♥ Date: Wednesday, May 07, 2008
just 2 and a half more fucking weeks.
somehow i'm just anticipating everyday's end at everyday's start. its weird. i know. maybe its because i really want the june hols far too much. i just want this sat! then next sat! its sounds like a lot to look forward to. but the thing that i'm looking forward to most is playing netball with qi. it has been so long me and her have played as a team. no doubt there won't be much people on 17, still. i miss her. i'm looking forward to camp too! but before all those. let me fucking sort out my thoughts. i feel so disappointed with myself, with you. (like in yesterday's post) couldn't help feeling emo in class. thanks bryan for TRYING to cheer me up (: and i know you love my hands---slapping you. ;D its wednesday already! just thursday and friday left. AND I'M GONNA LET IT ALL OUT ON SAT. maybe i'll end up crying. :/ who knows. if only there's someone there for me to take comfort in. (can't you see i need you so so so much? yet you let me down again & again...) i don't know where has my trust for others gone to. maybe it just faded, because of you......
JULIA:D
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