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Date: Saturday, October 27, 2007


周杰倫 - 園遊會

琥珀色黃昏像糖在很美的遠方

你的臉沒有化妝我 卻瘋狂愛上

思念跟影子在旁晚一起被拉長

我手中那張入場券陪我數羊

薄荷色草的芬芳像風沒有形狀

我卻能夠牢記你的氣質跟臉龐

冷空氣跟琉璃在清晨很透明感

像我的喜歡被你看穿

攤位上一朵豔陽

我悄悄出現你身旁

你慌亂的模樣

我微笑安靜欣賞

我頂著大太陽

只想為你撐傘

你靠在我肩膀

深呼吸怕遺忘

因為撈魚的蠢遊戲我們開始交談

多希望話題不斷園遊會永不打烊

氣球在我手上

我牽著你瞎晃

有話想對你講

你眼睛卻裝忙

雞蛋糕跟你嘴角果醬我都想要嘗

園遊會影片在播放

這個世界約好一起逛

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I'm sorry. I can't be who you want me to be.

Friendship is a valuable relationship that usually lasts your entire life. Unlike family members, you get to choose your friends and invite them into your lives. Friendship however, is a privilege you should treasure because although you have many acquaintances in life, few true friends come by. These are the ones who stick by us, who guides us through rough times, who inspires us with kindness and true friendship.

A good friend can mean different things to different people. In school, it could mean no backstabbing, no lying, being loyal and reliable and helping you out when you are stuck with impossibly difficult homework. But generally, being a good friend means being loyal to those you treasure very much around you, being reliable, sensitive to your chums' needs, honest to a fault and being a fun person to be with. The real success of a good friendship depends on lots of give and take, and lots of understanding one another's characters, personalities, needs and wants.

Remember, one important lesson to being a good friend, is to let the other person be who they are and not who you want them to be.

taken from teens.

shall not blog about school, cos it was BORING.

JULIA:D

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Date: Tuesday, October 23, 2007


you have no right to state a defination when everybody thinks differently. but seriously, its not your fault.

yesterday was boring. had PE which lasted for only 20 mins. as the stupid relief teacher, apparently, does not know how to read a clock. how dumb of an adult. such an insult. haha. okay. thats crap. but i'm so not happy with her to just simply cut off our PE. but school ends early on mondays. so reached home at 12.45pm. ate, bathe, got out. headed to TM. met my cousin. and she needed to eat, so she bought a cheeseburger from macs. after that, went up to cinemas, bought movie tickets for "my DNA says i love you" quite nice and funny. haha. wanna watch "the seeker" with my friends on friday, anybody to accompany me? please. haha. at least 1 please! -sobs- or i would have to result to watching it with my sister. BLEAHS. but its okay. haha. okay back to topic. yeah so, after we bought the tickets, it was only 2.30. lame ass. the show was at 4.25. =.=!? so we walked around like retards, once again. went to arcade and played table hockey. fun fun fun. hee. then she bought a hairband? haha! and i... didn't buy anything except for a bottle of greentea. dots. so after walking for so long, we decided to buy a packet of fries from macs. so we sat down and started eating. oh and TM'S macs has garlic chilli, my favourite. so i brought a packet home. lame me. and it was about time, so up to movies. bought the popcorn combo. but didn't managed to finish it in the end. such a waste. but wells, we were too full. bleahs. and at last, her mum fetched me home! and so, reached home at 7. wow. long day. but fun (:

today was so, funny. haha. first few periods were used to do the damn hao ren hao shi. its seriously crap. then after reccess, mrs a played text twist with the class. so fun. and then we had our music practice, which was practically playing the recorder for 1 whole bloody hour. BORING. then went back to class for chinese, CME. wth. its AFTER PSLE. idiot. ah wells, i didn't even bother to listen. and then, something caught my eye! JASMINE CHEONG DIDN'T PUT HER DAMN BELT INTO TEH DAMN LOOP. shit her. since when did she that kind of shit do that? so i told qi. then guniang, then sofia. gn and sof didn't really care. but qi and i can't help staring and rolling our eyes at it. tehn i dared qi an to ask her why did she pt her belt out SUDDENLY. so she did. and jas reply was " err, errr, errrr, i don't know, " then she put her belt back into the loop. like please. she's so FAT. she put out also no difference, cos it can't go any lower, don't you get it bitch? oh man. i shall not use it often. but seriously and honestly, i haven't been using it. yay me. haha. and then, me and qi were wondering what if we said her THAT thing is too big? and etc etc.lots of sick and funny ones. and we started laughing like mad. has been long since i had such a hearty laugh. haha. thanks qi. (: so after school, headed to KFC at somewhere in siglap. lols. weiyun treated me and sof. next time, it'll me sof and my turn to treat wei yun. LOLS. other days i guess. okay, i shall go change my blogskin later if i find 1 nice 1.

X FAMILY IS LOVE. <3>

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Date: Thursday, October 18, 2007


if it weren't for it.

yest was 1710(: bus-ed down to school bus stop. was first to reach. then jiali,then jo then uncle and DUCK. and so, wait for dino for a while. but decided to take the 36 that came after not much of waiting. and reached suntec in, 5-10 mins? its fast. (: haha. so bought movie tickets for MR WOODCOCK. haha. uncle paid for himself,jiali,jo and i. so, the duck had to pay for himself.wahahaha. oh and the duck was like " can your faster? i v hungry lei" -rolls eyes- so we went down to basement and looked around. haha. then there's shops that were aligned in a circle, round the fountain. so the boys headed left, and we,the girls did not want to follow, so we headed right. haha. and the boys ended up running. haha.but in the end, we ate pizza hut. ordered a hawaiian cos all of us wanted it except the DUCK. and the duck ordered pepperoni. first came the soup of the day. was okay. not that bad. but the boys shared 1 and still did not managed to finish it. and they fought over it, saying that it was wasting food. and they slapped each others face? haha. it was funny. then came the hawaiian, all of us took 1 slice except uncle, who took 2 slice. haha. we used knife and fork, NO HANDS!;D and tada!

hahaha. like the social etiquette course taught us. how we show that we are done.(: lols. then came the pepperoni. all the girls were busy drinking our pepsi.
DUCK took 1 slice of pepperoni. then put 1 slice on my plate, hell. i hate it. so i wanted to put it on his plate. then uncle said " eh don't aa." so i just put my plate down and left it there. in the end, that slice was taken by uncle. and DUCK took 4 slices of pepperoni. wahhaa, uncle took 1. and the girls shared 1. so,each person paid $9 in the end. but jiali don't need to pay. her husband pay. hahaa. after that, we went to arcade, played like mad people. and my arms are aching after the basketball. hehe. we didn't pay for arcade too. uncle did. haha. played for almost 1 hour. went to the cinemas. jo and i got a lollipop each and shared a drink. but we didn't pay again. uncle did. and obviously he paid for jia li also. DUH. and the duck had to pay for himself. whooo.(: hehe. the show was funny and sick. so, after the movie, we went to arcade again. and i saw...
HAHAHA. DONALD DUCK! so funny! we were searching round the arcade for donald ducks. hahaa. after playing 1 round of basketball. we walked out. then DUCK and uncle were seeing some people playing the UFO thing. so jiali,jo and i, chiong our way down to basement. hahaa. then the boys followed. they were breathing so hard when they reached basement. whahaa. we're evil. we know. (: then we went to marina square. haha. jiali,jo and i each bought a myuk pencil case. damn nice. let me show you.

THERE! NICE RIGHT?! I LOVEEEEE IT! (: haha. then we walked around like retards. and we ran away from the boys again. ahhaa. it was so funny. and the time was 4.50pm. boys + jiali needed to go. so, bade goodbye and jo and i went to eat the chocolate mud cake at secret recipe. DAMN NICE! (: haha. so by then, it was 5pm. headed for city hall MRT. and trained down to pasir ris. and THERE! home sweet home. haha. okay. BYE. i'm done with the post, FINALLY! yay me. haha.

JULIA:D

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i am still someone who cares.

you never once believed, did you? you said you wanted to leave a place with no regrets. isn't hating someone a regret? yes. i don't know some things. i don't know anything. and if you choose to tell her and not me. it's okay. you make the decision. no point to say sorry. but i choose to tell both her and you. i made that decision. the three words " meant to be" had actually won it. and i've lost it all. you feel closer to her. but does she feel the same way? yes. no. maybe. i don't know. i don't get it. yeah. sure. i don't get anything. but is it wrong to be close to her? and i know. what you mean to say is, i left you alone and so you found her right? the place i hold is just a just. we control our own fate. as you wish. no happy ending.

JULIA:D


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Date: Tuesday, October 16, 2007


fuck.

has been long since i used it right? ahah. has been pretty fked up the previous days. looking for CME shit. and i can only find a single piece of shit. its seriously frustrating. heh. went to library and PP yesterday with jo. haha. went to PP first, and i don't know why. walked around aimlessly, like total retards. then it was 10? so we left PP for the library. and i did my stupid CME stuff. designed the cover page and nothing else. retarded right? i know. jo, even better, didn't bring anything for CME. just did the invitation cards for yenyin's p6 gathering. you all will receive it soon! (: okay. back to it. then left library for PP at 11.30. haha. went to the arcade. played DDR, basketball and table hockey. HAHA. table hockey was crazy, we hit the er,pin? out of the table twice? IT WAS DAMN FUNNY! haha. then once, i hit until the(you know, the thing that we use to hit) OUT OF THE TABLE! hahaha. it was so so fking funny. then lili and raehsiang came. lili was mad yesterday. she kept laughing. and they are EVIL. haha. okay, you all won't understand that. haha. after all the laughter,home sweet home. NOT. for me at least. cos my cousin, jas, asked me to go TM. so, okay, done. went there to meet her and her friend. and her friend is hilarious. heh. then we went to white sands. and walked around like retards once again. lols. okay, shall end here.

JULIA:D

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as i am, is how you take me as.

every human being is special. special = has own originality. i just don't understand why must people copy other people's style just to make them look better, sound better or feel better? don't they even feel tired of copying? don't they have their own style? example, the way they type, the way they wear their school uniform. think about it. what so good about it. copying small things is no big deal, seriously. think about it. if you're doing it for popularity, what's the use. be yourself and be happy. STOP TRYING TO BE SOMEONE ELSE WHEN YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T!

not dedicated to anyone in special.

JULIA:D

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Date: Sunday, October 14, 2007


when Forever is just a word, without meaning, the pain lasts nearly that long.

I always wanted more from you

than you were willing to give;
So now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.

The bond will always be there
the friendship always intact;
But the time for us has come and gone
and the pages of time, you can't turn back.

I will always be a friend to you
and wonder how you are;
The smiles and laughter I will remember
and our fights have become painless scars.

Sometimes on those busy days
when you've a thousand things to do;
Please let me glide slowly through your mind
and spend some time with you.

In that quiet moment
when you're surprised to find me there;
Just remember even with the distance between us
I am still someone who cares.

dedicated to: -you know who you are-


JULIA:D

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Date: Friday, October 12, 2007


Everything happens for a reason.

today was practically, school's OUT.(: didn't even need to flip open a single crap book. cos, we went for the social etiquette course. it's damn bloody crap can. like, you're learning how to eat like a qian jing da xiao jie can.but it was damn funny. we had to walk to paramount hotel? it's so freaking lame. why can't we just take a freaking SBS bus?=.=! oh anyway. the first thing that was served was the mushroom soup with bread. pretty appetizing.(: haha. then came the pan fried chicken breast meat. UTTERLY DISGUSTING. but i loved the potato wedges that came with it. ahhaha. oh and how smart of mr.kenneth to stop us before we ate the chicken when we were so desperate!?! we so wanted to punch his face! lols. after that shit, came the black forest cake. hm. lots of whipped cream. but quite nice.(: and after all that eating, i was so full. and guess what? we had to walk back. ): man, that sucks. so we reached school at about 12.50pm? haha. then ngoh returned us our HE test paper. got 18/20! (: lols. that test's crap. after that, ngoh brought us down to play. haha. we joined H class to play uno instead. haha.ngoh joined in too. and she was so so lame. LOLS.okay, i don't think i have anything else to crap. hahaa. (:

JULIA:D

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Date: Tuesday, October 09, 2007


things change.people change.everything changes.

do you wish for that to happen?you know who i'm talking to. maybe it has already changed.

okay. shall not spoil the happy mood. i'm happy that PSLE's OVER. i'm happy i would never see the paper ever again. but something's still ahead of me. well, went to ECP today, with joeyLIM and LEE, qi and puikia. haha. we rented a bike each. $5 for 2 hours. how great is that. haha. we cycled all around the park. and ended up that my ass hurt,hand hurt and leg suan. and halfway, we went to eat MACS. haha. joLIM was tearing. wow. miracle. lols. okay, and halfway, we got off our bikes and walked on the jetty, to the end and screamed like mad people. it was really fun and lame. haha.after that, went to PP, went gatecrashing at liqin and clique at kbox. haha.then bought starbucks and famous amos. and went up to arcade. saw uncle there. and guess what? we used his card until left $0.65 whaha. we played dance remix like mad. but left at 3.20? yeah, i think.
OKAY. enough crap. PICTURES TIME! (:












seaview from jetty












backview of-from top- qi,puikia and joLIM












qi and guniang

that's all. haha. so lil right? well, there will be more! in future. soon. v soon. haha.i seem to be taking pictures of other people and not me. actually, i did. but was too ugly cos the wind was uber strong. hehe. okay, shall go mad and play! (:

JULIA:D

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i'm all left alone, i suppose.

sometimes, i feel that you're too far away. sometimes, i'm just too tired to close the distance because we never seem to make the effort. sometimes, i want to forget that we were once inseparable that we promised we'll be there for each other.but i just can't bring myself to lose you. so stop and wait for me or run away and leave nothing but memories behind.

that applies to so many people in our lives,no? is it wrong to be close to 2 people, that hold equally the same place in my heart? it's wrong for a friendship to be close till people had to comment on it? i didn't talk. sure, i'm mute infront of you aren't i?everything happens for a reason. that's why it didn't happen? don't you get it? 2 or 3? i can't be with 2 at the same time can i? sure, i wasn't there. my presence was just my body, not my soul.

you, are you.

JULIA:D


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Date: Monday, October 08, 2007


我们都无法回到过去,而前方也看不到。

hey people. missed me?lols. have not been blogging. well, PSLE. duh. so, 4 DOWN, 1 more to go. that's pretty fast. okay. eng was quite easy. maths was, like shit. chinese was quite okay. science was quite okay. tomorrow's HCL.YUCK! idiotic. PSLE's suppose to end today, for most of the students. BLEAHS. okay. i shall pos
t some pictures that i took on mid-autum.










guniang and qi an.











the game coupons











$6 FREE!











some fire thing

haha. mid autum at school was damn idiotic. but ah wells. quite fun running around. wahaha. shall picture-blog again tomorrow. going east coast.(: to CYCLE! yay. okays, i shall end here.

JULIA:D

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