathe, meet yingyi and get our passport photos changed and photocopied! :] yayyyyyyy ^^
sunday.... hmm. history? study? ah. whatever. ~.~
okay. boring post uh. (: BYE PEOPLE.
so, how long will your ice take to melt?
JULIA :P
♥ Date: Wednesday, April 22, 2009
its getting so hard to breathe
good things never seem to last. or maybe, it never ever happened. :/ am i contradicting myself? is is because i see hope? or is this just purely happiness? ahhhhhhhh. i don't want to think about things alr. right now, i need to study. so i'm gonna leave everything as it is. :D
today's
lessons
were
boring.
(:
anyway i think i sort of screwed up my sci test. o.O ah. who cares (: assembly was just totally =.=! i was just practically sleeping though it. and being paranoid cos of cailaoshi. o: HAHAHA. yep then after school, went to 85 for dessert with netballers + cyan. :D NICEEEEEEE. XD then, GUYS MATCH! oooo. they won 60- 20+. cooooooool. they did it without weiqiang(take care of your knee!) . haha. yep. then the game ended with a nice shot by my daddy! HOR MUMMY. HAHAHAHA. see my mummy so power :D after that, went home and i swear i was just dying of hunger ~.~
ate bathed then msn till now (: OMG. its 10. ah i need to do my maths. SCREW HOMEWORK. :D aiya. nvm. MYE. MYE. MYE. i need to study for MYE. =.=!
okay okay okay i shall go off now. (:
JULIA :D
♥ Date: Tuesday, April 21, 2009
i wish i knew
i swear today's great. :D lessons were pure slack so i just sms my time away. :D after school! haha. studied for a while. then bird and chelle came to my class = no studying. LOL. so we (me yingyi cyan joce bird chelle) went to play netball! YAYYYYYY! HAHA. i swear it was damn fun. hahah. BUTBUTBUT! i fell =.=! and they actually said i fell v nicely. wth. LOL. but ya my hands saved my legs from the white patches. heh XD we played rest played rest. SUPER FUN. played till around 6 plus. and the guys. HA LOSERS. :D WE OWN-ED THEM! :P tomorrow still want to rematch =.=! I WANT TO STUDY KAY~~~
ah anyway. today's msn sessions were just pure :D HAHAHA. I FOUND MY DADDY, HOR CHERIE? LOLOLOLOLOL. xP
okay okay. i really can't stop highing. so i should really go off. XD
oh and anyway, WEIQIANG IS A BAICHI. :D
JULIA :D
♥ Date: Monday, April 20, 2009
learning to fall
i don't know why. i'm getting v irritated by some people. and this makes me more irritated . how dumb can this get. ): i tell you my life sucks, but yet, you still have to make it worse. stupid wall. i wish i could just knock you down. then you'll be gone forever, and everrrrrrrrrrrrr. :D
today was super duper duper boring. ): i was freaking sleepy for the whole day. T.T not to mention, hungry. LOL. so ya, you can understand how sucky that feels. AND AND! i was just having gastric during math. PAIN LIKE HELL UH! ): when the recess bell rang, :D ! haha. so yep, during home econs, i threw tantrum. LOL. sorry group. :X
after school, dia, ping, bird, chelle came to my class to study! haha. MRS WONG!!! :D she's my favourite teacher (L)! HAHA inside joke XD then we slacked till about 3, headed to stadium to watch match. haha. EAST SPRING VS CCHMS. HAAHHA. totally quiet match. cos don't have their stupid loser coach ._. then it was AHS VS DHS! WAHAHA. INTERESTING INTERESTING. the best 1 SO FAR. :D i think their coach is 1 of the strategy to help the team win the game ._. he just goes screaming like no mother. LOL. funnehhhh. (: but, its okay! WE STILL WON 80-40. hahaha. nice game! headed home, but went to macs before that. FRIES (Y) heheh. :D okay i need to save money already. or else i die die die die die.
okay okay i gtg alr. I'M SUPER DUPER TIRED. ): BYE PEOPLE! :D
JULIA :]
♥ Date: Sunday, April 19, 2009
utterly confused
ahhhhhhhhh. (: ITS A SUNDAY NIGHT, WHICH SOMEHOW DOESN'T FEEL LIKE 1. interesting. not. =.=! bleahs. today was just boring uh. had to do project with clarice. lol. but yay we got things done! after that, i waited so damnnnnnnnnnn long just to use my mac. wthell. =.=!
ANYWAY. I ATTEMPTED TO STUDY FOR WED'S PHYSICS TEST, BUT... I CATCH NO BALLZXZXZXZ. ): tell me how sucky this is. MYE is in like, what, 24 days? T.T fuck. i need time to stopppppppppppppppppppppp. then i shall get things organized and start the time again. :D ya. i wish. =.=!
i'm so tiredddddddddd. someone tell me why. :/ lol. (maybe its because i slept at 1 plus last night)
aww man. i wanna go shopping now. :D
lalalala. tomorrow's monday. boring lessons, short day. guys match at 4 = buy present + study within 3 hours. :D
okay okay this is a real random post. but i'm really vehhhhhhhhh tired. :]
JULIA :]
Labels: random
♥ Date: Saturday, April 18, 2009
numb it all
i can swear, the world is rotating the wrong way. (:
梁靜茹-沒有如果
如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口 那愛是不是有一點弱
如果我說愛沒有如果 真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼 快牽起我的手
有人說 世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死
而是我就站在你面前 你卻不知道我愛你
我常說 如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到 不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天
如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口 那愛是不是有一點弱
如果我說愛沒有如果 真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼 快牽起我的手
別怕太快樂 別怕失去我
Da la da la~~
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口 那愛是不是有一點弱
如果我說愛沒有如果 真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼 快牽起我的手
有人說 世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死
而是我就站在你面前 你卻不知道我愛你
我常說 如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到 不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天
如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口 那愛是不是有一點弱
如果我說愛沒有如果 真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼 快牽起我的手
別怕太快樂 別怕失去我
Da la da la~~
BIRD!!! LOOK HERE! :D
SOMETHING + SOMETHING = CATDOGANT + PIG. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :D
JULIA :]
♥ Date:
i see why, but i don't see how.
i forgot what happened on thursday :D haha!
YESTERDAY! ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG. superrrrrr boring lessons! couldn't wait for school to end cos i was just yawning away. ~.~ after the bell rang, we (me joce chelle bird cyan) followed dia to her dental. (: hahaa. SUPERRRRRR COOL. haha. GREEN AND WHITE FTW! :D i want my first braces colour to be pink! pink! pink! hahahah! anyway, after she got her colour changed, we went back to school. haha. but bird chelle cyan and i dropped at bedok to get food. :D shiok uhhhhhhhhhhhh! HAHAHA. then guys match!!! they won 65-23. cool. cchms is the first team to score more than 20 with our school. haha. at the last quarter. i couldn't really be bothered with the game. so i just started crapping with bird. WE ENDED UP LAUGHING LIKE SOME CRAZY PEOPLE. OMG OMG. I SWEAR IT WAS DAMN FUNNY. but now not funny alr. hAHAH. STILL! UNGLAM PORNSTAR. OMFG. ~.~ LOL. sat around, waited for yingyi. :D then went dinner with her and cyan. LJS! HAHA. (WHY DO I EAT SO SLOW DAMN IT) supposed to catch 17 again. but changed plans cos cyan couldn't watch. yep. so after we ate, cyan went home. yingyi and i walked around and decided to go giant to find FBTS and IKEA for ICE CREAM! :D OMG. i swear. i'm never going giant with yingyi again. ~.~ i laughed for 2 freaking hours. RAWRRRRRRRRRRRR. HAHAHA. M SIZE. XL. LOLOLOL. i reached home at 11 in the end, being really really tired. OH MY. ._. yepppppppp. so you see why i never get fat, i laugh too much. HAHAHA. :D
TODAY'S SATURDAY AGAIN. AND YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH WEEKENDS SUCK. ): fuck i need to get things started. STUPID PW. TO HELL WITH YOU.
JULIA xD
♥ Date: Thursday, April 16, 2009
its time to say goodbye
yest...art was boring, chinese was idiotic, eng was boring, science was crap. LOL. but overall, it was great. :D
today, acc was still (Y). hist was neutral. PE WAS FUN. HAHAHA. just go around killing. hahaha. my group lost anyway. but nvm! FUN! hahaha xD then chinese test, ah. screwed up AGAIN. =.=!! maths then eng. after that, TRAINING! WHEEEEEE. SPAM GAME. HAHA. super shuangggggg. hahaha. and miss norif played netball today! I SWEAR, SHE'S DAMN CUTE! HAHA. SOMEDAY, SHE SHOULD PLAY WITH MRS BONG! XD hehe.
bahhhhh. i don't know what else to add. so. yep. will update tomorrow if there's anything to update about! XD
JULIA :P
♥ Date: Wednesday, April 15, 2009
once again,
why?
"那你明天帶棺材去學校好了”
“去你妈的”
HAHAHAHA. don't you all find this damn amusing. XD HAHAHAHA.
ohoh 1 more!
平生不做虧心事，半夜敲門心不驚 = door knock knock, not scared
HAHAHAHAHAHA. :X the person who said that shall not be revealed. HAHAHA.
so much for chi revision! XD hahaha. AHHHH. just 1 random post for lydia. HEHE. update bout today tomorrow! BYEE!
JULIA:D
Labels: random
♥ Date: Tuesday, April 14, 2009
"why does so many guys like weiqiang"
HAHAHAH. weiqiang, or ziheng? HUH YIPING? HAHAHAHA. XD (inside joke)
ANYWAY. today was like a day full of all kinds of moods! the morning started off rough. AND I FAILED MATHS. hi remedial. =.=! hahaha. yep then recess was greatttttttttt. :D WHATS THE LATEST NEWS! tell me tell me! lolololol. music, ah. wasn't feeling that great at that time. after school, WAS THE BEST! HAHAHAHA. bird chelle and ping came to my class. had this talking session full of crap. HAHAH. DAMN FUNNY! then lydia and cherie came to find us too! wanted to pon training today, but in the end, ping and i went! was q reluctant though. :X at first, we went to stadium to take balls. then ping bird and i sat down to watch the girls match. BEST 1 EVER! :D hahaha. so we were sticked to it for q long! so when we reached concourse, no 1 was there. =.=! we had a hardddd time finding them. and wow, they were in the avt. HAHAHA. WE WERE SO SCREWED OMG. but fun! HAHAHA. so when they came out, we had to run this run, which lasted 51 mins, and included 48 flights of stairs. COOLNESS. we're so imba. HAHAHAH. me and bird's sweat were like. WOW. XD haha. but it felt so shiok after you've reached school. ^^ yeah then we played game. FUN FUN FUN! :D crapped with bird during 1 quarter. SUPER FUNNY. WE COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING FOR DAMN LONG . "WHAT LA. TMD." HAHAHAHA. XD slacked in school for awhile. then walked down the hill. haha. highing session. LOL. (: and sorry cherieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. (:
BIRD BIRD BIRD I LOVE YOU TOO! YAY! <3333333333
44 MORE DAYS TO TAIWAN PEOPLE. :D WHEEEEEEEEE!
30 MORE DAYS TO MYE. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO D:
JULIA:D
Labels: netball, random, school
♥ Date: Monday, April 13, 2009
because its only a piece of happiness, its not completed.
hellooooooooooo. (: didn't post during the weekends cos my weekends were freaking boringgggggg. anyway, my weekends were sort of screwed, my phone key #7 and the up button could not function, thus sent to service today. currently using bird's ex phone. HAHAHA. i took a long time to get used to the keys! ~.~ THANKS HILARY FOR THE BATTERY!!! <3>
i dislike today. ): firstly, i could not use my phone! secondly, cyan and yy pangsehed me for 2 freaking hours. you don't know how torturous that can be. ): thirdly, i am tired. LOL. i don't know why. i slept at 12 plus. but definitely not as late as last week. but WHY AM I SO TIRED. damn it. there's still a chinese test this week. think maybe i'll skip training or something. :X i don't know why! i just lose my motivation. like i'm aiming for bdiv'10. but my hopes just come crashing down when i think about it. even if i get into bdiv'10, there's clarice and rochelle. i don't seem to be needed in any positions. oh wells~~ LIFE'S LIKE THIS.
anyway, i gotta go. needa study for chinese! and i'm gonna sleep early! need to get up early to go school early. rawrrrrr. screw you files. =.=!
BYE WORLD! :D
JULIA (:
♥ Date: Friday, April 10, 2009
its hard to say it
good/screwed fridayyyyyyyy? hmmm. me and lydia definitely experienced a weird day today. haha.
woke up at 8 plus today! cos my mum woke me up to ask me what was the comp's password. after that, i couldn't get back to sleep. T.T RAWR! so i went online and lydia came only after awhile! YAY! (Y) chatted till about 10. then went to wash up and stuff. headed out to meet dia and went down to orchard to catch the movie "Love". cooooooooooooooool movie. haha. seriously, it gives you a big realisation. had a great laugh after it cos of some inside jokes. LOL. i couldn't stop laughing for about half an hour? after that i was really quiet cos i couldn't laugh anymore. LOL. so after the movie, we headed down to tm to find presents. haha. we found ideal presents!!! :D then when we were walking around tm, 2 girls suddenly came up to us and talked to us, exchanged numbers and o.O I SWEAR WE WERE SUFFERING FROM SERVERE MIND BLOCKAGE FOR AT LEAST HALF AN HOUR. O: stayed at tm till about 5 plus? decided to return to pasir ris cos we couldn't stand the crowd. haha. went to arcade! and i swear i felt so weak. LOL. my hand was like wobbly after we played the basketball thing. HAHA. BUT YAY WE MADE IT TO THE LAST STAGE! wheeeeeeeeeeee XD went to popular to see if we could get any notebooks. but turns out that we both didn't have enough money. HAHA. after that, decided to go to ehub for pastamania! (Y) wow. longggggggggggggggg day. haha. my leg was hurting from all the walking! came home, msned, napped, currently smsing and msning. ahhh. (: tomorrow's gonna be another boring day! ):
i don't know how long can i take this. please, don't cause me another breakdown.
JULIA :]
♥ Date: Thursday, April 09, 2009
a little too not over you
i hate returning home. it feels like as though i return to a place where i place all my unhappiness. sometimes, those that i left behind aren't enough. the mountain just seems to be getting higher. or maybe i'm just losing hope.
i hate the sight of that. i hate it i hate it i hate it. but once again, what can i do? its not my life, its not within my control...
all in all, take a look at your hands, you see your destiny, now close up your hands, you're holding it.
keep holding on.
goodbye hatred :D
so, now that school week has come to and end, its 49 more days to taiwan! and 34 more days to the start of the main papers! WOWOWOWOW. o.O thats faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaast. i've got nothing to say bout today i suppose. so yes, this week, i smiled, i laughed, i cried. =.=!
will post tomorrow if there's even anything to post about. haha.
JULIA (:
♥ Date: Wednesday, April 08, 2009
talking about being happy
happiness never seems to last. some things just HAVE to happen. okay okay. good luck to me. =.=!
i don't want to say anything else.
bye.
JULIA D:
Labels: thoughts
♥ Date: Tuesday, April 07, 2009
strength
lessons were siannnnnnnnn! ): i end up smsing like hell again. LOL. after school, chionged to stadium and watched match with netballers! (Y) the atmosphere is getting worse each match. BORINGGGGG. hope it would be better when they get in second round. ^^ anyway! they won loyang 76-6. bahhhhh. since the start if their season, haven't hit 100! oh wells! JIAYOU!
i'm really really tired. not cos i did not have enough sleep, but i swear. training was like helllll. had a super long jog/run. haha, slacked with cherie and ping at the back. XD then we had to split into groups, do knee lift, striding, jump, each of them 5 times up the hill. wow. and whats more? 10 TIMES SPRINT UP THE HILL omgoodness. the last 1 was like O: i was standing with dia and xi min. then coach said, whoever is the last 2 has to do 50 leg raise. _|_ then coach showed signal to start running, i still didn't know till i saw dia and xi min chionging. but in the end, I GOT FIRST! YAYNESS!~ no leg raise! haha. but after chionging up to school, i swear i wanted to just lie on the floor. but still managed to force myself to walk to concourse. my head was spinning, and my shoulders wanted to die, think cos of striding uh. freeeeeeeak. had to do running pair ball work. was doing with cherie half way, then i couldn't stand it cos my head seriously hurt. so told coach and she let me rest! YAY! so i just slacked throughout training, my head didn't get better till about 5 plus? bleahs. total waste of time.
oh yeah, to cdiv bball girls, GOOD LUCK FOR TOMORROW'S MATCH! :DDD
?
is it me?
or ...?
JULIA:D
Labels: netball, random, school
♥ Date: Monday, April 06, 2009
its gonna be okay
HELLOHELLOHELLO! :D (wow i've been repeating words thrice these days) HAHAH. anyway! am really really tired! ._. hahaa. who ask me to stay up to watch final destination yest. but it was cooooooooooooool. esp watching with friends. hahaha. (: and yes it was super sadistic. i couldn't sleep till 1240. O: when i woke up this morn, was v awake. haha. then after the whole day, i can just peng on my bed now please.
ANYWAY! today was super slack. had 2 free periods. :D hahaha. class was quieter too. cos that kazua never come. LOL. ahhhh. after school, went to airport to study with dia, chelle, bird, zh, wt, sean and xy. ended uo at T2, macs. haha. usual place. after awhile, wq joined us. then sam and reuben came too. studied till around 545 and headed home. slacked on msn ahwile, and here i am! :D
TRAINING TOMORROW! (hur hur hur)
GUY'S MATCH TOMORROW!
:DDD
JULIA xD
♥ Date: Sunday, April 05, 2009
don't remind me
why do i get this feeling. this feeling,that makes me feel so bad. its not jealousy, its not sad, its "threatened". it shouldn't be this way...
but somehow, inevitable.
...
please disappear.
JULIA :(
Labels: random
♥ Date:
Beyonce - Halo
Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now
It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again
Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now
It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again
Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
JULIA :)
Labels: lyrics
♥ Date: Saturday, April 04, 2009
bleed it out
wowowowow. i got 9 hours of sleep last night! feels so good after such a longgggg week. xD haha. anyway, today was great! haha. woke up and slacked in the morning till about 2? haha. then went to meet yingyi at tmerah to go to the airport to study! haha. i tell you, our study session was practically a talking session. haha. but i managed to get some stuffs done, i suppose. hmmm. stayed till about 4 plus and headed home! haha. after that, cherie and clarice.c came to my house! haha they stayed till 8 and we went for dinner at pastamania, ehub! :D nice nice nice! haha. i was freaking fullllll, till i felt as though if i jumped, all my food would just come out from my mouth. yuck. =.=! anyway, reached home at about 9 plus 10. haha. wow. long day.
i'm tiredddddddd. haha. feel like as though i can just doze off in front of the comp. TALK TO ME PEOPLEEEEEEE. :D
JULIA :D
Labels: today
♥ Date: Friday, April 03, 2009
tongue tied
I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by
I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time
I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
(Was it something I did?)
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?
someday, i swear, i'm gonna die of gastric. =.=! i've been having late dinners and i swear i don't feel good about it. firstly, i feel like i'm gonna die of hunger. secondly, i have to stay up later so that i won't get fat. wthell. =.=! DADDY I WANT MY DINNER!!! T.T
school was fine today i guess. haha. science lesson, RAWRRRRR. spam war with weiqiang. LOL. it was super retarded. and he is a big big big bully. he spammed me 100+ messages. containing the word fuck inside. you see how mean he is? YOU ARE NOT NICE QWQ! ._. BUT NVM! i had my revenge. HAHAHA. :D chinese, bleahs. i chiong write my compo till the area near my thumb was swollen. PAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. think i sprained it during training or something. ): eng, maths, GIRLS MATCH! :D YAYYYYY. haha. watched the match with CHERIE(L)! we were screaming like some crazy people, if not it would be so boring. hehehe. ANYWAY! they won SAC 76-7(?)! imba. hahaha. :D yep so thats how my day went... :]
do you think, that all of us, LOVE you so much? well, THINK AGAIN. i swear you sound like some screwed up person. putting up a pretendance in school. whats the point? get him to like you? TRY AGAIN. if it makes you feel better, go and live in your own world then. nobody's stopping you. :D
rawrrrrrrrrrr. my knee is hurting like madzxzxzxz. not internal, external. stupid pumpings. and i was laughing through it. :X LOL. bleahsssss. but ah wells, nothing could be compared to lydia's abrasion and her wound....TAKE CARE DIA! <3>
JULIA:D
Labels: lyrics, random, school
♥ Date: Thursday, April 02, 2009
these feelings are getting serious..
had a great time at school today! hahah. ACC was neutral. history was neutral, just that i got caught for day dreaming so many times! DAMN IT. =.=! actually, i wasn't day dreaming. i was just, not paying attention cos i was smsing. HEHEH. XD pe, freaking chanbara. i swear i'm aching like hell cos of it. T.T chinese, hahaha. slacked at comp lab. xD then maths, new chapter, never listen = catch no ballzzxzxz. english, did the stupid poster. =.=! bell rang, CHIONG OUT OF CLASS :D hahaha. match had already started. in the end, AHS WON MANJUSRI 69 - 17(?)! hahaha. then had training. boring stuff. but okay, not a training worth pon-ing. cos i had so much laughter, till coach asked me what happened to me. LOLOLOLOL. i swear my stomach is hurting like madddddddd. hai. okay i'm tired. SHALL MSN THEN GO SLEEP. :D
JULIA:D
Labels: school
♥ Date: Wednesday, April 01, 2009
fabulous
hihi readers! :D today was (Y) (Y) (Y)! :D art was okay i guess. just slacked through it till the last few minutes? hehe ._. then had chinese. was just smsing and sleeping. had to go down to borrow a book cos wck forced us to =.=! the guys found this really sick book which was like OMG. :X HAD RECESS! (: english, LOL bird came to my class and stayed in there. but mrs neo noticed her existence and chased her out. AHAHAHA. but they were still outside my class. then we had to go to TEN, they came along with us and they went in with us! once again, got caught by mrs neo and thus, chased out. HAHAHA. NICE 1 BIRD! :D in TEN, finished up the spelling BEE. after that went back class to slack. science, bleahs. boring. but i swear mr ong is a sadist. and LOL WE WERE LAUGHING AT _____ ____ again. DAMN IT. LYDIA YOU SUCK. :/ LOL. had assembly. bleahssss. stupid weiqiang tricked me into saying singlish. and i ended up running about the hall to prevent getting the tag. HAHAHAHA. XD slept through assembly. cos they provided bedtime stories. (Y) after school, went to stadium with cyan cos i was waiting for puikia (and my fries) :D!!! watched TKG match with her. hahaha. after that went home with cyan. (:
randomly, i was looking back at my life during pri school and figured my life had a big change yet i didn't realise it. guess i've totally adapted to AHS.... time to move on? yes. but some things are still needed to be brought along with, just like you, ho qi an! :D
JULIA:D