don't tell me that nothing happened when you don't sound okay at all, i'm not stupid. i'm not a robot either. truthfully, your smses do affect me. but the main point is, i really really care for you, so i show concern for you. don't take it for granted, please. i want you to take good care of yourself so that you can be in good health and not suffer by not being able to eat this and that. and because you show that you don't really wanna help yourself, i'm hurt. because i've tried my best to help you. i want you to understand. ):

has been long since a proper post? yes i think so. lets just touch on my days after exams ended first. (: on thursday, i went out with clique to celebrate jx's (belated) birthday. caught Ip Man 2 and it was really awesome! like wooooooh i finally get to watch a movie and it wasn't a disappointment. :D had dinner at BBQ chicken, T1, then headed to arcade which we spent a long time camping. LOL. finally, we decided to go to the roof top. ended up playing cards~ though there wasn't much of a proper conversation between all of us, it still feels good that we are spending time with each other. thank God.

friday was a blast as it was FREEDOM FRIDAY! :D i had lunch with cyan at PP then we spent a super long time finding that stupid ktv. HAHA. so we waited for chuhui and rhesa before heading to find agnes and bella. 2 HOURS OF KTV FOR $3.30 PER PERSON, SO WORTH IT! ^^ afterwards, we went to Ice Cream Chefs cos we had 2 hours of spare time before BBQ. shared a large cup with ch and i'm glad we made the right choice of ice cream. went to PP to do ridiculous things as we were too free~ so we ended up at Cotton On trying on heels and those lame sunglasses. LOL. super cute though. waited for cyan and irene to come before cabbing to ECP. attempted to play volleyball but i am an epic failure when it comes to that! HAHAH. after awhile when more people reached, we played a game, something like massive musical chairs and connect 4. HEARTATTACK PLEASE! best example, ch. (AHHHHHHHHHH!) LOL. though it was drizzling during the games, it stopped when the bbq started. really really luck of us. (: played daidi and ate before playing captains ball in the dark. it was alr 9+ when we started playing. but no doubt, it was still fun. (Y) slacked for awhile and left ECP at 11. thank you cyan for sending me homeeee! :D

today has got to be 1 of the craziest day. i woke up at 9+ to prepare for some wedding lunch that my family and i needed to attend. lunch at Marriott Hotel, awesome 8 course meal. heheh. xD went for service after that! today's service was really awesome! dinner at plaza sing~ didn't eat as i was still full from my late lunch. was really entertaining seeing marcus and daniel acting like nerds though. HAHAHA. arcade while waiting for their movie to start. team play (bball)! marcus + bella VS kg + me! LOL. WE PWNED THEM. WOOOOOOH. :D funny how much that stupid machine can cause you to sweat so much. -.- by the time we finished playing, it was 11 plus alr. so i decided to leave with bella. (: reached home at 1230 and i had gastric. thus, i couldn't resist the korean noodles. HAHAHAH. :P

so, thats all bout life after exams. has been really enjoyable, just slacking your whole day out. :D as for exams, i know i'm dead for ss, amaths, history, chem and chinese. yes thats how bad i'm gonna screw up my MYEs. as much as i don't want to get in SSS, i think the results will leave me no choice. zzz. how can someone ever assure me that i will do well. ):

ah whatever, my party mood is currently on. (: and you have no idea how much i look forward to AC and hols. its 10 more days to AC and 12 more days to hols!!! finally, rest. or maybe not, since training is starting next week. spoiler much? think i won't even have the mood to train. like for goodness sake, we're all getting back all our papers on monday or tuesday, isn't this just meant to make us cry...

kay, its currently 2.53 am and my eyes are closing. update bout results soon~

J.