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♥ Date: Friday, October 30, 2009
take all of my heart
school has been really tiring since tuesday. had our last PE lesson, and for some reason, our usual captain's ball game wasn't fun. so we tried playing dodgeball. LOL. super funny omg. i sat out the second round and couldn't stop laughing at the game. xP we found out our overall score + level position thingys too. 67.4% = 298 in level. zzz. was really scared that i would get in 7 sub cos its really at risk... since i only got that percentage with the help of Art + DnT + Home.E. lmao.
wednesday was kinda crap cos they used our PE to do the lame survey! -_- had lunch at Airport, Popeyes. (:
yesterday was the worst. O: we were supposed to do some poster thing on Spain during elit, but we didn't prepare anything. so miss nisrin scolded us like madzxzxz. lol. geog and eng were used for the same thing. how lame. hurr. i've never looked forward to double chinese so much. LOL. we watched Huo Yuan Jia. q cool. (: haha. double science... mr ong showed us some videos and i got bored after awhile. started playing daidi with yy, wq and joshua. NO LUCK AT ALL! D: kept losing lmao. think i used up too much luck on wed, where i only lost 1 game. HAHA. whats more, i sort of pulled my muscle during training. it was madness! 20+ sets of sprintings up the hill. omg? i survived till the v last 1. HOW DUMB WTHELL. but i figured i shouldn't force myself so yup. got bubble tea at 85 and 17-ed home with lydia! :D
today, i came to school prepared to hear that i got in 7 sub. and, spot on. i'm not unhappy with 7 sub, i'm unhappy with the limited combis. rawr, sucks. but i guess i would be taking C2. since i would seriously flunk my chem and physics. and maybe core lit wouldn't be that bad. haha. guess today didn't end off well cos we didn't manage to get a class photo! ): nvm, class chalet then. lol. went to lunch at Fish & Co. Express with joce and chelle after school. thanks joce for waiting for us! ^^ haha.
so that sums up all my lack of posts. LOL. have been lazy to blog cos tuesday's training was tiring too... 3 sets of steps and more than 300 passes of medicine ball. o.O okayyyyyyy. i wanna go complain to my sis bout 7 subs. D: <
(joking)
dedications post up soooooooooooooon! (:
Julia, :)
♥ Date: Monday, October 26, 2009
love like this~
(this line keeps ringing in my head, OMGOSH)
(stupid, while i was setting up the timer, they planned this! ): )
went to watch My Sister's Keeper today. awesomeeeeeee show. :D hahaha. but it made me cry many many times. OH AND, IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I SAW YINGYI CRYING. HAHAHA. opps yingyi! i just said it. LOLOL. we caught a 4+ show so it ended at about 6 plus. not hungry~ so we went around the malls and decided to eat Frolick only. AHAHA. the new flavour's damn nice. (: then we went jelly shopping! think we're so gonna qiao zha someone ._. HEHE. XD we got 6 packs of jelly in total = $20+ O: LOL. sat at the stairs and started talking again. went home at 8+ HAHA. short yet great time with them! <3
anyway, my weekends were boring. -_- spammed ZJSG till i'm only left with ep 35. and if i watch it now, i would have to wait till sat for the next ep, HOW SAD. HURRR. oh and, there was 1 day when i was just watching tv, then my dad came in the room and mentioned about my results. i thought he didn't knew since i didn't care to tell him bout it. looks like he knows that me mself is unhappy with it, thats why he didn't scold! :x i feel so sad manzxzxz, like i've disappointed them big time. ah wells, next year then.
SCHOOL TOMORROW! heard that we would know if we're gonna get promoted and all. hmmm. i just wanna know my OVERALL. god damn it. super nervousssssssssssss. but i don't think thats my focus this week. the thing is, there's only 4 more days with 2J. saddening. D: i would really really miss this class cos they've been awesome all these while. bahhhhhhhhhhhh.
but nvm, the thought of class chalet makes me happy alr! HAHA. looking forward to it A LOT A LOT. ^^
okay i think i'll end here, till whenever~
Julia, :D
♥ Date: Saturday, October 24, 2009
QUAH TYAN WEI!
this is the post i owe you. :D
SO, LOOK HEREEEEEE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TYAN~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
(:
haha you're 1 year older aunty! anyway, i hope that today has been a great 1 for you. i fell asleep before 12 last night so i couldn't be the first to sms you to wish you, so i shall be the last! hahaha. i'm sorry i couldn't give you my surprise. ): cos, my surprise was to appear at your door step today in the morning! LOL. but you had things on and weilin wasn't free so yeah. ):
so, i hope that your birthday wishes would come true and that you would have good health for the rest of they year~ ohoh! and! THAT YOU WOULD GET IN BDIV'10. haha. Take care and all the best in everything~
Julia, <3
Labels: birthday wishes
♥ Date: Friday, October 23, 2009
tough love?
i just realised, that i've cabbed up every single day this week. -kaching-$$ flies away. ):
i went to school today for one reason, KNOW MY OVERALL PERCENTAGE. T.T but eng was the first period so we didn't get to see it. :/ we had to learn the first topic for sec 3 for math. BORING. and i'm v scared that i'll flunk this topic in sec 3. HAHA. acc was a bore. geog was a free period! wheee. for some reasons, Mdm Sim didn't come in class today. o.O lit was kinda crap but it was fun cos Ms Nisrin was damn funny. LOL. (: then we had to go to hall for some last-minute assembly. nobody knew why... until someone stood infront. bahhh. heart wrenching. ):
still, i hope everyone's fine by now.
cheer up and smile! :D
went to yingyi's house after school! xD HAHAHA. the way downhill was DAMN FUNNY. LOL. :x got bubble tea and macs before going her house. we watched Prom Night. LOL. so i went screaming away~ and for the first time, i heard yy screaming. LMAO. JOKE. :p watched a bit of Harry Potter and HSM2. XD too bored. HAHA. left her house at 545 and i still managed to reach home at 610. (Y)
okay i think this post is v lacked of details, but i'm too tired to think now. TOO BAD. (:
Julia, ._.
♥ Date: Thursday, October 22, 2009
a lesson learnt through pain.
told you i would emo this week. z. thursdays officially suck to the core cos i seem to be down luck today. fuck it.
so, we got back our results for the main papers. and i screwed it up big time. 7 subjs for me next year? haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. ): what happened to all my aims. i didn't work for it hard enough thus i pay the price now. okay, if you wanna know,
Eng Paper 2: 37/50 = 74/100 (A2, WALAO! MY A1!!! 1 MARK. 1 MARK. 1 MARK. T.T)
Chi Paper 2: 52/90 (ya, screwed.)
Chi Paper 1: 32/90 (fuckzxzxzxz. this killed me)
Chi Oral: 15/20 (LOVE YOU TO HELL ZOMG)
Maths: 65/100 (oh yay, B3 for maths! I PASSED. AHA)
Science: 46/100 (YEAH YEAH, BRILLIANT. my CA better help or i'll just go crying again)
Geog: 64/100 (same as my hist. lolololol.)
1 freaking A. yeah, thats how much i suck.
Yesterday.
could sense the tension once everyone came back from assembly. HAHA. since our first period was eng and eng is a v v important subj. yet, Neo came in without any papers in hand. Z! so our first period was used to plan for our CIP and chit-chat. lol. next period, MATH. omg i was just hoping that i wouldn't fail. and my wish came true! i PASSED! AHAHA. 52/80. ^^ not an ideal mark but still, much better than SA1. (: PE was fun playing and all, but the game was like a competition or something. lamezzxzxz. Chi after recess... got back the paper, as expected, i did badly cos i didn't study. bleahs. but okay, I DIDN'T FAIL! DNT was a joke! Gey showed us a Thai horror film: Shutters. LOL. sat beside yingyi and was freaking out like mad. bryan sat behind me which was NOT GOOD AT ALL. HE KEPT SCARING ME! D: < and the movie's really scary that i kept screaming and switched off my phone's vibration. :x LOL. we got back eng paper during SEL. ._________. i went up to get my paper, 11/25 for compre. FAILED. i wanted to cry zomg. then i flipped open the cover page, O: NOT MARKED! HAHAHA. what a great relief la omgzxzxzx! got 20 for summary = happy me! (: so yest didn't end off badly at all...
Today.
Lit for first period was slack. was just worrying for sci the whole damn day. :/ nex period, geog. got back paper and i wasn't v happy with my marks. haiii. i expected so much higher. guess i pinned my hopes too high...ah wells. english was slack too! but i still didn't know my marks! irritating, i was so eager okayokay. -_- chi, _|_ i got to see my overall score and i swear i wanted to break down just then. but i held it in and went to comp lab to watch Ip Man. was counting down mins to sci~ ong nagged like some old grandmother just cos of the 2K case ._. got back my paper and TADA, I FAILED. fuck this shit. i wasn't v shocked cos i sort of expected it. but when i went to the toilet with cyan and yy. couldn't hold back anymore, cried like... z! went back to class after calming down. then the guys started asking if i was alright and all, broke down again. D: i told myself not to cry in class yesterday, looks like it didn't help. still, thank you all who tried to make me feel better! (: cyan and sam!!! please, i don't like seeing you all cry cos it makes me wanna cry more. ): look on the brighter side, you all have the CAs to help you! and and and, RHESA! have faith that you'll pass your overall and you WON'T retain kkkkay.
anyway, CIP today. cyan's, yy's and my efforts were wasted cos we didn't get to sing. LOL. not that we really wanted but ah, sianed. but it was fun playing BINGO. HHAHAHA. think lynn is gonna become a v good mother in future. ^^ HAHA. reached school at 4 plus. WTH. thought i could skip more of training. :x was alr aching like mad leiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. ): so i slacked in stadium for about 15 mins then went to train. OFF FORM LIKE HELL! D: emo luh, today just SUCKED.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
7 SUBJ NEXT YEAR?
Julia, D:
♥ Date: Tuesday, October 20, 2009
回忆还旋转着 爱怎么停了
i'm v v v v v tired now, so, short update.
-i used 10 mins to drag myself out of bed today. -_-
-slacking in class to play daidi was fun. :D
-I WON BRYAN IN TAP TAP. AHA NOOB SHIT, TO THINK THAT I DON'T EVEN OWN 1 BLOODY iTOUCH. :D
-grats to netballers for getting top 3 in all relays. (WHEEE. NETBALL FTW!<3)
-cheerleading was DAMN FUNNY. LOLOL. still, great idea bird!
-i took super long to eat my lunch. i have no idea why.
-LOLOLOL, if i'm not wrong, 5 netballers are in for the modelling thingy. AWESOME.
-AHA YINGYI, i'm sooooooooooooooo gonna be there to SUPPORT you. ^^
-training started off q slacked.
-coach came and made us stretchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
-hello qiqi, its not that i'm crazy, its just that i'm zai. FACE IT LA. HAHAHAH. joking. :D
-was so screwed during game. ):
-desperately need more training. D:
-I'M DAMN TIRED NOW NOW NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
-i'm gonna tag someone's blog before sleeping cos i promised her. (: (BE THANKFUL!)
-GETTING BACK PAPERS TOMORROW. (screams and die)
-ALL THE BEST PEEPS. :]
): you make me so bothered. blah you.
take care.
Julia, ~.~
Labels: random, school, training
♥ Date: Monday, October 19, 2009
it doesn't matter where we take this road;
someone's gotta go.
i spent my weekends spamming 终极三国! HAHAHA. with just 2 days, i'm done with 20 eps. LOL. yeah i have no life. -_- but nvm, its a really good way to refrain myself from going into deep deep thoughts~ and all the lame jokes from it, gave me the best medicine kkkay (laughter's the best medicine LOL). so yep, my weekends were pretty boring. just that i went for a run yesterday evening and i found out that my stamina's really at a bad state. D: i ran 1.6 km in 7 mins plus i think. after running that, i couldn't stand running alr, so i walked for 1.2km. then i did my last round of 400m, which adds up to 2km of running. WAHAHA. :D okay why am i rejoicing at such bad results ._. bah, at least i feel more prepared for tuesday's training. ahah.
morning was a joke. -_- i woke up before my alarm rang, which was supposed to ring at 930. i woke up at 8 plus, deciding whether i should go back to sleep or watch ZJSG. decided to sleep. HAHA. woke up at 915 again. =.=!!! laid down till my brother came shaking me to ask me to get up. rawrr. got ready and all and left for bird's house! (: ahhaah i was the first to reachhhhhhhhhhh~ slacked in her house for awhile while waiting for chelle, joce and qq to come. they were lateeeeeeeeee! :P so we started to play at about 1110. DAMNNNNNNNN FUNNNNNNNNNNN. ^^ played till about 1 and went to her house to slack again! HAHAH. left there at about 2 for simei to eat with joce, chelle and qq. decided to go for movie so we went home to get changed and all before meeting at TM again. sad qq couldn't come! ): caught Julie and Julia. LOL. q a nice movie, but it was damnnnnn long. 123 mins. HAHAH. so yup, today was awesome. (:
mini olympics and training tomorrow. T.T
all the best netballers! <3
MY SIS IS FUNNY. SHE LOST HER PHONE UNDER HER BLANKET. JOKER. HAHAHAHA. sis: what. got that funny meh. AHAHAHAHAHAH.
OH AND, QIQI WAS DAMN PRO AT BADMINTON TODAY. ZAI LEHZXZX, HAVE ___'S POWER. XD XD
see enough le not qiqi!
so i'm already gone.
Julia, :D
♥ Date: Friday, October 16, 2009
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
(thanks to you, you.)
Tuesday, 1310.
Happy Birthday YS! <3
(hope you received my emaillllll~)
geog and english paper.
i think geog was kinda good. this is my only hope for a damned A. yeah, hopeless me. recess sucked cos if i was not wrong, only the chicken rice stall was opened. so you can imagine the queue? survived with bread and a drink then had english paper. screwed passage B. O: i just hope i won't fail... (: went to eat after it then headed to yingyi's. got bubble tea and donuts before going to her house! watched XGDD while eating and went to study at about 2 plus. decided to do math cos i worried more for it than chinese. it kinda failed though, we ended up disiao-ing rhesa to the max. joke! haha. macs before going home~
Wednesday, 1410.
math and chinese paper.
didn't think that math was that bad, just that i screwed up my graph question and i would probably fail my algebra section without knowing. L-O-L. i failed to study chinese during recess was i was distracted by bryan's itouch! hehe. :x so yup i screwed up my chinese. bye bye B3. ):
went to the airport with yy, cyan and rhesa. (: settled down at Popeyes. but once again, our studying plan failed thanks to "Muthu(s)". HAHAHA. nvm, at least i THINK i helped yingyi a lil bit. xD
Thursday, 1510.
super tired from all the waking-up-early-mornings.
last paper, woooohooo. (:
but yet,
i'm
prepared
to
fail
science.
yuppps, the paper was fag hard and i was just telling cyan and bryan GG through the whole paper. T.T kinda pissed that i can't even end the last day properly. but ah wells, at least everything's over. TILL NEXT WEEK! i'll go home and emo. ): haha.
stayed in school to wait for rhesa and yingyi to finish playing ball before going to movieeee~ stupid rhesa! i make sure i get my revenge on you for what you've done. (((: waited till bout 1 plus then things got a lil screwed. sorry for being so childish and all, but i cant help it. you know i hate it when people waste my time and change their mind at the last minute. ): we went to TM as yy needed to get something. ^^ then headed to Ehub! for 500 Days of Summer. :D awesome show. somehow, many lines from the show hit me, real hard. walked around then we went to TM, again. LOL. cyan needed to get a present for her friend so yeppp. ended up at the arcadeeee! hahaha. damn fun. :P yingyi and i own at air hockey. muahaha. xD homed at 7 plus.
i had a really bad night cos i've learnt bout some things which really hurt me. thus, i tried so hard just to fall asleep. for some reason, my body kept shivering. that made me felt so... weak. ):
(maybe, i was/am)
Today, 1610.
mini olympics! haha. entered school hearing jocelyn whining and whining. lol. she badly wanted Cdiv Capts Ball as only me and bird are in the Bdiv 1. so, we got the Cdiv slot! :D just that they made us play against Basketball in the first round which was totally unfair. ah fuck them
(teachers). -_- was shivering after the match hahaha, chilly weather. (: went to play ball with netballers afterwards and i had a good chat with bird! :] thank you cyan for waiting for me. <3 hilled with her, ch and ly. got yoghurt at WS. hmmm. frolick's still better. hehe. then i finally got everything out after talking to cyan. felt better, but not good enough...
so yep, thats all bout my life this week. the following's gonna be a lot of thoughts...
meeting someone, is not fate, its a coincidence.
falling in love with someone, is not destiny, its a coincidence.
(from 500 Days of Summer)
so don't you think that there are too many coincidences in our lives? too much till it gets... out of hand...?
why do you think that everything's bad is done by me. it doesn't pay to be nice, does it? you don't care. but i do, yet, if you don't show someone that you care, thats not caring. its not true though. sometimes you care too much till you don't even know how to face that person. true? anyway, the point is, i get your drive and i should just forget about you? you don't know how disturbed i get knowing that you're unhappy with me or whatsoever. not that you would care actually. so yes, just get it in your head that i'm not who you think i am. you never remember the good things, do you?
(far too many doubts.)
okay, i don't wish to go on anymore. it hurts cos we can't even be friends.
Julia, ._.
♥ Date: Monday, October 12, 2009
no more poison killing my emotions
-today was extremely hot.
-but it rained, which made it a whole lot better.
-sitting with cyan and yy around me is really fun.
-doing math with yy is (Y)
-surviving without proper meals in school could kill me.
-screw the school for only opening 2 stalls.
-playing hide and seek with MRTs is DAMN FUN. :D
-deprived childhood? HAHAHA.
-self invite, tsk tsk tsk.
-geog and eng paper tomorrow. o:
-GOOD LUCK PEOPLE! :D
Julia, :D
Labels: school
♥ Date: Sunday, October 11, 2009
blue..red...yellow...
(sometimes life is so fast paced that you miss out on so many small details)
"You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.
In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.
Conditions are rather confusing at this time. You would like to involved with a particular person or a particular situation butyou are holding back. You find it difficult to make a decision.
You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.
You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship."
agreed.
Labels: random
♥ Date: Saturday, October 10, 2009
untitled
(my mind's currently blank, so yep)
Friday, 0910.
WAS THE ONLY DAY OF THE WEEK THAT I WALKED UP HILL. O: omg i'm getting lazier. LOL. had a chat with bird in the morning, like FINALLY. has been so long since i've talked to netballers. ): chiong copy eng compre since mrs neo threatened to give us a green form if we didn't do ._. but obviously it didn't work on our class. haha. mr seow gave us another math paper for practice. so it was kinda slack anyway. ACC was crap. she came in, showing us a video on Yang Gui Fei. lmao. then she scolded us for like, 10 mins. totally off point. -_- recess was gooood. (: geog was q productive, finished q a bit for my notes. had rehearsal for elit, but only wq's group got to rehearse for some reasons. went back to class for science in our "costumes". was wearing 2 layers, omg hot. lol. wasted that lesson by talking. HAHA. couldn't wait for the bell to ring though i was freaking out for elit. D:
did make-up after school. so paiseh zomg, the foundation made my face so white. LOL. plus green eyeshadow cos we're gonna become frogs. totally didn't want to walk out of the toilet but ended up running in and out. =.=! did make up for the guys also. JOKE. HAHAHA. xD so sad, no pictures. ): were rushing like mad. rawrrrr. went in AVT and waited for our turn. bird chelle and mouktita came to watch! hahaha. made me more nervous. T.T sat beside clemens but he kept shaking his leg!!! kept kicking him cos that was making me feel worse. o: think our play wasn't that screwed though she stopped us halfway though it. thought we did till 10 mins and she stopped us cos it was too boring. but, the fact is, our play lasted for 13-14 mins alr. so she had no choice to stop. relief! (: i hope. :x packed up and hilled down with cyan, yy, bird and chelle. :D been so long since i walked down with bird and chelle... hmm. went to simei to eat; sushi! chat and all, home with cyan and bird. 5-ed till pasir ris to pei cyan when i could have dropped earlier. (: bubble tea! hahah. went home feeling FREAKING TIRED. so i slept at 11~
Today, 1010.
watched 13 parts of XGDD then i needed to leave house. -_- so lame, just 2 more parts!!! hahaha. yy pangseh-ed me! DDDDDDDDDD: ended up studying with wq at Marine Parade Library. i felt so insecure omg. ended up meeting Chloe.Q and a few ex TNS people. left at 5 plus for dinner at Parkway. met Amanda and Sherwin there. LOLED. met weird people there too .____. took 15 and reached home at 8 plus. STUPID STARHUB @ WS DOESN'T HAVE RED W995 TOO. D: bah whatever, shall go hunting for it after exams. :D
omg. weird things have been happening. :x scary. lol.
kkkay i'm tired. shall go offline soon. (:
bye.
Julia, xP
Labels: school, today, yesterday
♥ Date: Thursday, October 08, 2009
can we pull through this avalanche
我再也不要为你伤心。
所有的一切，都已经是个曾经。
如果曾经不是曾经。。。
my mood's screwed up today. if only i could stay out the whole night, then maybe i wouldn't feel so bad. i hate feeling so weak.
nisrin had the new teacher to come watch our drama presentation. lol. negative comments from nisrin though my group didn't perform. geog was damn boring. SAL let us watch a video on rivers, LOL, BLOCKBUSTER MOVIE. xD slacked during eng once again... recess was a shock. O: (cheer up grace! :D) hmm then double chinese. we were supposedly going to the comp lab to do things on enjoy edu. but in the end, WCK made us watch Ip Man. LOLOLOL. imba luh, now our EOYs are going to hell. .____. mr ong actually finished on decomposition!!!!! i'm impressed, not. for him to teach this way is as good as me reading the notes myself. hurrr. had 1 period to self study but he was PMS-ing and catching people who talked. lame.
rehearsed elit after school and went down to TM to meet my parents, since my dad asked me to go down to renew my plan and get a new phone. took super long to decide which phone i wanted, after getting suggestions from people. W995. went to the counter and they told me that they didn't have red! SPOILERRRRR. D: but nvm, I HAVE MY UNLIMITED NOW. WAHAHAHA. and i guess thats what matters. maybe i should not get that phone now. bad time, bad time. ):
afterwards, trained down to Tmerah again to meet yy wq and bryan. they are so irritating LOL. guailan-ed like mad luh. stupid big bullies. D: decided to go to Pasir Ris Macs. not productive at all. HAHAHA. all bryan's fault! :P so noisy, kept making us laugh. so i didn't do much just now. :x dinner at KFC was such a joke. laughed like mad till my stomach hurt. o: bus-ed home with yingyi! :D
longgggggggggggg dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. and i'm super tired, physically and mentally. i'm
going
to
bed
by
11.
bye
people.
Julia, D:
♥ Date: Wednesday, October 07, 2009
trying to turn around on a one way street
today, i reached home, being greeted by my dad with...
"you're in deep shit"
my mind: WTF DID I DO.
"what?!"
"your smses, are worth $200. HUH!"
"HUH?! WHERE'S MY UNLIMITED!"
mum comes out of room and say,
"CRAZY YOU KNOW. $200."
"I'M SUPPOSED TO HAVE UNLIMITED! i think its cos you all didn't renew my plan, so there's no unlimited."
parents start nagging, saying that 4000+ sms per month is crazy. (what about me reaching 8000-10000 last time? LOL) so i kept quiet, till i got irritated and said,
"just go renew for me la."
mum starts nagging again, saying that i wanna change phone so need more money and so on.
Starhub is so cool. they don't remind us that my plan ended. awesome.
oh another awesome thing, since i'm left without unlimited, i have 1000 sms now. and apparently, 1000 smses flew away alr. (Y)
good game.
LOL. i was thinking about my phone bill when i looked at my messages counter in the lift, yet i reached home with that. i'm a psychic. haha.
hmm. school has been good. :D i have a better idea of trigo alr! finally! ahhhhhhhhhh. now i'm left with chem and maths to worry for. UGHHH. i feel like i'm going crazy. ): bah. tomorrow's thursday. back to hell, i'm dreading school again. rawrrrr. hmm anyway we had english period today, which was used as reading period cos neo used our reading period yest. slept during it. :x maths was q okay. though i really worry bout maths!!! pe was DAMN FUN. :D the best captain's ball game ever. hee xD today, yingyi's words are cursed. i walked out of the stadium, omg, shuo dao cao cao, cao cao jiu dao. LOLOLOL. yest, my words were cursed, and the same thing happened to her. HEHE ^^ chinese after recess = totally wasted. dnt was crap too. didn't get to study at all. AHHHHHHHHH. sucker. D: assembly after it. stupid yingyi and cyan!!! kept bullying me on the way to tower hall. rawrrrrrrr ._______. expressions for assembly. went to eat then hilled with cyan yy jx and jq. home~ (:
wtfuckzxzx. you're spoiling my mood EVERY SINGLE DAY. please don't act like you know someone v well, cos obviously you don't. ugh. irritating bitch. i don't know whats your motive but i don't really care either. i just don't like your presence and what you say bout someone. so just shut up and get lost. -_- i really wonder whats it gonna take to make you realise it though.
OKAY MY MUM'S NAGGING AGAIN, DINNER! (:
Julia, o.O
♥ Date: Monday, October 05, 2009
control.
(i need this now seriously.)
all these crap are pissing me off, a lot. thanks so much uh, idiots. _|_
thanks for being so fucking considerate.
1 word to sum up today, FUCK. the morning wasn't a good 1 once again cos i needed to bring my laptop to school plus some props so it was really hard getting to school. thanks so much rhesa, for helping me to carry my thingyz. lessons were boring as usual. did rehearsal for elit after school. total failurezxzx. the guys weren't v co-operative. so yes, i guess that made my day suck. oh and i got scolded by jeremy for NOTHING. (ya, you just made my mood worse.) plus the laptop issue now. fuck you idiots who has laptop yet doesn't want to bring it.
don't like it that i just totally spammed the f word into msn convers, smses and now, here. but i just need to let it out or i'll just go to school with a v v bad mood. still, i'm thankful to those people who were nice yesterday. like sherman bringing home the BIG cardboard and xy lending aaron his pink shirt.
so we're gonna screw up tomorrow's rehearsal. well done, good progress mark. (:
oh and you, don't bother, you don't have to. :D
Julia, _|_
Labels: rants
♥ Date: Saturday, October 03, 2009
we see what's up ahead, why do we stay? watchin' us fadin'
Trapped in, by regret
There's no way out, when there's no way in
And it's so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold
elit today wasn't productive AT ALL. -_- i woke up early due to lame reasons and i couldn't get back to sleep. so i ended up watching XGDD early in the morning. somehow that website was kinda screwed in the morning. had a super early lunch at 11 plus. then rushed off to meet the group cos i thought i would be late. i reached there being the earliest. SIANED. after a few minutes, shawn jeremy and clemens appeared, THEN THEY DISAPPEARED AGAIN. hurrr. weilin came not long after and the stupid host came the latest. LOL. SUPER AWKWARD LUH. me and weilin being the only girls when the guys just keep to themselves. =.=! rawr. reached sherman's house and slacked. wei lin and i found pictures for the background scenes. haha. celin came at 1 plus and we were still slacking. :x stupid guys and their DM. no life... lol. when anna came, we finally decided on what to do and we went off to buy some materials. ended up asking the guys to come take the cardboard while we head for Whitesands. LOL. dumb much. got some other stuff and headed back to his house. did some props then practiced our lines. spray paint CAN kill. (: don't know how anna stand the smell. zomg. stayed till 6 plus to finish up whatever we could. so, today wasn't productive, like what i said up there. lol. thus, another meeting tomorrow. T.T
FREAK KAY. NOW I CAN'T GO OUT TO STUDY. ): out of all times they give us this NOW. great luh. i'm not prepared for EOYs at all when its 10 more days to it. D: die die die!
so much to be done tomorrow. needa chiong alr. lol. and i still can't decide what to wear. HAHAHA. even the clothes are so hard to find. -_- (hello i still need your pink shirt! LOL.)
its 11 plus now... i needa study~~~
do i need to spell it out for you. so it would be clear enough for you to understand that i do miss talking to you?
Julia, (:
♥ Date: Friday, October 02, 2009
Its like one step forward and two steps back
Cos I, I can't change your mind.
There's still time to turn this around
Should we be building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking maybe it's too late.
♥ Date:
while i'm waiting, i will not fade.
(currently listening to bird's blogsongs!)
today was awesome! enjoyed the whole day. :D aha. but i swear i had a bad morning. ): it was a mistake to be late TODAY. (sorry to you 2 for letting you wait so long! :x) damn it damn it damn it. DAMN YOU. D: why out of all days huhhhhhhhhh! cabbed up with rhesa and sam cos i was hurting damn badly. sat down immediately when i reached the parade square. i could have died standing up. -_- english was stupid. neo wanted us to check our CA marks but ended up giving us 2G's marksheet. LOL. AND I LOST TO WQ BY 1 MARK. =.=! BUT I REALISED THAT SHE GAVE ME THE WRONG MARKS. HOHO. same marks now, in your face. xP neo made us do compre also, plus summary. i did NOTHING. (: went through 06 paper for math and got another practice paper to do. i'm so gonna die for math, everything seems so...unfamiliar. D: ACC, fuck that bitch. she just blabber on like nobody's business. loled. didn't eat much for recess cos obviously i was still hurting. UGH. and i got sabo-ed during recess. O: thank god someone wasn't in class. :] geog was damn slack since SAL has alr finished our syllabus. she talked about global warming and ozone depletion till all of us fell asleep. :x then she made us play simon says, AGAIN. bryan the noob had to do forefeit. LOL. xD he had to do BELL dance. HAHAHAHAHA. joke! elit was kinda wasted getting things organised... hmm. science was used to talk. since ong was going through what my sis taught me alr. :D HEHE. and i didn't understand what he was saying so... no diff. (:
the group was supposed to come to my place to do elit but we decided not to since there wasn't much to do. hahaha. discussed our props and decided to go to sherman's tomorrow. sam waited for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! haha. left with her and saw yy and rhesa downstairs. apparently that lame yy spent 1 hour queueing just to photocopy the sci notes. sad case. -_- hilled down with them and went to Long John's at TM. (: i seriously thank god that the cold drinks didn't kill me!!!!!!!!!!! then yy wanted to walk around and we ended up at the interactive room to study. LOL. that place is so... kiddish. but since rhesa the teacher chose that place, we had to follow uh. :/ HAHAHA. so the teacher taught yy and sam the bonding stuff while i was doing some self study. (: we started talking during 1 point of time, wasn't really listening but when i heard sam saying "YOU THINK HAWAII IS A FLOATING ISLAND AH YINGYI", i started laughing like MAD zomg. HAHAHAHAHA. STUPID YY LMAO. all sorts of weird ideas went through my mind and i wanted to tell sam bout it. BUT I COULDN'T COMPLETE MY SENTENCE COS I ALWAYS END UP BURSTING OUT IN LAUGHTERS. funny shitzxzxz. sam kept saying that line when we were leaving tm; totally cracked me up. LOL.
came home and SLACKED. HAHAHA. sms, msn, facebook. usual stuffs. now, i realised that i haven't done the sets planning for elit. am i dead or what. T.T i'm so lazyyyyyyyyyy cos i'm hurting. rawrrrrrr. shall get pills tomorrow. :x cos i wouldn't want to die at sherman's house. LOL. i really hope that tomorrow's meeting would be productive cos i'm really excited bout it! haha. sounds so fun. imagine all the weird make up. HAHAH. ^^
yeppp thats all for my day. it was really great! (: but i found out some stuffs which were, well, q expected.
i shall not be so mean till the day that i can't take in anymore nonsense. :x bah. i shall do my sets planning alr! buhbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D
Julia, xD
♥ Date: Thursday, October 01, 2009
if it takes you forever,
to just realize, wouldn't it be too late.
skipped school today! :x but it looks like i missed out q a lot in school. hmmm. esp e lit. whatever lightings and all. and i'm in charge of sets. LOL. gg-ed.
in the morning, woke up at 7 plus cos rhesa called me. (PS! didn't tell you that i wasn't going to school.) fell asleep again and woke up at 9 plus. i don't know why i woke up so early when i was dead beat yest. ~.~ replied messages and found out that there was 5 absentees. AHAHAHA. me yy wq jx and vanessa.c. LOL. slacked for 1 hour then i finally had people to talk to on msn. decided to go back to school with yy to do elit. but in the end, we didn't. rawrrrrrrrrrr. so stayed home to study. can be said to be q productive. but i lose my mood to study. and thats why i'm slacking now. hurhur.
i shall do geog and math and have an early night today! :D haha. stupid lessons tomorrow. ): eng math acc geog lit sci. greatttttttttttttttttttt. oh and if there's acc test tomorrow, i'm alr prepared to see a 0 when i get the test back. (: tomorrow's gonna be a longgggg day. needa do props and costumes for elit. hmmmm~
oh shit. its 9. bye.
Julia, (:
Labels: today