♥ Date: Sunday, August 09, 2009
Happy Birthday Singapore!
hello hello! national day today. haha. which means 10 more days to my sis' birthday. (:
i felt so retarded when i woke up at 4am plus in the night to reply sms-es. LOL. it wasn't intentional, just that my nose was just =.=! lol. woke up v early again today, 8 plus. sian-ed like MAD. hai. watched tv, fa zheng xian feng! :D haha. msn-ed and all the usual things. oh but i helped my mum to prepare food today. MUAHAHA. xP lunch was great cos it was the double fish fillet. LOLOL. (ya whatever bryan, fat luh fat luh) watched Dreams again. KIMBUM! :DDD damnnnnnn cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee. lol. played facebook, then did some of english argumentative. (I WILL FINISH IT BY TODAY OKAY) was practically sian for the whole day but i was happy! so bryan called cos he was bored, chatted till i went off for my dinner. haha. I TELL YOU, DINNER WAS AWESOME. (: steamboat and shabu shabu cum bbq = total spam of meat. ahhhhhh. shiok. :D but it made the whole kitchen oily. HAHA. then my bro was being totally retarded which made me laugh like mad. lol. so, dinner was awesome not only cos of food, but it just felt so... together. :]
matters of heart, i don't know what to say. it alr happened, now what do YOU want us to do? is sensitivity the issue? i don't know i don't know i don't know.
if you want to talk about hinting, mine wouldn't be hinting alr. it would be STATING. but okay, people are different. thats all i need to know, right?
i don't know what to say alr. as i said, if you think that this is worth forgetting the friendship and all, then okay, fine, whatever your way. cos anyway from the start it was our fault?
screw it. do i need to remind you that i have a heart? that i have feelings too?
i hate all these crap. i don't think its worth letting go, which is why I CARE.
whatever it is, sorry.
if you could make me happy again,
Julia, :/
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