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Date: Tuesday, March 31, 2009


at the beginning

boring school day!!! was really tempted to sleep through lessons but didn't cos i was busy talking to cyan. hehehehe. interesting conver... HAHA. music, LOL. damn fun making fun of JQ. hahahaha! and i couldn't stop laughing omg. SEL. wthell. crap uh. after school, supposed to have training, but pon part of it to support the girls. totally cool i tell you! they won bedok green 112-6. WHEEEEEEEE. (Y) imba. hahaha. 

i'm v v v tired. physically? and maybe emotionally? rawr. 

JULIA :)

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Date: Monday, March 30, 2009


sometimes just faking a smile just isn't enough. 

promise me you would be there for me whenever i need you.

what a bad timing. everything collapses. 

STAY STRONG JULIA!!! 

JULIA D:




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confessions

i'm jealous,
i'm sick of you,
i'm unhappy.

grats to the c div boys for winning their 2nd match against tampines! 97-9. :D today's atmosphere wasn't as great as the first match. awww. but nvm! :D

after that went to tm to watch CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC! with chu hui and cyan! hahaha. fun fun fun :D but was a v last minute thing. so didn't do anything but watch movie! :D :D :D

class was boring. i couldn't stop thinking about stuffs. and joce and yp actually said that i was bothered when they saw me after school. RAWRRRRRR! ): this is killing me. i am slowly dying here inside...

save me. 

我掉進了思念里。

but i guess, i still have to face up to the facts. i don't wanna live a lie. i'll take it as it goes~

JULIA :[

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Date: Sunday, March 29, 2009


breakaway

whats up repetition? 

i never seem to like weekends. it always makes me unhappy. ): booooooooooo you! this weekend feels shorter. but the feeling seems longer. never seems to make sense does it? ahhhh whatever. school is starting! :D so hi happy!

today, did home.e with clarice. haha. we screwed up the first time but in the end we managed to get things done and i can swear our product is gooooooood. (Y) so jing xin and jun qing! you all can fang xin! hahaah! XD yep and thats how i spent my day. boring, but at least better than sianing the whole day! (: 

my nails are freaking long now. wonder how am i gonna cook tomorrow. HAHA. whats more, training on tuesday. please don't break nails!!! :D ahahaha. 

super bored now. msning and smsing. apparently, my phone is v far away and i'm lazy to walk to my phone. =.=! bleahszxzxzx. okay okay i shall end this super random post. (:

please, be happy dear. (:

JULIA :]

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CELEBRATE THE DAY~~~

YAY FOR TYBY! it was a success! (no doubt our performance was q screwed but the spectators cheered for us! so touched! HAHAHAH) i have nothing to say about it so.. PICTURES!!! :D



















this is spastic. :D



















OMG LYDIA! DID YOU JUST SEE DW CHOP IN A 3 POINTER?
hahaha just joking. this is just a failed attempt to take a pic of me and lydia.


netballers!

amanda! vivien! fj! joce! me! meiyi! YAY!


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RAWRRRRR RHESA AND YINGYI BULLY ME! -runs-


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SEE I GOT PROOF KAY! I GOT PUSHED TO THE FLOOR. oh my.

















YAY THIS IS THE SUCCESSFUL SHOT! :D I LIKE!

i still have some pictures with rochellechellechelle! HAHAH. :D shall get them tomorrow! yay! okay okay i shall post now before lydia kills me. HEHEHE.

PICTURES WILL BE RESIZED TOMORROW! :D

JULIA:D

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Date: Friday, March 27, 2009


screwing up again.

i don't know whats wrong with me. really. i'm getting temperamental these days. guess things aren't working out. ): this and that. its really getting on my nerves. plus, this week has been pretty tiring. i really wonder how am i gonna survive the rest of school term. ughhhh. stupid things. are these really worth thinking of?

i'm really affected...

JULIA D:

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i'm sorry

full stop (: i promise you i would put a stop to it. no more nonsense from me (:

hehe. today is actually friday. it feels so saturday. hehe. anyway, started if the day with the crazy walk of 3km. ~.~ but i guess it was quite fun crapping with netballers :D haha. after that, we got some rest and tyby started! had rehearsal till about 110. then the performance started at around 2 plus or 3? o.O but anyway! today's netball performance wasn't screwed. :D :D :D HAPPYYYY! after tyby, slacked more, played ball then went of to tm with netballers to eat macs! omg. on the way there, me and chelle were just laughing like madness. at macs, laughed more cos of some comparison shitzxzxz. so yeah after dinner, bus-ed home with dia. (: and currently msning. okay i shal go off to bathe! i don't wanna bathe at 1135 like what someone did :X LOL.

before that...
i really don't know what to say to you. i don't know how to _______ you. its not a matter of _________, its a matter of whether things would just repeat. we wouldn't want another repetition. so tell me, what do you want me to say? :/

you.

JULIA :]

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Date: Wednesday, March 25, 2009


collapse 

someday, you are gonna topple this stack of blocks. this stack of anger. and i can swear, it would be sooner than how long you think it would be. don't. push. me. cos. you. wouldn't. like. it. i swear i would give you hell. so before you say anything else. think about yourself first please _|_|_ and like sure, you're so nice by helping us. thanks. on another note, JUST THINK OF WHAT OTHER THINGS DO YOU DO? fuck you please. just seriously, stop being such a hypocrite. _|_ 

wow. the cgirls thrashed bedok view yest, 104-9. COOL PLEASE! XD great game anyway! :D

today
i
got
fucking
pissed
.
and
i
don't
think
the
rest
of
my
school
days
are
gonna
be
any
better
.
congratulations
:D
ha.
ha.
ha.
great.
i
love
life
so
much
wow.
i'm
so
looking
forward
to
tomorrow
.
okay
need
to
go
and
do
my
fucking
history
.
screw you bitch. 

JULIA_|_

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Date: Monday, March 23, 2009


so much of a bitch

TODAY WAS GREATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! :D :D :D such a great way to start of a term/week! lessons were fun. cos i practically laugh at everything. oh my. something's wrong. LOL. the first thing that made me laugh was, weiqiang's hair. HAHAHAHAHAH! then me and cyan crapped like crazy through malay. so i just laughed more.OHOH MALAY! LOL. PHUAYGEOK. LOLOLOLOL! damn it. lydia i hate you. :D HAHAHA. yup then fast forward to the cdiv boys match! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE. TOTAL THRASH AGAINST GREENVIEW. MUAHAHAHA :D WQ'S AND HIS PROMISE OF 3X. HAHAHA.thrashed more than 3x please! xD after the match, stayed in the stadium to slack. LOL. =.=! when we left, we made someone angry. ._.

hai okay i need to do my work. BLEAHS. training tomorrow! :D i hope i won't die due to excessive coughing. o.O

JULIA:D

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Date: Friday, March 20, 2009


:)

oh yeah forgot to post about my results. it sucks but still,

English - B3
HCL - B4
History - C5
Home.E - A1
Maths - A1
Science - B4
Art - A1

Total % - 69.67%

i got lucky with my science i can swear. a mere 60. fuck. and my english, 1 more mark to an A. KAO! screw this!!! 

JULIA :X

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i'm not missing you

HIHI! SHORT UPDATE! erm, about my sickness, not fully recovered but BETTER! MUCH BETTER! :D :D :D 

yesterday, went tyby! hhaha. woke up at 630 then got a lift from lydia's dad! YAY! reached school at 730, slacked and slacked till 8 plus then the rehearsal finally started. i should not have went. after doing tyby i felt like vomiting. so i didn't go in for xie mu. yest's tyby was boring too. =.=! but after that we went to lunch at 18chefs! :D so long since we've been there. haha i did not finish my food once again! and bleahs i was feeling real lazy so i wanted to take 5! bird and dia took 5 home too! LOLOL. they were laughing like no mother please! omgzxzxzxz. came home, dia was still laughing. I WANTED TO MAKE HER DIE OF LAUGHTER! so crap crap crap, i did 0 homework once again, NICELY JULIA ANG. =.=! 

today, suppose to go to dia's to do work with joce. but i felt like crap so i stayed home. in the end, parents wanted to go ehub for lunch so ughhh okay. (: ate chicken rice and got subway home! (Y) BUT SCREW THE MEAT. FUCKING SALTISH. WANT US DIE UH. luckily i didn't eat the whole thing. LOLOL. hmmm. slept when i reached home, then attempted to do art, YAY I GOT MY LING GAN! MUAHAHAHA XD so yes my day is always spent doing NOTHING. how useful huh. =.=! okay okay i wanna watch my show. BYEBYEEEEE! 

69 MORE DAYS TO TAIWAN! AHAHAHA IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY!

IT MAKES ME HAPPIER THAT CDIV BBALL MATCHES ARE STARTING WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS. :DDDDD 

JIAYOU CDIV BBALLERS! :D 

JULIA:D 

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Date: Sunday, March 15, 2009


I WANT MY SWEETSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? (:

(i feel so immature._.)LOL

JULIA xD

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i took your care (:

its the second day of holiday! but i'm down with fever. T.T spoiler! ): my throat is so sore, my nose is so blocked, my body is aching, my head is spinning. i feel like fainting. T.T! 

i have a pile of homework and its not going down. i wasted 2 days of my holidays already! ):

actually, i have nothing to blog about. LOL. so i shall go and update on tuesday or something (:

JULIA T.T

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Date: Thursday, March 12, 2009


我需要的平静 是敢回头看曾经

平常心.

sup people! xD its 2 more days to march hols and 77 more days to taiwan (YAY!)! tomorrow is the last day of school = result slip = die (cos i didn't tell my mum bout my results yet). ah whatever. time shall be spent WISELY during the holidays ( i hope). but i highly doubt i would be able to find time, training, tyby, projects, etc etc. no time to go out! hai ):

i'm super bored now. ): just came back from tyby and i'm TIRED. anyway our tyby was kinda screwed. hahahaha. whatever, we'll perform better the next time. (:

tomorrow.... double science, double chinese, eng, maths. WOW. amazing, truly amazing. =.=! just imagine how great chinese and english would be ._. hai. i'm tired, i've got work to do... so... GOODBYE TO YOU BLOG.

JULIA :]

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Date: Wednesday, March 11, 2009


mad

i really can't tell...how much i mean to you. you won't see it, but we all do, or at least, i do. i don't remember you giving up so much for me before.... or is it me who just took it for granted. ):

JULIA :/

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Date: Tuesday, March 10, 2009


autograph my heart cos you're the star of my private movie.


school has been normalllll....actually, pretty boring. thats why i had nothing to blog. 


hm, today, got back results. fuggggg. i missed a higher grade by 1 mark for like.. 3 subjs?! KAOPEI. =.=! rawrrrr. hmm. in the end, my overall percentage is 69.+  it sucks. ): but expected, my science is so screwed up. it can go to hell along with my history. lol. anyway. that mark got me the 19th in class. =.=! haiiiiiii. ): its okay! march holidays! chiong studyyyyyyyy! 8)


JULIA 8D



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Date: Sunday, March 08, 2009


accepted/accepting

todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. (: felt sick in the morning so i skipped tyby. :P then went to school at about 11 plus. ate at 85 with joce then went to meet WQ and co at ECP, BK. people ate at BK but dia, joce and me just got a drink and daidi-ed! :D after that, they all decided to go bowling. but, it started raining. RAWRRRR. the bowling centre was freaking cold and it was packed. =.=! then decided to go arcade. HAHAHA. FUN DAO BAOZZZXZXZXXZZ. PLAYED SOME BALL GAMES WITH DIA AND JOCE. FUCKING FUNNY. we were screaming like no mother. LOL. XD then the guys came to disiao or rather, help. LOL. we played basketball and para para too. HAHA. but most of the time was spent laughing at guys playing para para. LOL! WQ FROM NOOB BECOME PRO =.=! and rawrrrrr, they keep disiaoing me when i played. =.=! after arcade, played captains ball at the beach. HAHA. most of the time was spent running away from zh cos he kept kicking sand =.=! after that went to macs to wash up and decided to have steamboat for dinner. haha. sat with dia, joce, wq, yanhan and nigel. LOL. FUNNYEHHHHHHHHHHH. the guys played food factor and i swear its freaking disgusting omg :X ZH IS JIAN CAN...out to sabo zt. hmm. was planning to watch a movie with joce, but decided not to and we headed to play truth or dare. OMG O: at first, didn't want to play. but in the end also had to. hai. same question for me : who did i like from AHS BEFORE. LOL. =.=! BUT THE DARES WERE FREAKING FUNNY. LOL. esp joce's HAHAHHAHAHAHA. XD after that, cabbed home with dia, daniel, sean and nigel. (: okay...i wanna go sleep.

TOMORROW MUSIC AT CLARICE'S AND STUDYING AT BEDOK LIBRARY!

JULIA:D

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Date: Thursday, March 05, 2009


就让回忆停止呼吸, 成冰

wow. its thursday! tomorrow is FINALLY FINALLY FRIDAY. ahhhhh 8) but apparently, I'M ALREADY BROKE. lol. =.=! bahhhhhhhh. anyway! I FAILED THE HEYMATH TEST YEST! LMAO LMAO LMAO. i got 7. wtfuck. HAHA. but whatever! all done already anyway! hahaha. (: 

hmm. today...slept in ACC! :D super shuangggggg. :D then hist, PE, boring uh! i'm starting to hate captains ball. rawr. like always too many people. then i don't feel like playing alr. ): so just slacked at a side with obasan and cyan! haha. (: recess then chinese. slacked at comp lab for chi! hahaha yayyyyy. :P then maths and eng. boringgggg. T.T after school went to stadium to support the bdiv bball matches! O: i zao xia already! bleahhhhh. but nvm! DOUBLE CHAMPS! YAY FOR AHS! HAHA. 

hai. looking at it, it just reminds me of us... why didn't we try hard enough for EZ top 4. ): oh wells! 2 MORE YEARS TEAM! :D

JULIA :D

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Date: Wednesday, March 04, 2009


this marks the end

to season. we started the season so well, but what happened then? its okay. at least it was a good ending. (: i've got nothing else to say bout season except, i suck. =.=! and sorry team, for bringing you all down at times. lets work harder! :D

ACC HIST PE PE RECESS CHI MATH ENG 
T.T tomorrow's timetable. ACC = SLEEP. HIST = :] PE = :D CHI = ... MATH = ~.~ ENG = T.T 
haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. 

hai. i don't know what else to say...

stop hurting me like this. 

JULIA (:

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Date: Tuesday, March 03, 2009


i wish i could just fly off, right now, NOW! 

its just like a stack of blocks. and you have just hit the top block and made it topple. this is what i've taken in from you, YOU! if you are asking me to know my limits, maybe you should know yours. you are just some fucking sadist who doesn't even cares about me, you just can't shut your fucking gap. i want to run away from home. and never ever ever return. all you care is about how i behave at home. you don't care what happens to me, DO YOU? temperamental. ya ya, if you say thats what i am then okay whatever you say. anyway whatever i say wouldn't make a difference would it? you don't know exactly what i take in in school, and you definitely don't care. whatever. fuck. if this is temporary thing, it would just be another circle, thus, coming back to this stage, SOMEDAY... _|_

we lost to GVSS yesterday. 24-41. if the team needs to blame someone for losing by so much, it would be ME, ME, ME! i'm too lousy, thats all. i don't want to play tomorrow, but i doubt i have a choice. to YOU: thanks for making me this way. tomorrow would be a better day? ya sure, I WISH. on another note, if my wish comes true, it would be great. 

you...hai. no comments, it would end up this way still. so whats the point of all those unhappiness. 

GOODBYE TOP 4, SAME GOES TO YOU SAC! 

JULIA T.T

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Date: Sunday, March 01, 2009


lets play a mental game

tomorrow, we're up against GVSS! team, know that we can do it. don't let our previous effort go down into the drain. that's not worth it. know how much you want top 4.

slack lessons tomorrow. PON HOME.E. :D boring day~~~

13 more days to hols! :D

JULIA :]

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