♥ Date: Friday, October 16, 2009
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more awareI'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you(thanks to you, you.)
Tuesday, 1310.
Happy Birthday YS! <3
(hope you received my emaillllll~)
geog and english paper.
i think geog was kinda good. this is my only hope for a damned A. yeah, hopeless me. recess sucked cos if i was not wrong, only the chicken rice stall was opened. so you can imagine the queue? survived with bread and a drink then had english paper. screwed passage B. O: i just hope i won't fail... (: went to eat after it then headed to yingyi's. got bubble tea and donuts before going to her house! watched XGDD while eating and went to study at about 2 plus. decided to do math cos i worried more for it than chinese. it kinda failed though, we ended up disiao-ing rhesa to the max. joke! haha. macs before going home~
Wednesday, 1410.
math and chinese paper.
didn't think that math was that bad, just that i screwed up my graph question and i would probably fail my algebra section without knowing. L-O-L. i failed to study chinese during recess was i was distracted by bryan's itouch! hehe. :x so yup i screwed up my chinese. bye bye B3. ):
went to the airport with yy, cyan and rhesa. (: settled down at Popeyes. but once again, our studying plan failed thanks to "Muthu(s)". HAHAHA. nvm, at least i THINK i helped yingyi a lil bit. xD
Thursday, 1510.
super tired from all the waking-up-early-mornings.
last paper, woooohooo. (:
but yet,
i'm
prepared
to
fail
science.
yuppps, the paper was fag hard and i was just telling cyan and bryan GG through the whole paper. T.T kinda pissed that i can't even end the last day properly. but ah wells, at least everything's over. TILL NEXT WEEK! i'll go home and emo. ): haha.
stayed in school to wait for rhesa and yingyi to finish playing ball before going to movieeee~ stupid rhesa! i make sure i get my revenge on you for what you've done. (((: waited till bout 1 plus then things got a lil screwed. sorry for being so childish and all, but i cant help it. you know i hate it when people waste my time and change their mind at the last minute. ): we went to TM as yy needed to get something. ^^ then headed to Ehub! for 500 Days of Summer. :D awesome show. somehow, many lines from the show hit me, real hard. walked around then we went to TM, again. LOL. cyan needed to get a present for her friend so yeppp. ended up at the arcadeeee! hahaha. damn fun. :P yingyi and i own at air hockey. muahaha. xD homed at 7 plus.
i had a really bad night cos i've learnt bout some things which really hurt me. thus, i tried so hard just to fall asleep. for some reason, my body kept shivering. that made me felt so... weak. ):
(maybe, i was/am)
Today, 1610.
mini olympics! haha. entered school hearing jocelyn whining and whining. lol. she badly wanted Cdiv Capts Ball as only me and bird are in the Bdiv 1. so, we got the Cdiv slot! :D just that they made us play against Basketball in the first round which was totally unfair. ah fuck them
(teachers). -_- was shivering after the match hahaha, chilly weather. (: went to play ball with netballers afterwards and i had a good chat with bird! :] thank you cyan for waiting for me. <3 hilled with her, ch and ly. got yoghurt at WS. hmmm. frolick's still better. hehe. then i finally got everything out after talking to cyan. felt better, but not good enough...
so yep, thats all bout my life this week. the following's gonna be a lot of thoughts...
meeting someone, is not fate, its a coincidence.
falling in love with someone, is not destiny, its a coincidence.
(from 500 Days of Summer)
so don't you think that there are too many coincidences in our lives? too much till it gets... out of hand...?
why do you think that everything's bad is done by me. it doesn't pay to be nice, does it? you don't care. but i do, yet, if you don't show someone that you care, thats not caring. its not true though. sometimes you care too much till you don't even know how to face that person. true? anyway, the point is, i get your drive and i should just forget about you? you don't know how disturbed i get knowing that you're unhappy with me or whatsoever. not that you would care actually. so yes, just get it in your head that i'm not who you think i am. you never remember the good things, do you?
(far too many doubts.)
okay, i don't wish to go on anymore. it hurts cos we can't even be friends.
Julia, ._.
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