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♥ Date: Saturday, January 16, 2010
I got troubled thoughts
and a self esteem to match
what a catch
just a picture to start with for today.
so, its the end of another week. last weekends passed awesomely fast and i was looking forward to the start of the second week. but this week's different, life started to be a bitch. second week was... really full of ups and downs. a lot of things got to me and then it starts troubling me for the whole bloody day. zzz.
there's always days you feel like you don't fit in. but what happens if that happens for practically everyday? does that really mean that you don't fit in?
yes. maybe thats how it feels like being around you all and not feeling happy. i didn't see it coming at all. but its not like you all need to care.
life goes on.
QUAHTYANWEI! :D
you have to admit that its a nice picture heheheheh. (: here's your post okehhh.
hmmm. you're been a great friend to go crazy with and someone who i can talk nonsense to! hahaha. anyway, 2010 just started and i look forward to spending more time with you! hope that it would be a great great year for you and that you will do well in your studies. stop pon-ing badminton training and work hard for bdiv'11 ^^v! you are also welcome to "join netball". LOL. take care! <3>
i suddenly like the lines i used to start my post with a lot. fits in perfectly.
made me realize...
Julia, D:
Labels: dedication, random, thoughts
♥ Date: Friday, February 27, 2009
i wasn't meant to be there.
we lost today's match against SHSS. 32-22. 10 points. fuck! we could have done better... but its okay team. in every competition, there will always be win and lose. when we win, we enjoy the feeling while it lasts. when we lose, we will realise how much the feeling sucks, thus, never ever wanting to feel that way ever again. after the match ended, all of us just broke down. thanks to the people who comforted me! (:
but after match... (back at school)...
WE FOUND OUT THAT WE ARE GOING TO TAIWAN! HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. TAIWAN BABYEHHHHHHHH. be jealous. XD after staying in the stadium for awhile with dia, we headed to IKEA for dinner! 2 words, SO GOOD! :D hahahahah!
i'm very tired. i'm very noob. i'm aching. I'M MISSING YOU.
HOQIAN: BESTFRIEND! i really really miss you. ): it has been ages since we really sat down and talk. :/ i've been missing out so much in your life. and, i really thank you for the hug today. (: thank you for all those comforting words. :D i promise to get you stuff from taiwan! ^^ WELL, HOPE THAT YOU DO WELL FOR YOUR FOLLOWING MATCHES KAY DEAR~ JIAYOU FOR TOP 4! LOVE YOUUUUU! <3333333>
JULIA:D
Labels: dedication, netball, random
♥ Date: Monday, October 27, 2008
a night to remember
hello world! back from chalet yesterday! haha. it was super fun! i shall start with saturday. (:
saturday:
met jeanette, rhesa and yc at tampines mrt to go to the chalet together. we met cyan at the chalet! (: then we left our bags there and headed for macs! and met 神掌 there. ^^ turkey was super funny! she said: "i want to eat macchicken meal, but that meal got burger anot?" LMAO! ate and went to cycle! after ahwile, we went to play at the sand. and guess what, stupid yanhan, bryan and khoonseng wanted to drag me to the sea. =.=! lol. then we went cycling again and came back to play water. LOL. we soaked till 5 plus. washed up, started the fire. haha. it was fun breaking the charcoal with meiting! lol. we ate and went cycling again! then almost the whole class went to the beach to chat, but in the end, we ended up playing murderer. LOL. BONDING TIME! (Y) then we went back to the chalet at 10. mr goh gave a briefing and left with mrs.goh! LOL. soon, those people that were not staying over left and the rest stayed in the chalet to wash the floor. SUPER TIRING! T.T after washing, we waited for the boys to come back from lan. lol. then we (me, rhesa, fengjing, bella, meiting, jesslyn, xinyi, chuhui, sean, ziheng, dw, yanhan, ks, yiliang) went to the beach to talk. but, it was too boring, so we decided to get the bikes back at the chalet to go cycling. but obviously, there weren't enough bikes. so, LOMPANG! fj lompang xy cos xy trusted fj more than sean, so we didn't force. sean lompang me, zh lompang bella, dw lompang jesslyn, rhesa lompang chuhui, yanhan lompang yc, yiliang and ks solo. LOL. super fun. and i can swear sean can kill me of heart attack. LOL! but i admit, it was fun yet scary. hahaha. so we cycled till area f and back again. SUPER FAR. the boys + rhesa and fj zai! LOL. after we came back, all of us were tired. zh was the first 1 to peng. LOL. then, he felt itchy, -flashlight- ANTS. LMAO. so he went to the sea to wash. fj and i used the flashlight to find the spots without ants. but in the end, only some people stayed at the beach and some people went to macs to sleep till 4 plus. went back to the beach and i couldn't sleep. so rhesa and i went back to chalet. luckily, lili and youyu can let us squeeze in! ^^ but! i couldn't sleep, so i went down to get my piggy. and apparently, when i went down, i saw zh with his constipated face. he wasn't feeling well. :/ then he didn't want to squeeze upstairs so he went back to the beach. i got my pig and went up. after awhile, yc called us and asked if we could bring blankets to them. so we took 1 and left for the beach. we laid the blanket and me, rhesa, bella and ch fell asleep on it. fj slept on the sand, yanhan and zh too. dw, jesslyn, xy, yl, ks and yc were sill awake. i woke up at 5.30 and fj was awake! LOL. dw went to disturb yanhan and zh while they were sleeping. super funny! LOL. soon, everyone was awake! so we went back to the chalet. zh still didn't feel well. so he went back home with yl. at the chalet, we ate some snacks. lol. ate till 6 plus. then i couldn't take it, i went up with ch to sleep. but, i slept for less than 1 hour still =.=!
sunday:
woke up at 6 plus. and went macs with bella, jesslyn and yc. (: long long walk there and back. T.T reached the chalet and went up to the room since everyone were there. watched the boys play taiti and played audition on psp. lol. super boreddddddd. and i seriously felt dirty, so rhesa and i went to bathe. i didn't know my shampoo smell was so strong! LOL. we stayed in the room for a liitle while and then we had to check out. goodbyes. ): then i went to watch HSM 3 with rhesa and chuhui! ;D SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. i wanna watch it again! LOL. okay then, thats all for chalet, will post pics someday when i get all. ^^
in conclusion, thank you so much, 1J!
thanks for being such a wonderful class, with so much laughter.
we shared so much together, both good and bad
our time may be up together, but our feelings doesn't stop, i believe.
goodbye, all the best everyone! ;D
till we meet again,
loves,
JULIA:D
Labels: chalet, dedication
♥ Date: Thursday, August 21, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROCHELLE! <3!
you're finally 13 chelle! (: hope today was a happy and memorable day for you! i'm sorry that i didn't give you a present today! i'm sorry i didn't send you a sms at 12 am! i'm sorry i forgot your birthday in the morning. i'm sorry for everything i did wrong last time, if i did. (: and may all your wishes come true! no doubt its not possible, for all to come true. but work for it, okay? JIAYOU IN EVERYTHING! (: no matter what happens, you have the team behind you! and you know you can find me when you're down okay? SMILE! ;D
you know, I LOVE YOU♥. may our friendship last...till the very day, of...(idon'tknow)
JULIA:D
Labels: dedication
♥ Date: Saturday, July 19, 2008
Now you see what we've become.
i didn't had time to blog on tuesday! ): so. here's a make up. on tuesday, school end early(11.55). so i went back to TNS, but obviously met joey(lim) first at the bus stop before entering. the security guard is a pok! ahhhh. whatever. jo and i went in TNS for lunch. lol. i had to collect present from faithyyy too. ahah! (: but she was having supplementary, so i couldn't. sian. we stayed there till about 2, but didn't get to meet or talk to any teachers. ): nvm, i'll find time. soon i guess. after that, we went to TM. haha. it was so crap, we were crapping about everything possible. haha. and she was going mad over the nail polish at the face shop. LOL. but i admit, the colours are nice! (: ahhaha. i got myself a pair of green ripples slippers too! ;D so, after all the walking, we went home at 4. (:
school was great this week, i guess. just that. i no longer know how to talk to ____. :/ i really hope it'll blow over soon. just somehow, all the insecurities are coming back. i really hate hate hate it. UGH. i really hope dia's advice works. ~.~ i just feel so so so so so frustrated again (or is it just me?). fuck.
i went out with joey lee today! super fun! haha. no doubt we didn't do much, a long long long long chat will do you know. i finally realised how is it like not catching up with friends, the whole conversation will just be filled with how each other's school is like. it may be boring, but somehow thats what you want to hear from them. i met her for lunch at bugis at 12.30. had lunch, then went to marina square followed by suntec. haha. super pleasant time with her. (: THANKS FOR YOUR PRESENT TOO JOEY! (:
TO HO QI AN:
thank you for your dedication! (: and no, i didn't celebrate my birthday. hai. really wish to catch up with you anytime soon. a long long long chat over coffee will do too you know. (: and yes, we'll all work for VJC. ;D really really miss you. ): hope that everyday will be a happy one! ;D
JULIA:D
Labels: dedication, random, school
♥ Date: Sunday, May 18, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FENGJING! <3!
may you get into school team, may you get into main 7, may you stick to GD/GK.
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!
JULIA:D
Labels: dedication
♥ Date: Monday, February 11, 2008
too much for words
why can't you just understand that its not meant to be told? because of that, i don't want to say. do you get a shit? why can't you just stop accusing me too? why do you get jealous and pissed so easily? i know you care about my feelings. but i'm sorry. i can't put it into words. i don't even wish to see you, talk to you nor hear your voice. just leave me alone for today please.
i'm sorry. i was not there for you when you needed to pour out your troubles. i never thought that it was such a great impact on you, so i didn't cared that much. relax more would you? stop adding stress to yourself. it does no good. promise me you'll take care of yourself!
that was 2 so called dedications. today was fine. just that was feeling cao frustrated the whole bloody day. and someone just had to rub it in. fuck. made me so much more pissed. nvm about that. shall just forget it. wouldn't want to think about it either. hai. tomorrow's finally tuesday. NETBALL! <33
JULIA:D
Labels: dedication, school