i am so fucking pissed off now. don't like this feeling esp when i take it out on others. sorry. :x 

i swear it was a stupid morning. this is the first time i've gotten cramps, felt so fucked up but it got better when i was walking up with rhesa. (: reached school and went around asking for pills. lol. -_- thank you lynn! we had assembly... so not used to it lol. english was retarded, had to do group work and so i was with cyan, yy and sam! :D we were just talking crap the whole lesson and mrs neo just nagged and nagged~ bleahs. had maths after it. omg. i was half awake for like, 40 mins. z. was so freaking tired, i don't know why. pe was great! captain's ball with 2J is just pure awesome. (: so i guess i'm doing 2.4 next week? hurrrrr. :/ recess with bird and chelle was retarded like usual. :P bird said she never seen my face so red before. LOL. i have no idea~ chinese after recess. T.T but we got to go to comp lab. the only bad thing is that i couldn't do my DNT. =.=! lol. DNT wasn't thats bad though. cos gay wasted a lot of time talking about our attitude blah blah blah. so irritating. but okay, i got to waste 15 mins of his lesson. FTI was slack too, had a great time laughing then. :] 

went home with cyan after doing my DNT. haha. got bubble tea and sushi at whitesands. (: reached home, ate, bathed and used comp for awhile. wanted to watch Dreams but i was too tired. had a 1 hour+ nap. it sucks, cos i got woken up by my freaking brother who hit me just to wake me up. i hate that a lot fyi. ughhhhhh. maybe thats when my mood started to suck. 

AND YOU, JUST MADE IT WORSE. 

i don't even want to think about tomorrow. 

fuck, how sucky can life get. 

CAN'T I BE HAPPY FOR  AT LEAST 2 DAYS STRAIGHT. 

just to make myself feel better, THERE'S DOUBLE CHINESE AND DOUBLE SCIENCE TOMORROW. HOW. GREAT. CAN. THAT. BE. I. AM. SO. LOOKING. FORWARD. TO. IT. ya, whatever. -_- 

okay, i shall study, i want my B3. its still possibleeeeeeeeeeee! 

Julia, -_-