you know how nice is it to think of the old good days? 

& you know how much it hurts to think of these days?

how ironic. i was about to say that school was great but yet i'm unhappy. but yes, i still have to say that school was great. improvement made in napfa! :] so far, 48 sit ups, 35 pull ups, and 46 for sit and reach! (: guess the other 2 stations tomorrow. (oh man, thighs, please don't ache.- which is highly impossible) ughhhhhhhhhh. lessons and all. got back maths test. totally ~.~ hai. i seem to be deproving in EVERY SINGLE SHIT. wthell. 

dnt lesson after school was q okay, BETTER THAN NORMAL LESSONS!!! training after that. o.o started off with 1 round of school, then some stuffs to test our reaction. i think that was (Y). haha. pair ball work with bird. (: then team drill which was totally killer. the fucking hot sun was just, AWESOME. -_- to burn our hands. ugh. but i still look forward to trainings. i want to improve. i need to. (BDIV'10 IN FOCUS!)

home-ed with lydia once again. thanks for trying to make me feel better (: 

let me fall into a deep sleep till someone tells me that everything's over. 

i need assurance. 

okay, maybe i'll skip dinner and go to sleep. 

Julia, D: