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fuck, i feel so freaking dumb.

today's training. (Y)/(N) i can't decide. cos we practically didn't have training. just tyby the whole day. TMD. morning was super slack. haha. AND JAMIE GOT THE SAME SHOES AS MEEEE. ^^ LOL. okay nvm. so we slacked all the way till 3, then coach came, and asked us to do tyby. i swear, this 1 is MUCH MUCH MUCH BETTER. (Y) but during tyby, something happened to me. =.=! i was like on the verge to black out, i felt like vomitting, then my visions became ALL BLUE and blur. was totally a bad feeling and still had headache. after that, briefing for day camp and BLAH. then, coach talked to us about team selection, which is next tuesday. wtf. in this sec 1 batch, there's 8 midfielders, including me. AND THERE'S 4 OR 5 SLOTS ONLY. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i felt super duper DUMB. on 1 side, i wanna prove to SOME people that i can get into team. and it has been my dream all along, i even wish to get in main 7! but today, i worried too much till i cried. wtf. THIS IS SO DAMN DUMB. UGHHHH. but i couldn't help it. like people tell me that i'm good enough i'm good enough. i just think its rubbish. like, i don't believe myself. FREAK. and yes lydia i understand how you feel now. ahhhhh.

xmas shopping tomorrow. ^^ day camp on 26/27, outing with whoever on xmas? (:

PS* THANK YOU FOR ALL THE XMAS PRESENTS, WHOEVER THAT GAVE ME! <3>

JULIA:D

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