i'm sorry for the lag of posts. busy mapling and i didn't had the mood to. 

anyway, today's the end of the week school. don't really want it but, i need to sleep. (: had a fucked up assembly session, they fucking cancelled our taiwan trip. great, THANKS A WHOLE LOT. went back to class, 1 hour free from teachers. just practically crap-ed the whole 1 hour. then we had to clean our class. disgusting~ but ah, our class feels so clean. (: recess, then got back report book. i screwed it up. D: which is alr q obvious actually. ahhhh whatever, EOY. EOY. EOY! then netballers came to my class, got our new training tee. it seriously reminds me of gymnastics costumes. LOL. but ya, ITS HUGE. o.O then when everybody was present, we headed for Cartel at tm! :D AWESOMEEEEEEEE. bird, chelle, fj, kr and i shared a table. was kinda quiet at first, cos we were all hungry. xD then we had this paper war. RETARDED. after settling the bill, we went to T1 to walk around. bird and i had a really nice chat the whole way (: thanks dear! after roaming round, we went to bird's house! haha. but only me, joce, chelle, ping and dia. watched disney channel and went to play badminton. great fun, but,

fuck. ugh whatever. went home at 7 or maybe later with dia. maple-ed. blogging now. :] yep okay thats all for my day. 

the below written info is not suitable for everyone to see so ya. (:

MAYBE ITS TIME I REALIZE THAT YOU ARE NOT WHO YOU WERE ANYMORE. YOU ARE CHANGE. OR MAYBE, I JUST DIDN'T SEE THAT IN YOU LAST TIME. RIGHT NOW, YOU'RE JUST SOME ARROGANT, SORE LOSER. I DON'T WANT TO SAY ANYTHING ELSE SO JUST... UGH!

mistake from the start? time already told me. 

feelings? more than just complicated. 

okay i'm tired. shall update on more stuff tomorrow or something...

PS* sorry weiqiang for that line just now. i swear i didn't mean it. :X 

JULIA D:

hmmm. have not blogged since tuesday. ahya. don't hear about my day, its boring. just know that i enjoy class time cos its CRAP CRAP CRAP, LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH AND SMS SMS SMS. AND KNOW THAT WE'RE GOING TAIWAN IN 18 DAYS! HOW AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D 

today's training was just like, playing. not good, not good at all. but once again, if coach came, i wouldn't be blogging now. haha. 

now, how much will it hurt? i don't know. 

would it be the same? i don't know.

why do i even care? i don't know. 

i'm once again, getting v irritated. ugh. 

screw it, tomorrow's lessons are like...

okay i'm tired.

bye.

Julia, ._.

haaaaaaaaa. i got back all my papers except for chinese (both papers) and eng paper 1. D: 

1 word = SCREWED. 

i won't wish to elaborate further. i'm just, very very very very very disappointed. esp science. but ah wells. whats done, is done. do better next semester! ( to those that think that they did not do well). jiayouuuuu! :D 

anyway, these 2 days, lessons are just boring, if not go through papers, its watching movies. some movies are just =.=! so time = spent smsing and talking. heheh :P and and! today's training was like hellllllll. never remembered being so tired through the entire training. my stamina is like SHIT. D: 

OKAY I WANNA GO MAPLE. HEEHEE. XD byeeeee

JULIA :[ 

i've been getting irritated by people. 

i've been getting stressed up.

i've been getting temperamental. 

but i guess its coming to a stop. cos exams have ended. PLAY TIME, till, whenever i get back my papers. but ah wells. i doubt it'll affect me a lot. i didn't put in effort for it..............

serves me right. 

full stop.

JULIA D:

bitch

i have the want to kill you.

i have my mind set to make you die during training. 

people like you, 

should just,

DIE. 

1 fine day, you read a person's blog, someone who you don't even know yet likes you. on his/her blog, you see that person insulting you having low EQ. amazing huh. 

the best i've seen, so far. 

you're not perfect. stop living in a world as though the world revolves round you. 

(anyway, the above mentioned is not myself or what. but ya, you don't have to know :D)

i feel angry for __ that you've scolded ___ for no reason. because __ deserve much better remarks. 

JULIA :|

EXAMS WERE OVER YEST! :D haha. okay i shall recall~~~

Tuesday.

didn't go to school cos i was siiiiiiiick (and i didn't felt like going to school). HEHE. but yeah i guess i didn't miss out too much. (: went to study at bird's house after school ended cos they asked me too and i was feeling fine. then when i reached there. i just wanted to collapse on her sofa and SLEEEEEEEEEEP. LOL. all the medicine's fault. bleahs. and so, studying wasn't productive. ~.~ die-ed. i burnt midnight oil. 

Wednesday.

woke up at 540 just to reach school at 645. screw it uh. revised hist and the paper started. rawr. i think i screwed up the SBQ. but ya i hope i can at least get a B! (: break = no appetite. chinese was fine i guess. but uhhhhhh. come to think of it. i don't really feel good about it. anyway! went to macs with yingyi and cyan after school! LOL. wanted to study there = failed. so we headed to the library = failed again. then they decided to come over to my house, failed once again. cos my brother was a MAJOR distraction, HUH YINGYI ^^ LOL. yep so yy stayed till 6 and cyan left earlier. hmmm. studied sci at night. i nearly died. like suddenly i don't understand ALL of it. what the hell. 

Thursday.

i wanted to wake up at 540 once again. but i failed to. my alarm went off at 525 (so that i got enough snooze time) and i slept all the way till 6. ya. damn it. =.=! reached school and memorised all the definations! awesome. and it actually came out. thanks joce! heehee XD english, bahhh. neutral i guess. but i'm so scared of failing. D: i wished i had my sister's brain. that would be sooooooooooooo great. (: went to suntec with joce after that, cos we wanted to get FBTs, but i decided not to (: haha. went home, slept, and TRIED to study maths - to no avail. LOL. wanted to sleep BY 11 cos i was feeling sick the whole day. BUT, i slept at 1130 or later in the end, cos i was busy msn-ing. :X  

Friday.

MATHS. final paper. i have a v bad mentality. in the morning, i wanted to study, then i was like, AIYA, LAST PAPER ALR, WHO CARES. but actually, all papers are important. ._. yep anyway, the paper was just like SHIT. i'm so screwed! D: but ahhh. whatever. (: after that, went to the church to sign up for student camp along with cherie, bird, chelle and joce. yy came for a while. (: then we had a nice chat with yanbing! haha. she's so cute! ^^ and cos of that, we had lesser time for our outing. oh wellssssss~ we said to meet at 1, i was late for 30 mins. SORRY! :X so we headed to orchard, and saw THE JOKE OF THE DAY. ( A person carrying a durian-shaped bag, along with some rolled up kid-like jeans, plus, a cap with "SEXY" on it) RIDICULOUS, or what. HAHAHAA. i swear i was laughing at mad at it. then bird and i had a MORE inside joke. ^^ walked to orchard cineleisure(sp?) and got tickets for Angels and Demons. AWESOME. i love the show. :D rochelle! THERE'S FIRE!!! -SCREAMS!- HAHAHAHAHAA. SHE'S SUCH A JOKER. (: after that, bird's parents came to fetch us from orchard to bugis! in the car... we found out, that, rochelle vibrates when yiping laughs. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. OMG. even funnier.  BUGIS! = shopping! YAYYYYY! each of us got a starbucks tee. each different colour. SO COOOOOL. headed to bugis junction, PICTURES (to be uploaded on facebook)! went around the mall, got handphone pouches. :P and yp went off early so she wasn't in the pics. D: then bird and i shared some rice pizza thing. NICEEEEE. haha (: yep then we went off, by that time, it was alr 9 plus. HAHA. (: GREATTTT DAY! THANKS DEARS! <3333333

Today.

I'M BACK TO MAPLEEEEEEEE. HAHAAH! :D chiong-ed 2 levels today, now lvl 57! HAHA. i could have been reaching 59 alr, IF MY SIS WASN'T HOGGING THE COMP. BAHHH. D: NVM. tonight! i shall reach at least 58. now got 5x exp. CHIONG AHHHHHHHHH. hahaha. (: yes so thats how boring my day was. sighs. 

HAHAH OKAY. DONE WITH MY WEEK POST! :D BYEBYEEEEE. (: 

JULIA :D

wow i've been blogging lesser. hmmm. shall start on sat :D

Saturday.

woke up at 7 plus cos yiping and dia were coming! :D they reached at around 8 plus, got ready, and we went to run at 9! :D hahaha. started off pretty well i guess. but when we reached the first first bloody staircase, we realised, our stamina was just like CRAP. D: so we walked for about half an hour. went to play at some playground and dia and yiping went mad. LOL. i swear the neighbouring blocks could hear yp's laughter. XD went back to my house at 10 plus? slacked till about 12? then went for lunch at ehub! :P came back and started doing work! but it wasn't productive, at all. HEH ._. they stayed till about 5 then i went to get ready and went out to meet my "mummy" ^^ HAHA. (: caught the xmen movie. :D MUMMY PAID 6 BUCKS OF 10 BUCKS FOR MY TIC. YAY MUMMY! <333> HEHE. action packed! but i didn't really get the link anyway. HAH. (: dinner at yoshinoya then home! :D 

Sunday.

woke up at 9 plus. msn-ed, then went off to tampines 1 for lunch! (: MANDUKU! hahaha. met reuben and brandon there o.O after that, went SHOPPING! yayyyyy ^^ was totally craving to shop. :D dad gave a budget of $100. got a tank top from uniqlo~ HOT PINK! chiochio :P hahaha. sis got a v neck shirt, then went off to look for other things. JAP FOOD! hahah. walked the whole of tampines 1, then went to TM. found nothing. went to CS. sat down for a dessert and i got my green tea cream from starbucks! awesome! :D walked round CS and sis got a adidas bag. PERFECT FOR HER. (cos it looks guyish) HEH. :X went home and did some work. ^^ studied for today's hist test and typed notes for yingyi. :D slept at 12 plus. ~.~

Today.

like any other. just that it rained in the morning and i really dislike rainy mornings. D: had history test! rawr. i feel so dumb for getting my facts wrong. :/ but i guess i'll still pass. haha. (: malay, whatever. maths, according to seow, i'm just wasting my time =.=! english, i didn't really bother about the work. :X home econs, the most stressed lesson! cos so many things to do and i don't have a partner T.T thanks clarice for helping anyway! (: LYDIA! i hoped you like the pie! no doubt i know i screwed up my ingredients. but i know the potato is nice! hahahah. xP after school, went to catch 17 again with yy and cyan! hahaha. FUNNYYYYYYYYYY! LOL. inside joke: imagine ________ with _______'s mother. HAHAHAHAHAH. OMGOODNESS. XD XD XD HAHAHAHAHA. okay okay i shall not remind myself or else.... nothing ^^ hmm. after that, cyan went off and yingyi and i ended up at carl's junior to study. YAY I FINISHED MY HISTORY. THANK YOUx10000000000 LYDIA + YIPING + JOCE FOR NOTES! :D left tampines at 630. dinner-ed and HERE I AM! HAHA. okay okay. i'm really tired so i shall go and bathe to refresh a lil. (:

BYEEEEEEE! (:

JULIA :D

I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I CAN TAKE THIS, BUT I STILL HAVE TO. 

ITS GETTING HARDER BUT YOU WON'T KNOW, COS I WON'T SAY. 

YOU'RE NOT SAD, BUT YOU'RE DEFINITELY NOT HAPPY. 

LET GO. 

EASIER

SAID

THAN

DONE.

FUCKING STOP THE PRETENSE. _|_

MAYBE IT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER, BUT NOT TO ME. 

BUT...?

is not a reason. 

JULIA D: