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♥ Date: Thursday, July 30, 2009
stuck with each other
bahhh. boring lessons today. but today didn't turn out that bad cos we had 4 free periods! hee! xD after recess was chinese, WCK DIDN'T COME! HAHAHA. time was spent chatting and spamming joshua. what a loser. spam steph and sam some more luh. -_- science was totally slack LOL. we played zhong ji mi ma. then whoever zhong had to send some suan sms to whoever that person pick. i swear i died v v v badly. rawr. i don't want go school tomorrow alr la! :X
training was kinda stupid. 12 laps, stretching and all. ball drills, more drills, and drills. then, we ended training with a run. HAHA. for the first time i don't feel so bad after a run. awesome. i feel ready for 2.4. :D I WANT MY TOP 10! (: hee. really confident of getting my perfect 30 for NAPFA. (: but some stuffs never hit my expectations lor. :/ rawrrrrrrrrr.
i think i will really get sick. my brother is sick, so is my sister. O:
sian, no leg cramps tomorrow pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i think i really strained my muscles. hai. ):
kay i wanna sleep soon. BYEEEEEEEE! (:
Julia, (:
Labels: netball, random, school
♥ Date: Tuesday, July 28, 2009
but i think i'll be alright
life is being such a bitch. i'm living life in an alternate manner, 1 day's good, the next day has to be bad. hai. what a joke.
class was was per normal. lalala~
maths remedial was RETARDED. lol.
training was just a lesson of demoralization.
this is what i learnt today:
-i suck too much thats why i wasn't asked to play WA
-i had to play C, against rochelle.
-i suck too much that why i can't even play my main position
-i learnt that jocelyn is better than me at WA
-i learnt that i'm not important to the team at all
-i learnt that i'm only a substitute
-lastly, I LEARNT THAT YOU ARE JUST SOME BIASED BITCH.
i was so badly hurt after the game. you being the coach, only cared about the OTHER team, the OTHER team and the OTHER team. apparently i wasn't FIT enough to be in the OTHER team. but you know, i realised that which team doesn't matter. it only mattered to me because all you care about is the OTHER team. they get to re-take their center pass, they get all the advice from you. and what do we get? get thrashed in the face? getting so demoralized? fuck.
so what are you trying to say now? this is your main 7? so all you care about is them? what fucking nonsense is this. its only JULY. it hurts even more knowing that a shooter had to play WA. so i'm of so little importance?
tears of anger, if it is even worth it. but still, i won't give up. i just probably need time to gain back my confidence. ugh.
i'm sorry for being a mood spoiler to you.... ):
oh guess what? all these are not even enough to ruin my day. there's still DNT.
ha. awesome not?
okay, i shall go off, to HEAVEN. haaaaaaaaaa. i wish.
Julia, _|_
Labels: rants
♥ Date: Monday, July 27, 2009
don't let it slip away
I LIKE SCHOOL TODAY! but i shall not say so much, cos i v lazy and i need to do my work. but anyway, i got into maths remedial. D: long expected it since my results are... ya whatever, hope it helps me though. (:
after school, had the AYG appreciation thing, HAHA. that cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee lion my god. its gonna be my cutest soft toy. XD went to support the boys match after it. RAWR. fucking taxi driver, SCREW YOU. -_- reached there just on time. haha. i don't like the atmosphere! feels so empty le. boring~ but it got better at the 3rd quarter. yup, as expected, both the teams won! girls, 49-21; guys 67-47. awesome not. :D haha. when the guys match ended, IT STARTED RAINING DAMN HEAVILY. luckily we're allowed to follow the bus back. haha. i'm sure lydia had a lot of fun on the bus. XD hehe.
reached school, stayed for awhile then left alr. apparently, it started raining when we walked out of school. but mrs bong came to save us! HAHAHAHAH. i swear it was super funny, 5 of us squeezing in a small car. esp rochelle's way of squeezing, she had a hard time closing the door. LMAO. what a joke. train-ed with dia and managed to reach home at 610. :D
what a bastard. laugh all you want. not like you're the best. in another aspect, YOU'RE STILL NOT THE BEST. you're not even better than him so just, STFU. there's always someone better than you. get this damn thing into your bloody brain. (:
okay i need to go. byebye!
Julia, xD
♥ Date: Sunday, July 26, 2009
If only I could learn to be perpetually happy
yes, these days have been really rough. i think i forgot what happiness is. no laughter or smile ever felt real these days. laughter - it used to be so easy, for me. i feel so much more at ease in school, cos there's always people to make me laugh. call it crap or whatsoever, it still works. i think even sleeping fails now, it no longer takes away my unhappiness.
i may sound stupid, but i really don't know what is making me so unhappy. accumulation, since when?
expectations, plus everything that comes with it. disappointment included, sadly. talking to ys made me feel much better, yet it's not enough...........................................
i wasted a day again.
i didn't get work done.
how stupid of me.
i'm not emo-ing or whatever you call it. but just,
2009 聖公會軆育表演會（英式女篮）[c=#1188FF]Julia; ♡[/c] says:
bear, i think i've taken in more than how much my heart can contain
yes, this feeling.
whatever fuck, i don't want to continue cos my brothers pissed me off.
Julia, D:
Labels: thoughts
♥ Date: Saturday, July 25, 2009
THE
FUCK
IS
WRONG
WITH
YOU.
SERIOUSLY.
i just get so hurt, so deeply, that maybe the hurt as alr numbed me so much so that i'm so used to the feeling alr.
you contradict yourself.
irony.
i decided to erase everything. because i realised how stupid i am.
i forget the things that makes me unhappy after i wake up from my sleep.
♥ Date:
we can't let this moment pass us
okayokay, update! (:
Friday.
rainy morning. z. but it felt good with chuhui and rhesa. (: haha. went to canteen with them plus yingyi when we reached school, then up to class with boring lessons. ACC was kinda crap, haha. whats with the thing about black stones. LOL. super retarded. in the end, sam, wq and i went to change our stones. (IT BETTER NOT BE HARDER TO CARVE ON. TMD. HAHA.) recess, geog, lit and science. boring luhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ): the only good thing is that we didn't have lit test. :P
stayed back after school with bird, chelle and grace. haha. then went to tampines at 2 plus. stayed till 4 plus and we decided to go home! hmm. then i realised i was in time to meet dia, so i met her at WS and bus-ed homeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (:
ANYWAY, GRATS CDIV BBALLERS FOR GETTING ROUND CHAMPS. HAHA. :D
Today.
woke up kinda early, q surprising eh, i was pretty tired yesterday. o.O started watching the HK serial. xP watched till 2 plus then dia came over at 3. O: she was early so i was still quarelling with my sis. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. we studied till about 5 and i was suffering from drama-withdrawl-symptom. HAHAHAHAHA. :X so i gave up studying after i was "done" with land pollution. hehe. we decided to watch the serial, okay okay, I decided to watch it. BUT LALALA I GOT LYDIA HOOKED ON IT! (for a few episodes) xD left my house at 7+, went to WS to get her bubble tea and my dinner. haha. (: came home and watched more of the serial. ya ya, no life. -_- but nvm luh, better than lydia okay alr. :D
thanks for your book dia! ^^
i realised i'm so dead. i'm lagging in my homework. lets see,
i need to study for geog.
i need to do lit hw.
i need to do geog hw.
i need to do DNT. (oh, GREAT. =.=!)
and and and i don't have monday to do DNT. D: rawrrrr. screw it. ): tomorrow's so totally burned up for homework. bleahs. oh wells, i guess i'm left with today to watch the serial. XD
okay okay, i shall go watch alr. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Julia, :D
♥ Date:
are you even a person?
you don't live a life which we live do you?
so you don't feel the way we feel do you?
just go on, nothing's wrong with it.
as long as you think its right,
what can people do to you?
since you think you have all the rights in this whole fucking world,
so be it.
i can't even be where i want to be.
i can't even say what i want to.
stupid, maybe.
serve me right, maybe.
i just don't like things to get any worse.
i should probably thank my ability to laugh so easily,
which probably saves me from being sad/angry for long.
yet i realised,
i was only deceiving myself that i forgot about it alr.
ahh. too much to take in.
Julia, ):
Labels: thoughts
♥ Date:
so much left unsaid
school wasn't good today, cos i got caught for using phone and my stupid earrings. LOL. so ps luh, have to slowly take out 4 earrings. -_- tsk. then lit was like wtf cos i failed my assignment BADLYYYYYYY. poor jx got 0/25. O: thats how mean SHE is. D: rest of the lessons were just neutral. just that sci lab was BORING. o.O
BUT YOU SEEEEEEEEE. the later part of the day was fun. i was playing with joce's itouch after school. SO FUN. HAHAHA. i wanna play more! :DDD went down at 3 and the others were stretching alr. (omg i realised i didn't do conditioning. no wonder i feel so fat. =.=!) LOL. we ran to stadium, 1 set of steps, not bad at all! (: came back and did a lot of ball drills. then played 1 quarter of game. haha. I LIKE TODAY'S TRAINING! except for the game part. :X it was good cos it was a serious game, but it wasn't good cos i felt like crap. like my speed improved and all yet i seem to lost something. D: oh wells. (:
weird.
Julia, :D
♥ Date: Wednesday, July 22, 2009
you're on my heart just like a tattoo.
life is stupid. -_- lol.
today was good EXCEPT FOR PE. we did the NSW test during english, then maths... was totally crap. "i don't know how to do!" "take someone's and copy." HAHAHAHA. wthell. PE was like wtf. we were suppose to test for shuttle run. but the girls were almost dead from whatever whatever trainings, so we didn't want to test. another reason is cos all the guys were there, SO PRESSURIZING. :X so after he let the boys play, we told him we wanna test. AND HE DIDN'T ALLOW. he was pissed at don't know what fucking reason. he still punished us, made us run up the stairs, but we didn't care and just ran on the bball court. -_- recess, then chinese. i swear i hate my seat in chinese though its still the same seat as other lessons. i guess its just the people around me. hurrrrrr. DNT was super slack though. had a nice chat with sam and yy! :D
after school, went to T1 with yingyi, sam and clarice! (: on the way down to MRT station was hilarious. esp hilary and rhesa. LOLOLOL. ^^ anyway, we had frolick! hahaha. this time, i took flavored with oreo (just too good :D). i think i got clarice and yy mad over it, LOL. esp yy, she finished it so quickly. and clarice was being a yoghurt addict. ~.~ haha. finished and we went to walk around. DAMN HOODIEEEEEE! D: lolol. we got sian of T1 and went to TM, which is worse. but i met joey not long after we reached tm. went to eat with her and all, nice chattttttttt! (: and thanks for the present! :DDD
reached home at 5 plus, smsed and i fell asleep. o: so i had a 2 hour nap. :D was super duper hungry... so i had a lot of rice. haha. (: now i feel so contented. lalala (:
i like how things are at now. but somehow, its different with her around...?
BORING LESSONS TOMORROW! + training. really hope that training this time would be better. rawrrrrrrrrr. freaking sun, please don't be so hot...
okay i wanna eat my ice cream. :D
Julia, xD
♥ Date: Tuesday, July 21, 2009
goes back into memories.
you know how nice is it to think of the old good days?
& you know how much it hurts to think of these days?
how ironic. i was about to say that school was great but yet i'm unhappy. but yes, i still have to say that school was great. improvement made in napfa! :] so far, 48 sit ups, 35 pull ups, and 46 for sit and reach! (: guess the other 2 stations tomorrow. (oh man, thighs, please don't ache.- which is highly impossible) ughhhhhhhhhh. lessons and all. got back maths test. totally ~.~ hai. i seem to be deproving in EVERY SINGLE SHIT. wthell.
dnt lesson after school was q okay, BETTER THAN NORMAL LESSONS!!! training after that. o.o started off with 1 round of school, then some stuffs to test our reaction. i think that was (Y). haha. pair ball work with bird. (: then team drill which was totally killer. the fucking hot sun was just, AWESOME. -_- to burn our hands. ugh. but i still look forward to trainings. i want to improve. i need to. (BDIV'10 IN FOCUS!)
home-ed with lydia once again. thanks for trying to make me feel better (:
let me fall into a deep sleep till someone tells me that everything's over.
i need assurance.
okay, maybe i'll skip dinner and go to sleep.
Julia, D:
Labels: netball, random, school
♥ Date: Monday, July 20, 2009
take this love
(:
my wish came true. today is better than yesterday. lessons were sucky though. double chi, eng, recess, sci, math, malay. EWWW. ): my stupid headache acted up during recess. lasted all the way till maths. rawr. after school, went to find bird and chelle at their class. haha. apparently, rochelle is a sperm. LOL. (wthell). went to rochelle's house after long long discussion. :P got ice cream and drinks before we went in. sat down and started talking about netball. we couldn't start studying till about 3 plus. O: studied studied, and somehow, i found my new best friend, PEARLY. LOLOLOL. CHEHH. how can rochelle's dog be my best friend, though she's damn cute and smart. STILL! HAHAHA. so ya whatever, since i'm pearly's best friend, rochelle is lydia's best friend. (inside joke - RIGHT ROCHELLE? YOU TOP QUALITY SPERM!) HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i swear the time where bird and chelle were testing each other, we just laughed like mad. omg. ALL ROCHELLE'S FAULT. XD anyway, we stayed till 5 plus and went off. 5-ed home. :D
I'M V V V V V TIRED...that i feel like sleeping now till tomorrow morning. but i'm not smart enough to know all needed for tomorrow's test. D: spoiler much?
training resumes tomorrow. o: i think i can go and die. coach would be a MURDERER. haizxzxzxzxzx.
its nice to know you care.
(:
(:
(:
okay, revision. ):
Julia, ^^
♥ Date: Sunday, July 19, 2009
it hurts when i think of you.
i figured i can't study with a mind wandering somewhere else. i guess i shall just rant it all out and go back to study. since my studies are more important than you.
you don't know how much i don't wish to hear your name. and you don't know how much i want you to just, disappear. oh yes, that would be great. then no one could affect me as how much you do. because no one else does the things you do. i hate myself for not being able to stay angry at you. but yet, deep down, you don't know how much i want to tell you that i, dislike, you. its been long since i felt so &*%%@$#*(@%$. you may think that small things don't hurt, but still, a wound, is still a wound. you don't cause a blow, but you seem to be stacking up blocks of anger inside me. you won't stop, because this change has became you. i guess you totally lost yourself, don't bother finding it back because no one would care, no one would feel a difference. still, you KNOW the difference. fuck.
okay i don't feel better. but at least i've let it out. now, i can study.
you won't feel the hate anyway.
i swear, I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOUR NAME. ugh.
Julia, _|_
Labels: rants
♥ Date: Saturday, July 18, 2009
you spin my head right round, right round
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO! (:
i just woke up from a 5 hour + nap. HAHAHA. the most awesome nap ever. ^^ but i still feel like sleeping now. -yawns- i shall not though, COS I'M TOO HUNGRY! D: (ya ya my dinner won't be dinner alr. it would be SUPPER- fat! T.T) my parents are so mean...
went to school today for the DSA trials thing. HAHAH. guess what. netball only has 9 people. pathetic, or pathetic? bball have 38 leiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! D: tskkk. but i guess it was q okay, some were not bad, not bad at all.... (: so it ended at around 11, slacked in school for awhile then went lunch with bird! BBQ CHICKEN! hahahah. (: worth it. (BIRD, I REALISED THEY DIDN'T GIVE US OUR ICE CREAM) LOL. talked awhile and leftttt. walked around, and found sooooooooo many things that we want. "if only we were rich." everywhere we go, that line was just. -_- but anyway, we decided to get a hoodie and a ear piece. total of: 50 bucks. T.T we need the hoodie by 3107! and thats 20 bucks. HAHAHA. settle, i have 12 more days to save. LOL. oh and we went in phone shops. so retarded, we can actually feel happy about seeing phones. HAHAHAHA. ._. but i swear, my next phone would be a touch screen 1. ^^ yeppppppp. so we walked around till around 3plus?
came home and slacked, bathed, slacked more (wait for hair to dry), AND SLEPT. HAHAHA. (:
NOW ITS 223AM when i'm editing the post. i woke up 3 hours ago, but i'm tired. :X LOL. KKAY, SHALL END HERE. BYEEEEEEEE! :D
Julia, :D
Labels: today
♥ Date: Friday, July 17, 2009
miss you, just like the air that i breathe.
quick post, cos i wanna nap (:
Yesterday.
boring lessons. and i had the worst worst worst recess. D: and its really really the worst day of the week. double chi and double sci after recess. ~.~ chi was spent sleeping again. :P sci was fun! COS MR ONG DIDN'T COME. HAHAHA. :X so sam, yirou, clarice, cyan and i played SHOOTSHAGMARRY. LOL. IT WAS SUPER FUNNY OMG. but sad that we couldn't make much noise, cos of that bloody teacher. ~.~ still, HAD FUN! (:
after school, went to stadium with bird bird! (: slacked there and decided to go run at 2 plus. HAHA. went to her class to put stuff. went to change, and we only brought along our EZ-LINK. i felt so uneasy without my phone. MEH. but nvm! if we die also die together. LOL. jkjk. she brought along her house keys, cos we were running to her house. LONG LA KAY. my god. but i didn't exactly feel acceomplished when the run ended. hmmmm. on our way to her house, we talked about netball, netball jerseys and all. SO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL LUH. ^^ if only we can really have it, which i think is highly POSSIBLE. :D hee. so she got money when we were at her house, then went to subway @ expo. COOKIESSSSSSSSSSSSS! (: we bus-ed back after eating and it was alr 5 plus. O: we wanted to wait for the bballers, but daniel said they left alr, so okay, WENT HOMEEE. anyway we got chased out too cos we were wearing slippers. ~.~
ANYWAY, GRATS BOTH CBOYS AND GIRLS FOR WINNING! :DDD
Today.
baddddddddddddddddd morning. but it got better after the first period. HAHA. NOOB WEIQIANG DOESN'T KNOW THAT NOTES CAN BE BLUETOOTH-ED. xP lalala. usual lessons, ACC. LOL. we had to prctice writing our surnames, SO HARD TO WRITE MINE LUH. chehhh. and stupid bryan started the CHEN YI XIN thing. shaddup kay, LI LI LING. cheh. recess, then went up to class and bryan was still having fun laughing at names. -_- geog, lit and science. omg luh. stupid science lesson. all the guys practically went mad. so ps luh. tskkkk!
went to lunch with cyan after school! (:
yeppppp. (:
hmm. going to school tomorrow morning. (: for DSA thing. hahaha. so coooooooooooooool. but i think i will appear so noob that no 1 wants to DSA here alr. O: i hope i didn't lose touch...
kkay, i shall go and sleep, TIREDDDDDDDDDDDD. T.T
PS* HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA.P! :D
Julia, (:
♥ Date: Wednesday, July 15, 2009
so sick of love songs
I LIKE SCHOOL TODAY! HAHAHA. mrs neo was being nice during english, maths was boring yet it passed damn fast. ^^ HEE. then we had PE! suppose to test for sit ups and inclined. but it was raining, so, SITUPS! haha. i did 48! don't know if i improved from last year, highly doubt so though. all my stupid fats. D: mehhhh. i tried to practice for sit and reach. 44! WTHELLLLL. D: I LOST MY FREAKING FLEXIBILITY. noooooooo....shall stretch more at home. ): recess, chinese, DNT. haha. this week's lesson is soooooo much better than last week's. and chinese! bloody hell. I WANT TO GET BACK THE TEST LUHHHHH. why that WCK don't want give!!! D: haiii. but yeah, FTI was fun. HAHAHA. stayed back after school with sam to do DNT cos i still had 2 ideas undone. -_- grace came along when we met her at concourse. finished DNT and went to TM for grace to get her studs. HAHA. SCARY LUHHHH. stop playing with it! ~.~
TOMORROW! boring lessons, but nvm, (: GONNA RUN WITH BIRD AFTER SCHOOL! ^^ BURN FATSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. (FINALLY!)
ITS MUM'S BIRTHDAY TOO. oh man. i need to go and shop for a present, i need to get qiqi's 1 too, plus sof's plus joey's. hurrrrrr. money fly away alr! D: maybe i won't get all first... hmmm.
its also the first national match for the cboys and girls. yet, its a closed 1. z. HOW STUPID.
i don't feel like i belong in your life anymore. there seems to be a line between us, yet, i don't know where the line is. you used to be in my everyday. and now, you're just some passerby, hi-bye. is it you? or is it just me? i hope things go back to normal SOON. ]:
youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! please stop itttttttttttttt. D:
Julia, (:
♥ Date: Tuesday, July 14, 2009
串成眷戀
retardedly cute. (:
nothing to say about school... but i'm freaking tired. hmm. nafa tomorrow! ~.~ i want my As please please please please please. (:
okay. i'm gonna nap and do my dnt. (I'M GONNA CREATE A DUSTER SO TO DUST A PERSON LIKE YOU, MR GEY, AWAYYYYYYYYYYYY~)
MEHHH.
Julia, :]
Labels: random
♥ Date: Monday, July 13, 2009
i would never, ever, make an effort for you again
just to end my fucking day, i thank bird chelle joce and shawn for the presents. and i thank rhesa yingyi cyan wq zh ks liling bryan agnes jeanette and yucheng for the card. (:
now i shall tell you what are my 2 hated phrases. "SEE HOW " "SEE FIRST"
i swear, its just pure irritating. you want to have a taste of it?
being 14, sucks. because it didn't started out well. i think i'm the only suay person on this fucking earth to be so upset on their birthday. -______-
i doubt i will ever look forward to my birthday again...
goodbye.
Julia, =.=!
Labels: random
♥ Date:
祝我生日快乐
我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难 像切割切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你带一点恨
还有时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
幻灭重生
祝我生日快乐
oh nothing... just lyrics.
Julia, D:
Labels: lyrics
♥ Date:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!
THANK YOU!
-CYAN (early)
-YANHAN (early)
-ELIZABETH (early)
-JOCELYN (early)
-LYDIA (ya ya you're first)
-CHERIE
-NICHOLAS.T
-BRYAN
-YIPING
-RHESA
-SAMANTHA.S
-KHOONSENG
-ROCHELLE
-SOFIA
-SHAWN
-CLARICE.C
-QIAN
-ALINA
-JOEY.LIM
-AMANDA.N
-VANESSA.N
-CHUHUI
-JESSLYN
-JOLENE
-CHARISSE
-AGNES
-KAIRONG
-MOUKTITA
-DANIEL.W
-QIQI
-CLARICE.L
-TYAN
-LILING
-LYNETTE
-WEIQIANG
-SEAN.L
-PEIYING
-JIAYANG
-YINGYI
-JEANETTE
-YUCHENG
-ZIHENG
-RAELENE
-NADIAH
-MELODY
-JASPER
-YENYIN
-JEWEL
-LIQIN
-HUIZHEN
-FENGJING
-CHOLE.Q
-ROCHELLE
-SOFIA
-SHAWN
-CLARICE.C
-QIAN
-ALINA
-JOEY.LIM
-AMANDA.N
-VANESSA.N
-CHUHUI
-JESSLYN
-JOLENE
-CHARISSE
-AGNES
-KAIRONG
-MOUKTITA
-DANIEL.W
-QIQI
-CLARICE.L
-TYAN
-LILING
-LYNETTE
-WEIQIANG
-SEAN.L
-PEIYING
-JIAYANG
-YINGYI
-JEANETTE
-YUCHENG
-ZIHENG
-RAELENE
-NADIAH
-MELODY
-JASPER
-YENYIN
-JEWEL
-LIQIN
-HUIZHEN
-FENGJING
-CHOLE.Q
-JASLYN
-JOEY.LEE
-ESABELLA
-ANNA
-YANSHAN
-GRACE
FOR WISHING ME ON SMS/MSN/BLOG/CARD/FB/SCHOOL. TYVM :D
i don't know what to say. firstly, it wasn't a HAPPY birthday. i swear the day started out great right from 12 am. the morning was awesome too. but as the day grew longer, my mood just totally became shit. i can't believe i fucking cried on my birthday.
is it so hard to tell me the truth?
is it so hard to just come?
is it so hard to not HURT ME ON MY BIRTHDAY!
i think i cried a total of 1 hour, or more, or less. who cares. -_- i couldn't watch my movie properly. and i broke down in the middle of it. wtfffffffffffffff. i hate it. i hate crying. my eyes were just swollen or red or whatever. the best is, i still had to see so many stories made by so many people. i don't know who to believe. how awesome. but ya, my dear team managed to make me feel better, much much better. and i'm v thankful for the big card! (everyone who wrote on it).
so generally, my birthday doesn't feel like a birthday. it feels like a day, to really tear me apart, and to prove how much my team means to me. but still, i have to say a BIG BIG THANKYOU to some people. (:
crushed.
if i were to ask for something on this v day, please grant me happiness. D:
FOR WISHING ME ON SMS/MSN/BLOG/CARD/FB/SCHOOL. TYVM :D
i don't know what to say. firstly, it wasn't a HAPPY birthday. i swear the day started out great right from 12 am. the morning was awesome too. but as the day grew longer, my mood just totally became shit. i can't believe i fucking cried on my birthday.
is it so hard to tell me the truth?
is it so hard to just come?
is it so hard to not HURT ME ON MY BIRTHDAY!
i think i cried a total of 1 hour, or more, or less. who cares. -_- i couldn't watch my movie properly. and i broke down in the middle of it. wtfffffffffffffff. i hate it. i hate crying. my eyes were just swollen or red or whatever. the best is, i still had to see so many stories made by so many people. i don't know who to believe. how awesome. but ya, my dear team managed to make me feel better, much much better. and i'm v thankful for the big card! (everyone who wrote on it).
so generally, my birthday doesn't feel like a birthday. it feels like a day, to really tear me apart, and to prove how much my team means to me. but still, i have to say a BIG BIG THANKYOU to some people. (:
crushed.
if i were to ask for something on this v day, please grant me happiness. D:
Julia, T.T
Labels: birthday
♥ Date: Sunday, July 12, 2009
hours to 14.
^^ in exactly 3 hours 38 mins, i will be 14. HAHAHA.
i don't think it would be of any diff. but there's things i would like to change. (:
yes, changes...........
i've got nothing else to say. probably a picture post tomorrow. (:
Julia, :]
Labels: random
♥ Date: Saturday, July 11, 2009
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I'M DAMN DAMN DAMN BORED. D:
so ya, random post. (:
my birthday's coming in 2 days! :D
but i don't know what to expect from it. 14 sounds so old. 13 sounds so... young. HAHA. how stupid.
i want to celebrate it with people i like! the thing is, i don't even know what to do. i guess i will just bring money on that day and see how things go. (:
stupid homework. its such a mood spoiler.
there's maths test on tuesday! and i NEED to do well for it. since i didn't exactly screw up my chinese. so i shall not screw up my math. (: BUT I DON'T WANNA STUDY ON MY BIRTHDAY! D: so, WEEKENDS. hai. what lame weekends.
hmmm. life?
i don't know. i don't know. i don't know.
Julia, (:
Labels: random
♥ Date: Friday, July 10, 2009
-phone rings-
-text message received from: Elizabeth-
"I guailan till my com hang then shut down. LOLLOLLOL. "
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
BIGGEST JOKE OF THE DAY. OMG. LOLOLOLOLOL.
♥ Date:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OKS!
LESSONS WERE FUN TODAY. HAHA. esp english. debating, me cyan yy and sam VS bryan wq jq jx shawn. HAHAHAHA. topic : BOYS ARE MORE VAIN THAN GIRLS. my group supports it. IT WAS DAMN FUNNY. esp how it ended. "GIRLS TAKE V LONG TO DOLL UP AND MAKE GUYS WAIT FOR 1 HOUR OR MORE." "IS THAT YOUR PERSONAL EXPERIENCE?" HAHAHAHAHAHA. xD then ACC. HAHA. my writing failzxzxzxzxz. geog, LOL. mdm sim keep saying joshua act cute. and she talked chinese. LOL. zai luh. :P lit then science. science was soooooooo crap. so i just talked to bryan the whole lesson. -bell rings- SCHOOL ENDS. haha. went to find bird while waiting for lydia since i was supposed to follow lydia to collect her phone. but in the end, lydia went with yp and some of her classmates. so i stayed with bird and chelle, then went to simei to eat. SUSHI! (: AND WE MET YANHAN THERE. SUPER FUNNY. "BYEBYE" - GOES DOWN THE WRONG ESCALATOR- HAHAHAHAHA. LMAO. stayed and chat for a little while then went home to get ready for ks birthday dinner.
met cyan at pasir ris mrt at 530. :D trained to tampines and followed her to get ks's present. SOCCER BALL. lol. then rhesa called to ask us to walk to ri ben cun. walking halfway~ saw zh ks and wq at the traffic light. STUPID CYAN WENT TO HIDE. LOL. super retarded. so we walked in with them and met rhesa on the way. got a table and the boys chiong-ed food alr. ate and all. rhesa went off early. and this is when, TANZIHENG, started his suaning session. FUN UH. think you cute. RAWR. -_- stupiddddddddddddd. D: (BIRD HE BULLY ME!) CHAT (as if) and decided to go home. haha. cyan and i went to T1 and got FROLICK! (Y) i got the 1 with oreo topping. :D AWESOME. chat and trained home. :] yeppppppppppp.
HAHA. long day. it feels like a holiday. o.O
HMMMM. TODAY KS'S BDAY. MONDAY MINE LEI! *HINT HINT* HAHAHA. xP
LALALA i don't know what else to do cos i don't even know what other homework to do. z.
but okay i shall end this post. (:
Julia, :D
Labels: ks birthday, random, school
♥ Date: Thursday, July 09, 2009
things are starting to make sense
SUPPPPPPP! (:
woke up a bit later than usual cos i was damn tired. (cos i think the medicine was still taking effect)
but was only a few minutes later than rhesa! haha. walked to school, met bird... this feels like some kind of a routine. :D just chatting till bell rings. took temperature and went down for some AYG thing. wanted to come back to class late but the "plan" was spoilt. D: had lit, geog and eng. LOL. eng period was used for the survey thing. and the best thing is that mrs neo doesn't come in for the rest of the lesson. AWESOME NOT. had a really long laughing session cos of weiqiang and bryan. SUPER FUNNY. HAHAHAAHA. but its damn sick. LOL. recess, went to meet mr gey for fucking dnt AGAIN. bloody hell. =.=! double chinese. the best lesson ever. cos the china students joined our class, and HSC was ACTING NICE. z. i slept for at least 20 mins during chi. SUPER TIRED and lesson was boring. then sci lab. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA. BIO PRAC. LOL. this lesson was ridiculous. using test tubes to have "sex" since sex is a mixture of liquids. apparently some liquids got "HIV" LOL. IT WAS SUPER LOL. and weiqiang went around "killing" people. RAWR. according to bryan, WEIQIANG HAS CASUAL SEX. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. omg this post is so......... :X
slacked in school with bird after school! :D hours of nice talk. then homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. wanted to go cut hair but i totally penged when i laid on my brother's mattress. HAHA. so i napped for 2 hours. hmm :D
/edited.
"are you angry?"
now, what do you want me to reply? yes/no? is that too direct? do you want to know why?
ask yourself.
i don't like knowing the fact, not even being close to it.
just stop being so bloody irritating.
ithink, itsjustfate. (:
Julia, -_-
Labels: school
♥ Date: Wednesday, July 08, 2009
5 more days!
to my birthday/cboys&cgirls first nats match. :D
short post today. really tired.
out of 48 hours which i lived this 2 days, i only slept for 8 hours. i don't know how i survive but i still did. i can't believe i spent so much time on DNT. wtf. i seriously hate it, whatever attitude, whatever focus, whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. hai. school would be so great without it. I SWEAR. D:
i don't like today's lessons though. PE was lame shit. this timetable is LAME SHIT. =.=! bahhhhh. i wish i could sleep till i shuang. but apparently, homework. ughh. thanks so much uh. hai. I'M DAMN TIRED. AND THATS ALL I CAN SAY. i'm like super blur these days, and my flu just makes me feel worse. D:
OKAY I NEED TO EAT AND DO WORK. T.T
Julia, D:
♥ Date:
for the first time, i look forward to morning so much. how do you make such a difference.
hmm....
:D
♥ Date: Tuesday, July 07, 2009
幸福，不灭？
i was really looking forward to school today. :D cos i get to walk up to school with joce and i miss class time. so yep, met joce in the morn, AND SHE SAVED MY LIFE! (i nearly got banged by a car! no, just joking. she saved my life by helping me pass chinese) AHHHH. THANK GOD. <3> thanks to her, chinese test felt q okay! :D then we had lit! omg. miss nisrin is funny. LOL. interesting interesting. pe was BORING SHITZXZX. 8 round of stairs. wthell. but i walked through except the last 2 rounds. HAHA. recess, hmmmm. feels weird having it with sec 1s. o.O then we had geog, mdm sim. omg. i swear after this semester, our whole class will become guailan alr. LOLOLOL. had a great time laughing in her class, except the part she mentioned about earrings. (ohshitttt) but ahya, :D math still felt the same. nice mr seow uh. hahaha. assembly was funny. then, i was supposed to have "detention". but they said can go tomorrow. still decided to go today since jeanette was going and i had to wait for joce. lalala. (: i think i stayed there for less than 30 mins. (PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME STAY BACK TOMORROW! T.T) rawr. ~.~ while doing DNT, bird and chelle came! went to canteen to slack with them plus joce. then bird and chelle went to play ball, so joce and i slacked at concourse. LOL. ROCHELLE AND HER WATER BABY. LOLLLLLLLLLLL. walked down with them and HOME!
i slept after dinner, i blogged after sleeping. LOL. okay. i need to do work.
BYE! (:
Julia, :)
Labels: school
♥ Date: Sunday, July 05, 2009
crazier
i
feel
stressed.
fuck. i have detention on the first fucking day of school. (but its okay, BRYANNNNNNNN! (: )
met lydia and wq to do work today! (: HAAAAAA. I GOT WORK DONE! thank you lydia for the help! :D and thank you wq for summary! HAHAHA. (:
i'm going crazy. put all things together = madness. ugh. screwed up shit man. D: i don't feel like blogging. BUT I SWEAR I WILL BLOG ABOUT MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. I CAN BET IT WOULD BE A GREAT 1. hurrrrrrr. =.=!
now, HOMEWORK. ^^
English.
Read FOMD.
Review on it.
Group Proj.
Elearning - compre, summary, vocab, task 1 - 4
Chinese.
Read MXM.
Read KXQ.
Review on it.
Compo.
Elearning - xctk, ljcy, ljwd, zuoye.
Maths.
Heymath.
Mensuration WS.
Elearning - mensuration, quadratic equations.
Science.
Group proj.
Elearning - G&H WS, WB, online quiz, nutritional diets
Geog.
Elearning - Mindmap, Article.
Elit.
Elearning - Poem, The Boxer, Forum.
ACC.
Group proj.
DNT.
Assignment 1.
Assignment 2.
Read FOMD.
Review on it.
Group Proj.
Elearning - compre, summary, vocab, task 1 - 4
Chinese.
Read MXM.
Read KXQ.
Review on it.
Compo.
Elearning - xctk, ljcy, ljwd, zuoye.
Maths.
Heymath.
Mensuration WS.
Elearning - mensuration, quadratic equations.
Science.
Group proj.
Elearning - G&H WS, WB, online quiz, nutritional diets
Geog.
Elearning - Mindmap, Article.
Elit.
Elearning - Poem, The Boxer, Forum.
ACC.
Group proj.
DNT.
Assignment 1.
Assignment 2.
♥ Date: Saturday, July 04, 2009
AYG
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO LAX. LOL. I SEE THE PHOTO WANNA DIE ALR. OMGZXZXZXZXZXZ
OKAY ANYWAY. TODAY'S POST WILL BE A PICTURE POST. HAHAHAHAHAHA. :D
me joce chuhui
IRANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! (HAHAHA MY #6! <3)
thai #12 chuhui
cyan rhesa chuhui thai#4
me chuhui rhesa thai#4 thai#12 cyan bella (#4 SO CUTE!)
Jordan#10(?) me clarice rhesa cyan Jordan player
clarice me Jordan#8 rhesa cyan
woohoo! japan won china! :DDD
victory ceremony
RAWR. IRAN LOST TO CHINA. (bloody hell. broke my #6's heart! D:)
HAHAHAHA. IRAN! ^^ (eh wq, your #7!) HAHAHA.
SEE WHAT I MEAN! D: (i'm so sad that he's sad)
EVEN SADDER T.T (noooooooooooooo! D:)
me bird chelle ( stupid noob lydia, make us look at the cam for so long, our eyes so ~.~)
me joce lydia
WALAOEH. MY HAIR SO SCREWED. D:<
me cyan
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I'M DONE WITH THE PICS AND I SWEAR I'M GOING CRAZY OMG. ~.~ AFTER I TOOK PIC WITH #6 BEHIND ME. I WAS JUST SIAO FOR THE WHOLE DAY ALR. OMG. OMG. OMG. LOL. OKAY. I SHALL NOT HIGH HERE. BUT STILL!
#6 M.Ojaghi FTW! <333333333333333333333333333>
Julia, :D
♥ Date: Friday, July 03, 2009
what if i don't care that you care
i'm tired once again. but i'm v v v happy with my duty today, though its about the same. ITS STILL THE BEST! so far. ^^ I REALLY WANT TICKETING! JUST GET TO SEE ALL THE... LOL NVM. :D maybe lydia would understand! RAWR. i swear iran #6 is total cuteness! right right right rochelle! LOL. lydia thinks that thailand #4 is cute like OMGZXZXZ. ( actually, maybe. BUT I STILL LIKE IRAN#6. LALALA) LOL. its damn retarded going "mad" over them. probably cos we don't see as much cute guys in singapore. HAHAHAHAHA. :X okay, shall stop hua chi-ing. i can bet lydia is 100000000000 times worse than me! :]
I'M EVEN HAPPIER THAT MY PHONE IS READY FOR COLLECTION AFTER 2 FUCKING WEEKS. :DDD WHEEEEEEEEEEEE! (:
OKAY I'M REALLY V TIRED. AND I WANNA FIND MY IDOL'S PICTURE LUHHH. (REDSPORTS BETTER HAVE IT! xD) LOL. OKAY OKAY I GO DO WORK. ^^
Julia, xP
♥ Date: Thursday, July 02, 2009
D:
English.
Read FOMD.
Review on it.
Group Proj.
Elearning - compre, summary, vocab, task 1 - 4
Chinese.
Read MXM.
Read KXQ.
Review on it.
Compo.
Elearning - xctk, ljcy, ljwd, zuoye.
Maths.
Heymath.
Mensuration WS.
Elearning - mensuration, quadratic equations.
Science.
Group proj.
Elearning - G&H WS, WB, online quiz.
Geog.
Elearning - Mindmap, Article.
Elit.
Elearning - Poem, The Boxer, Forum.
ACC.
Group proj.
DNT.
Assignment 1.
Assignment 2.
*GREEN TO BE DONE BY TODAY TODAY TODAY! :D
15/30 done. WTFFFFFFFFF. 16 more. D:
Julia, o.O
Labels: homework
♥ Date:
and all you do is let me down.
And you got your share of secrets
And i'm tired of being the last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cos it has worked each time before
LATEST OBSESSED SONG. :]
i don't know why too. lalala~
anyway! been doing the AYG volunteering work these days. TIRING I TELL YOU. D: yest i woke up late and ya, SORRY LYDIA. D: but i got to do duty with cyan! totally coooooooooool. cos i was just chatting all the time then ms lee kept scolding us. rawr. haha. the best thing is slacking, like we can go break whenever we want to. (Y) me and sam are just.... :D HAHAHA. yep and they prepare lunch and dinner for us! great, but, errrrr. the food is NOT THAT great. hurrrrrr. and today, LOL. i got a call at 8, SUPER FUNNY. "hello?" "WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP!" "WO YAO SHUI JIAO~" "wake up la! " "huh. ya ya. " -hangs up- go back to sleep - LOLOLOL. (SORRY!) HEHE. xD so lydia, i really hope it works tomorrow. HAHAHAHA. and in the end, i woke up cos my alarm rang at 9. bathed and stuff. BUT I WAS STILL LATE COS OF MY DAMN IPOD. wtf. D: idiotic shitzxzxz. met joce for lunch and went to schoooooool. today, my duty was SUPPOSED to be the same. BUT IN THE END, i ended up at the other staircase. SO BORING. luckily tracy and sam saved me. (: HEE. today's duty felt better. i don't know why, just less tiring. :D SO I SHALL GET HOMEWORK DONE TODAY. ^^
gonna update homework list later. ^^ going for my 2nd dinner! YAY! (: okay BYEEEEE
Julia, xD
Labels: AYG
♥ Date: Wednesday, July 01, 2009
shit.
English.
Read FOMD.
Review on it.
Group Proj.
Elearning - compre, summary, vocab, task 1 - 4
Chinese.
Read MXM.
Read KXQ.
Review on it.
Compo.
Elearning - xctk, ljcy, ljwd, zuoye.
Maths.
Heymath.
Mensuration WS.
Elearning - mensuration, quadratic equations.
Science.
Group proj.
Elearning - G&H WS, WB, online quiz.
Geog.
Elearning - Mindmap, Article.
Elit.
Elearning - Poem, The Boxer, Forum.
ACC.
Group proj.
12/29 done. WTFFFFFFFFF. 17 more. D:
Julia, D: <
Labels: homework