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If only I could learn to be perpetually happy

yes, these days have been really rough. i think i forgot what happiness is. no laughter or smile ever felt real these days. laughter - it used to be so easy, for me. i feel so much more at ease in school, cos there's always people to make me laugh. call it crap or whatsoever, it still works. i think even sleeping fails now, it no longer takes away my unhappiness.

i may sound stupid, but i really don't know what is making me so unhappy. accumulation, since when?

expectations, plus everything that comes with it. disappointment included, sadly. talking to ys made me feel much better, yet it's not enough...........................................

i wasted a day again.
i didn't get work done.
how stupid of me.

i'm not emo-ing or whatever you call it. but just,
2009 聖公會軆育表演會（英式女篮）[c=#1188FF]Julia; ♡[/c] says:
bear, i think i've taken in more than how much my heart can contain
yes, this feeling.

whatever fuck, i don't want to continue cos my brothers pissed me off.

Julia, D:

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