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Date: Thursday, May 29, 2008


To be forgotten/remembered.

HI PEOPLE! (: finally have the time to blog. hm. just finished bi ji. =.= the lamest thing to do as homework okay. hm. nvm about homework (cos it totally suck balls) w.h.a.t.e.v.e.r hm. so yesterday, we had training! <3! it was raining, so they wanted to postponed training. in the end, they decided to us the indoor stadium (haha.too bad! not all schools has one! xD) then after the rain stopped, we went out for game! it was damn shiok. cos it was the first time we played sec 1s VS sec 1s. ;D sadly, we were short of shooters. D: so claire filled in. heh. after training, elizabeth, rochelle and i went to 85. liz treated me to bubble tea (I OWE YOU 1 LIZ! (:) haha. after that, we all bus-ed home. (: hm. yep. thats all for yesterday. as for today, I'M STILL STUCK AT HOME, THATS WHY I'M HERE TO POST. DUH. (actually i could have gone out for movie with _____, ____, _____, and _____. but apparently, ___,____ and i feel that the couple should have their alone time, SO, they are going out alone :D haha. ) SORRY YILIANG anyway! xD okay okay. i shall end this post. xP BYE! (:

OH YA! i still love my position!






























JULIA:D

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Date: Monday, May 26, 2008


don't you think you're too selfish.

sometimes i really don't know who you are. sometimes i find it so hard to talk to you. sometimes i really want to feel the same like the past. tell me, how to feel. i really want to be a good teammate, a good classmate, (but when do i even get a chance?)


JULIA:D

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And when you figure out love is all that matters after all

gah! the holidays started out badly. it so totally sucks. we're all flooded with homework. (i rather go to school) hai. whatever. maybe its only me thats lazy. ~.~ haha. I CAN'T WAIT FOR WEDNESDAY! ;D COACH IS COMING! (: we never had a coach since we started training. ~.~ ha. but hopefully we won't die. and hopefully i won't be shouted at by the coach. HAHA. anyway! MY SIS'S OFF TO CAMP! which means i get the comp all to myself and the bed all to myself! ;D haha. okay. i don't think i have anything else to say... so BYE! (:

JULIA:D

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Date: Friday, May 23, 2008


when i say go, it never meant away.

haha. school has officially ended. WOOOOTS. haha. holidays are here for us to SLACK STUDY! haha. both maybe. (: no netball today, so i got to go home at 1.30 (how many times do i even get to do this man?!) haha. okay, i'm just high-ing that school's over. but i really need to plan my holidays. or i'll just DIE. ahhhh. okay. i don't think i have anything else to say eh? (: haha. shall go to the library to be a nerd! as if. i'm just gonna borrow books to improve my english. cos apparently, my languages suck ass please. LOL. okay okay. I'M GOING OFF! (:

JULIA:D

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SCHOOL'S OUT YO!

its movie after movie time. WAKAKAKAKA. now. MY LIST! its not the updated 1. its a, NEW 1 (:

Accuracy of Death - in cinemas now
The Chronicles of Narnia - out on 290508
Sex and The City - out on 290508
Prom Night - out on 060608
The Incredible Hulk - out on 120608
21 - out on 220608

haha. there, just 6 movies. hm. complete it within a month? WOW. crazyehhhhhhhhh. xD

JULIA:D

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Date: Sunday, May 18, 2008


HAPPY BIRTHDAY FENGJING! <3!

may you get into school team, may you get into main 7, may you stick to GD/GK.

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!


JULIA:D

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Date: Saturday, May 17, 2008


pictures, as promised.






















































































































































































































































































JULIA:D

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i finally understand.

being a coach isn't simple at all. even if you were asked to give advice to the younger ones, it wasn't easy. jo and i took the p4 batch, so that left the p3 batch for qi and col. the p4s were so arrogant. oh please, your attitude seriously, SUCK. can't your even heed our advice?! you all think that you all are better than us eh? yeah right, whatever. just do some reflection for yourself. jo and i tried so hard for you all to improve. you may say we're being strict and this and that, but you won't want to lose to the p3s right?!

okay. enough of that. shall say what happened today. ha. reached TNS at 7.25. and reached KNC at about 7.35? so jo and i were supposed to train the p4s, and guess what, its their first "official" game. so we did warm up. and thats all, no ball work at all. cos half way through, we were interrupted. hai. so their first match started and so on. they lost all the matches except the 2nd last 1 and draw 1 with their juniors(p3). "wow. so smart" i think even the p3s heed qi's advice and work on it. whatever. in the end, its them who is at the lose end. at the end, we had "grand finale", SUICIDE! HAHA! jo and i had to run with them. whatever. we won't be SUICIDED. LOL! halfway through, smsed sean to ask for advice on how to kill my juniors. then, yiliang also smsed me about movie, but in the end, i didn't go. (sorry yiliang!) haha. after the carnival, and reached TNS, jo and i went to PP for lunch (MOS BURGER! <3!) haha. seriously damn nice! was so hungry! talking about it, i'm still hungry ~.~ nvm, my dinner will be back soon. after that, we went window shopping. haha. so super funny. AND WE SAW 1 V NICE ADIDAS SHIRT! (pic will be shown together with yest's photos. haha. ) all in all, today really rocked. just that i didn't really get to talk to qi, cos she was seperated from me. D: haha. okay. i shall end here, and GO SLEEP! (:

JULIA:D

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Date: Friday, May 16, 2008


HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILING! <3!

haha. i shall pass you your present on monday! same goes to you fj! (:

WAHAHAHA. TOMORROW'S 17! (: FINALLY MANZXZXZ. I GET TO SEE JO AND QI! ;D HAHA. today's field trip was fine, i guess? haha. was not fun at all! COS I DIDN'T GET TO SUAN ANYONE EXCEPT FOR BRYAN! sianzxzxz. the basketballers were grouped together! UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIR! WHY CAN'T FJ AND I BE TOGETHER! CHEH. BUT NVM! I HAVE SHAR! (: haha. the UG person keep saying we naughty. siao! but we keep making him so buay tahan! haha. so funny. i took a lot of pics! (: but it can only be posted tomorrow. heh. sorry. >< i took bryan's and sean's pic. haha! but apparently, i deleted sean's. haha. SABO BRYAN! ;D (who ask you go say me!?) hai. okay. i better end off here. GONNA SLEEP! and wake up early tomorrow xD

JULIA:D

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Date: Wednesday, May 14, 2008


words that you don't mean.

ITS 3 MORE DAYS TO 17; 9 MORE DAYS TO SCHOOL END. woooooooooooooooots. ;D CAN'T BELIEVE ITS WEDNESDAY ALREADY. <3! haha. CAN'T WAIT! (: ha. yesterday night totally sucked, so super fucked up. (sorry to those people that i was rude to) ha. sometimes it feels weird that me and shar are actually so direct towards each other. hm. good and bad? but i feel much better, COS CHINESE TEST IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR. the whole class cheated :X practically, at least. heh. tomorrow's thursday, NO CHINESE!;D NO MATHS!D: but there's malay. GAH. sucks. BUT THERE'S ART! (O.O FASHION DESIGN ROCKS! ) its something fresh at least. (: can't wait for friday! no doubt i have PW and excursion on that day. STILL! the next day will be the 17! !!!!!!! okay nvm. i shall stop zi high-ing about that day. ;D

PS* THANKS YIPING FOR SPENDING TIME TO WAIT WITH ME FOR BUS! (:

JULIA:D

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Date: Tuesday, May 13, 2008


you're killing me

its really a miracle i managed to survive till now. WHATS WRONG WITH HER ANYWAY. FUCK. AND TEACHERS JUST DON'T CARE ABOUT HOW STRESSED WE ARE. AND THEY SIMPLY DUMP EVERYTHING ON US. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. ITS JUST 10 MORE DAYS.

JULIA:D

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Date: Monday, May 12, 2008


4 MORE DAYS TO 17 MAY. (:

ITS ONLY 4 MORE DAYS TO MEETING QI, JO AND COL! <3! MY LOVES! (: and i'll get to see the juniors. O.O I STILL CAN'T WAIT! I WAS HIGHING WITH JO LAST NIGHT. HEH! (:

JULIA:D

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AHHHHHHHHHHHH! ;D

i screamed that x1000000000 on sat. (okay thats just exaggerated.) HAHA. but it was super fun. AND NOW YILIANG. I SHALL REVEAL THE SECRET. XD actually, me, shar,sean and ch met at 12. and you came at 1.15. ;D we actually wanted to sabo you. (oh i feel so bad man. XD) hahaha. okay nvm, you can go kill sean if you wanna kill anyone. haha. anyway, after eating, we went to escape. the first ride was, RAINBOW. ( ya ya sean. you and your changi airport. LOLS) after that, VIKING! ch and i sat at 1 end and sean and yiliang sat at the other, shar just sad near the middle cos she was scared. :/ then, INVERTER! yiliang and ch didn't sit that. SIANS! then we sat many many others. and guess what, i drove GO-KART. it was my first time please. the worst 1 was the haunted house. CH PANGSEHED ME! but it was super funny, after i screamed, she screamed. and it happened the opposite too. LOLS. can't stop laughing. AND YI LIANG IS SO DAMN ACT CUTE! especially on flipper. ~.~ we stayed there till 5.30 cos sean had to go. so the rest of us went to e!hub for the arcade. I OWNED YILIANG FOR BASKETBALL. WAKAKAKAKA. (YOU CAN'T NINJA YL! WAKAKAKA) xD so fun. I LOVE THAT DAY! 100508! <3! AND I LOVE THE DINNER LIKE MAD TOO. (cos it was at sushi Jiro. ) NICE RESTAURANT. ;D

JULIA:D

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Date: Friday, May 09, 2008


i'm just holding back my tears

its so nice knowing there's people who cares for you. i entered the class and people started asking what happened to my hand. thanks for caring. (: it all made me feel better. but after all, today wasn't great. shar was emo the whole day, thinking that i'm dao-ing her. :/ (sorry shar. i don't mean to give you that feeling but its just that i'm not feeling good to.) (i'll let you all know the reason later) but its okay. ITS FRIDAY! (: WHICH MEANS TOMORROW IS SATURDAY!;D (ESCAPE!) haha. going with shar, chuhui, sean, yiliang. LOLS. (sean you're gonna become a victim xD) ahahha. CAN'T WAIT! and apparently, i feel so evil, cos we're gonna sabo SOMEONE. GAH. look at the expression man! XD i really wonder, who's gonna vomit first(sean came up with this crap) LOLS. ha. okay. i guess its enough about my day.

the doctor said i can't play netball for 3 months. but on monday, it didn't even affect me during PE?! what the fuck. i feel so fucking pissed. i don't give a fucking damn. the most i rest is till camp is over. cos i bet there's training during the hols. I REALLY WANT A COACH TO COME! D: DAMN DAMN DAMN THE SCHOOL. anyway, this is not the point. the point is, I WANT/ NEED NETBALL. and somehow, people just couldn't understand how sad i feel. i really really felt like crying when i told liling and xinyi about it. i almost cried yesterday while smsing sean too. i didn't realise my passion for netball was so strong.


couldn't you just spare a thought for me? but it may be just my fault.

JULIA:D

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Date: Wednesday, May 07, 2008


just 2 and a half more fucking weeks.

somehow i'm just anticipating everyday's end at everyday's start. its weird. i know. maybe its because i really want the june hols far too much. i just want this sat! then next sat! its sounds like a lot to look forward to. but the thing that i'm looking forward to most is playing netball with qi. it has been so long me and her have played as a team. no doubt there won't be much people on 17, still. i miss her. i'm looking forward to camp too! but before all those. let me fucking sort out my thoughts. i feel so disappointed with myself, with you. (like in yesterday's post) couldn't help feeling emo in class. thanks bryan for TRYING to cheer me up (: and i know you love my hands---slapping you. ;D its wednesday already! just thursday and friday left. AND I'M GONNA LET IT ALL OUT ON SAT. maybe i'll end up crying. :/ who knows. if only there's someone there for me to take comfort in. (can't you see i need you so so so much? yet you let me down again & again...) i don't know where has my trust for others gone to. maybe it just faded, because of you......

JULIA:D

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方雅贤-聽見



你不开心的眼
仿佛将我推到悬崖边缘
距离就算再靠近眼前
我们一样没交点
没有你的世界
就像寒冬没有春天依偎
少了你陪在身边
我的四季只剩下冬天
悲伤喜悦回忆不断重演
静下来的世界
有我的思念
也有你的空虚无边
你有没有听见
寂寞的声音悄悄在蔓延
它住进我们之间
消耗着我和你的永远
思念的呼唤传遍每条街
就算你走的再远
累了回头我就在你的身边

can't you see how much i need you and your trust...

JULIA:D

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方雅贤-遇到



你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望了
知道今世我们相隔着一个街角
这么久了还是可以看到
感觉的到你对我的重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
沉默久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀依然让我靠

its a wonder how you put in so much to get your love back.

JULIA:D

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Date: Tuesday, May 06, 2008


a million sorries isn't what it takes.

i'm sorry ____.

don't you find it so disappointing that you are being graded by a person as of where you stand in that person's heart? friends couldn't be graded, cos almost everyone of them come and go. only some will stay with you through the toughest times. the worst part was, you told me that you don't grade your friends. so this is how you actually treat people differently eh? i'm just freaking fucked up over how you even 'grade' a person. what makes you think you have the rights anyway. whatever. maybe you'll just understand me better someday...

PS*HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DREA! <3 I LOVE YOU! <3&endless.
PSS* NEW BLOGSKIN! ;D

JULIA:D

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Date: Saturday, May 03, 2008


i tried to take a picture, of love; but its empty.

IRONMAN ROCKS! <3! just watched it with sisterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. she was freaking late!(by 15 minutes?about there...) but we didn't miss much. and guess what, we so totally owned the back row. it was like all couple seats, so i just sat at any and lied down. HA! BUT. i decided to move back to original seat, cos... (i shouldn't reveal this. cos my sis may just do that someday. HAHAHAHA! ) AND I MET MY DARLING SHARLENE TODAY. (its not like we really arranged to meet, it was fate ;D) haha. went WS with her, cos i needed to top up my card. but she had to meet her friends to go escape, so, BYEE. ahah. next week will be my turn going escape with her, together with... WHOEVER. LOL. i'm looking forward to the end of this upcoming week, cos 3 tests will be over yo! (: haha. i don't think i have anything else to say. (:

安全感的钥匙,早就不见了,再也锁不住我的心。。。

JULIA:D

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Date: Friday, May 02, 2008


MOVIE CRAZE!

I'M SUPER DUPER CRAZY OVER MOVIES. SOMEONE GO WATCH WITH MEEEEEE! AND LYDIA! YOU'RE SUPER EVIL.

The Forbidden Kingdom - watched
Hansel and Gretel - watched
Nim's Island - in cinemas now
Iron Man - watched
Over Her Dead Body - in cinemas now
What Happens In Vegas - in cinemas now
The Chronicles of Narnia - Prince Caspian - out on 290508
Sex and the City - out on 290508
Prom Night - out on 060608

SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEE. hai i'm so tired. and i feel so sick. BUT I STILL V ENERGETIC WHEN IT COMES TO MOVIES. T.T WOOOTS. there's no homework this weekend. (:

JULIA:D

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