♥ Date: Thursday, October 22, 2009
a lesson learnt through pain.
told you i would emo this week. z. thursdays officially suck to the core cos i seem to be down luck today. fuck it.
so, we got back our results for the main papers. and i screwed it up big time. 7 subjs for me next year? haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. ): what happened to all my aims. i didn't work for it hard enough thus i pay the price now. okay, if you wanna know,
Eng Paper 2: 37/50 = 74/100 (A2, WALAO! MY A1!!! 1 MARK. 1 MARK. 1 MARK. T.T)
Chi Paper 2: 52/90 (ya, screwed.)
Chi Paper 1: 32/90 (fuckzxzxzxz. this killed me)
Chi Oral: 15/20 (LOVE YOU TO HELL ZOMG)
Maths: 65/100 (oh yay, B3 for maths! I PASSED. AHA)
Science: 46/100 (YEAH YEAH, BRILLIANT. my CA better help or i'll just go crying again)
Geog: 64/100 (same as my hist. lolololol.)
1 freaking A. yeah, thats how much i suck.
Yesterday.
could sense the tension once everyone came back from assembly. HAHA. since our first period was eng and eng is a v v important subj. yet, Neo came in without any papers in hand. Z! so our first period was used to plan for our CIP and chit-chat. lol. next period, MATH. omg i was just hoping that i wouldn't fail. and my wish came true! i PASSED! AHAHA. 52/80. ^^ not an ideal mark but still, much better than SA1. (: PE was fun playing and all, but the game was like a competition or something. lamezzxzxz. Chi after recess... got back the paper, as expected, i did badly cos i didn't study. bleahs. but okay, I DIDN'T FAIL! DNT was a joke! Gey showed us a Thai horror film: Shutters. LOL. sat beside yingyi and was freaking out like mad. bryan sat behind me which was NOT GOOD AT ALL. HE KEPT SCARING ME! D: < and the movie's really scary that i kept screaming and switched off my phone's vibration. :x LOL. we got back eng paper during SEL. ._________. i went up to get my paper, 11/25 for compre. FAILED. i wanted to cry zomg. then i flipped open the cover page, O: NOT MARKED! HAHAHA. what a great relief la omgzxzxzx! got 20 for summary = happy me! (: so yest didn't end off badly at all...
Today.
Lit for first period was slack. was just worrying for sci the whole damn day. :/ nex period, geog. got back paper and i wasn't v happy with my marks. haiii. i expected so much higher. guess i pinned my hopes too high...ah wells. english was slack too! but i still didn't know my marks! irritating, i was so eager okayokay. -_- chi, _|_ i got to see my overall score and i swear i wanted to break down just then. but i held it in and went to comp lab to watch Ip Man. was counting down mins to sci~ ong nagged like some old grandmother just cos of the 2K case ._. got back my paper and TADA, I FAILED. fuck this shit. i wasn't v shocked cos i sort of expected it. but when i went to the toilet with cyan and yy. couldn't hold back anymore, cried like... z! went back to class after calming down. then the guys started asking if i was alright and all, broke down again. D: i told myself not to cry in class yesterday, looks like it didn't help. still, thank you all who tried to make me feel better! (: cyan and sam!!! please, i don't like seeing you all cry cos it makes me wanna cry more. ): look on the brighter side, you all have the CAs to help you! and and and, RHESA! have faith that you'll pass your overall and you WON'T retain kkkkay.
anyway, CIP today. cyan's, yy's and my efforts were wasted cos we didn't get to sing. LOL. not that we really wanted but ah, sianed. but it was fun playing BINGO. HHAHAHA. think lynn is gonna become a v good mother in future. ^^ HAHA. reached school at 4 plus. WTH. thought i could skip more of training. :x was alr aching like mad leiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. ): so i slacked in stadium for about 15 mins then went to train. OFF FORM LIKE HELL! D: emo luh, today just SUCKED.
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7 SUBJ NEXT YEAR?
Julia, D:
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