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Julia.AYX

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♥ Date: Sunday, May 23, 2010
turn around and come back
thank You for healing me.
thank You for the people i have around me.
thank You for everything.
so now that i know my L1R5, i really have no idea if i'm in SSS or not. God please work a miracle! i may have been pleased at some of my subj marks, but after looking at all my overall scores, i realised its not good enough. its far from what i'm capable of. oh well, there's time, there's time for me to work harder and achieve something much better.
any how, i enjoy Fridays and Saturdays the most. i caught The Last Song with chuhui, cyan and bella on fri after school. i really really liked the show cos it somehow hit me. should really treasure your loved ones more~ we went home to change and all before meeting for cell. good as usual. (Y) worst thing was, my stomach didn't hurt for the whole day until the time i left house for cell. thus, i didn't really enjoy my night. apparently my prayers were heard and i woke up feeling totally fine today! like AWESOMEEEEE. :D slacked and all in the morning then went to meet the girls at city hall. i survived on a donut till 8 plus, which was dinner time. HAHA. my stomach is really awesome isn't it. -.- flea was okay i guess, i only managed to get 1 high waist shorts. service was good though! (: and justine must be 1 of the coolest women drivers i know. LOL. though fellowship was really short, we still had fun!
next week's the last week of school. somehow its gonna be 1 of the most tiring weeks too. ptc and preparation for gems on monday, gems and training on tuesday, AC on wednesday, training on thurs, AC on friday to sunday. cool much, my whole week is packed! hope that i would be able to get sufficient rest each day to survive each day, esp on training days. training, right, coach will be coming alr. i don't know what to expect from her, i know training will be tough, i know she will be harsh, but i know i can't give up...
right, people are all falling sick... may all get healed!
J.
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♥ Date: Thursday, May 20, 2010
need a second to breathe
this week hasn't ended yet but i must say it must be 1 of the best weeks i've ever had. results weren't much of a disappointment i guess. i think its purely what i deserve cos i didn't study for all the subjs. will post results when its all finalised after adding in the CA? (: hope for the best! as for those who are really disappointed this time round, please cheer up! its only the mid years, you'll still have a lot of time to catch up on whatever you're weak on! :D
i caught Iron Man 2 with chuhui and rhesa on monday too. (: wasn't that good as compared to Iron Man... but watching it with ch makes up for it cos its v v entertaining watching her reactions. LOL. on tuesday, we had training after 1 whole month of not training! like wooooooh, i finally got to lose some fats. wasn't that tough cos we mainly did physical. Coach was supposed to come on tues but apparently she was stuck in KL. haha.
yesterday, we had debate against CCHMS. i saw gen and liqin!!! :D we had to debate against their class for round 1, and another class for round 2. motion for round 1: supplementary lessons should not be held during holidays, proposition for us. i am a failure at debating omg. i have no idea why my speech ended up being so short. hahaha whatever, at least it was a good experience. motion for round 2: body piercings and tattoos should be banned from young people. (or something like that) opposition for us. like WHATTT?! its so 1 sided lol. rhesa, bella and joel did a great job though, as well as my partners, bird and amanda! (Y) we won round 1 and lost round 2. oh wells. school ended at 12+ and agnes, bella and cyan needed to get a haircut, so ch and i accompanied them. afterwards the accompanied me to pp for my dental! lime green this time, but omg screw power chains!!! waited for justine to discuss bout holidays events. ^^ home at 6+~
gave school a miss today cos i think my stomach is screwed. going to the doctor's later. (: am currently v bored at home, plus a headache which comes and goes. zzz. really hope to recover by tomorrow. The Last Song and cell! yayyyy. :D
J.
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♥ Date: Sunday, May 16, 2010
Your love falls down
don't tell me that nothing happened when you don't sound okay at all, i'm not stupid. i'm not a robot either. truthfully, your smses do affect me. but the main point is, i really really care for you, so i show concern for you. don't take it for granted, please. i want you to take good care of yourself so that you can be in good health and not suffer by not being able to eat this and that. and because you show that you don't really wanna help yourself, i'm hurt. because i've tried my best to help you. i want you to understand. ):
has been long since a proper post? yes i think so. lets just touch on my days after exams ended first. (: on thursday, i went out with clique to celebrate jx's (belated) birthday. caught Ip Man 2 and it was really awesome! like wooooooh i finally get to watch a movie and it wasn't a disappointment. :D had dinner at BBQ chicken, T1, then headed to arcade which we spent a long time camping. LOL. finally, we decided to go to the roof top. ended up playing cards~ though there wasn't much of a proper conversation between all of us, it still feels good that we are spending time with each other. thank God.
friday was a blast as it was FREEDOM FRIDAY! :D i had lunch with cyan at PP then we spent a super long time finding that stupid ktv. HAHA. so we waited for chuhui and rhesa before heading to find agnes and bella. 2 HOURS OF KTV FOR $3.30 PER PERSON, SO WORTH IT! ^^ afterwards, we went to Ice Cream Chefs cos we had 2 hours of spare time before BBQ. shared a large cup with ch and i'm glad we made the right choice of ice cream. went to PP to do ridiculous things as we were too free~ so we ended up at Cotton On trying on heels and those lame sunglasses. LOL. super cute though. waited for cyan and irene to come before cabbing to ECP. attempted to play volleyball but i am an epic failure when it comes to that! HAHAH. after awhile when more people reached, we played a game, something like massive musical chairs and connect 4. HEARTATTACK PLEASE! best example, ch. (AHHHHHHHHHH!) LOL. though it was drizzling during the games, it stopped when the bbq started. really really luck of us. (: played daidi and ate before playing captains ball in the dark. it was alr 9+ when we started playing. but no doubt, it was still fun. (Y) slacked for awhile and left ECP at 11. thank you cyan for sending me homeeee! :D
today has got to be 1 of the craziest day. i woke up at 9+ to prepare for some wedding lunch that my family and i needed to attend. lunch at Marriott Hotel, awesome 8 course meal. heheh. xD went for service after that! today's service was really awesome! dinner at plaza sing~ didn't eat as i was still full from my late lunch. was really entertaining seeing marcus and daniel acting like nerds though. HAHAHA. arcade while waiting for their movie to start. team play (bball)! marcus + bella VS kg + me! LOL. WE PWNED THEM. WOOOOOOH. :D funny how much that stupid machine can cause you to sweat so much. -.- by the time we finished playing, it was 11 plus alr. so i decided to leave with bella. (: reached home at 1230 and i had gastric. thus, i couldn't resist the korean noodles. HAHAHAH. :P
so, thats all bout life after exams. has been really enjoyable, just slacking your whole day out. :D as for exams, i know i'm dead for ss, amaths, history, chem and chinese. yes thats how bad i'm gonna screw up my MYEs. as much as i don't want to get in SSS, i think the results will leave me no choice. zzz. how can someone ever assure me that i will do well. ):
ah whatever, my party mood is currently on. (: and you have no idea how much i look forward to AC and hols. its 10 more days to AC and 12 more days to hols!!! finally, rest. or maybe not, since training is starting next week. spoiler much? think i won't even have the mood to train. like for goodness sake, we're all getting back all our papers on monday or tuesday, isn't this just meant to make us cry...
kay, its currently 2.53 am and my eyes are closing. update bout results soon~
J.
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♥ Date: Monday, May 03, 2010
live by faith and not by sight
i have no idea why am i isolating my blog, but yeah life has been awesome. (:
i forgot what happened in school last week, all i can remember is that bio test results wasn't a letdown. i got an A1! do you know how rare is it for me to get that! HAHA. my point is, i'm really happy that my efforts didn't go down the drain and i guess its a really good time to have motivation for the upcoming MYEs. just 3 more days to the first main paper. like wow, i thought i had more time.
realised i've been living life in a routine, school from monday to friday, cell on fri night, service on sat. but it has been really good spending time with E490. like on saturday, study plan may have failed with agnes, bella and rhesa, but service was good! fellowship afterwards was even better. :D though dodgeball with the shoes i wore on that day caused me a blister, it was definitely worth the fun. i'm not sure what does life has for me this week, but i will make full use of it cos i'm really worried for amath paper. apparently its on freaking friday! 4 more days 4 more days 4 more days...
am feeling q accomplished with what i finished today too! (: i've completed my cheng yu notes, and almost my whole amath'09 paper. oh and i studied bio yesterday, plus some chinese. hahaha. not a lot, but consider me finishing maths seems almost impossible. seriously.
okay, now that it's 10, i guess i'm turning in soon cos i'm not intending to touch anymore maths today. HA HA HA. lucks people, and study hard! :D
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♥ Date: Tuesday, April 27, 2010
懂愛和真愛的差別
wow, 1 week since i've blogged! sorry for not updating, i've been going out every single day since friday! :x so much for exams being around the corner.
anywayyyyyy, last friday's bio test was q alright i guess. i know i will pass, just, but how much? nvm, lets see bout it tomorrow. (: friday's cell was great too! hehe. just sad that we had to leave early as i had oral at 820 the next day. bleahs. speaking of oral, it went pretty smoothly for me! i thinkkkk. i didn't screw up my lang du, but i forgot what's scholarship in chinese at that moment. zzz. stupid much. HAHA. went to study with agnes, bella, irene and jovin before attending service. study session failed! cos i was really tired and thus couldn't concentrate. ah wells. service was awesome. so i shall not waste anymore time this week and start some serious studying. ):
yesterday's paper 1.... hmmm... english was fine, but i screwed up my chinese yyw. sure failzx. -.- nvm, /20 only. LOL. after paper, we (agnes, cyan, bella, chuhui, rhesa, meris) all went home and met at paya lebar to train to KLP to celebrate chuhui's birthday. agnes and i refused to ice skate in shorts so we went to bowl while they went to skate~ AGNES AND I PLAYED 2 NOOB GAMES. HAHAHAHA. but i won both! heheheh. left KLP at 6 plus and headed to plaza sing to meet the others. (: couldn't stop laughing once we reached there!!! omg. why are there so many scandals. tsk tsk tsk. LOLOL. okay nvm, inside jokeeeee! so we had dinner at Ajisen and some left after eating. ): conversation over dinner was pure nonsense! but nvm, i had a great time suan-ing and laughing. :D went to arcade after dinner and stayed till 10.
i really enjoy the times with E490! (: haha. but i know fun is not my priority now. main papers are in 9 days time. omg stress. good luck to all with studying! i shall go eat my dinner and complete my homework! take care peeps. (:
J.
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♥ Date: Saturday, April 17, 2010
such a fool
i had a super rough week, but it ended in the best possible way. (Y)
Wednesday, 1404.
AGNES' BIRTHDAY. (: had lunch with yingyi, rhesa, jeanette and agnes at Pastamania. then celebrated agnes' birthday at NYNY with agnes, rhesa, yingyi and chuhui! awesome food right yy! :D i am craving for the mac and cheese, any kind soul out there to treat me? :D
Thursday, 1504.
i forgot what happened during lessons. but it was the last training before CCA stands down. really looked forward to this cos i'm on the verge of breaking down due to lack of sleep! i want to lock up my computer so that i won't touch it. -.- yet, its highly impossible for julia ang to do that. someone tell me what to do?
Friday, 1604.
amaths CA = fail fail fail. i've failed my ct, and now this test. so i don't know how on earth am i gonna pass amaths. other periods were fine, except for chinese. cos we were supposed to hand up sihan (not done) and complete a zuowen with 2 periods (never finish). i am so gonna get screwed by ZLS on tuesday. indeed, i'm v tempted to pon school. but for the sake of MYE, i shall... face the music? and maybe 1 demerit point. zzz.
but anyway, i was super happy once school ended. cos i got so sick of school this week. -.- CIP @ SCC was pretty fun. super thankful that yiliang saved our lives. LOL. cos we didn't know how to dance so he helped us entertain the people there. :P FUTURE MJ. WOOOO. ^^afterwards, we went to simei, wanting to eat, but we spent 123456789 years to decided where we should go. ended up at LJS~
home after eating with bird! bathed and got ready, then headed to Kembangan to meet rhesa and bella. (: attempted to do the card, but FAILED. LOL. so we waited for agnes and went to shu en's. cell was good, cos the word was so applicable to current life. (Y) fellowship at some random shop then home at 11 plus. :D really enjoyed myself today, thank you all!
okay, NO COMP FOR ME TOMORROW. 8D
PS* 19 MORE DAYS TO MYE.
J.
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♥ Date: Sunday, April 11, 2010
i'm tired
hello, now that it's past midnight, its the start of week 4 (= no CT for bio students week)! happy happy. week 3 has been the most tiring week so far. but i'm really thankful for friday. i got to meet joey lim and we caught Clash of The Titans. not a bad show i suppose, yet its somehow like Percy Jackson. so if you like PJ, COTT is recommended for you! ^^ also, i went for cell with cyan, rhesa, agnes and chuhui. first time there, but still learnt some things through the sharing. fellowship was good with rhesa's cold jokes and some of mine! HAHAHA. :D we played splat at the end of it too~ LMAO like the other time at the airport. seriously, times like this couldn't be better, cos it takes you away from everything. esp since week 3 made me so stress and all, i don't regret going. (:
so once again, i didn't make full use of my weekends. i totally wasted saturday, and i used hours to do my fucking chinese homework. all thanks to procrastination. i think i'm dead tomorrow cos i haven't done chem TYS cos i catch no ballz. gg for MYE! oh and speaking bout MYE, its just 24 days away. good luck people!
i want training to stop soon. i want more time. i want motivation to study.
(i want to give up on chinese _|_)
kay, all the best to myself and all for week 4!
J.
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♥ Date: Sunday, April 04, 2010
말도없이 눈물이 흘러내려 말도없이 가슴이 무너져가
HAPPY EASTER! (:
Friday, 0204.
a well spent good friday with cyan, rhesa and agnes! not forgetting the whole cell~ (Y) went to CHC with them and the service was great, the whole drama and all were good! people were v friendly too. hahaha. since we went for the 530 service, it ended at 7+ and we decided to go airport for dinner with the cell. tapao macs to the basement and sat with them. after eating, rhesa suggested we played splat. LOL. after she managed to get people to play, she had a hard time teaching the guys how to play since they were being so nonsensical! xD played many many rounds of it and it was really good stomach exercise cos we all couldn't stop laughing at each other. HAHAH. cyan left earlier cos her parents wanted her home. so rhesa, agnes and i played till 10 plus and went to the bus terminal~ i reached home at 12! was really tired from all the splat but yeah, worth it! (:
Saturday, 0304.
I ROTTED AT HOME AND DIDN'T STUDY CHINESE. ):
Today, 0404.
i wasted almost the whole day on facebook, playing poker with my sis and wq. LOL. finally decided to start studying chi after dinner, which was q late. but well, I AM DONE WITH MY CI YU'S NOTES. ^^v
okay, tomorrow is the start of week 3. chi CT on tuesday, and 1 more week closer to exams. sigh. i highly doubt that i would like April. at least there are lesser distractions, cos i finished the dramas i wanted to watch. HAHAHA. :D
this week, i am going to train hard and sleep early. (Y)
J.
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♥ Date: Sunday, March 14, 2010
give me a word you can keep
HOLIDAYS ARE HEREEEEEEE. (:
Friday, 1203
i liked friday's amaths lesson cos i knew how to do question 1b! HAHAHAH. kidding, but it was slack during the second period, so i talked to yingyi. ^^ i didn't finish english comprehension, so i have 1 more holiday homework. -.- chem after recess, ms chan made all of us stand just to get answers. zzz. but i have to say, chapter 5 is the best chapter so far. the others are all plain boring. double chinese used to do gong han, but ZLS talked for almost 1 period, HOW ARE WE SUPPOSED TO FINISH THE DAMN THING. -.- (1 MORE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK) genius. got our result slip at 1. my results are q okay i suppose, just not up to my expectations. i know i could have done better.
if you're interested,
English - A2
Chinese - B4
E.Math - A2
A.Math - B4
Biology - A2
Chemistry - D7 (SO EXPECTED, BUT ITS THE FIRST TIME I FAILED A SUBJ. _|_)
C.H - A1
Total percentage: 70.25%, L1R5: 15.
ZZZ. STUPID CHEM. STUPID CHEM. STUPID CHEM.
went home after school with bird, to bathe and all before going out to meet the others to celebrate wq's birthday. super dumb, HAHA. they went to ehub to supposedly bowl, but plan failed! so we went to Iluma to watch Being Human at 505. the show is fucking funny omg. some parts were really nonsensical, like the sorry sorry part. bird and i LMAOED! while i was watching the movie, someone messaged me to say that jack neo's next film is WOMEN NOT ENOUGH. wtf LOL. after the movie, we waited for other people to come, then we went for steamboat at some random shop. buffet, 18 bucks per person. food wasn't that good cos it was really oily. it makes you feel so !@#$%^&* after eating, so you don't feel like eating some more. went to Bugis Junction with chuhui and cherie after eating, then shared Venezia with ch. (: others came to BJ also, then we decided to head home. train ride back was a total joke! LOL.
Saturday, 1303
i woke up at 8+ for god knows why. -.- stupid people say that its surprising! hmph. i decided to waste my whole Saturday cos i don't want to get started on homework. ^^v SO I SUCCESSFULLY USED MY WHOLE DAY TO WATCH SHOWS, SMS , MSN AND EAT. (Y)
Today, 1403
been awake for 4 hours, doing nothing. going out tonight to celebrate sister's results = GOOD FOOD. HAHAH. :D
okay, thats all i have to say bout life.
Monday, 1503:
Tuesday, 1603: study @ airport with bird
Wednesday, 1703:
Thursday, 1803: 2.4 run in the morning.
Friday, 1903: haircut -.-
Homework:
eng: compre, summary
chi: zuowen, yyw, enjoyedu, bzbd
a.math: revision ws
e.math: ws
chem: revision ws, chap 5 ws
bio: TYS
history: research
conclusion, I'M DEAD.
J.
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♥ Date: Tuesday, December 22, 2009
you're my heartbreaker
(HI GRACE I'M BRACES GIRL ALR.)
SUPZXZ. has been long since i've posted cos i've been rather busy ^^ HAHA. i worked from friday till sunday, with bird and her condo friend at Vivo City. its q a retarded job cos we needed to dress up as a disney princess. .______. bird as snow white; me as belle. LMAO PLEASE. it was a total joke on the first day, but it turned out really fun helping out those small kids. haha. so on the last day of work, bird and i went to ION to eat! LOL. they have awesome food okay. :D and yes bird, Green Tea the next time!
had training yesterday at 10. it wasn't as tiring compared to last week's. haha. anyway, Bdiv'10 and Cdiv'10 have been announced! and... i'm not in. ): i've expected this outcome since long time ago so no tears from me. there's still Bdiv'11. i don't know what else to say bout it, but i'm not sad cos i've expected it. yet, who doesn't want to get in team?! lol, irony. still, i wish the 2 teams all the best in season next jan! <3>
lunch at Simpang with netballers then home. bathed and all then headed to NSC for appointment. super dumb please! came home again, packed and left for the Airport at 825. met bird and amanda.f there! (: samantha came out not long after that. then, we got a treat from her at Swensens! LOL. jealous not! xD HAHA. went to bird's house afterwards cos i'm staying over~ :DDD
reached her house at 10 plus and did crap. LOL. decided to do our nails; HOT PINK and WHITE french nails. HAHAHA. not bad for the first time trying kay! ^^ we stayed up till 5 then we decided to sleep. surprisingly, both of us woke up at 10 plus this morning. xP used comp till 12 then we washed up and left for the Airport since we wanted Popeyes for lunch. actually, it was me who wanted it. LOL. after lunch, we bused down to PP for my dental. HOT PINK BRACES. HAHA. didn't hurt at first so i could still chew on my bubble tea's pearls. but now, -_- ah wtf. anyway, we visited wq at his house after my dental. TOTAL JOKE OMG. his sister is funny, cos we got her confused by all our names.
YEP, THATS ALL BOUT MY DAYS. hahah. (:
I WANT TO RANT.
PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN.
porridge ftw.
Julia, T.T
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♥ Date: Sunday, December 06, 2009
we've been hiding enough
hahaaaaaaaaa! i finally found time to post! (: so here goes 2 to 3 days post.
Friday, 0412.
NEW MOON WITH NETBALLERS! haha. we were suppose to board the same train, like, we'll meet each other on the train? BUT I WAS LATE, SO WAS JOCELYN AND ROCHELLE. O: so bird trained to Pasir Ris to meet me as well as to get seats! :P then joce and chelle board the train at Tampines. supposingly to reach Somerset MRT at 1230, we reached there at 1238. HAHAHA. called Lydia, and they were later than us. LOL. i actually saw lydia when i reached Pasir Ris MRT. so joce, chelle, bird and i went to get tickets first. (: New Moon @ 150pm. had lunch at the food court after meeting cherie, lydia and yiping! :D then bird and chelle wanted to get frolick. i didn't want to eat it cos i just had it the previous day. ._. BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, gummy bears as toppings are too tempting. :P so i shared with bird while joce shared with chelle. afterwards, we went in the cinema. and we got free entry. LOL. the person didn't tear our tickets. omg please! we are nice people so we went out and got our tickets teared/tore? ._.
the movie was q okay i guess... I JUST SWEAR THAT I WON'T WATCH ECLIPSE (IF THEY'RE EVEN GONNA MAKE IT) WITH JOCELYN. O: she can go fucking mad about Jacob luh. -faints- and she keeps complaining! like, I WANNA GO TOILETTTTTTTTTTT, OMG I'M DAMN COLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. typical jocelyn? (: then yp and cherie wanted to eat Pastamania, so bird, joce, chelle and i went off first since we wanted to get food at ION! ^^ we took a long time to choose what to eat first. HAHA. decided on Japanese Pancake. superrrrrrr gooooood. ;) sadly, bird left after that cos she needed to find her mum. ): anyway, we went around, playing with things from random shops. LOL. then we wanted ice cream, so we went back to Marvellous Cream and got the New York thingy. AWESOME KKKKKAY! :D we ate other food too~ like Takopachi, Japanese satay and bubble tea. HAHAHA. and... that was our dinner. -_- yup, home after that! super tiring day.
*will post pictures later*
Saturday, 0512.
woke up early just to go shopping with sis at Taka and Bugis. didn't go with a purpose actually, LOL. was just tagging along since she needed to get a bag. didn't find anything to buy at Taka though we had $70 worth of vouchers. =.=! so she got her bag at Bugis. (: went home and watched XGDD. it finished right on time, then i went to prepare to attend a wedding dinner. took super long to decide what to wear. -_- diao much. hate wearing formal! D: but anyway, the food was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hehe. (:
Today, 0612.
my mum called just when i woke up. HOW TIMELY! lmaoz. was supposed to meet her at TM, 11 am. T.T got ready and left house at 1043. had lunch at Tonikichi. (Y)! my brother couldn't finish his sushi so he put in on a spoon and went spinning it to decide who will eat it. LOL. HE PLAYED CHEAT SO IT ENDED UP POINTING AT ME. CHEH. no one ate it in the end, cos it was "disfigured". LOLOL. anyway, i nearly got my iPhone 3Gs todayyyyyyyy. ): but Starhub don't have it YET. hai, why must they be so slow. i want to get out of the SE "club". LOL. not really sure if i want that phone though. i'm considering Pixon 12 too. :/ haha. went walking around afterwards. wanted to get my hair dye, but i decided not to dye. ^^v got 2 shorts from Cotton On then HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :D
i'm so tired now. i want to sleep. byebye!
Julia, ~.~
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♥ Date: Saturday, November 28, 2009
只有你明白我的疯狂
whoooooops. haven't been posting for a while! :P
Thursday, 2611
I WAS EARLY FOR TRAINING LEYYYYYYYYYY. ^^ HAHAHA. thank you jocelyn for your morning call. HEH. think my alarm's a total failure. lol! anyway, training was kinda fun. we started it with 20 laps of fast run, swinging of legs and a game! super fun. (Y) then we did some feeding-to-shooters drills, followed by some bringing-down-the-ball drills. so training was q slack! :P everything ended by 10 plus. thus we had 1 hour for lunch. bird, joce and i headed to simpang for meepok. LOL. we finished eating at 1130, which is the time we needed to be back by. O: -panic panic- LMAO. super funny. joce and bird were frantically trying to flag a cab, but failed! HAHAHAHAH. in the end, we got a lift from some stranger. OMGZX, super nice person. :D LOLOL. ANYWAY, ROCHELLE CAME BACK THIS DAY! <3! so she was waiting for us in school! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D so happy to see her again. (: but aww,she missed out a lot. hehe. stayed at concourse for awhile, then we all boarded the bus and headed to Anderson Sec. sat with bird; hur, its kinda cool how we read each other. HEH. (:
reached there and sat down with fj since we're both not playing as i played the previous day and she's injured. poor thing, take care kay! hmm. ASS (LOL) was really good. like, so fast and their passes were really accurate. if only i could play, and gain that experience. bahh. good game anyway! our juniors played against them too, their performance was... q unexpected? think they could have done better with qiqi around. ah wells, for experience! whole thing finished at around 4 plus or 3 plus, i can't remember. but the bus ride home was definitely "memorable". LOL. i couldn't stop laughing at bird and cherie. they were having conversations in hokkien, chinese and english to see who is better at what. TOTAL JOKE! HAHAHAHA. joce, yp, chelle and i were just laughing the whole way through. and guess what, bird actually won. O: surprising or what! LMAO.
when we reached school, joce, bird, chelle and i stayed in school to chat. DAMN FUNNY. we moved from the staircase to the center circle of our netball court. super longggggggggggggg chat. (: so we stayed in school till 6 plus then home! hehe. bird walked up to the towards Pasir Ris side just to talk to me. AWWW. then she crossed over to the towards Joo Koon side and went to Bedok. hee. <3
bballers came back that night too! hahahah. rhesa got me my present~~~
Friday, 2711.
woke up at 11 thinking it was a saturday. -_- so i went out of my room, and switched on the tv thinking that FQYAK was showing. hurrrrrrrrrr. :x but it was showing some Taiwan awards thingy. decided to watch it cos i thought that maybe FLH or S.H.E would appear, but no. CHEH. instead, SUJU. LOLZXZXZX. show ended at 3, and MusicBank would only start at 545. siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnned. MB this week wasn't as good as last week's. but nvm, SS501! ^^ so i spent my whole day (almost) watching tv. no life huh. then, at night, i remembered that i need to wake up early the next day. HEHE. got joce to morning call me again! xP
Today, 2811.
-Love Like This- played at 623 am. LOL. joce called me 7 mins earlier than i asked her to. HAHAHAHA. so i woke up due to that "alarm" and went back to sleep since i knew that my alarm would ring at 630. woke up and switched off my alarm ._. AND WENT BACK TO SLEEP. bleahs, too tired luh. in the end, i woke up at 7. omg late! rushed and rushed, left house at 725. walked to bus stop and bus-ed to bird's house since her dad's giving me a lift. ^^ he even prepared breakfast for meeeeeeeeeeeeee! (: reached school at 755 and found no one in stadium. o.O so we went down to the outdoor netball court and found them there~ played street netball! after all the selections thingy, we played a game with coach and miss noriff. :D LOL. coach commented on our (me, bird, joce and chelle) strategy - standing alternately so that we can be in the same group. HAHAHAHA. correct, but wasn't used today okay. xD after playing for a while, coach and ms noriff left. so did the others except me, bird, joce chelle! HAHA. played cards there and got bored soon. joce suggested camwhoring with the oreo that we were eating. SUPER FUNNY OMG. cos there were 4 oreos left, and joce suggested putting the oreo in our mouth, (vertically, so your mouth is :O shape). but our dear rochelle put it in horizontally and IT WENT DOWN TO HER STOMACH. RETARDED MUCH. HAHAHAHA. think i'm worse though, when rochelle was about to help bird, joce and i take a pic, "i can't put it in this way la wtf." THEN BIRD STARTED LAUGHING LIKE AN IDIOT, COS MY MOUTH IS TOO SMALL TO DO THAT. ASS. LOLOLOL. stayed downstairs to play at the fitness corner for a while, then went up to stadium.
FOUND YINGYI THERE. FINALLY. :D went to talk to her to tell her what she missed out. ^^ HEHEHE. then left for Ikea with the other 3! (: took 31 all the way to Tampines, followed by the shuttle bus. ATE A LOTTTTTTTTTTT. but nvm, the food was gooooooooooood. just that, with bird and chelle around, you can really expect food fight. HAHAHAHAHA. it started when bird wanted to throw chicken at rochelle, but ended up throwing it at me. then i wanted revenge but i was laughing too hard. so we were laughing like mad people cos we were practically laughing at everything. LOL. somehow, rochelle threw chicken at bird and bird got revenge. THE CHICKEN STUCK TO ROCHELLE'S FOREHEAD. HAHAHAHAHAHA. OMG. JOKER. we laughed even more and they couldn't stop laughing at me cos i was the last finish my chicken wing. -_- BIRD KEEPS MENTIONING THE TIME AT SAKURA. IDIOT. LOL. after i finished, i wanted to take tissue and bird kept saying i gentle cos its tissue PAPER. so we had tissue paper fight too. LOL. when bird wanted to take 1, i pushed the packet away and they started suan-ing me again. so i took the packet and threw at bird thrice. HAHAHAH. (:
went to walk around after eating and we started high-ing at the soft toys section again. LMAO. cos i found a PANDA soft toy = JOCELYN. i couldn't stop laughing when she took a pic with it, as i realised that she's really a panda, white body, black hands and legs. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. XD XD XD walked around there more, and i found a CatDog kind of thing. just that it was in black and white. bird and chelle started laughing like mad and chelle spilt coke there. LOL. we decided that we were never there and qucikly walked away from there. :x decided to leave for bird's house cos the rest of Ikea's boring. waited for shuttle bus to Bedok~ then plans changed cos her dad didn't allow, so we ended up at chelle's house! (: I SAW MY BEST FRIEND AGAIN. HAHAHA. didn't do much there, just chat, played cards and she gave us our presents! stayed till 5 plus and left! 5-ed home with bird and joce~
YEPPPPPPPP. thats all for these days. today was a really really enjoyable 1! ^^ SHALL GO SHOPPING SOOOOOOOOOOOOON. since there's no training the enxt 2 weeks. YAY. or maybe not. ._. i need to start on homework, seriously. and there's 1J class outing on monday, i'm still deciding if i should go. think i would be going most probably... hope that it would be good.
OKAY, I SHALL END THIS SUPER WORDY POST. PSPS.
OH I NEED TO ADD IN THAT BIRD SAYS " YOUR WELCOME" TO A DUSTBIN THAT HAS A SIGN SAYING " THANK YOU". HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Julia, xD
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♥ Date: Monday, November 23, 2009
back in time
hihihi. sorry for lag of posts! HAHA. anyway, i spent my weekends mapling, LOL. yes, i've decided to maple with qiqi. ._. anyone wanna play also? so boring just having her to play with me. D: < rawrrr. okay okay. enough bout the game. ^^ hmm. badminton today! with bird joce and qiqi. HAHAH. super fun omg. we played for 3 hours, with rest of course. O: then i went dinner with joce at Simei. (: had a long chat after finishing our food. ahhhhhhhhhhhh. how interesting. :P went home and had dinner, again! bathed and all, and watched HPTX! (:
sighs, training tomorrow at 8. thats as good as going school wtf. ): but ah wells, for bdiv'10!!! rawr. i lack determination. hmmm. friendly on thursday too! against Anderson Sec, pretty scared for it...
short post today, since there's nothing much to update about. hahaha.
LOB! :D 3 MORE DAYS BEFORE YOU COME BACK. HAHAHAH.
AND THANK YOU! YOU GOT MY PRESENT! YAYAYAYAY! <3
shall end hereeee. (:
thursday's gonna be good. (Y)
Julia, :D
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♥ Date: Friday, November 20, 2009
just afraid that the distance between us would grow further
rainy days~ hmmm. but it didn't rain yesterday morning, so training went on as usual. was kinda hell... we started training with the MRT route run, which we needed to complete within 12mins 30 secs, based on juniors' timing. all of us passed! (: hahah. striding, leaping, and some kicking thing before we did the 4 lines of footwork thingy again; 2 sets. super tiring ah! O: running pair ball work, then some zic-zac kinda drill. last drill was the shooters drill, with defenders this time. q fun leyyyyyyyy! (: hahah. by that time, we were like half dead alr cos the weather was so hot! D: and coach wanted us to complete 5 suicides. so we just "lied" that the lighting risk alert was on, when it wasn't. but when coach turned around, it was on. OMG LOLOL. WHAT A JOKE LUH. XD so she made us find a partner of about the same weight, and we're supposed to piggyback that person and walk up and down a step 50 times. -_- wthell okay. BIRD BETTER BE HONOURED THAT SHE'S THE FIRST PERSON I PIGGYBACKED. HAHAHA. cos i'm always the 1 who gets piggybacked. lmao! damnn funny. bird was feeling guilty for nothing. :P okay, that wasn't the end of training. we still had 5 sets of wheelbarrow, from the AVT to the staircase that leads to the canteen. plus 5 pushups in that position after reaching the end. TOTAL HELL. D:
wanted to go simpang with joce and bird for meepok! but it started raining like madness after we got changed. -_- so yeah, we ate cup noodles in school and played cards till 4. :D damn funny, we made joce lose 10 times before ending the game, cos 10 is SIGNIFICANT to her. ^^ they wanted to make me lose 11, but i'm too zai to lose so many! HEHEHE. as for bird, 34 is way too much. O: LOLOL. then someone called bird to go settle some PA stuff, so we followed her to the tower hall. while walking pass the GO, i saw my appeal results. SUCCESS! (: hee. C2Ch for me! yep, slacked and all, then joce and i decided to cab down since we saw a taxi comming in school and the rain was just...
bballers flew off today~ hahah. wq better be happy that he got my sms though i'm not as important as SOMEONE ELSE. XD better remember my present okeh! (: HAHAHA. went to tm in the afternoon cos my dad needed to get his iPhone. CHEH. he was just tempting me and making me jealous ttm! ): walked around a bit then home~ just in time for music bank! :D lalala~ i love today's omg! cos SS501, 2Ne1, Taeyang, 2PM and f(x) appeared! ^^v i'm like addicted to Taeyang's "Wedding Dress", which explains my blog song. haha.
today is a v v v cold day. T.T bahhh. tomorrow's the start of weekends, time to start rotting. LOL. or maybe i should go back to mapling cos of qiqi. HAHA. i'm bored now with no food to eat. ): rawrr.
Julia, ~.~
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♥ Date: Sunday, November 15, 2009
'cos when he's looking she falls apart
i managed to walk up the hill on friday! :D but the way up was just !@#$%^&*( heh. we were ranting like non stop till we got to school, COS WE WERE ACHING SO BADLY. zz. LOL. went to school with bird to get the appeal form to change my combi. (tyvm bird! <3) we planned to go Bedok's hawker for lunch, but when we reached, we decided to go Simei. HAHAH. so we lunched at Niwa's sushi then we 5-ed. i headed home while she headed to Charles' house. (:
weekends are hell boring omg. if only i'm still aching then i would sleep through the hours i spend sian-ing, kidding. haha. though i actually felt q good about packing and dumping all my sec 2 stuff away, that only occupied me for about 2 hours or less? hmm. OH AND I STARTED READING THE CHINESE BOOK! :DDD 2 chapters down alr. i wanted to finish the book off during the weekends, but i used yest to watch shows. hee. am currently looking forward to watch THXM so i have no mood to read. ): yet, i want to finish all my homework before Dec, which is 14 days away? i think. HAHA. indecicive me ._.
i watched Jennifer's Body today. LOL. i got my brothers to watch with me cos i would totally chicken out if i was watching alone. the show's not bad actually. :x talking bout movies, I WANT TO WATCH 2012! haha. anyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?
my sister treats me like a distressing tool wtf. but okay, she made me laugh till i ached more. LOL. while i was about to sleep yesterday, she started singing SHINee's Ring Ding Dong, which would totally make me go crazy, cos the song's so dumb zomg. then she started making fun of the song. like, what "fantastic" and "elastic", should be "fantastic" and "plastic". THIS MADE ME LAG COS SHE WANTED TO LINK PLASTIC WITH KOREANS BUT I DIDN'T GET IT AT FIRST. -_- idiotic much! no doubt its freaking funny when she inmitated them. xD
hm. random post! just don't like seeing my blog so dead. :P
OH YEAH, CHELLE FLEW OFF TODAYYYYYYY! D:
BUT CYAN'S BACK. MUAHAHA. (:
Julia, ^^
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♥ Date: Monday, November 02, 2009
用手中的流沙画一个你
ah, i hate this. its tomorrow! FOR GOODNESS SAKE. O:
i will get over it,
i must get over it,
i am over it. had dinner with my sis yest at E!hub's BBQ Chicken. (omg i'm so gonna get sick of ehub). we went in and heard SS501's A Song Calling For You. LOLOL. JOKE. whats with kpop craze. but it was nice cos they played songs which we knew! AHAHA.
cut hair with joce today! HAHA. i stil hate the previous, previous hairdresser for screwing it up. ): MEH. nvm, it will be okay by next year, just watch it grow manzxzxz. then we went to tm, got bubble tea and walked around for a while. (: decided to watch Coraline. HAHAHA. 3D. O.o q cool luh. haha. and the movie wasn't bad either! went to eat at the Food Court after that. met wq, cherie, lydia and wt there. LOLOL. what a conincedence! went to simei after that to send my stupid phone for service. zzz. cos it died on me again yesterday. -_- my mum said, FASTER SEND IT FOR REPAIR AND CHANGE PHONE LA.
awesome! :D more than willing to. LOL. i was supposed to get my W995 so much earlier anyway. but now, there's Satio and Pixon 12 which are so so so attractive. ^^ HEHE.
am suppose to go movie with chelle, bird and joce tomorrow. but i guess i'll give it a skip cos i'm not interested in Michael Jackson! HAHAHA. instead, i'm gonna drag my mum to the bank to get me my card. :D so, training + chalet tomorrow! (: may everything turn out well. haha.
i'm not gonna let anything affect my mood at the chalet, cos i really treasure time spent with this class, esp some people. (:
whether you're unhappy or not, you're gonna be happy! HAHA.
oh my god. my appeal letter wasn't successfully sent to Mr Yeow. -_- i really hope that my appeal would be a success! bahhhhhhhhhh. for the worst case, C1 with bio for first choice, C2 for second. (:
Julia, (:
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♥ Date: Monday, October 26, 2009
love like this~
(this line keeps ringing in my head, OMGOSH)

(stupid, while i was setting up the timer, they planned this! ): )
went to watch My Sister's Keeper today. awesomeeeeeee show. :D hahaha. but it made me cry many many times. OH AND, IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I SAW YINGYI CRYING. HAHAHA. opps yingyi! i just said it. LOLOL. we caught a 4+ show so it ended at about 6 plus. not hungry~ so we went around the malls and decided to eat Frolick only. AHAHA. the new flavour's damn nice. (: then we went jelly shopping! think we're so gonna qiao zha someone ._. HEHE. XD we got 6 packs of jelly in total = $20+ O: LOL. sat at the stairs and started talking again. went home at 8+ HAHA. short yet great time with them! <3
anyway, my weekends were boring. -_- spammed ZJSG till i'm only left with ep 35. and if i watch it now, i would have to wait till sat for the next ep, HOW SAD. HURRR. oh and, there was 1 day when i was just watching tv, then my dad came in the room and mentioned about my results. i thought he didn't knew since i didn't care to tell him bout it. looks like he knows that me mself is unhappy with it, thats why he didn't scold! :x i feel so sad manzxzxz, like i've disappointed them big time. ah wells, next year then.
SCHOOL TOMORROW! heard that we would know if we're gonna get promoted and all. hmmm. i just wanna know my OVERALL. god damn it. super nervousssssssssssss. but i don't think thats my focus this week. the thing is, there's only 4 more days with 2J. saddening. D: i would really really miss this class cos they've been awesome all these while. bahhhhhhhhhhhh.
but nvm, the thought of class chalet makes me happy alr! HAHA. looking forward to it A LOT A LOT. ^^
okay i think i'll end here, till whenever~
Julia, :D
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♥ Date: Thursday, October 22, 2009
a lesson learnt through pain.
told you i would emo this week. z. thursdays officially suck to the core cos i seem to be down luck today. fuck it.
so, we got back our results for the main papers. and i screwed it up big time. 7 subjs for me next year? haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. ): what happened to all my aims. i didn't work for it hard enough thus i pay the price now. okay, if you wanna know,
Eng Paper 2: 37/50 = 74/100 (A2, WALAO! MY A1!!! 1 MARK. 1 MARK. 1 MARK. T.T)
Chi Paper 2: 52/90 (ya, screwed.)
Chi Paper 1: 32/90 (fuckzxzxzxz. this killed me)
Chi Oral: 15/20 (LOVE YOU TO HELL ZOMG)
Maths: 65/100 (oh yay, B3 for maths! I PASSED. AHA)
Science: 46/100 (YEAH YEAH, BRILLIANT. my CA better help or i'll just go crying again)
Geog: 64/100 (same as my hist. lolololol.)
1 freaking A. yeah, thats how much i suck.
Yesterday.
could sense the tension once everyone came back from assembly. HAHA. since our first period was eng and eng is a v v important subj. yet, Neo came in without any papers in hand. Z! so our first period was used to plan for our CIP and chit-chat. lol. next period, MATH. omg i was just hoping that i wouldn't fail. and my wish came true! i PASSED! AHAHA. 52/80. ^^ not an ideal mark but still, much better than SA1. (: PE was fun playing and all, but the game was like a competition or something. lamezzxzxz. Chi after recess... got back the paper, as expected, i did badly cos i didn't study. bleahs. but okay, I DIDN'T FAIL! DNT was a joke! Gey showed us a Thai horror film: Shutters. LOL. sat beside yingyi and was freaking out like mad. bryan sat behind me which was NOT GOOD AT ALL. HE KEPT SCARING ME! D: < and the movie's really scary that i kept screaming and switched off my phone's vibration. :x LOL. we got back eng paper during SEL. ._________. i went up to get my paper, 11/25 for compre. FAILED. i wanted to cry zomg. then i flipped open the cover page, O: NOT MARKED! HAHAHA. what a great relief la omgzxzxzx! got 20 for summary = happy me! (: so yest didn't end off badly at all...
Today.
Lit for first period was slack. was just worrying for sci the whole damn day. :/ nex period, geog. got back paper and i wasn't v happy with my marks. haiii. i expected so much higher. guess i pinned my hopes too high...ah wells. english was slack too! but i still didn't know my marks! irritating, i was so eager okayokay. -_- chi, _|_ i got to see my overall score and i swear i wanted to break down just then. but i held it in and went to comp lab to watch Ip Man. was counting down mins to sci~ ong nagged like some old grandmother just cos of the 2K case ._. got back my paper and TADA, I FAILED. fuck this shit. i wasn't v shocked cos i sort of expected it. but when i went to the toilet with cyan and yy. couldn't hold back anymore, cried like... z! went back to class after calming down. then the guys started asking if i was alright and all, broke down again. D: i told myself not to cry in class yesterday, looks like it didn't help. still, thank you all who tried to make me feel better! (: cyan and sam!!! please, i don't like seeing you all cry cos it makes me wanna cry more. ): look on the brighter side, you all have the CAs to help you! and and and, RHESA! have faith that you'll pass your overall and you WON'T retain kkkkay.
anyway, CIP today. cyan's, yy's and my efforts were wasted cos we didn't get to sing. LOL. not that we really wanted but ah, sianed. but it was fun playing BINGO. HHAHAHA. think lynn is gonna become a v good mother in future. ^^ HAHA. reached school at 4 plus. WTH. thought i could skip more of training. :x was alr aching like mad leiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. ): so i slacked in stadium for about 15 mins then went to train. OFF FORM LIKE HELL! D: emo luh, today just SUCKED.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
7 SUBJ NEXT YEAR?
Julia, D:
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♥ Date: Monday, October 19, 2009
it doesn't matter where we take this road;
someone's gotta go.i spent my weekends spamming 终极三国! HAHAHA. with just 2 days, i'm done with 20 eps. LOL. yeah i have no life. -_- but nvm, its a really good way to refrain myself from going into deep deep thoughts~ and all the lame jokes from it, gave me the best medicine kkkay (laughter's the best medicine LOL). so yep, my weekends were pretty boring. just that i went for a run yesterday evening and i found out that my stamina's really at a bad state. D: i ran 1.6 km in 7 mins plus i think. after running that, i couldn't stand running alr, so i walked for 1.2km. then i did my last round of 400m, which adds up to 2km of running. WAHAHA. :D okay why am i rejoicing at such bad results ._. bah, at least i feel more prepared for tuesday's training. ahah.
morning was a joke. -_- i woke up before my alarm rang, which was supposed to ring at 930. i woke up at 8 plus, deciding whether i should go back to sleep or watch ZJSG. decided to sleep. HAHA. woke up at 915 again. =.=!!! laid down till my brother came shaking me to ask me to get up. rawrr. got ready and all and left for bird's house! (: ahhaah i was the first to reachhhhhhhhhhh~ slacked in her house for awhile while waiting for chelle, joce and qq to come. they were lateeeeeeeeee! :P so we started to play at about 1110. DAMNNNNNNNN FUNNNNNNNNNNN. ^^ played till about 1 and went to her house to slack again! HAHAH. left there at about 2 for simei to eat with joce, chelle and qq. decided to go for movie so we went home to get changed and all before meeting at TM again. sad qq couldn't come! ): caught Julie and Julia. LOL. q a nice movie, but it was damnnnnn long. 123 mins. HAHAH. so yup, today was awesome. (:
mini olympics and training tomorrow. T.T
all the best netballers! <3
MY SIS IS FUNNY. SHE LOST HER PHONE UNDER HER BLANKET. JOKER. HAHAHAHA. sis: what. got that funny meh. AHAHAHAHAHAH.
OH AND, QIQI WAS DAMN PRO AT BADMINTON TODAY. ZAI LEHZXZX, HAVE ___'S POWER. XD XD
see enough le not qiqi!
so i'm already gone.Julia, :D
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♥ Date: Friday, October 16, 2009
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more awareI'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you(thanks to you, you.)
Tuesday, 1310.
Happy Birthday YS! <3
(hope you received my emaillllll~)
geog and english paper.
i think geog was kinda good. this is my only hope for a damned A. yeah, hopeless me. recess sucked cos if i was not wrong, only the chicken rice stall was opened. so you can imagine the queue? survived with bread and a drink then had english paper. screwed passage B. O: i just hope i won't fail... (: went to eat after it then headed to yingyi's. got bubble tea and donuts before going to her house! watched XGDD while eating and went to study at about 2 plus. decided to do math cos i worried more for it than chinese. it kinda failed though, we ended up disiao-ing rhesa to the max. joke! haha. macs before going home~
Wednesday, 1410.
math and chinese paper.
didn't think that math was that bad, just that i screwed up my graph question and i would probably fail my algebra section without knowing. L-O-L. i failed to study chinese during recess was i was distracted by bryan's itouch! hehe. :x so yup i screwed up my chinese. bye bye B3. ):
went to the airport with yy, cyan and rhesa. (: settled down at Popeyes. but once again, our studying plan failed thanks to "Muthu(s)". HAHAHA. nvm, at least i THINK i helped yingyi a lil bit. xD
Thursday, 1510.
super tired from all the waking-up-early-mornings.
last paper, woooohooo. (:
but yet,
i'm
prepared
to
fail
science.
yuppps, the paper was fag hard and i was just telling cyan and bryan GG through the whole paper. T.T kinda pissed that i can't even end the last day properly. but ah wells, at least everything's over. TILL NEXT WEEK! i'll go home and emo. ): haha.
stayed in school to wait for rhesa and yingyi to finish playing ball before going to movieeee~ stupid rhesa! i make sure i get my revenge on you for what you've done. (((: waited till bout 1 plus then things got a lil screwed. sorry for being so childish and all, but i cant help it. you know i hate it when people waste my time and change their mind at the last minute. ): we went to TM as yy needed to get something. ^^ then headed to Ehub! for 500 Days of Summer. :D awesome show. somehow, many lines from the show hit me, real hard. walked around then we went to TM, again. LOL. cyan needed to get a present for her friend so yeppp. ended up at the arcadeeee! hahaha. damn fun. :P yingyi and i own at air hockey. muahaha. xD homed at 7 plus.
i had a really bad night cos i've learnt bout some things which really hurt me. thus, i tried so hard just to fall asleep. for some reason, my body kept shivering. that made me felt so... weak. ):
(maybe, i was/am)
Today, 1610.
mini olympics! haha. entered school hearing jocelyn whining and whining. lol. she badly wanted Cdiv Capts Ball as only me and bird are in the Bdiv 1. so, we got the Cdiv slot! :D just that they made us play against Basketball in the first round which was totally unfair. ah fuck them
(teachers). -_- was shivering after the match hahaha, chilly weather. (: went to play ball with netballers afterwards and i had a good chat with bird! :] thank you cyan for waiting for me. <3 hilled with her, ch and ly. got yoghurt at WS. hmmm. frolick's still better. hehe. then i finally got everything out after talking to cyan. felt better, but not good enough...
so yep, thats all bout my life this week. the following's gonna be a lot of thoughts...
meeting someone, is not fate, its a coincidence.
falling in love with someone, is not destiny, its a coincidence.
(from 500 Days of Summer)
so don't you think that there are too many coincidences in our lives? too much till it gets... out of hand...?
why do you think that everything's bad is done by me. it doesn't pay to be nice, does it? you don't care. but i do, yet, if you don't show someone that you care, thats not caring. its not true though. sometimes you care too much till you don't even know how to face that person. true? anyway, the point is, i get your drive and i should just forget about you? you don't know how disturbed i get knowing that you're unhappy with me or whatsoever. not that you would care actually. so yes, just get it in your head that i'm not who you think i am. you never remember the good things, do you?
(far too many doubts.)
okay, i don't wish to go on anymore. it hurts cos we can't even be friends.
Julia, ._.
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