사랑.

2010-05-31T22:42:00.001+08:00

www.one-irrevocablelove.tumblr.com

2010-05-25T13:56:00.002+08:00

when there's no light to break up the dark

a time when you feel the conversation should be continued, a time when you feel you need to let things out. i don't know how i was set free from my troubles yesterday, just by talking, but it really made my day. thank you agnes yong.

yesterday has got to be an awesome day. i realised i'm not in for SSS, i realised i can train, i realised i have a chance. has been long since i've felt this way i must say. anyway, pe was really fun playing volleyball and soccer with the girls! (: lab lessons were boring though. parents came to school for PTC and they only went to see Mr Wee and Ms Chan. -.- didn't leave with them as i thought i needed to do the Gems proj. ended up going home with agnes and bella. on the way home with agnes, we talked, and she decided to train to pasir ris then take back to tampines. then i decided to stay till the train's about to depart. but it never seemed enough, so we got off the train and went to WS to talk. (: halfway, i received a text from ch, and i decided to go find her at tampines. finally got my earrings for helix! while decorating the cake for ch's nephew, we met cyan and rhesa there too!

reached home at 8+ and i realised i have some rash. according to mum its called feng mo? i have no idea what is it in english but all i knew was to avoid wind. just that i found out too late and my arms and legs were itching like !@#$%^&* i really wanted to swear for the whole night cos it looks so disgusting and its JUST SO ITCHY. my god, pure torture. decided to give school a miss and i headed ly's advice of drinking lots of water and sleep. apparently i couldn't sleep with the aircon or the fan on. though i woke up sweating, those disgusting looking things were gone from my arms but they were still on my legs. -.- sucks.

ah wells, at least they're not itching now. (: i shall go get some sleep cos i have nothing to do. God please bless the netballers while they're training out in the sun with a new coach!

PS* AC'S TOMORROW! -SCREAMS-

2010-05-23T00:59:00.002+08:00

turn around and come back

thank You for healing me.

thank You for the people i have around me.

thank You for everything.

so now that i know my L1R5, i really have no idea if i'm in SSS or not. God please work a miracle! i may have been pleased at some of my subj marks, but after looking at all my overall scores, i realised its not good enough. its far from what i'm capable of. oh well, there's time, there's time for me to work harder and achieve something much better.

any how, i enjoy Fridays and Saturdays the most. i caught The Last Song with chuhui, cyan and bella on fri after school. i really really liked the show cos it somehow hit me. should really treasure your loved ones more~ we went home to change and all before meeting for cell. good as usual. (Y) worst thing was, my stomach didn't hurt for the whole day until the time i left house for cell. thus, i didn't really enjoy my night. apparently my prayers were heard and i woke up feeling totally fine today! like AWESOMEEEEE. :D slacked and all in the morning then went to meet the girls at city hall. i survived on a donut till 8 plus, which was dinner time. HAHA. my stomach is really awesome isn't it. -.- flea was okay i guess, i only managed to get 1 high waist shorts. service was good though! (: and justine must be 1 of the coolest women drivers i know. LOL. though fellowship was really short, we still had fun!

next week's the last week of school. somehow its gonna be 1 of the most tiring weeks too. ptc and preparation for gems on monday, gems and training on tuesday, AC on wednesday, training on thurs, AC on friday to sunday. cool much, my whole week is packed! hope that i would be able to get sufficient rest each day to survive each day, esp on training days. training, right, coach will be coming alr. i don't know what to expect from her, i know training will be tough, i know she will be harsh, but i know i can't give up...

right, people are all falling sick... may all get healed!

2010-05-20T12:51:00.002+08:00

need a second to breathe

this week hasn't ended yet but i must say it must be 1 of the best weeks i've ever had. results weren't much of a disappointment i guess. i think its purely what i deserve cos i didn't study for all the subjs. will post results when its all finalised after adding in the CA? (: hope for the best! as for those who are really disappointed this time round, please cheer up! its only the mid years, you'll still have a lot of time to catch up on whatever you're weak on! :D

i caught Iron Man 2 with chuhui and rhesa on monday too. (: wasn't that good as compared to Iron Man... but watching it with ch makes up for it cos its v v entertaining watching her reactions. LOL. on tuesday, we had training after 1 whole month of not training! like wooooooh, i finally got to lose some fats. wasn't that tough cos we mainly did physical. Coach was supposed to come on tues but apparently she was stuck in KL. haha.

yesterday, we had debate against CCHMS. i saw gen and liqin!!! :D we had to debate against their class for round 1, and another class for round 2. motion for round 1: supplementary lessons should not be held during holidays, proposition for us. i am a failure at debating omg. i have no idea why my speech ended up being so short. hahaha whatever, at least it was a good experience. motion for round 2: body piercings and tattoos should be banned from young people. (or something like that) opposition for us. like WHATTT?! its so 1 sided lol. rhesa, bella and joel did a great job though, as well as my partners, bird and amanda! (Y) we won round 1 and lost round 2. oh wells. school ended at 12+ and agnes, bella and cyan needed to get a haircut, so ch and i accompanied them. afterwards the accompanied me to pp for my dental! lime green this time, but omg screw power chains!!! waited for justine to discuss bout holidays events. ^^ home at 6+~

gave school a miss today cos i think my stomach is screwed. going to the doctor's later. (: am currently v bored at home, plus a headache which comes and goes. zzz. really hope to recover by tomorrow. The Last Song and cell! yayyyy. :D

2010-05-16T02:21:00.003+08:00

Your love falls down

don't tell me that nothing happened when you don't sound okay at all, i'm not stupid. i'm not a robot either. truthfully, your smses do affect me. but the main point is, i really really care for you, so i show concern for you. don't take it for granted, please. i want you to take good care of yourself so that you can be in good health and not suffer by not being able to eat this and that. and because you show that you don't really wanna help yourself, i'm hurt. because i've tried my best to help you. i want you to understand. ):

has been long since a proper post? yes i think so. lets just touch on my days after exams ended first. (: on thursday, i went out with clique to celebrate jx's (belated) birthday. caught Ip Man 2 and it was really awesome! like wooooooh i finally get to watch a movie and it wasn't a disappointment. :D had dinner at BBQ chicken, T1, then headed to arcade which we spent a long time camping. LOL. finally, we decided to go to the roof top. ended up playing cards~ though there wasn't much of a proper conversation between all of us, it still feels good that we are spending time with each other. thank God.

friday was a blast as it was FREEDOM FRIDAY! :D i had lunch with cyan at PP then we spent a super long time finding that stupid ktv. HAHA. so we waited for chuhui and rhesa before heading to find agnes and bella. 2 HOURS OF KTV FOR $3.30 PER PERSON, SO WORTH IT! ^^ afterwards, we went to Ice Cream Chefs cos we had 2 hours of spare time before BBQ. shared a large cup with ch and i'm glad we made the right choice of ice cream. went to PP to do ridiculous things as we were too free~ so we ended up at Cotton On trying on heels and those lame sunglasses. LOL. super cute though. waited for cyan and irene to come before cabbing to ECP. attempted to play volleyball but i am an epic failure when it comes to that! HAHAH. after awhile when more people reached, we played a game, something like massive musical chairs and connect 4. HEARTATTACK PLEASE! best example, ch. (AHHHHHHHHHH!) LOL. though it was drizzling during the games, it stopped when the bbq started. really really luck of us. (: played daidi and ate before playing captains ball in the dark. it was alr 9+ when we started playing. but no doubt, it was still fun. (Y) slacked for awhile and left ECP at 11. thank you cyan for sending me homeeee! :D

today has got to be 1 of the craziest day. i woke up at 9+ to prepare for some wedding lunch that my family and i needed to attend. lunch at Marriott Hotel, awesome 8 course meal. heheh. xD went for service after that! today's service was really awesome! dinner at plaza sing~ didn't eat as i was still full from my late lunch. was really entertaining seeing marcus and daniel acting like nerds though. HAHAHA. arcade while waiting for their movie to start. team play (bball)! marcus + bella VS kg + me! LOL. WE PWNED THEM. WOOOOOOH. :D funny how much that stupid machine can cause you to sweat so much. -.- by the time we finished playing, it was 11 plus alr. so i decided to leave with bella. (: reached home at 1230 and i had gastric. thus, i couldn't resist the korean noodles. HAHAHAH. :P

so, thats all bout life after exams. has been really enjoyable, just slacking your whole day out. :D as for exams, i know i'm dead for ss, amaths, history, chem and chinese. yes thats how bad i'm gonna screw up my MYEs. as much as i don't want to get in SSS, i think the results will leave me no choice. zzz. how can someone ever assure me that i will do well. ):

ah whatever, my party mood is currently on. (: and you have no idea how much i look forward to AC and hols. its 10 more days to AC and 12 more days to hols!!! finally, rest. or maybe not, since training is starting next week. spoiler much? think i won't even have the mood to train. like for goodness sake, we're all getting back all our papers on monday or tuesday, isn't this just meant to make us cry...

kay, its currently 2.53 am and my eyes are closing. update bout results soon~

2010-05-13T22:52:00.001+08:00

OMG EXAMS ARE OVER. PLAY TIMEEEEEEEEEEEE. :D

2010-05-07T13:15:00.002+08:00

without you

3 down, 5 more to go!

ooo yes, exams have officially started yesterday and omg i started it on the wrong note. ss was kinda screwed though english was alright. but ah, i have no confidence after doing today's paper. amath is a killer, it seriously is. i'm still left with history and chinese notes to do! this weekend, i'm gonna study bio, history, and emath. chem shall be done on monday and tuesday. no school on monday btw! cos i don't take physics. muahaha. :D thank God for that or i won't be able to study bio and hist properly.

anywayyyyyyyyy, i just got home not long ago after eating at 85 with agnes, rhesa and jeanette. hahaha. am really really tired but i'm still going for cell (: shall go nap soon!! good luck with revision people. :D

2010-05-03T21:51:00.002+08:00

live by faith and not by sight

i have no idea why am i isolating my blog, but yeah life has been awesome. (:

i forgot what happened in school last week, all i can remember is that bio test results wasn't a letdown. i got an A1! do you know how rare is it for me to get that! HAHA. my point is, i'm really happy that my efforts didn't go down the drain and i guess its a really good time to have motivation for the upcoming MYEs. just 3 more days to the first main paper. like wow, i thought i had more time.

realised i've been living life in a routine, school from monday to friday, cell on fri night, service on sat. but it has been really good spending time with E490. like on saturday, study plan may have failed with agnes, bella and rhesa, but service was good! fellowship afterwards was even better. :D though dodgeball with the shoes i wore on that day caused me a blister, it was definitely worth the fun. i'm not sure what does life has for me this week, but i will make full use of it cos i'm really worried for amath paper. apparently its on freaking friday! 4 more days 4 more days 4 more days...

am feeling q accomplished with what i finished today too! (: i've completed my cheng yu notes, and almost my whole amath'09 paper. oh and i studied bio yesterday, plus some chinese. hahaha. not a lot, but consider me finishing maths seems almost impossible. seriously.

okay, now that it's 10, i guess i'm turning in soon cos i'm not intending to touch anymore maths today. HA HA HA. lucks people, and study hard! :D

2010-04-27T18:32:00.003+08:00

懂愛和真愛的差別

wow, 1 week since i've blogged! sorry for not updating, i've been going out every single day since friday! :x so much for exams being around the corner.

anywayyyyyy, last friday's bio test was q alright i guess. i know i will pass, just, but how much? nvm, lets see bout it tomorrow. (: friday's cell was great too! hehe. just sad that we had to leave early as i had oral at 820 the next day. bleahs. speaking of oral, it went pretty smoothly for me! i thinkkkk. i didn't screw up my lang du, but i forgot what's scholarship in chinese at that moment. zzz. stupid much. HAHA. went to study with agnes, bella, irene and jovin before attending service. study session failed! cos i was really tired and thus couldn't concentrate. ah wells. service was awesome. so i shall not waste anymore time this week and start some serious studying. ):

yesterday's paper 1.... hmmm... english was fine, but i screwed up my chinese yyw. sure failzx. -.- nvm, /20 only. LOL. after paper, we (agnes, cyan, bella, chuhui, rhesa, meris) all went home and met at paya lebar to train to KLP to celebrate chuhui's birthday. agnes and i refused to ice skate in shorts so we went to bowl while they went to skate~ AGNES AND I PLAYED 2 NOOB GAMES. HAHAHAHA. but i won both! heheheh. left KLP at 6 plus and headed to plaza sing to meet the others. (: couldn't stop laughing once we reached there!!! omg. why are there so many scandals. tsk tsk tsk. LOLOL. okay nvm, inside jokeeeee! so we had dinner at Ajisen and some left after eating. ): conversation over dinner was pure nonsense! but nvm, i had a great time suan-ing and laughing. :D went to arcade after dinner and stayed till 10.

i really enjoy the times with E490! (: haha. but i know fun is not my priority now. main papers are in 9 days time. omg stress. good luck to all with studying! i shall go eat my dinner and complete my homework! take care peeps. (:

2010-04-20T18:34:00.002+08:00

make sure your heart is guarded

2 days down, 3 more to go! (before another week of school ends)

i'm really gonna isolate my blog, soon. cos its only 16 more days to MYE and i've only started with bio. -.- i'm so scared... i don't wanna screw up my MYE, cos EOY will be so much harder. blah. paper 1 is just 6 days away and oral is this saturday! ): i've not prepared for any yet~ this week, there's 1 more bio test on fri then school will be OVERRRRR. anyway, i screwed up my emaths ct this morning. maybe i need tuition~

today was really tiring too cos i had 2 remedials. amath then chem. sucks ttm. i am gonna study bio and try my best to finish 1 jb today and SLEEP EARLY. ^^v oh yes, thank you qiqi for the drink and the pocky! :D

kayyyyyyyy, i don't know why i feel like updating today when i have so many things to do. hehe. nvm, rochelle and bird agreed that my blog's dead too! hmm i shall go off and have my dinner, then i would have the energy to study. yay.

friday friday friday. this is my motivation. (Y)

GOOD LUCK TO ALL FOR TESTS.

2010-04-17T01:07:00.003+08:00

such a fool

i had a super rough week, but it ended in the best possible way. (Y)

Wednesday, 1404.

AGNES' BIRTHDAY. (: had lunch with yingyi, rhesa, jeanette and agnes at Pastamania. then celebrated agnes' birthday at NYNY with agnes, rhesa, yingyi and chuhui! awesome food right yy! :D i am craving for the mac and cheese, any kind soul out there to treat me? :D

Thursday, 1504.

i forgot what happened during lessons. but it was the last training before CCA stands down. really looked forward to this cos i'm on the verge of breaking down due to lack of sleep! i want to lock up my computer so that i won't touch it. -.- yet, its highly impossible for julia ang to do that. someone tell me what to do?

Friday, 1604.

amaths CA = fail fail fail. i've failed my ct, and now this test. so i don't know how on earth am i gonna pass amaths. other periods were fine, except for chinese. cos we were supposed to hand up sihan (not done) and complete a zuowen with 2 periods (never finish). i am so gonna get screwed by ZLS on tuesday. indeed, i'm v tempted to pon school. but for the sake of MYE, i shall... face the music? and maybe 1 demerit point. zzz.

but anyway, i was super happy once school ended. cos i got so sick of school this week. -.- CIP @ SCC was pretty fun. super thankful that yiliang saved our lives. LOL. cos we didn't know how to dance so he helped us entertain the people there. :P FUTURE MJ. WOOOO. ^^afterwards, we went to simei, wanting to eat, but we spent 123456789 years to decided where we should go. ended up at LJS~

home after eating with bird! bathed and got ready, then headed to Kembangan to meet rhesa and bella. (: attempted to do the card, but FAILED. LOL. so we waited for agnes and went to shu en's. cell was good, cos the word was so applicable to current life. (Y) fellowship at some random shop then home at 11 plus. :D really enjoyed myself today, thank you all!

okay, NO COMP FOR ME TOMORROW. 8D

PS* 19 MORE DAYS TO MYE.

2010-04-14T06:01:00.002+08:00

just a fraction of your love

i'm currently posting at 6am cos i slept at 9+ last night and woke up at 4+ earlier. in the end, i wasted time and i didn't manage to finish my history essay as i planned to. but at least, i got 2 paragraphs done. (:

so, today's the third day of the week and its 22 more days to MYE (main papers). feels like i still have so much time but no, i don't. really need to start studyinggggggggggg. don't know how am i gonna find the energy looking at the homework load now. thank god thursday's the last training!

on monday, we ran 15 mins of stairs. yes, again. pure torture. i really hate stairs. then sit and reach for NAPFA. i deproved, and i'm not happy, once again. why am i deproving in every single shit. -.- yesterday, bird and i had amath remedial so we went training pretty late. as slack as usual, just a lot of passes = hand aching today. at least we don't have pe ^^

O: just realised there's history today. history test???????????

FAILZ.

okay i feel like sleeping now. i regret waking up so early. zzz.

2010-04-11T23:57:00.002+08:00

i'm tired

hello, now that it's past midnight, its the start of week 4 (= no CT for bio students week)! happy happy. week 3 has been the most tiring week so far. but i'm really thankful for friday. i got to meet joey lim and we caught Clash of The Titans. not a bad show i suppose, yet its somehow like Percy Jackson. so if you like PJ, COTT is recommended for you! ^^ also, i went for cell with cyan, rhesa, agnes and chuhui. first time there, but still learnt some things through the sharing. fellowship was good with rhesa's cold jokes and some of mine! HAHAHA. :D we played splat at the end of it too~ LMAO like the other time at the airport. seriously, times like this couldn't be better, cos it takes you away from everything. esp since week 3 made me so stress and all, i don't regret going. (:

so once again, i didn't make full use of my weekends. i totally wasted saturday, and i used hours to do my fucking chinese homework. all thanks to procrastination. i think i'm dead tomorrow cos i haven't done chem TYS cos i catch no ballz. gg for MYE! oh and speaking bout MYE, its just 24 days away. good luck people!

i want training to stop soon. i want more time. i want motivation to study.

(i want to give up on chinese _|_)

kay, all the best to myself and all for week 4!

2010-04-07T19:03:00.003+08:00

내가 이런 바보였는지

i've been aching since monday all thanks to pe. we ran 13 mins of stairs, then had our sbj and sit ups tested. sbj cui, though its still an A, i'm not happy with it. :x by the end of the day, my legs were aching till it hurt. woke up on tuesday morning to find that my abs were aching too. so training that day made it worse. today, my whole body was aching, shoulders, abs, legs. poor me. now even my teeth are aching. screw the chains!

yesterday's CT was somehow screwed too. i'm not even confident of getting 35 and above. whatever, whats done is done alr. can't believe rochelle was actually sleeping while i was chiong-ing my paper! -.-

this week has been really tiring and i've been trying my best to stay awake during lessons. nvm nvm, 2 more days! then its rest time for me. i'm really in need of a good sleep. i've been oversleeping too, so i reached tmerah 15 mins late yest and today.

okay, training tomorrow. jy to myself and whichever netballer who is as tired as me, or worse. now i need to do stupid zuowen and ss. byebye.

2010-04-04T23:56:00.003+08:00

말도없이 눈물이 흘러내려 말도없이 가슴이 무너져가

HAPPY EASTER! (:

Friday, 0204.

a well spent good friday with cyan, rhesa and agnes! not forgetting the whole cell~ (Y) went to CHC with them and the service was great, the whole drama and all were good! people were v friendly too. hahaha. since we went for the 530 service, it ended at 7+ and we decided to go airport for dinner with the cell. tapao macs to the basement and sat with them. after eating, rhesa suggested we played splat. LOL. after she managed to get people to play, she had a hard time teaching the guys how to play since they were being so nonsensical! xD played many many rounds of it and it was really good stomach exercise cos we all couldn't stop laughing at each other. HAHAH. cyan left earlier cos her parents wanted her home. so rhesa, agnes and i played till 10 plus and went to the bus terminal~ i reached home at 12! was really tired from all the splat but yeah, worth it! (:

Saturday, 0304.

I ROTTED AT HOME AND DIDN'T STUDY CHINESE. ):

Today, 0404.

i wasted almost the whole day on facebook, playing poker with my sis and wq. LOL. finally decided to start studying chi after dinner, which was q late. but well, I AM DONE WITH MY CI YU'S NOTES. ^^v

okay, tomorrow is the start of week 3. chi CT on tuesday, and 1 more week closer to exams. sigh. i highly doubt that i would like April. at least there are lesser distractions, cos i finished the dramas i wanted to watch. HAHAHA. :D

this week, i am going to train hard and sleep early. (Y)

2010-03-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

between me and love, you are the common denominator

i'm sorry for not posting regularly now, i've been watching You're Beautiful, studying and whatever crap you can think of. hahaha.

Monday, 2903.
i had 4 hours of sleep so i only spent 15 mins of PE exercising - our 15 mins run. HAHA. afterwards i sat down with amanda pe and talked bout lots of stuff, then rochelle joined us after she played ball. later part of the day was crap, but i liked bio lesson. cos its mrs lee, not rawdah. hahaha. spent my afternoon at the library with grace studying history and other stuff. when we're about to leave, it started pouring, so we decided to camp at the stadium. i was hoping for someone to be my lifesaver and lend me an umbrella. LOL. APPARENTLY HILLARY WAS MY LIFESAVER. :D

Tuesday, 3003.
fucking history common test, the topic that came out wasn't the 1 that we were told to study for. zzz. efforts wasted!!! ): i liked chinese lesson afterwards though, 1 of the funniest chi lesson. i never knew sam's laughter was so contagious! english with ms farah was q okay. blah blah blah. SEL WITH MS CHAN WAS A TORTURE. she went "ME ME ME ME ME" for a million times. -.- can you imagine how irritating it was. haiz. after school, we needed to do some survey. crap la. then i found out that there weren't any sec 3s going for the full training, so i skipped most of it with charisse and rachel. but at least we did something 'holy' LOL. we helped out at the church then went to training to play 1 quarter of game. cute much? went home early~

Today, 3103.
today is the last day of march = tomorrow is april fools' day. HAVE FUN PEOPLE. :D anyway, TYY came to school today. HEHEHE. i missed her a lot yesterday okay! we need to do drama for ss again... hate ittttt. boring emaths + chem. i had a super quick recess with cyan cos we needed to complete out bio PPT. but our presentation was still cui. -.- damn shitzx okay. assembly was really really boring. O: and human beings don't reply during assembly so i was practically rotting cos TYY who was sitting beside me was sleeping. ): thank god that we got to leave early though, or else we had to queue for super long just to get our IC.

headed to YISS at 230. was listening to Justin Bieber's new album with bird on the way there. yes rochelle, its nice. (Y) hahaha. i did 2 quarters of timing and 1 quarter of umpiring. fail, fail, fail. umpiring is so stress. HAHA. -.- it was a close fight during the first 2 quarters, but we got the lead of 5 after the third quart. final score : 29:27. AHS WON! AWESOME. 8D on our way back, we had our own KTV on bus. LOL. SUPER CUTE. slacked in school for awhile then we were chased off by Ms Lee~

tomorrow is AHS vs NSS. just sad that its at 4 so we can't leave class early. D: just joking, but you should know how thursdays suck. yay.

okay i need to study. BYEBYE.

J.

2010-03-26T20:12:00.002+08:00

like there's no sunrise

(previous post deleted cos it has no content at all.)

Thursday, 2503.

feels great to be back at school with my loves HAHA. ^^ lessons before recess were q dull, recess wasn't really good too. you know why? COS MY PHONE FUCKING SPOILT DURING HISTORY LESSON, WHICH WAS THE FIRST PERIOD. AWESOME. i nearly went crazy cos i found out that i needed to take the amath test. -.- english was pure crap listening to mr.tan talking bout spain and all. zzz. bio test, not even prepared but well, guess it was okay. (: took my amath test after school with some others and i knew i would fail it.

went to concourse to find netballers as it was raining. decision was made to go to PRSS for the match, so we squeezed on the bus with the PRSS people. match started at 4+ and they won 27-20. (Y) walked to Tamp MRT with bird then decided to talk more. thus, headed up to T1 rooftop. went back at 630.

thank god, my phone revived after its battery died.

Today, 2603.

in general, i like today's lessons. though i failed my amath by FUCKING HALF MARK, but yes, i am a happy girl today. :D just that our whole class wasted out time by waiting for the survey to start. wtf -.- so i walked down hill with cyan, lyn, bella and peifang, then bus-ed with cyan and lyn. ^^ snacked at macs with cyan and had a great long talk with her! hehe. this makes up for the failed movie plan.

i feel so tired of school alr, though its just the first week of school, so many things have happened to make it feel like its the middle of the term alr. thank god it isn't though, i'm not ready for MYE yet! apparently MYE is starting in the beginning of may? so its approximately 37 days to it? 1 month plus of preparation?

i realised that you hardly keep to your word, any plan with you would most of the time fail, and its always because of you. i'm not angry or upset with you but yeah i'm disappointed.

and i'm so sick of you. -.-

PS* i got 46/70 for 你的朋友做了一件令你痛心的事. i am happy. (:

2010-03-22T23:37:00.003+08:00

回憶於記憶

my immune system is failing. i've been getting ill q often this year and i seriously don't think its appropriate of me to get sick during term 2. -.- i'm so sorry to those to nagged at me the past few days and asked me to see a doctor but i refused to. coming to think of it, i kind of deserve this shit. my throat started hurting on saturday and i thought it was just normal sore throat. spammed water on sat, sun and today. APPARENTLY, NO CURE. so its kinda obvious its throat infection. i had a hard time deciding to go school or not, but after realising that my temperature is increasing and that i can't talk properly, i decided to give school a miss. haha. miss me people! just kidding, xD though i'm so sad that i can't support netballers at their game, i know they will play well and win the match! ^^

oh and you may think that staying at home is AWESOME, maybe you should think again after considering the amount of homework i need to complete? HAHA. yeah i made FULL USE of my holidays man! (: but i guess its okay, i'm going to the doctor in the morning to save myself (!!!) and then think about my dear homework.

anyway, today as the first day of term 2 was pretty good. ^^ amath lesson was spent listening to mr yong talk about life lessons. LOL. then i skipped pe cos i would obviously cause myself an asthma attack (and faint on the floor). -.- recess was the best i swear. i love yingyi so much cos she's so damn cute. HAHAHAAHAH. can't believed i tricked her by saying that someone was at the other side. LOLOLOL. practically laughed the whole way up to class. ._. and yy's damn smart, she cut herself while tying her hair. HAHAHAHAHAHAA. is she a joke or what. XD okay, yingyi, if you see this, please don't kill me in school cos i'm alr suffering enough, tyvm! double bio and double chem felt q bearable. (Y)

GOOD LUCK TO SEC 3s FOR THEIR AMATH CT TOMORROW. HOHOHO.

i'm going to give myself the deserving sleep. ^^v

2010-03-21T13:34:00.003+08:00

i miss everything about you

hellooooo! its freaking sunday alr. 1 week of hols just passed, just like that. didn't go to school on friday cos i needed sleep, but i think i regret it. i can't freaking do the amaths questions for the hol assignment. D: help please?

i got my helix piercing yesterday. v^^v

as for my homework list...

Homework:

~~eng: compre, summary~~

chi: zuowen, yyw, ~~enjoyedu~~, bzbd

a.math: revision ws

e.math: ws

chem: ~~revision ws~~, chap 5 ws

bio: TYS

~~history: ~~research~~~~

my aim for today? finish CHINESE homework. (Y)

2010-03-18T15:30:00.003+08:00

you're breaking my heart.

hahaha. i hate myself. i have no idea why is my body growing weaker, and i have no idea why i don't have any motivation for netball now. so yes, i walked 2 rounds or more for today's 2.4. -.- damn it. i hate running at Bedok Stadium.

followed the rest to lunch at Blk 123. didn't eat cos i was supposed to meet cyan for lunch! (: 17-ed to pasir ris then met sam and jinyi at ws. O: stupid jinyi followed cyan and i to subway and koped our food. you stupid idiotic sucker. LOL. went around ws with cyan to talk about STUFFZX, then she needed to go for CCA so i am hereeee!

anyway i think i won't be able to finish homework looking at the rate i do my homework. on monday, i went to Ikea with bird cos i was in a v bad mood and she was bored. we did nonsense and had ice cream there. LOL. afterwards, we took a really long walk from Ikea all the way to Whitesands. IT IS V LONG, but it didn't felt long with her ^^ on tuesday, i went to airport with bird once again, to study. i am happy that i did work, but i didn't do enough to feel really accomplished. haha. on wednesday, i stayed home and baked brownies. but it failed, so i'm v sad. D: lol. AND TODAY, I JUST DISAPPOINTED MYSELF, AGAIN. zzz. LIFE SUCKS.

should i go school tomorrow should i go school tomorrow should i go school tomorrow?

2010-03-15T23:15:00.002+08:00

i can't wait for the day your ego gets crushed, right down, and then you'll have to pick yourself up from nothing.

2010-03-15T12:24:00.003+08:00

Elizabeth Choo

is a retard.

is a bitch.

is a moron.

is an idiot.

is an asshole.

is a sucker.

needs a GPS.

needs a hero to save her whenever she gets lost.

wants to be 1 of the idiot in Alice in Wonderland.

wants to pia for netball.

wants to do well for her studies this year.

wants me to post this for her.

BUT I STILL LOVE HER TTM! HAHAHAHAHAAHHA. ♥

2010-03-14T14:51:00.002+08:00

give me a word you can keep

HOLIDAYS ARE HEREEEEEEE. (:

Friday, 1203

i liked friday's amaths lesson cos i knew how to do question 1b! HAHAHAH. kidding, but it was slack during the second period, so i talked to yingyi. ^^ i didn't finish english comprehension, so i have 1 more holiday homework. -.- chem after recess, ms chan made all of us stand just to get answers. zzz. but i have to say, chapter 5 is the best chapter so far. the others are all plain boring. double chinese used to do gong han, but ZLS talked for almost 1 period, HOW ARE WE SUPPOSED TO FINISH THE DAMN THING. -.- (1 MORE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK) genius. got our result slip at 1. my results are q okay i suppose, just not up to my expectations. i know i could have done better.

if you're interested,

English - A2

Chinese - B4

E.Math - A2

A.Math - B4

Biology - A2

Chemistry - D7 (SO EXPECTED, BUT ITS THE FIRST TIME I FAILED A SUBJ. _|_)

C.H - A1

Total percentage: 70.25%, L1R5: 15.

ZZZ. STUPID CHEM. STUPID CHEM. STUPID CHEM.

went home after school with bird, to bathe and all before going out to meet the others to celebrate wq's birthday. super dumb, HAHA. they went to ehub to supposedly bowl, but plan failed! so we went to Iluma to watch Being Human at 505. the show is fucking funny omg. some parts were really nonsensical, like the sorry sorry part. bird and i LMAOED! while i was watching the movie, someone messaged me to say that jack neo's next film is WOMEN NOT ENOUGH. wtf LOL. after the movie, we waited for other people to come, then we went for steamboat at some random shop. buffet, 18 bucks per person. food wasn't that good cos it was really oily. it makes you feel so !@#$%^&* after eating, so you don't feel like eating some more. went to Bugis Junction with chuhui and cherie after eating, then shared Venezia with ch. (: others came to BJ also, then we decided to head home. train ride back was a total joke! LOL.

Saturday, 1303

i woke up at 8+ for god knows why. -.- stupid people say that its surprising! hmph. i decided to waste my whole Saturday cos i don't want to get started on homework. ^^v SO I SUCCESSFULLY USED MY WHOLE DAY TO WATCH SHOWS, SMS , MSN AND EAT. (Y)

Today, 1403

been awake for 4 hours, doing nothing. going out tonight to celebrate sister's results = GOOD FOOD. HAHAH. :D

okay, thats all i have to say bout life.

Monday, 1503:

Tuesday, 1603: study @ airport with bird

Wednesday, 1703:

Thursday, 1803: 2.4 run in the morning.

Friday, 1903: haircut -.-

Homework:

eng: compre, summary

chi: zuowen, yyw, enjoyedu, bzbd

a.math: revision ws

e.math: ws

chem: revision ws, chap 5 ws

bio: TYS

history: research

conclusion, I'M DEAD.

2010-03-11T22:13:00.002+08:00

cause all that's left has gone away

tomorrow's the last day of school! didn't felt like a term at all, wow. so many things happened this term that it feels like half a year has gone by or something. anyway, today's the longest day ever but for once i wasn't that tired. guess i managed to replenish some sleep yesterday! ^^v mood was kinda suckish after school though. zzz.

you have no idea how much irony are there in your words. _|_

training? oh, the only thing i did was square and long long run. llr felt like crap, but the route felt shorter. so i guess the timing really shows, 10.38. about 50s improvement? hehehe. (Y) sat in school for a while to talk to bird till 645, then went to had dinner with grace. reached home at 8 plus and had sushi! (:

okay, tomorrow's the last day. JY PEOPLE. just a few more hours of SCHOOL. -.-

PS* HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIQIANG! :D

2010-03-10T19:18:00.003+08:00

thanks for acting like you cared

ss common test yesterday, haiz. i wish for the best. haha. chinese lesson without sam. (YOU STUPID PANGSEH KIA ): LET ME SIAN FOR 2 PERIODS. LOL) B4 for chinese, its a freaking 64!!! 1 more mark to B3. ZZZ. recess then english lesson. we got back out CT speech and i'm not pleased with my results at all. thank god i did well for my diagnostic or i'm really gone case for this CA. ss in PAS. talked to bird through the whole a.math lesson then yingyi got distracted. hahaha! missed SEL cos we left class early for NSL. first match for them yesterday, against FTPSS. they won 53-3. (Y) great start for a new season i guess?

bus ride back to school then slacked at the stadium with bird and chelle before going dinner with grace at bedok central. finished dinner at 6 plus, went around to find bubble tea straws then went to chelle's with bird to bake brownies. by the time we reached her house, it was alr 8. o: we helped with the minor thingys then talked in chelle's room till 10 plus. luckily bird's dad gave me a lift home, or i would have reached home at 11 plus. -.- was super duper tired so i dried my hair after bathing and went to sleep without doing any work.

this morning, my mum woke me up at 7+ and said, NI BU YONG SHANG XUE AH? i checked my phone and found out that it was alr 7+, so i told that even if i rushed, i would still be late. she walked out of my room, i went back to sleep after messaging for awhile. LOL. so i missed out on enterprise and all just cos i overslept. ): i didn't do any work or even studied for the whole day cos i've been sleeping, eating and using comp. yes, pig much. lol. can't blame me, i'm really tired from missing out sleep the past few days. besides, tomorrow's a long day, plus training. i hope it won't turn out too sucky, life has been great recently. be happy. (:

i don't understand you at all, i realised. you really shouldn't have bothered.

3 days down, 2 more to go. (Y)

2010-03-08T18:44:00.002+08:00

you're the only thing i know like the back of my hand

SUP! weekends were really great, best i've had so far. haha. so, yesterday: outing to celebrate jq and wq's birthday. plan: me, cyan, shawn and bryan to meet at tamp @ 3 to surprise jq at his tuition centre. FAILED. LOL. in the end, me, cyan, shawn, jx, bryan and jq met at 4+ then we went to gatecrash wq, WITH WHIPPED CREAM. ^^ we intended to spray him once he came to the door, but stupid bryan the noob doesn't know how to spray. -.- so... we went in his house leaving the can of cream outside and they brought the cap in. RETARDS LOL. they threw me the cap and wq was like, whats that. i said, huh? i ate jelly. OMG DUMB OR WHAT. ._. we played a bit of blackjack then jq finally figured how to spray. he ran out of the house and ran in to give wq a sudden attack. HAHAHAHAHAH. DAMN JOKE. but, wq started attacking people afterwards and he threw cream at me, ASS. -.-

packed up and all, left for airport and met yy at T2. (: PASTA DE WARAKU for dinner = SHIOK. (Y) played truth or dare while having dinner and it was epic. everyone was out to kill shawn and yy. lmao. :D sadly, cyan left the earliest, then jq, jx and yy left after dinner. stupid curfew okay. zzz. stayed with wq, shawn and bryan at T3 to TALK. but i guess they had something wrong with their heads yesterday. they talked about the same topic TWICE. what idiots. LOL. -.- okay, home at 9 plus and i ended up sleeping at 12 plus.

SHAG LIKE MAD TODAY. didn't get anything in my head during A.Maths, no mood for pe, didn't eat during recess. hated bio lab cos it was q crappy, but hated chem more cos ms chan was being childish, like she admitted. LOL. :x IN ANY CASE, I SURVIVED SCHOOL TODAY. after talking to jeremy.c for a while after school, went to canteen to eat with grace, then went dental with her. TURQUOISE and BLUE. (: 15-ed home all the way.

currently having a headache, and there's still work to do. SUCKS. ): and my teeth are aching cos of the chain. SUCKS MORE ): but i'm hungry now, wonder how i'm gonna eat~

guess i have my ways.

BYE! LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL, 1 DOWN, 4 MORE TO GO.

PS* bird, wq, jq, I HOPE YOU ALL LIKE THE PRESENT. :D

2010-03-07T00:45:00.002+08:00

maybe it's too late

there's always a time when you start doubting yourself, and the people around you. you don't know whether you can trust someone, but you know that there are always people who would be there for you no matter what. i guess thats how i live on with my life.

random random. weekends are here and saturday's gone. i went to bugis with yingyi to get presents and stuffz. she's v scary; she smiles to her phone for practically the whole night that i spent with her. people, please like my fb status. HAHA. :D

tomorrow's gonna be a good good day!

happy weekends peeps.

2010-03-05T19:00:00.002+08:00

I'll take a stand until the end

i came home.

dad: so julia, next year your turn?

me: what thing? how's da jie's results?

dad: STRAIGHT AS.

me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

dad: you laugh what!

me: -looks at mum- WO ZAI KU XIAO HAHAHAHAHAH

mum: -LAUGHS-

dad: so is your sister smart?

me: that is a rhetorical question.

dad: so are you going to get all As?

me: you think so easy ah -.-

dad: you mean your sister didn't study?

me: i know she did.

dad: then what about you? come back so late everyday, don't need study ah?!

me: just cos you don't see me studying means that i don't study.

dad: you say one ah. okay, i wait.

WA STRESS STRESS STRESS. -.- nvm, my sister's my motivation. ha ha ha.

(EASIER SAID THAN DONE LA HOR HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA)

i like today's lessons. (Y) i can understand amath better than emath. i hate emath, cos i don't get a shit about the graphs. ): the only thing that spoilt my day was my chem results. i failed term 1's chem, i think. sucky-est results so far. i am not pleased. zzz. but chinese managed to make me happier, got a 49/70 for my zuowen. i could have gotten 50+ if not for my stupid cuo bie zi! but, i'm glad my chinese is improving, so i have more hope for my chinese Os this year. haha.

after school, i went to watch Alice in Wonderland with chelle, sam and grace. not a bad movie, but not strongly recommended. LOL. unless you're like rochelle, then you would LOVE the movie. :D kkkkkay, now i'm officially broke. i'm not gonna go out next week, cos i need to save! hopefully i would be able to stick to plan. hurrrrr.

my sister is v cute. during recess, i sent her a sms saying: A A A A. HAHAHAHA I SENT YOU YOUR RESULTS. she replied: ya funny -.- i replied: HAHAHAH OKAY LA. I WISH YOU GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR RESULTS. she replied: wa so sweet ah. kk thanks! apparently she has a sister who can predicts future? so i predicted her results! KIDDING -.-

i'm looking forward to sunday! ^^ and last week of school, I SHALL NOT FLUNK SS I SHALL NOT FLUNK SS I SHALL NOT FLUNK SS. i'm not looking forward to see stupid red numbers on my results slip though. -.-

okay i'm happy with life now. please don't screw up.

2010-03-02T20:22:00.003+08:00

when the roof caved in and the truth came out

AHS : DMN

GIRLS LOST.

GUYS WON.

NICE GAME TO BOTH. YAY :D

LESSONS FELT REALLY LONG TODAY. ): i screwed up my chem test but my chi test results made me happy. HAHA. 42/50. HAS BEEN V V V LONG SINCE I'VE GOTTEN 40 AND ABOVE. -.- hehehe. managed to finish ss, no remedial for me! (Y) SEL WAS SIAN OKAY OKAY. couldn't wait for mr wee to let us off so we can chiong down to watch the girls' match. halfway through it, we were informed that we have to train really hard these few trainings in order to get Coach Vivian to coach us. AHHHHH. ): 2.4 under 10 mins. OUR AIM, HER EXPECTATIONS. so we did long long run after 1 quart of boys match. so upset, i could have gotten the timing of 9 mins plus plus, but i gave up after turning in to 85 side. felt so dizzy zzz. D: ended up with a timing of 11.2 mins. its okay, at least there would be an improvement the next time! came up to school and continued watching the match. heartattack ah! played ball for a while with netballers since training was cancelled. continued slacking in school till about 645~

slack week ahead, but yet i've been experiencing tiring days. i'm gonna sleep early today! byebye people!

2010-02-26T22:11:00.002+08:00

flames to dust

hello.

friday friday friday~ seems to be the most tiring day of all this week and i don't know why. amaths lesson, we got back our surds test. i was pretty happy bout my results though its, just a test. (: did speech with bird during eng. haha. like finally gotten over and done with it. can't believe it actually holds such high percentage for our eng CA marks. another amaths lesson, log log log. zzz. nearly died during chem. me and chelle's face read -_- just super sleepy... until she called me to answer a question. -.- chinese test was q okay I GUESS. though i've alr lost 5 marks. AH SIAN.

left class earlier cos we needed to make IC. went to find grace at her class then went to her house since she wanted to study. apparently she studies by watching tv, so i fell alseep. HAHA. and when i woke up, i lost my phone. (IN GRACE'S HANDS) what a joke lol! left her house at 4 plus for T1 cos we wanted frolick. (Y) walked around and grace wants a lottttt of NONSENSE. (:

glad that the week's over. only 1 test that i know of coming up next week, chem CT. i'm dead i'm dead i'm dead cos i suck at chem. ): but guess what, its week 9 next week. fucking fast, i thought last year went past fast enough. now that its week 9, i think i've only attended 4 sessions of training. great or what, and now that season has ended for both teams, coach left. so, the school's in process of getting us a new one. hope for the best! (:

wow its 11 alr. i got distracted so i took v long just to post this. hahah! i need to sleep soon.

Goodnight.

PS* someone, i don't like the way you blog, cos you make it look like its mine. wtf.

2010-02-23T21:38:00.004+08:00

and it takes my breath away

what you do so, so naturally.

both my study dates with grace wq and joh failed v v badly. on sunday, we met at bedok to eat KFC, then we headed to grace's house to STUDY. apparently joh and i had homework to do!!! (like reading wq's letter to ~ HAHA) okay, point is, we ended up slacking. watching tv, gambling, talking blah blah blah. I WON $7+ AFTER POKER, AND LOST IT ALL AT BLACKJACK. ZZZ. fyi, we played with v small bets cos we were all broke HAHA. so on sunday, i ended up owing wq $3. on monday, we thought that the library could actually provide a more condusive environment -.- wtf we ended up at my class gambling. :x i refused to play blackjack cos i have no luck for that D:

last night, i stayed up till 1am to finish my fucking zuo wen. stupid stupid stupid people. out of all days to sms me, smsed me yest. nearly went crazy while smsing 5 or 6 people while doing zuo wen. i eventually gave up, SMSING. :D woke up at 520 this morning cos i wanted to go surprise bird at her house with charles, mark, chelle and mouk. but but but! chelle couldn't get a cab so she didn't make it to bird's house. ): the cake that charles got for bird was screwed up big time too. ice cream cake to soup cake. LOL. went to school by bus; and its bird's first time taking BUS to school during school days. -.-!!!

school was q alright today.

-i'm gonna fail my english test

-double chi was spent on TING XIE and ONLY TING XIE

-i nearly slept during eng

-amaths sucks. maths sucks.

-I SURVIVED TRAINING

-HAD DINNER WITH GRACE AT 85 (JOHRATHON BE JEALOUS ^^)

okay whatever, i'm v tired now and i think i'm getting presents tomorrow. AH SIAN.

BYEBYE HUMANS.

Julia, -_-

2010-02-20T21:30:00.004+08:00

其實我的執著依然執著

3 days of school this week, i missed 1.

Wednesday, 1702.

morning assembly was cancelled cos some guy fell and his arm went totally out of shape. don't know whether is it a fracture or is his arm broken but YUCK omg. bird went crazy LOL. ss in PAS, emath, chem. boring lessons! ): recess then history, watched The Pianist. for english, we decided to do a speech on Abortion. HAHA. blah blah blah. during SEL, class decided on what to do for our social enterprise. i'm making brownies with rochelle etc etc! ^^ (HAHA ROCHELLE, EXTRAS ARE FOR US. (Y)) slacked in class till 3 plus then went to tm with cyan, rhesa and yy to get presents. $$$~

waited for grace at macs while eating with cyan and rhesa. (: caught Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief. PERCY'S CUTE LOL. he looks like Zac Efron! hahah. home at 9 plus? skipped dinner, bathed and slept cos i was in the worst mood ever. _|_

Thursday, 1802.

woke up at 5, cos i set my alarm at this time just to study for ting xie. -.- washed up and all. studied...... and then my head started hurting so i went back to sleep and woke up at 9+. missed school~ but was v happy, cos i woke up and saw 9 new messages. ^^ okay so, 1 stupid headache for the whole day. zzz. -.- rotted at home, watching XYZXF the whole day = crying for the whole day. (just kidding)

Friday, 1902.

cabbed up to school with sam, keith and jinyi. amaths eng amaths = SIAN SIAN SIAN. had 30 mins of recess cos yy needed to do business. LOL. chem after recess was damn lame. we spent 1 whole period going through a worksheet. and 1 period wasn't enough. ha. ha. double chinese without ZLS. (Y) needed to do zuowen and the topic came v timely. 你的朋友做了一件讓你痛心的事. awesome or what. -.- but obviously with the people around me, we all decided to not do it. haha. crapped like madddddddddddddd and we handed up the paper with only 1 paragraph written. we're all gonna get killed on tuesday. ._.

movie with sam and chelle after school! woooo~ Valentine's Day. HAHA. we went to TM to walk around first. apparently we met jinyi on the way to tm and so he dragged chelle away from us to have his gossip session. lol. -.- reached E!hub at 3+, got tickets and went to macs. hehe, we smuggled macs in the theatres. :x were damn lucky cos we got the cinema which had the chairs with "tables". :D the movie felt long... ended at 6 plus. chelle had to rush home cos she had to go out with her family. sam and i had no choice but to go seperate ways~

thats all bout (the better part of) life.

its not fair.

wellz, i thought you knew me better. i thought better of you. i was wrong? ya, probably, probably not.

okay goodbye.

Julia, :|

2010-02-16T16:11:00.006+08:00

when you're gone

new year this year has been q a good one. (: first day was really tiring; left house at 9+ in the morning and reached home at 7+. not v long, but still, thats what happens when you're deprived of sleep. hurrrr. second day was a much better 1! i got to sleep till 10 plus in the morning and we left house at 1 plus. headed to visit maternal relatives. stayed till 3 plus and went to cousin's house. had "dinner" and went to bird's house!!! :D

STEAMBOAT DINNER WITH ELIZABETH, FENGJING, YIPING AND LYDIA! ♥ camwhored while waiting for lydia~ hahaha. damn joke. we were talking bout how ah lians camwhored and so bird decided to try it...... it didn't fail. ^^ LOL. hhaha. ate dinner and chelle dropped by halfway! :D and she wore a dress leyyyyyyy. xP chat and sang in the room till 10 plus. then went to play ball till 11+, sent chelle to bus stop and sat near the swimming pool to chat. decided to go in and take turns to bathe cos we were all sticky. :x chat a bit more after showering. went to sleep at 4 plus~

I AM V V V SORRY TO YEO YIPING. LOL. i slept in between her and bird during the night and we were all squeezing. and so, i wasn't comfortable sleeping straight, thus ended up tossing and turning. somehow, i only hit yiping and not bird. LOLOL. (SORRY x1000000000000000 YP) oh and, i forgot to switch off my alarm. so it went off at 530. it didn't wake me up, but it woke lydia and yp up. OMG I FEEL V V V BAD OKEH LYDIA. O:

left bird's house at 11 plus then went to my uncle's place. HOME AFTER THAT! 8D and i got hooked on XYZXF. (: SO I'M OFF TO CONTINUE WATCHING. hehehe. xD

the pieces of my heart are missing you.

PS* BIRD! FASTER UPLOAD THE PICS. HAHHAHAHA.

Julia, :D

2010-02-14T00:25:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND VALENTINE'S DAY!

perfect colour ehhhh. red for both days ^^ okay i wish that everyone would get a lot of $$ esp Sherman, so that i can get my treat. LOL. and, i wish that couples would last long together~ (tyan wei, WEDDING AH!)

kay, crap post!

PS* HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERMAN! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIE! :D

(this is the reason why my ang pao money will be gone in no time. kidding!)

Julia, :D

2010-02-11T20:18:00.004+08:00

蹉跎

Tuesday, 0902.

sam, "i've never heard you say that life sucks before."

julia, "until now."

zzz. woke up in a v foul mood, the kind of mood when you can get pissed at any stupid thing. -.- so that really happened but i don't feel bad bout it. he asked for it. -_- now i have to change my password. how great. and apparently reading period was much better compared to other weeks'. as for chinese, i nearly got screwed up big time. i didn't do zuo wen, so those that did bring or do had to stand. ZLS concluded that she wants to call my parents. lol -.- she didn't ANYWAY.

and i once again, missed training cos A.Math remedial ended late. went to find them though. they had so much things to rant about! sian i missed out so much~

Wednesday, 1002.

i still failed to finish my chi compo and pass it up. :x ss was like crap. our advertisement = epic fail cos she wanted DRAMA. hhahah. E.Math followed by Chem afterwards. i think i'm stuck in chem remedial cos the test sucked. -.- lol. recess was funny though! cos of whatever Total Defence Day thing, all the canteen stalls were closed and "Black Market" was opened. $5 for a packet of chicken rice; money goes to building fund. (ya fuck the school) LOL. then they gave every class a few packet of "sauces", kinda like microwave food. amanda.p opened the beef stew to try cos i didn't dare to. HAHAHA. and she assured that it was nice. true enough (Y) went up to class earlier cos we had food upstairs. THANK GOD FOR THAT, if not i would be dead. zzz. (fengjing you v mean lor! sabo me this way.) had history after recess then left after that with netballers to do scoring for them ^^ HEHEH. BIRD LOVES OREO = 2 Jocelyns + 1 Clarice. :D kidding!

coach prepared sandwiches and i swear the crab stick 1 was awesomez! (: made amanda meltzzz. LOL. reached Dunman at 1 then match started at 2.

AHS : SAC

21 : 33

hmmmm. nice match though, at least they didn't give up. :D rochelle fell on her butt, with a really loud BOOM. LOL. (hope your butt's okay lob. HAHAHA) went to PP with bird after crapping like mad outside their stadium. (: finally got my rubber fixed after it dropped out while i was brushing my teeth the other day ~.~

Today, 1102.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIZHEN! :D

(sorry for late present okehhh. :x)

felt SO GOOD after i handed up my chi homework, like NO MORE STRESS. hohoho i hate chinese. zzz. spent recess doing ss. wtshit. just to think of stupid advertisement. -.- double english was a joke. LOL. bird and her childish acts. HAHAHA. zh got drawn on his arms and face by her. lmao! bio... I WANT MRS LEE BACK. ): ahhh anyway, ss turned out okay. AND I MISSED TRAINING, AGAIN. COS I NEEDED TO DO AMATHS. realised i've been spending my thursdays like that with bird, chionging A.maths. 8am-4+pm studying. no life. lol. went to watch training cos i felt no point changing to train cos they end training so early. i am guilty!

stayed in school till 620 then hilled with chelle and we went to tampines to get bubble tea and walk around. LOL. i don't know how we get so amused by the cosmetics in Sasa. xD okay rochelle, i promise you those cosmetics for your birthday (Y). HAHA. home at 730~

I CAN FINALLY SLEEP EARLY TODAY AND WAKE UP AT 630 TOMORROW. best thing ever. have been sleeping at 11+ or 12+ this week, deadz. sian, i spent 10 bucks on cab fare today, cos i left house near 7. zzz. so much for saving for tomorrow's shopping at Orchard. $.$ glad CNY's coming soon, then i can be richer and hopefully i won't spend a lot tomorrow. yay, a break finally. :D

OH AND I GOT MYSELF OUT OF A.MATH REMEDIAL ALR. 8D

guess this post is long enough after days of not updating. (:

BYEEEEE!

Julia, xD

2010-02-08T20:14:00.002+08:00

when nothing goes right.

monday blues. -.- i am indeed v v v sad now. zzz.

-i nearly fell twice on my way to school.

-i lost my box of cookies at TM. (HALF BOX OF COOKIES LA PLEASE. baked by myself somemore!!!)

-someone nearly stole my phone. (i am fucking stupid.)

-i met so many people when i was walking with someone. (ZZZZZZ)

i guess school was good today. wushu lesson was fun cos of the dui da part. hahaha. our bio replacement teacher is cool. (I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPELL HER NAME). BUT EATING AND SLEEPING IS ALLOWED. (Y) but she gives us 2 mins to sleep. lol. cute ley. i survived chem too! this week's lesson wasn't as bad compared to last last week's. (: slacked in class with chelle, sam and qq for a while. total joke. :P and thank you qq for coming up to pei me but ended up getting suaned by all of us. HAHA. okay then comes after school. -.- i had a great lunch at 18 chefs with sam then went to tm to get clarice's present. at there.................. (okay you can refer to the top). ZZZ.

SUAY

TODAY.

BTH.

FEEL

DUMB.

THIS

THE

SECOND

TIME

WHOLE

LIFE

THAT

LOST

SOMETHING.

DAMN IT.

and i have 2 remedials tomorrow. GREAT LOR.

okay, i still need to say this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM! :D

i owe you a card okay okay. ):

Julia, T.T

2010-02-06T18:11:00.002+08:00

그 대 맘 을 줄 래

yesterday, i screwed up my amath test. i knew how to do, but i did it wrongly. ah stupid me. ): so i shall remain in remedial. hell, i swear i'm gonna study for the next test (whenever), and get myself out of stupid remedial. rawr.

AHS : SSS (Siglap Sec)

39 : 15

exact same score as AHS : SHSS, just that we were 15. happy that they tasted victory after the hard work all these while. (: walked to Macs with bird and chelle, and having a talk with a lot of content. haha! lobloblob, i hope things are better for you now and that your mum would adapt to your change soon enough to make your life less "miserable" at home. :D okay so they had dinner and i helped to finish the fries lol! talked more there then left at 8 plus. ._. went to simei with bird and waited for 5. the bus only came at 9+. -.- yupz, reached home at 930.

i like having long talks. (: whatever the content is, it still revolves round the same thing, change.

oh and jocelyn! i hope you're feeling better too ^^ change that ): to (: OKAY! like the toy that came with your kinder joy. hahaha. :D

anyway, i'm sorry huizhen for turning down your invitation. :x you would still have a wonderful birthday celebration! hahah.

lets start from this, HOMEWORK. -.-

guess this is my starting line to get myself focused.

6 more days to break time. (Y)

Julia, :]

2010-02-04T20:05:00.002+08:00

i love you forever, forever is over.

omg i swear, sec 3 life can really drain you out. -.- tuesday was like hell. assembly was good though, the character thing was really accurate. hahah. then i had 2 remedials up for me. awesome? this is a rhetorical question. LOLOL. chem and amath. sec 3's really fucked up. i currently have 3 remedials alr. whats next? emath? zzz. so anyway, i skipped training that day cos amath ended near 5. went to class to slack. (:

yesterday's lessons were neutral. intended to do board for awhile then head to DSS BY BUS after assembly. but stupid wq dragged and dragged, and we ended up cabbing, WHICH WASN'T OUR INTENTION. zzz. WASTE MONEY. no wonder i'm so broke this week. lol.

AHS : TKSS

22 : 33

nice fight put up by the team! :D i was doing scoring with bird beside me. super funny, she and joce gl bok like MAD. apparently yueying and her friend were supporting us when we were actually cursing their coach. HAHAHAH. (: it was nice meeting yy too, she removed braces alr!!! lolol. went for dinner with bird, chelle, joce and fj at CS. ^^ home at 8+. came home and my throat was hurting really badly from cheering. LOL.

i thought i couldn't talk when i woke up this morning. :x hahaha. i never knew chrysanthemum could help~ lessons on thursdays always SUCK BIG TIME. curriculum is so DAMN long. D: so by the time i finished maths it was alr 3 plus, near 4. waited for people and only left school at 5. had fish&co. at E!hub with bird, chelle, ryan and keith. crapped like mad over lunch (? it was alr 6 plus when we finished eating. LOL) got keith a small cake and he ate it in a super unglam way. hahahah! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYWAY! (: same goes to jeremy.c and yh.

whatever, tomorrow's FRIDAY. 8D plus i have no homework today. hehehe. xD

amath test + zuowen tomorrow = screwed. ._.

okay bird, 8 more days to 12! ^^v

i'm v tired, but i can sleep soon. SO HAPPY! :DDD

Julia, 8D

2010-02-01T23:18:00.003+08:00

we forgot how we used to be

the only thing constant bout humans?

change.

you were...

i could go on to make a list just about how you were, but not how you are.

stranger, you're a bastard.

no sense? equivalent to what you do isn't it?

there're too many ifs. no point thinking back and wondering if this or that never happened, how different would things be. someday, you would be the one being in this fucked up spot, and you better regret whatever you've done. damn it.

you have no fucking idea how much it fucking hurts to hear that.

if i could relive those days, i know that one thing that would never change.

Julia, -.-

2010-01-30T18:26:00.003+08:00

I know it feels like again

it didn't get less tiring on thurs and fri, but nonetheless, its weekends! (Y) HAHA. AHS has gone crazy. they printed 1000 green forms, cos they're really strict bout attire now. hurrrrr. stupid school. -.-

friday passed q quickly. Amath lessons with Mr Yong are definitely MUCH better. ^^ Ms Chan's...............the best. -.- thank god she gave us test yest, so she can shut up and not gl. her expectations are almost impossible. (if you don't get full marks for the test, you have to attend remedial). she should really save papers and just send the whole class for remedial. zzz.

intended to go PP with bird after school cos i had dental. ): but ended up going there with her, chelle, keith and ryan. LOL. red braces for cny!! :D hehe. went to eat Carl's Junior after dental. beefchillicheesefries + texasfingers = (Y)(Y)(Y)! was kinda late alr, so we headed home. the bus ride back was freaking funny HAHAHA. esp on 15.

chelle: EH EAST SHORE!! i was borned here ley. :D

bird: really? i was borned at Mount ELIZABETH. elizabeth leyyyyyy. :D (looks at me) you eh?me: Thomson. (:

bird: Ryan! you eh!

ryan: K.K.

bird: HUH? K.K WOMEN'S HOSPITAL?!

bird + chelle + me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (for 5 mins at least)

bird: keith eh? if you say K.K also ah, i will laugh.

keith: i don't know eh. i think is K.K.

LMAO. bird's laughter is DAMN contagious. LOL.

bus ride on 5 wasn't any better, esp that phone call and bird's made up story. HAHAHAHA.

didn't intend to use comp for my weekends~ but my plan failed. zzz. i really need some motivation to get myself to study. i haven't been doing well for any tests except bio. D: haiz.

i still have about 5 hours before i go to bed. may it be useful.

i like my livejournal-look-alike-blogskin. :D

don't bother questioning me. you don't have the rights to cos i have my doubts about you too. -.-

Julia, :P

2010-01-27T20:32:00.002+08:00

for you i'd bleed myself dry

this week has been v tiring so far. T.T serve me right, i slept late on monday. first lesson for wushu. q dumb actually. lol. can't believe i survived double bio + double chem. O: nearly died during chem though. zzz. so my study plan for monday was an epic fail and i ended up slacking outside till 5+. (: tuesday was q neutral. lessons were bearable and training was fun with the sec 3s. :D but i hereby swear that i will never eat before training. i would die of really really bad stitch. -.- today's lessons were good actually, except chem. i would rather ss than chem now. ugh. hearing her nag for the whole fucking lessons's like wtf. ah anyway, i'm happy i didn't pon chi remedial today! ^^ heheh. want pon also pon next wed's. :D

AHS : GVSS

20+ : 30+ (AHS LOST BY 9)

heartbreaking moment. they were THAT close.

but, there's still hope for second round if there's triangle!!! ah wells, their effort was really good today. looks like training yest paid off for them. ^^

fight on ahnetball! :D

i think i got sunburnt today, just by supporting their match. awesome or what. -.- if tomorrow's weather's that bad, GG. tomorrow's the second training with all the sec 1s. hmmm. its not an easy job i realised. without them knowing all the basic stuff, its really as good as coaching pri school kids. takes time i guess. bah, LONG DAY TOMORROW. T.T sucks or what~

kkkkkkkay i have a lot of undone stuffzx. BYE!

Julia, [:

2010-01-24T21:03:00.003+08:00

because your love your love your love is my drug.

i told myself i needed to study the whole day today. but apparently my plan failed. -.- i got distracted by freaking facebook. guess i'll probably study after i'm done this post.

i'm gonna rot in school tomorrow omg. Amath PE PE recess bio bio chem chem. AND THE DOUBLE SCIENCE ARE NOT LAB SESSIONS. omg gg. ):

ELIZABETH CHOO!

I love you.

you just don't know how much.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

KIDDING LUH. ^^

okay, may tomorrow not suck so much.

and, i didn't pay the most (equal share!) (:

Julia, :D

2010-01-23T23:26:00.008+08:00

La Danse Finale

woke up super early cos Ms Yim wanted us to go back to help out. ZZZ. the bus was so freaking cold plus i was hungry! worst feeling~ had lunch at PP then walked around for a bit with Joey! (:

reached home at 2 plus. I THOUGHT I COULD NAP FOR A LITTLE WHILE. but i ended up being super frustrated over what to wear for the band concert at night. fj was experiencing the same problem too! LOL. i decided what to wear at 3 plus, and she decided what to wear at 5 plus. HAHAHA. i left house with flats, and immediately regretted. so i went home to change. -.-

bus took freaking long to come so i reached 18 Chefs at 6+ instead of 6. zzz. met cherie, lydia and yp there! didn't eat much. :x cabbed to school and fj did something really retarded. LOL. cab fare was $5.95, to be shared among me joce and fj. fj paid first, $6. she said to me, take the change. (fierce tone worzxz. LOLOLOL) we didn't look at the meter, so when i received the change of 5 cents. i started LOL-ing. joce and i couldn't stop laughing all the way to the hall. HAHA. xD got seats in the middle sector. whole concert ended at about 9+. slacked in the hall till 10 plus then hill-ed with lydia, cherie, yp and kairong. (:

took pictures too!

(those that have pictures with me, please tag me on fb! ^^)

okay, just 2 pictures today! rest are up on fb alr. (:

happy birthday tzh. (:

Julia, (:

2010-01-20T20:55:00.004+08:00

like a never ending roller coaster ride

AHS:SHSS

15 : 39

it was really unexpected. but what could i say, when we're improving, other teams are improving too. it was really sad to see them give up on court, but thats what happens when we have low morale. ah wells, its okay. since its over, they have to fight harder for their following matches. all the way, ahnetball!

lessons are starting to get boring. and i'm starting to get more tired each day. I WANT TO SLEEP IN CLASS. but i just can't, apart from english. ._. talking bout eng, there was 1 day where Mr. Tan showed us a video. and he commented on 1 of the scene, where there was a leader, whose face was painted blue. he said, WHO WOULD EVER PAINT THEIR FACE BLUE! jiahao said, Avatar. LOLOLOL! apparently only me and yiliang heard it. SUPER FUNNY! LMAO.

HALF DAY OF SCHOOL TOMORROW. XD

Julia, :P

2010-01-18T23:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGYI!!! <3>

school was good today! (Y) amath was slack and i still didn't finish that stupid ws. lol. pe started with a 10 min run. i like! cos we didn't run on the field. hahaha. and i like running with rochelle also!!! makes me feel like i'm running at her speed but i'm actually not, its just that she slowed down. LOL. captains ball all the way till recess~ then played ABC with bird! super funny. i was winning her in A then she caught up and went to B first. but i went to B and caught up! HAHAHAH. i chopped my 3 pointer hehehehe. xD and bird was stuck at B all the way till recess was about to end. so chelle helped her to finish the B and C. LOL. ^^ lab lessons all the way till school ended. -_-

went to Tampines after school to get yy's present! (: I KNOW SHE'LL LOVE IT. HAHAHA. BUT SHE LOVES HER SURPRISE MORE. HAHAHAHAHA xP i'm sorry i lied to you yingyi! ^^ LOL. celebrated her bday after her match at ECP. cyan couldn't come due to ~ reasons. ): that damn stall was closed so we ended up eating Subway for dinner. cute much. haha! spent more time at the beach after dinner. was really tired from laughing as i laughed too much in Subway. yy's a joke!!! omg i have her surprised expression. O: okay anyway, we played truth or dare at the beach. i think i'm always damn suay when we play ZJMM. ZZZ. so i tio the most times. -_- standard questions - cos they act cute.

"do you like _____?"

"no."

"don't kehsiao la!!!"

"what. no means no."

"okay, why?"

"no feelings lor"

"ya, WHY LA?"

"if you were to pick a guy in your class apart from someone, who would you pick?"

"which girl do you dislike?"

(answers shan't be revealed)

GUAILAN. ZZZ.

played till 9+ then waited for yy's parents cos they're fetching me home too ^^v hahah. yupz, reached home at 10+.

Tan Ying Yi!

you better take care of your ankle okayyyyyy! (: and don't kill me for your surprise cos i know you love it! this must be the best birthday for you hehhh. :D

wtf?

Julia, :D

2010-01-16T17:04:00.006+08:00

I got troubled thoughts

and a self esteem to match

what a catch

just a picture to start with for today.

so, its the end of another week. last weekends passed awesomely fast and i was looking forward to the start of the second week. but this week's different, life started to be a bitch. second week was... really full of ups and downs. a lot of things got to me and then it starts troubling me for the whole bloody day. zzz.

there's always days you feel like you don't fit in. but what happens if that happens for practically everyday? does that really mean that you don't fit in?

yes. maybe thats how it feels like being around you all and not feeling happy. i didn't see it coming at all. but its not like you all need to care.

life goes on.

QUAHTYANWEI! :D

you have to admit that its a nice picture heheheheh. (: here's your post okehhh.

hmmm. you're been a great friend to go crazy with and someone who i can talk nonsense to! hahaha. anyway, 2010 just started and i look forward to spending more time with you! hope that it would be a great great year for you and that you will do well in your studies. stop pon-ing badminton training and work hard for bdiv'11 ^^v! you are also welcome to "join netball". LOL. take care! <3>

i suddenly like the lines i used to start my post with a lot. fits in perfectly.

made me realize...

Julia, D:

2010-01-14T21:09:00.002+08:00

the way you make it hard to breathe

life sucks. (yes rochelle, i finally agree.)

chinese sucks.

i don't think that its gonna die down anytime soon. but it doesn't make a difference does it. i don't like you. so stop saying things that are so redundant and do things that are so stupid. cos it really pisses me off that you make it such a big deal.

TYAN WEI!

you will get my post when i can get pictures up okeh. (: send me the photos too~

Julia, ):

2010-01-13T20:55:00.002+08:00

if only we knew how we would be right now

한참을 잊은 채 살았지
한동안 괜찮은 듯 했어
하지만 시간이 흐르면 깨달아 가고 있어
너 없이는 나는 안 된다는 걸

the crystals i made with jeanette during chem class was half failure half success. cos mine failed and hers succeeded. ZZZ. but i brought home my "powder" and i can still add water and wait for it to evaporate to get my crystals! ^^

we changed seats today too. i moved back 1 seat, so i'm beside cyan~ :D and it ended up that all netballers are in the same row. HAHAHA. (: me rochelle amanda elizabeth. sad that i can't talk to bird anytime i want now. haiz. ): so in front of me is agnes with rhesa beside her. jiahao behind me. yupz.

i really dread ss now. i hate it. i hate class. zzz. today we got scolded for being too quiet. cool much? lol. other lessons have been pretty good i suppose. (: i missed history today though. cos i went for dental! xD LOL. my check up took only 10 mins. it was jeanette's that was long, cos i went with her. HAHA. so i skipped class cos of her. :x

but there's something i dread more. training with her. she can totally fuck our lives upside down. i don't see a point of having 3 teams in the whole of netball. cos i don't fucking see a diff between us and the other team. it didn't hurt that much when the school team was announced and i didn't get in. i realised that being hurt this way hurts so much so that i don't ever ever want to return to training with you again. but, i train for myself, for bdiv'11 and for the team. not you.

okay i have maths to do. byebye. fuck ss.

Julia, :/

2010-01-11T19:28:00.002+08:00

one thing we know,

the start of second week, was good. :D though today's lessons were like -_-, but it was enjoyable i suppose. A.Math, mr neo was absent so we did the worksheet. haha the relief teacher came 20 mins late ^^v double periods of pe afterwards! 8 mins run then captains ball all the way till lesson end. super funnnnnnnn. though i thought it was q unfair to the others. :x double bio after recess. nearly slept but i paid attention!!! HAHAHA. i like bio lessons with rochelle. cos she's the only person beside me who is listening too. LOL BIRD THE SLACKER. (: chem lab was fun too! jeanette as my lab partner's a joke. she screams when the bunsen burner is lighted. HAHAHAAHA. :P

slacked in class after school~ long time since last year, hahah. do-ss-attempt = FAIL. -_- went to Macs for lunch and saw someone at WS!!! ^^v LOLOLOL. home after that~

till now, i haven't had my dinner. hoho. okay. i shall go off now~ BYEEEEEEE.

is that we smile together.

Julia, ^^

2010-01-07T21:19:00.002+08:00

over you

i'm on "diet". LOL. before i extracted i had no appetite, now that i've extracted, I WANNA EAT. zzzz. "life sucks," says rochelle. (Y) (eh i still have my dear famous amos cookies leyyyy -_-)

school has been good i guess, just laughing in almost every lesson. but i paid attention for almost all the classes! ^^ hehehe. tomorrow's timetable SUCKS. amath eng amath recess something chi chi. YUCK. D: but! tomorrow's the last day of the week! haha. (: CCA's starting next week, haiz. i feel so lazy out of the sudden.

anyway, today's extraction's after effects weren't as bad, but my gums bled like hell when i woke up from my nap. ewwww? hope that doesn't happen tomorrow or something. lololol. oh and the fixtures for Netball are outttt! only know 3 schools which they got though, SAC, St.Hildas and Dunman. omg? O: ah wells, really hope they make it far! ^^ hahah

i'm really tired after having 4 hours of sleep last night. rawr. ): i hope the after effects would die off ASAP. siannnnnnnnnn.

i just don't get why must you make things so awkward.

Julia, D:

2010-01-05T17:30:00.003+08:00

lets start from one

i got my iPhone 3Gs yesterday, like FINALLY FINALLY. v^^v

HAHAHAHAH.

school started yesterday! i will dislike first day of school from now onwards. D: cos there were boring speeches, plus a lot of crapzxz. but, we got Mr Wee as our form teacher! E.Math to be taught by him and Mr Seow. then we got Ms Chan for co-form plus chem. hmm, amanda pe said that she's really good, really hope so! (: was supposed to watch Alvin and The Chipmunks 2 with bird and chelle, but they had PA. so i caught with with cyan and chuhui instead, since they were watching yesterday, coincidentally! ^^

super retarded, we walked out of the cinema after getting our tickets, and the bballers appeared behind us. LOL. the show was cuteeeeeeeeeeeee! HAHA. esp Theodore! omg omg <3> after the movie, i had to wait for my parents to reach TM, so cyan stayed with me and walked around~ parents reached at 5+ then got our queue number and headed to Haagen Dazs. (Y) awesome icecream! :D afterwards, went to Starhub and WAITTTTT. super long wait okeh. zzz. BUT NVM, HEHEH. IPHONEEEEEE!

todayyyyyyyyyy! start of lessons, okay, not really. more like meeting our other teachers. haha. the chinese book quiz in the morning was like crapzxz. the Da Sha section was like, NO KICK! but the shz just KILLED me, = FAIL. LOL. i left my last question (shz) BLANK. hoho. 10 marks gone. ahya, whatever. :P double chinese is still a bore, and the class is weird. a mixture of A B K? hahah. but i don't think my chi teacher's that bad. (: english was a total joke! cos we got Mr Tan as our teacher, really retarded. lololol! and got Ms Fadzilla(?) for SS. yuck i hate self introduction. zzz. stupid bird and chelle! rawr. ._. A.Math was a TOTAL BORE, COS ITS TAUGHT BY ~. sian or what! :x chelle and i were complaining like mad to each other, and she says its okay for me to tap tap my phone to sms, COS I HAVE SMALL FINGERS, so its not hard. -_- LOL LOB. home after SEL ended~

i realised that waking up at 545 each day is tiring, plus i don't eat during recess cos i have no appetite. D: something's wrong with me. LOL. and i realised that after tomorrow, its THURSDAY, THURSDAYYYYY. ZZZ. extraction! HAIZ. T.T

okayyyyyyy, i have nothing else to say, BYEBYE! (:

Julia, (:

2010-01-03T10:21:00.003+08:00

i thought i forgot it all

hey worlddddddddddddddd. today's sunday alr, school's starting tomorrow! fast or what omg! and i'm still left with 100+ words for zuowen, 500+ words for ydbg and shz. i'm not exactly intending to read SHZ, cos i'm only done with 3 chapters after countless attempts (exaggerating, but really -_-). i can't help but fail cos the book is so freaking boring. hur.

am looking forward to tomorrow! ^^ cos there won't be lessons so i'm going to school with a file. HAHAHA. anyway tomorrow would be great cos i have netballers in class and i'm gonna watch Alvin and The Chipmunks 2! (: still hard to believe that i'm gonna be sec 3 tomorrow. O: think its really about time i study, and put in effort for my studies alr. hmmm.

can someone help me finish my homework? D:

now i'm so tired cos i wanted to ton the whole of last night, but i ended up sleeping at 4 plus, and waking up at 9 plus this morning. 5 hours of sleep? i thought that ton-ing would help, cos i would be so tired that i can sleep from evening all the way till monday morning. zzz. =.=!

Julia, -_-

2010-01-01T03:38:00.004+08:00

2010.

Happy New Year everyone! :D

Goodbye to 2009.

2009 has been a year with many many ups and downs. but generally, it wasn't exactly a good year. like, taiwan trip being cancelled, regretting for not studying for MYE and EOYS, losing friendships that i didn't want to, not putting in enough effort for netball... but yet, i had a good year with 2J'09, i loved going to matches with Cdiv'09, i've also made friends who i know i want to keep by my side. yup, in a more-than-summarized manner, thats 2009.

to those who have participated in my 2009, i would like to thank you for being part of it. whether good or bad times, everything happens for a reason, so even the bad things give me a chance to make myself a better/stronger person. I LOVE YOU ALL! <3> to those who i have offended in 2009, i'm sorry and i hope that you would give me a chance in 2010 to be a better person.

i'm putting away many many regrets and start afresh, cos its a new year,

a new beginning; 2010.

2009 has passed awesomely fast and i just realised it. hmmm. anyway, i do look forward to 2010, with 3B'10. so, new year resolutions?

study hard and NOT REGRET.

train hard and get in Bdiv'11!

become a nicer person.

get an A1 for chi O's.

stay focus. (:

thats practically all i guess. sounds kinda no life but, i really don't want to regret for things that i actually COULD do.

anyway, i had a great 31 December 2009 with jocelyn and bryan. our failed study plan, WHATEVER LA. :D hehe laughing at the Treasure Hunters was fun, cos we were laughing at retarded parts. :P and playing catching with my brothers was a total joke. thank you people! (:

okay, i guess thats all for my first post in 2010.

ALL THE BEST PEOPLE. (Y)

Julia, :D

2009-12-29T18:08:00.004+08:00

thinking that i mean much more than that.

i'm wrong.

don't know whats the point of getting so disappointed with you all.

hmm?

2009-12-28T23:18:00.002+08:00

你的呼吸像雨滴滲入我的愛里

i extracted 3 teeth today. T.T 2 permanent 1 milk tooth. the after effects fucking killed me omg. i was just swearing on my way home. wanted to sleep when i reached home, but i was hurting too badly. so i stoned on my bed and finally fell asleep at 5 plus. woke up at 7 plus and wanted to skip dinner but i couldn't. HEHE. too hungry. :P but eating made me feel like a vampire, like sucking blood. zzz.

2 more extractions to go, next week, thursday. HURRRRRR. i'm gonna get mc for next fri. -_-

I MISS CYAN! D:

Julia, D:

2009-12-27T21:56:00.002+08:00

you and me could write a bad romance

random post todayyyy.

8 more days to school re-open. O: and i have all the homework waiting for me. lol. thank god i don't have training this week so i have all 8 days to complete them. haha.

i slept at 5+ am today, and woke up at 12+ pm cos i didn't feel like sleeping last night. ._. think life has been an utter joke. zzz. anyway, cut my hair today. not much diff, except my fringe which is seriously screwedddddddd. my normal side fringe became side bangs? ya. thats how short it is. sian muchhhhhhhh. ):

my throat isn't getting any better manzx. sucky sucky sucky. D:

DENTAL TOMORROW. say bye to 4 teeth. LOLZ.

look at the stars

look at how they shine for you

Julia, T.T

2009-12-26T00:23:00.002+08:00

according to you

to yingyi, "i see you". LOL.

this year's christmas, was so not christmas like. felt like any other day out. hmmm. and it wasn't a v good day to be truthful. esp you, who spoilt my good mood in the morning. (wtf i'm not freaking interested) in the afternoon, met bryan cos we wanted to give wq a christmas surprise by showing up at his door step. BUT HE SLEPT SO WE WAITED BELOW HIS BLOCK FOR NOTHING. LOL. dumb much. zzz. then called yingyi and met her at bugis! ^^ got movie tickets for Avatar @ 805. went around Iluma to find Pasta de Waraku. :D super gooooooooooood. (Y) and bryan kept whispering to yy while we were walking round, so i got pissed off and kept quiet. when they realised that i wasn't talking, they went "omg, can you not keep quiet. once you keep quiet, means die alr!" JOKERS. lolzxzx. ate then walked around again. (: bryan left at 7 plus since he wasn't watching movie. the movie's not bad at all! hahah. though sci-fi isn't really my thing but yeah, not bad. the movie ended at 10 plus so we only left Iluma at 11. hehe. so, i reached home at 12~

fuck i just realised i still have homework to do. ): this is the worst thing ever, ever. rawrrrrrr.

Julia, :|

2009-12-25T00:00:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

2009-12-23T14:20:00.005+08:00

3B'10

rochelle, this is for you! :D

1.AMANDA PEI JIA JUE

2.CHAN WAN WEN ROCHELLE

3.CHNG PEI SHAN VANESSA

4.CHOO MIN ELIZABETH

5.CHOONG PEI FANG

6.CHUA SHU YING LYN

7.ESABELLA TAN CHING HUI

8.HO YU MUN RHESA

9.JEANETTE KEE YANRU

10.JULIA ANG YI XIN

11.KHOO CYAN

12.LIN CUIDAN

13.MELISSA LIM LI XIN

14.SEAH SWEE PENG SAMANTHA

15.TAN YING YI

16.YE XINYU

17.YEW JIA MIN SERENE

18.YONG KAI YUN AGNES

19.BRYAN HAN ZI YING

20.CHENG XIN YONG

21.CHUA YI TAI

22.JANZEN LEE MING

23.LEE SHAO FENG RYAN

24.LIM BANG YONG BRENDAN

25.PWEE ZHENG YE JOSHUA

26.SHERMAN CHAN HON KIAT

27.SIM YI LIANG

28.TAN WEI XUAN JOEL

29.TAN ZIHENG

30.THOR JIA HAO

31.WANG HAI XIN

think i would rather count the people i don't know. LOL. which is, 4 out of 31. HAHA. total joke.

i'm happy cos i have bird chelle cyan and yingyi! ^^

Julia, :D

2009-12-22T23:16:00.003+08:00

you're my heartbreaker

(HI GRACE I'M BRACES GIRL ALR.)

SUPZXZ. has been long since i've posted cos i've been rather busy ^^ HAHA. i worked from friday till sunday, with bird and her condo friend at Vivo City. its q a retarded job cos we needed to dress up as a disney princess. .______. bird as snow white; me as belle. LMAO PLEASE. it was a total joke on the first day, but it turned out really fun helping out those small kids. haha. so on the last day of work, bird and i went to ION to eat! LOL. they have awesome food okay. :D and yes bird, Green Tea the next time!

had training yesterday at 10. it wasn't as tiring compared to last week's. haha. anyway, Bdiv'10 and Cdiv'10 have been announced! and... i'm not in. ): i've expected this outcome since long time ago so no tears from me. there's still Bdiv'11. i don't know what else to say bout it, but i'm not sad cos i've expected it. yet, who doesn't want to get in team?! lol, irony. still, i wish the 2 teams all the best in season next jan! <3>

lunch at Simpang with netballers then home. bathed and all then headed to NSC for appointment. super dumb please! came home again, packed and left for the Airport at 825. met bird and amanda.f there! (: samantha came out not long after that. then, we got a treat from her at Swensens! LOL. jealous not! xD HAHA. went to bird's house afterwards cos i'm staying over~ :DDD

reached her house at 10 plus and did crap. LOL. decided to do our nails; HOT PINK and WHITE french nails. HAHAHA. not bad for the first time trying kay! ^^ we stayed up till 5 then we decided to sleep. surprisingly, both of us woke up at 10 plus this morning. xP used comp till 12 then we washed up and left for the Airport since we wanted Popeyes for lunch. actually, it was me who wanted it. LOL. after lunch, we bused down to PP for my dental. HOT PINK BRACES. HAHA. didn't hurt at first so i could still chew on my bubble tea's pearls. but now, -_- ah wtf. anyway, we visited wq at his house after my dental. TOTAL JOKE OMG. his sister is funny, cos we got her confused by all our names.

YEP, THATS ALL BOUT MY DAYS. hahah. (:

I WANT TO RANT.

PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN.

porridge ftw.

Julia, T.T

2009-12-17T23:18:00.003+08:00

NETBALL DAY CAMP'09

GOOD, but 2010's would be AWESOME!

(cos its planned by us, DUH. HAHAHA)

i cabbed up with bird! ^^ and i'm the first person she sees since she came back from BKK yesterday. woohooo. i was actually at the airport when she touched down yesterday! cool much. (: anyway, we reached school at 8 and we were divided into 4 groups. i was the leader of KNN! LOL. and i had awesome group members like Jocelyn, Yiping, Meiyi, Rachel, Yixuan, Kimberly and Wanyi. we spent super long deciding on a name and when we were asked for 1, yp came up with KNN. vulgar person indeed. HAHAHA. had some warm up games in the hall, super retarded! xD cos there were games like wacko, some acting thing (bird owned. DUH), ni wo ta. haha. then we went to the parade square for a game that we had to put water in our mouth, and sing to a person in your group, and that person will pass on, blah blah. so the last person would guess what song it is! WE OWNED PLEASE! :D we played another game similar to that too. just that we had to do actions, pass it down, and the last person must guess what is it. WE STILL OWNED LOL. after that was handicapped netball. WTF SERIOUSLY. i was like a zombie cos i was handicapped in a way that i have to hop with both legs. LOLOL. total joke. :x LUNCH AFTER THAT! ^^

Canadian pizza and KFC for lunch = shiok. :D had a 1 hour talk in TEN and everyone stinked up the whole place LMAO. had games at concourse. SUPER FUN. Don't Forget The lyrics was the best station. HEHE. felt so zai ley, know so many chi songs ^^ HAHAHAHA. SO WE OWNED AT THOSE GAMES TOO. XD afterwards, we had a game of cluedo. HAIII. big disappointment. ): so we ended up being 2nd. had damn little wet games cos we had no time. D: EVEN BIGGER DISAPPOINTMENT. but we still had fun splashing each other. LOL. just not wet enough! stayed in school till 6 plus, then went dinner with bird, chelle, fj, kairong and meiyi! :D Subway @ Expo. stayed there and talked with bird and chelle till about 845. went to bird's house and stayed till 10, then home~

SUPER TIRED NOW OKEH. -_- haha. still need to wake up at 9 plus tomorrow. haizzz. anyway, i'm working for 3 days! with bird, for some event thingy. (: 1 hour 5 bucks ley. not bad. HAHA. training on monday, plus appointment at NSC; dental on tuesday (O: BRACES); training on thursday. WOWOWOW. my homework = gg. LOL. hmm. announcing bdiv'10 next week. fj and i, still have a common dream. HEE. :D

kkkkkay bird, I'M DONE WITH THE POST. HAHAHA. ^^

Julia, ^^

2009-12-15T20:50:00.003+08:00

cos you don't deserve him

why is it so surprising that i'm early for training! ahyer. stupid lydia! :P HAHA. started training with the MRT run and i ran with chelle this time! cos joce couldn't train and bird wasn't around. SUPER GOOD MANZXZ. running at her speed really feels like RUNNING instead of jogging or a little bit faster. LOL. just pissed that my cough and stitch were bad. zzz. ran up and down the slope 10 times. break then pair ball work, 10 suicides at your own pace, kicks, launches, straight shuttle, milkshake, AND WE FINALLY GOT A 2 MIN BREAK AFTER ALL THOSE. omg. afterwards, we did some area defence drills. lasted for super long, but i think its really useful. ^^v a run to the stadium's water cooler then back in less than 1 min 20 secs. (: did some half court then training ended! :D sat at the parade square with Sec 2s and chatted! super funnnnnnnnnnnnn. BUT THURSDAY WOULD BE THE BEST! XD DAY CAMP FROM 8 TO 6!

stayed in concourse for a while as we were having some sort of a briefing for thursday. still stayed there after the briefing ended cos it was damn early. and i was still deciding if i should go to stadium to pass something, but forget it. zzz. WENT 18 CHEFS WITH CHELLE, YP AND CHERIE FOR LUNCH! :D LAUGHED LIKE MAD. LOL. yp and chelle spilt water on their table, so yp robbed 18 Chefs' tissues. HHAHAHAHA. and after cleaning up, she said "people, please don't spill anymore." THEN SHE SPILLS 1 CUP OF WATER. HAHAHAHAHA. JOKER. another irony, cherie ordered Creamy MANGO, and when she ate her first mouth of CBR, she said "EH GOT MANGO TASTE LEY" =.=! JUST DIAO HER PLEASEZZ. LOL. after eating, we went to get drinks for thursday, and left it at yp's house. we then stayed to watch House of Wax, which totally reminded me that i didn't use wax during training and i REALLY regret it. ): ANYWAY, the show is really SICK. like, so gory. LOL. went home after the show~ thank you yiping for staying with me to wait for bus! <3

i'm really burnt and tired. T.T guess i'm gonna sleep soon. (: EARLY RIGHT. HEHEH.

i officially don't like receiving "what" in a sms. ):

Julia, D:

2009-12-14T21:28:00.002+08:00

只好讓回憶短暫地炫耀

HI! (:

can't believe the 2 weeks of break from netball is almost over. so, training's resuming tomorrow. 8-12. I'M GONNA GET BURNT! D: and i didn't run at all during this 2 weeks. ._. hi to hell~

anyway, I FINALLY WENT KBOX TODAY. hehehe. (: went with cyan! yes, 2 people only. STILL AS FUN. ^^ didn't go out with her ever since class chalet... aww. our session was supposed to end at 2 but we camped inside till 230. LOL. xD then went to PP cos i had dental appointment. NO MORE SEPERATORS. YAY! hahah. but the molar bands cut my sides. ah wtf, wax for tomorrow's training! haizzz, braces next week = xmas week = hard time eating. ): emozxz.

okay, i feel guilty. so i should do work. :D

ELIZABETH CHOO! FASTER COME BACK LA YOU. ):

you should appear.

Julia, ^^

2009-12-13T20:47:00.001+08:00

BKK = ?

2J09♥2009 聖公會體育表演會(小蜜蜂) -[W]ei[Qianq]-AHS #7 says: (8:43:45 PM)

eee bird bird not online

2J09♥ 2009 聖公會體育表演會 (英式女籃) Julia; says: (8:43:45 PM)

2J09♥2009 聖公會體育表演會(小蜜蜂) -[W]ei[Qianq]-AHS #7 says: (8:43:46 PM)

LOL

2J09♥ 2009 聖公會體育表演會 (英式女籃) Julia; says: (8:43:47 PM)

2J09♥ 2009 聖公會體育表演會 (英式女籃) Julia; says: (8:43:48 PM)

he at BKK

2J09♥2009 聖公會體育表演會(小蜜蜂) -[W]ei[Qianq]-AHS #7 says: (8:43:53 PM)

bkk?

2J09♥ 2009 聖公會體育表演會 (英式女籃) Julia; says: (8:43:54 PM)

SHE*

2J09♥2009 聖公會體育表演會(小蜜蜂) -[W]ei[Qianq]-AHS #7 says: (8:43:56 PM)

big king kong

THIS IS HOW STUPID WEIQIANG IS. =.=!

2009-12-12T20:23:00.017+08:00

just one more day with you

BOO! random post cos i haven't been posting. so i decided to post pictures that were taken last week. couldn't upload them on comp last week so yup! (:

FROLICK! <3

jocelyn the greedy panda. (:

EGG FACES! O:

JOCE AND HER FAV BEAR. <3

but i like snowman!

ROCHELLE THE CHEF! ^^

HAHAHA. okay. thats all. (:

MY WEEKENDS ARE BORING. ):

2 more days of seperators! XD

Julia, (:

2009-12-10T00:49:00.003+08:00

know there's no life after you

:D

1 of my seperators dropped while i was sleeping. LOLZXZ. so i woke up trying to fix it back but failed terribly. =.=! used the comp for a while then went to get ready. was supposed to meet grace at Bedok, 1245. i was late, but she was later! HAHA. so we didn't meet wq and zh in the end. CAB FARE = 7+. -_- whoever's that bastard who told us that the match's at 130. z. it only started at 150! we wanted to reach earlier than wq and zh lor! but when we reached, amanda.f told us that the baika was there alr. SIAN. LOL.

went to sit at our "favourite" place, the 1 where amanda said that the ball won't fly out. HAHAHAHA. apparently, today a ball was flying to amanda's direction then she bend down and the ball flew over her. JOKER. she could have caught it. LMAO. huizhen came halfway through the game and her cab fare was freaking 20 bucks. O: the match was a really tough 1. so amanda went really high, followed by hz. and i somehow got infected by their high disease. hurrrrr. sadly, they lost the match. D: still, nice game! (:

girls match after theirs. we were hoping that the girls would win so that there wouldn't be a double loss. yet, double blow. haiz. watching the last quarter of the girls match = heart wanna die. ): nvm, at least they're still in the competition! went to eat with grace, hz, wq, zh, zt, wt, daniel and 2 dunman guys afterwards. i didn't exactly eat the rice that i was supposed to share with grace. huizhen went "ouchouchouch" for me when i ate my first spoon of rice. LOL. the others left first cos grace was still eating. and wq's such an idiot! i asked him to drop me at PP cos i needed to go dental but he asked me to ask someone! rawr. -_-

so, i went PP with grace. waited for her mum to come cos she wanted to get her iPhone today. stayed at PP till 9 plus. HAHA. got a lift to Tmerah then home~. reached home at 1030, but only finished my "dinner" at 11+. wtf i need baby food. LOL. ah, 5 more days of seperators! T.T

GETTING SCHOOL BOOKS TOMORROW, AND MAYBE MY IPHONE. HEEHEE. ^^

stupid idiot. -_-

Julia, :D

2009-12-08T17:15:00.002+08:00

그땐 왜 몰랐을까 사랑을 몰랐을까

i'm currently hurting q badly now so i don't feel like doing work. plus, i can't find my stupid gao zhi. siannnnnnnnnnnnn.

yesterday was funny. i woke up and went to the kitchen cos i needed the toilet. then my mum was there and she told me," 你今天不要给我出去啊。每天都出去。。。". i said," orh." after i washed up and all, i sat in front of my comp. at 10 plus, tyan called to ask if i'm going to watch the match. called grace, and since she's not going, i told tyan i'm not going. afterwards, huizhen smsed me at 11 to make me go with her to the match. O: so, i got ready and my mum went, "都叫你不要出去了，你不会听啊？" and i just laughed and went out. LOLLL. :x

reached there late cos the taxi driver was slow. z. anyway, the guys won 65-46. ^^ stayed to watch the girls match but i left half way through cos i need to go for dental. bah. i felt bad for making my dad wait for 30 mins. ._. heh. got my xray done, and seperators in. and i think they forgot to do the moulding for me. LOL. so i will go back next week and do the moulding = they will get a end product with gaps. HAHAHA. oh and i need to extract 4. _|_

i wanted to stay home to do work today, but apparently my plan failed. ah screw it. i'm gonna get my school books tomorrow and START WORK. -_- can't believe training's starting next week. i'm gonna die v v badly cos i think my stamina sucks now. mehhhhhhhh.

fuck seperators.

Julia, T.T

2009-12-07T18:54:00.000+08:00

HI SEPERATORS HURT.

2009-12-06T15:28:00.003+08:00

we've been hiding enough

hahaaaaaaaaa! i finally found time to post! (: so here goes 2 to 3 days post.

Friday, 0412.
NEW MOON WITH NETBALLERS! haha. we were suppose to board the same train, like, we'll meet each other on the train? BUT I WAS LATE, SO WAS JOCELYN AND ROCHELLE. O: so bird trained to Pasir Ris to meet me as well as to get seats! :P then joce and chelle board the train at Tampines. supposingly to reach Somerset MRT at 1230, we reached there at 1238. HAHAHA. called Lydia, and they were later than us. LOL. i actually saw lydia when i reached Pasir Ris MRT. so joce, chelle, bird and i went to get tickets first. (: New Moon @ 150pm. had lunch at the food court after meeting cherie, lydia and yiping! :D then bird and chelle wanted to get frolick. i didn't want to eat it cos i just had it the previous day. ._. BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, gummy bears as toppings are too tempting. :P so i shared with bird while joce shared with chelle. afterwards, we went in the cinema. and we got free entry. LOL. the person didn't tear our tickets. omg please! we are nice people so we went out and got our tickets teared/tore? ._.

the movie was q okay i guess... I JUST SWEAR THAT I WON'T WATCH ECLIPSE (IF THEY'RE EVEN GONNA MAKE IT) WITH JOCELYN. O: she can go fucking mad about Jacob luh. -faints- and she keeps complaining! like, I WANNA GO TOILETTTTTTTTTTT, OMG I'M DAMN COLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. typical jocelyn? (: then yp and cherie wanted to eat Pastamania, so bird, joce, chelle and i went off first since we wanted to get food at ION! ^^ we took a long time to choose what to eat first. HAHA. decided on Japanese Pancake. superrrrrrr gooooood. ;) sadly, bird left after that cos she needed to find her mum. ): anyway, we went around, playing with things from random shops. LOL. then we wanted ice cream, so we went back to Marvellous Cream and got the New York thingy. AWESOME KKKKKAY! :D we ate other food too~ like Takopachi, Japanese satay and bubble tea. HAHAHA. and... that was our dinner. -_- yup, home after that! super tiring day.

*will post pictures later*

Saturday, 0512.
woke up early just to go shopping with sis at Taka and Bugis. didn't go with a purpose actually, LOL. was just tagging along since she needed to get a bag. didn't find anything to buy at Taka though we had $70 worth of vouchers. =.=! so she got her bag at Bugis. (: went home and watched XGDD. it finished right on time, then i went to prepare to attend a wedding dinner. took super long to decide what to wear. -_- diao much. hate wearing formal! D: but anyway, the food was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hehe. (:

Today, 0612.
my mum called just when i woke up. HOW TIMELY! lmaoz. was supposed to meet her at TM, 11 am. T.T got ready and left house at 1043. had lunch at Tonikichi. (Y)! my brother couldn't finish his sushi so he put in on a spoon and went spinning it to decide who will eat it. LOL. HE PLAYED CHEAT SO IT ENDED UP POINTING AT ME. CHEH. no one ate it in the end, cos it was "disfigured". LOLOL. anyway, i nearly got my iPhone 3Gs todayyyyyyyy. ): but Starhub don't have it YET. hai, why must they be so slow. i want to get out of the SE "club". LOL. not really sure if i want that phone though. i'm considering Pixon 12 too. :/ haha. went walking around afterwards. wanted to get my hair dye, but i decided not to dye. ^^v got 2 shorts from Cotton On then HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :D

i'm so tired now. i want to sleep. byebye!

Julia, ~.~

2009-12-03T20:39:00.003+08:00

i got tired of waiting

heyloooooooooooooooooo. this week has been q fun! (: except that tuesday and wed was boring. anyway, went to watch the bball match with grace today. met amanda, tyan and huizhen there. LIKE DUH. ^^ LOL. today's match was scary cos there was q a few times when the score difference was ONE. tyan nearly died. O: HAHAHA. joke. and we were damn pissed at some players from the other team. ._. esp that #6 and #10! rawrrrrrrrr. okay, enough crap. THEY STILL WON! 60-49, now i remember the score. hehe. :P

when the match ended, we went to find rhesa, agnes and freda. stood around and talked. then grace went high. imagine a chao ah lian going high... = scary sight. LOL. we couldn't stop laughing at her though. afterwards, amanda went high too. she couldn't stop laughing at the coach. cos he said " LEAVE THEM ALONE!" when he was about to leave SBC. HAHAHHAA. today, we ended up at macs again. hahah. weiqiang came too cos he was waiting for zetian. train-ed to Tampines cos grace wanted frolick and wq needed to get his pay. -_- then the love birds went off to have their alone time~ LOL. we sat and frolick and chat! left at 5 plus but still stayed in TM with grace cos she wanted to have her dinner there. (: got nail polish and homeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW! :D NEW MOON WITH NETBALLERS! <3 tomorrow's gonna be gooooooooooooood. HAHAHAHA. can't wait can't wait~

anyway, i have a lot of things that i want to do now. hmmm.
i want to dye my hair.
i want to get over with seperators by next next tuesday cos training's gonna start by then.
i want to go kbox.
i want to shop cos i want to change my closet. -_-

haha okay, random much! cya!

Julia, :D

2009-11-30T20:38:00.002+08:00

要说得多肯定才能肯定两个人的心情

i finally changed my blog skin. O: have been wanting to change since long time ago, but its just so hard to find 1 to my liking now. hahah. anyway i hope you all like it. (:

SUNDAY WAS PLAIN BORING FULLSTOP.
AND THXM EP 7 PISSED ME OFF SO MUCH. D: < i don't like calvin! meh. i don't think ep 8 would make me any happier, so calvin sucks! :D

i think AHS is stupid. some admin staff called me at BLOODY 6 PLUS. oh my god. so i heard Love Like This playing, thinking that it was my sister's alarm. but i realised that her phone wasn't the one ringing, = my phone! wth. made me wake up at that time just to tell me stupid things. took a while to get back to sleep, and woke up at 10 due to my alarm. got ready and all, left house at 1040. met cherie at TM, Macs. hehe. we were desperate for shaker fries since yesterday! HAHAHA. :P had lunch there and we saw A LOTTTTTTTT of people that we knew. SAW BIRD! :D her reaction was super funny. LOL. and i finally understand why wq eats 2 meals whenever he goes out with cherie. =.=! she barely ate her fries and she only finished half her burger. is her stomach big or what?!

left TM at 12 and met tyan and amanda at T.Merah. cabbed to SBA cos tyan was DESPERATE. super funny. cherie and i couldn't stop laughing at them when they crossed the road. LOL. :x when we got out of the cab, we saw rhesa and yingyi! (: hahah. funny thing is, they came from Tampines. LOL. if they came earlier, they would have met cherie and me there. joke. hahaha. i found out why cherie asked me along to watch the match with me. AHYER. jian yingyi and her jian plan, WHICH FAILED. ^^ went in and watch the match~ wasn't really paying attention to it cos i was talking to yingyi most of the time. HAHAHA. and obviously they won the match. :D lolol.

went to get bubble tea with cherie, tyan, yingyi, rhesa and huizhen. tyan got so amused with my hand. -_- and kept saying that its super small and cute. LOL. went back to SBA to pass amanda her bubble tea then went Macs cos cherie needed to find her dear weiqiang. HAHAHA. i held tyan's pinky on the way there. no i was made to do so cos before that she held my hand and insisted that my hand's too small. hmph. LOL. retarded much! reached macs and tyan and i came up with a great plan. (Y) HAHAHA. she took wq's tray of food to our table then we moved to the table behind them. LOLOL. sat there and started chatting. decided that their conver was too boring ._. so we took tissues and threw at them; outcome of being too bored. xP daniel, huizhen and zetian left first, leaving us sitting there to decide where to go. suggested bowling, then cherie suggested playing bball.

thus, we ended up at the court near wq's house. but tyan went back home to be a pig. HAHAHA. we played 3 v 3 against some of his friends. o.O we owned! LOL. partly cos the other group were all guys and they don't dare to defend girls. hehe. :P then cherie and i decided to slack. wq continued playing with them. after awhile, he came asking if we wanted to buy drinks. we kept gl-ing so he finally gave in and gave us a treat. HEHE. THANKS FOR THE GREEN TEA UH. :D slacked more then we played ABC. i failed badlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. LMAO. i was stuck at 1 point for super long then when i finally shot it in, i air ball-ed my next 1. which means i have to restart again. wtf. LOL. so i sat down and emo-ed. HAHAHAHA. ya right. after cherie won 1 of the guys, we played 2 on 1 against wq. WE GOT OWNED EVEN THOUGH WE CHEATED. BIG FAT BULLY! tsk. HAHAHAHAHA. :x

sat down to cool down, then left at 5 plus. (: bus-ed to Bedok with her then i took 17 home while she headed for Kallang. reached home at around 7 and bathed. felt awful cos i was super hungry and i felt like i had fever. okay, maybe i do. zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

FUN DAY TODAY! (: hahaha. BUT!
TO WQ AND CHERIE: I'M SORRY FOR BEING A MILLION WATTS TODAY. HAHAHAHAHAHAA. but nvm luh uh, FAMILY DAY OUT. LOL.

i need to find something to do tomorrow.

Julia, :D

2009-11-28T21:10:00.004+08:00

只有你明白我的疯狂

whoooooops. haven't been posting for a while! :P

Thursday, 2611
I WAS EARLY FOR TRAINING LEYYYYYYYYYY. ^^ HAHAHA. thank you jocelyn for your morning call. HEH. think my alarm's a total failure. lol! anyway, training was kinda fun. we started it with 20 laps of fast run, swinging of legs and a game! super fun. (Y) then we did some feeding-to-shooters drills, followed by some bringing-down-the-ball drills. so training was q slack! :P everything ended by 10 plus. thus we had 1 hour for lunch. bird, joce and i headed to simpang for meepok. LOL. we finished eating at 1130, which is the time we needed to be back by. O: -panic panic- LMAO. super funny. joce and bird were frantically trying to flag a cab, but failed! HAHAHAHAH. in the end, we got a lift from some stranger. OMGZX, super nice person. :D LOLOL. ANYWAY, ROCHELLE CAME BACK THIS DAY! <3! so she was waiting for us in school! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D so happy to see her again. (: but aww,she missed out a lot. hehe. stayed at concourse for awhile, then we all boarded the bus and headed to Anderson Sec. sat with bird; hur, its kinda cool how we read each other. HEH. (:

reached there and sat down with fj since we're both not playing as i played the previous day and she's injured. poor thing, take care kay! hmm. ASS (LOL) was really good. like, so fast and their passes were really accurate. if only i could play, and gain that experience. bahh. good game anyway! our juniors played against them too, their performance was... q unexpected? think they could have done better with qiqi around. ah wells, for experience! whole thing finished at around 4 plus or 3 plus, i can't remember. but the bus ride home was definitely "memorable". LOL. i couldn't stop laughing at bird and cherie. they were having conversations in hokkien, chinese and english to see who is better at what. TOTAL JOKE! HAHAHAHA. joce, yp, chelle and i were just laughing the whole way through. and guess what, bird actually won. O: surprising or what! LMAO.

when we reached school, joce, bird, chelle and i stayed in school to chat. DAMN FUNNY. we moved from the staircase to the center circle of our netball court. super longggggggggggggg chat. (: so we stayed in school till 6 plus then home! hehe. bird walked up to the towards Pasir Ris side just to talk to me. AWWW. then she crossed over to the towards Joo Koon side and went to Bedok. hee. <3

bballers came back that night too! hahahah. rhesa got me my present~~~

Friday, 2711.
woke up at 11 thinking it was a saturday. -_- so i went out of my room, and switched on the tv thinking that FQYAK was showing. hurrrrrrrrrr. :x but it was showing some Taiwan awards thingy. decided to watch it cos i thought that maybe FLH or S.H.E would appear, but no. CHEH. instead, SUJU. LOLZXZXZX. show ended at 3, and MusicBank would only start at 545. siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnned. MB this week wasn't as good as last week's. but nvm, SS501! ^^ so i spent my whole day (almost) watching tv. no life huh. then, at night, i remembered that i need to wake up early the next day. HEHE. got joce to morning call me again! xP

Today, 2811.
-Love Like This- played at 623 am. LOL. joce called me 7 mins earlier than i asked her to. HAHAHAHA. so i woke up due to that "alarm" and went back to sleep since i knew that my alarm would ring at 630. woke up and switched off my alarm ._. AND WENT BACK TO SLEEP. bleahs, too tired luh. in the end, i woke up at 7. omg late! rushed and rushed, left house at 725. walked to bus stop and bus-ed to bird's house since her dad's giving me a lift. ^^ he even prepared breakfast for meeeeeeeeeeeeee! (: reached school at 755 and found no one in stadium. o.O so we went down to the outdoor netball court and found them there~ played street netball! after all the selections thingy, we played a game with coach and miss noriff. :D LOL. coach commented on our (me, bird, joce and chelle) strategy - standing alternately so that we can be in the same group. HAHAHAHA. correct, but wasn't used today okay. xD after playing for a while, coach and ms noriff left. so did the others except me, bird, joce chelle! HAHA. played cards there and got bored soon. joce suggested camwhoring with the oreo that we were eating. SUPER FUNNY OMG. cos there were 4 oreos left, and joce suggested putting the oreo in our mouth, (vertically, so your mouth is :O shape). but our dear rochelle put it in horizontally and IT WENT DOWN TO HER STOMACH. RETARDED MUCH. HAHAHAHA. think i'm worse though, when rochelle was about to help bird, joce and i take a pic, "i can't put it in this way la wtf." THEN BIRD STARTED LAUGHING LIKE AN IDIOT, COS MY MOUTH IS TOO SMALL TO DO THAT. ASS. LOLOLOL. stayed downstairs to play at the fitness corner for a while, then went up to stadium.

FOUND YINGYI THERE. FINALLY. :D went to talk to her to tell her what she missed out. ^^ HEHEHE. then left for Ikea with the other 3! (: took 31 all the way to Tampines, followed by the shuttle bus. ATE A LOTTTTTTTTTTT. but nvm, the food was gooooooooooood. just that, with bird and chelle around, you can really expect food fight. HAHAHAHAHA. it started when bird wanted to throw chicken at rochelle, but ended up throwing it at me. then i wanted revenge but i was laughing too hard. so we were laughing like mad people cos we were practically laughing at everything. LOL. somehow, rochelle threw chicken at bird and bird got revenge. THE CHICKEN STUCK TO ROCHELLE'S FOREHEAD. HAHAHAHAHAHA. OMG. JOKER. we laughed even more and they couldn't stop laughing at me cos i was the last finish my chicken wing. -_- BIRD KEEPS MENTIONING THE TIME AT SAKURA. IDIOT. LOL. after i finished, i wanted to take tissue and bird kept saying i gentle cos its tissue PAPER. so we had tissue paper fight too. LOL. when bird wanted to take 1, i pushed the packet away and they started suan-ing me again. so i took the packet and threw at bird thrice. HAHAHAH. (:

went to walk around after eating and we started high-ing at the soft toys section again. LMAO. cos i found a PANDA soft toy = JOCELYN. i couldn't stop laughing when she took a pic with it, as i realised that she's really a panda, white body, black hands and legs. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. XD XD XD walked around there more, and i found a CatDog kind of thing. just that it was in black and white. bird and chelle started laughing like mad and chelle spilt coke there. LOL. we decided that we were never there and qucikly walked away from there. :x decided to leave for bird's house cos the rest of Ikea's boring. waited for shuttle bus to Bedok~ then plans changed cos her dad didn't allow, so we ended up at chelle's house! (: I SAW MY BEST FRIEND AGAIN. HAHAHA. didn't do much there, just chat, played cards and she gave us our presents! stayed till 5 plus and left! 5-ed home with bird and joce~

YEPPPPPPPP. thats all for these days. today was a really really enjoyable 1! ^^ SHALL GO SHOPPING SOOOOOOOOOOOOON. since there's no training the enxt 2 weeks. YAY. or maybe not. ._. i need to start on homework, seriously. and there's 1J class outing on monday, i'm still deciding if i should go. think i would be going most probably... hope that it would be good.

OKAY, I SHALL END THIS SUPER WORDY POST. PSPS.

OH I NEED TO ADD IN THAT BIRD SAYS " YOUR WELCOME" TO A DUSTBIN THAT HAS A SIGN SAYING " THANK YOU". HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Julia, xD

2009-11-25T21:36:00.002+08:00

nothing ever seems to be enough

i don't know how to start.
-woke up feeling kinda down
-met lydia at pasir ris and trained to Redhill together
-failed to meet the rest at Bedok cos the train was too packed
-reached BMSS at 9 plus
-warm ups and all
-had a bad feeling bout the game
-played WA for first quart, and C for the second and last quart.
-drawed for first and third quart
-were lagging during second
-won the last quart
= 22:25. we lost.
-good game though. (:
-happy bout my play, like finally.
-had lunch at Tiong Bahru Plaza (whatever the sp is), LJS!
-trained home with lydia, charisse, amanda and ximin.
-enjoyable ride home.
-I'M THE LAST PERSON WHO LYDIA SEES BEFORE SHE FLIES OFF. :D
-came home, bathed and napped for about an hour.
-BLAHBLAHBLAH.

(changing mindset in process, not important.)
i've had enough of those tears, and feeling-so-hopeless-times. and i'm not gonna allow you to continue with it. enough is enough and its time to pick yourself up. no one is gonna fight for you so you have to fight for yourself. show how much you want it, or need it.

like i promised you. (:
i still remember, do you?

Julia, :]

2009-11-24T11:26:00.004+08:00

when your heart gets broken, you sort of see cracks in everything.

i missed training cos i overslept. oh my god. feel damn damn damn stupid. D:

i officially have a phobia of oversleeping when i have something on in the morning. wtshit. there's friendly against BukitMerah tomorrow. and i have to reach bedok at 8. T.T somehow, i wish i didn't need play tomorrow. it makes me feel worse x123456789. i feel inferior. when that happens, i lose confidence in myself, so i can't play/put in my best. yet, i wouldn't allow myself to give up, but i'm deproving. i know it myself and the feeling really really sucks? ah, whatever. maybe i can say bye to my slot in bdiv10. ):

so, i spent my day slacking at home. and i was reminded of my pile of homework. great. ):
fml.

2 more days.

Julia, D:

2009-11-23T22:10:00.003+08:00

back in time

hihihi. sorry for lag of posts! HAHA. anyway, i spent my weekends mapling, LOL. yes, i've decided to maple with qiqi. ._. anyone wanna play also? so boring just having her to play with me. D: < rawrrr. okay okay. enough bout the game. ^^ hmm. badminton today! with bird joce and qiqi. HAHAH. super fun omg. we played for 3 hours, with rest of course. O: then i went dinner with joce at Simei. (: had a long chat after finishing our food. ahhhhhhhhhhhh. how interesting. :P went home and had dinner, again! bathed and all, and watched HPTX! (:

sighs, training tomorrow at 8. thats as good as going school wtf. ): but ah wells, for bdiv'10!!! rawr. i lack determination. hmmm. friendly on thursday too! against Anderson Sec, pretty scared for it...

short post today, since there's nothing much to update about. hahaha.

LOB! :D 3 MORE DAYS BEFORE YOU COME BACK. HAHAHAH.
AND THANK YOU! YOU GOT MY PRESENT! YAYAYAYAY! <3

shall end hereeee. (:
thursday's gonna be good. (Y)

Julia, :D

2009-11-20T19:48:00.002+08:00

just afraid that the distance between us would grow further

rainy days~ hmmm. but it didn't rain yesterday morning, so training went on as usual. was kinda hell... we started training with the MRT route run, which we needed to complete within 12mins 30 secs, based on juniors' timing. all of us passed! (: hahah. striding, leaping, and some kicking thing before we did the 4 lines of footwork thingy again; 2 sets. super tiring ah! O: running pair ball work, then some zic-zac kinda drill. last drill was the shooters drill, with defenders this time. q fun leyyyyyyyy! (: hahah. by that time, we were like half dead alr cos the weather was so hot! D: and coach wanted us to complete 5 suicides. so we just "lied" that the lighting risk alert was on, when it wasn't. but when coach turned around, it was on. OMG LOLOL. WHAT A JOKE LUH. XD so she made us find a partner of about the same weight, and we're supposed to piggyback that person and walk up and down a step 50 times. -_- wthell okay. BIRD BETTER BE HONOURED THAT SHE'S THE FIRST PERSON I PIGGYBACKED. HAHAHA. cos i'm always the 1 who gets piggybacked. lmao! damnn funny. bird was feeling guilty for nothing. :P okay, that wasn't the end of training. we still had 5 sets of wheelbarrow, from the AVT to the staircase that leads to the canteen. plus 5 pushups in that position after reaching the end. TOTAL HELL. D:

wanted to go simpang with joce and bird for meepok! but it started raining like madness after we got changed. -_- so yeah, we ate cup noodles in school and played cards till 4. :D damn funny, we made joce lose 10 times before ending the game, cos 10 is SIGNIFICANT to her. ^^ they wanted to make me lose 11, but i'm too zai to lose so many! HEHEHE. as for bird, 34 is way too much. O: LOLOL. then someone called bird to go settle some PA stuff, so we followed her to the tower hall. while walking pass the GO, i saw my appeal results. SUCCESS! (: hee. C2Ch for me! yep, slacked and all, then joce and i decided to cab down since we saw a taxi comming in school and the rain was just...

bballers flew off today~ hahah. wq better be happy that he got my sms though i'm not as important as SOMEONE ELSE. XD better remember my present okeh! (: HAHAHA. went to tm in the afternoon cos my dad needed to get his iPhone. CHEH. he was just tempting me and making me jealous ttm! ): walked around a bit then home~ just in time for music bank! :D lalala~ i love today's omg! cos SS501, 2Ne1, Taeyang, 2PM and f(x) appeared! ^^v i'm like addicted to Taeyang's "Wedding Dress", which explains my blog song. haha.

today is a v v v cold day. T.T bahhh. tomorrow's the start of weekends, time to start rotting. LOL. or maybe i should go back to mapling cos of qiqi. HAHA. i'm bored now with no food to eat. ): rawrr.

Julia, ~.~

2009-11-18T22:33:00.002+08:00

you spin my head right round, right round

am gonna collapse soon! T.T i slept early yesterday okay! i fell asleep at 11+ and woke up at 5+ cos my stomach was hurting really really bad. i went back to sleep and found myself awake at 6+. i went out of my room and started whining to my mum ~.~ she couldn't find any medicine for me so i was kinda dead. laid on my sofa till about 620 then i made myself a cup of hot milo thinking it WOULD HELP. switched on the tv and found myself watching the show till 7. can't believe i found a nice show to watch at that time! LOL. then i was tired, so i slept on the sofa. AND ENDED UP WAKING UP AT 8+ DUE TO THE PAIN. i was so freaking pissed cos i was only suppose to wake up at 915! bah, i went back to sleep anyway. zzz. SUCKIEST NIGHT OF ALL. strangely, i'm starting to like early mornings. lol. ><

joce called me up but i still laid in bed till my dad got me up to eat breakfast cos of my stupid stomach. D:< took damn long to eat so i was late. :x bird and i reached ehub at 1120. when we're suppose to meet at 1030. opps. ._. we met joce, jiahao and jinyi, then played 2 rounds of mall catching. super retarded. HAHA. got tickets for My Girlfriend Is An Agent afterwards. went to bowl 1 game to stalk time. bird and i shared a game cos i was too tired and she was broke. (: we were the last! AHHHHHHHHHHHH. ): jiahao owned all of us. O: BUT! bird STRIKED for ME. HEHEHEHEH. XD XD XD all of us plus stanley and caleb went in the theatres at 12+. the show was damnnnnnnn funny zomg! :D had lunch at Fish & Co. express. mark, charles and haixin joined us there.

it was alr 4+ when we left ehub. -_- so we reached Queensway at 6+ i think. joce got her shoes and thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, we had nothing to do alr. lame omg. we left the place without eating the laksa there! what a waste. ): the way back on the train was damn retarded. bird and i couldn't stop laughing at some pokemon thingy again. LOL. went to joce's for dinner cos she said she wanted to cook for me. AWW. :D HAHAHA. left her house at 850 and the bus ride home was like hellzxz. headache + pain at stomach.

RAWR. screw it. i doubt i would be able to survive training AND gym tomorrow.
SIGHS.

Julia, T.T

2009-11-17T21:51:00.003+08:00

seems like some things are not meant to say

hi i'm burnt and i'm weak so i feel like crap now. zzz. training today was like hell. somehow the 7 runs up the hill made me felt like vomiting through the whole training. like everything gets stuck at my throat, which definitely couldn't sucks more. not to mention my asthma sort of acted up these days. _|_ so, i lasted through training till the down the court thingy. it fucking doesn't feel good when you feel like vomiting and someone keeps scolding you cos you're not feeling well. it just gets so so fucking pressurizing and then, i would give up. yes, thats how weak i am mentally. fuck that. i walked out of court and sat in the shade with cherie (thanks for comforting me! <3). bryan's haircut cheered me up the most! HAHA.

anyway, i spent my whole afternoon with bird, joce and fj! we had lunch at 18 chefs and we decided to go to bird's to swim. LOL. impromptu! fj followed joce back home to get their swimsuits and stuffs before coming over. while me, being too lazy, couldn't be bothered to go home. -_- went to bird's house and talkedddddddddddddd~ pri school days = CHILDISH. HURRR. fj and joce came over at around 450 then we took so long to get changed before we went swimming. haha. it was more of a chatting session actually! but super fun. bird and i couldn't stop laughing at someone whose sit and reach only got 20+. :x didn't know how we got to that topic but it was freaking funny. LMAO. now we know whats the link with pikachu, RIGHT BIRD. HAHAHAHAHA. XD talking bout pikachu, we couldn't stop laughing at RAICHU too. omg. joke! we stayed for dinner and stayed to slack for a while in bird's room. I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING DURING DINNER. OMG. THAT SMS WAS THE FUNNIEST THING EVER. hehe. joce treat me like her bolster! =.=! and said that i'm damn nice to hug. aww. think her bear's better for her anyway. :P i stayed till 9 while fj and joce left at 815. AND I GOT HOME 10 MINS AFTER JOCE GOT HOME. LOLED.

super beat now my god. >< another long day tomorrow, DON'T BLAME ME IF I OVERSLEEP AH. i'm gonna be super duper late. lalala.

thursday? ):

Julia, :]

2009-11-16T22:38:00.002+08:00

embrace

2012 was damn good! (Y) HAHAHA. i was supposed to meet yy, wq and bryan at ehub at 1. and i woke up at 1210. O: went online then decided to meet yy at 130 while bryan and wq went to TM to get wq's pay or whatsoever. got tickets for the 245 show then went to food court to eattttttttt. (: then made the boys find us at places we weren't at. LMAO. joke! found them at the cinema level anyway. the movie was superrrrrrrrrrrr longggggggggggggggggg, like 2 hours plus? heh. it was damn bad sitting beside bryan omg. HE KEPT GL-ING ME WTHELL. T.T anyway, we went to TM after the movie cos yy needed to get shoes for her taiwan trip. (: spent a long time in the converse shop. hahah. had dinner at tm's foodcourt but i didn't eat cos i have dinner at home! walked around TM and T1, then HOMEEEEEEEEEE. i met cihui and geraldine on Tampines' platform too. haha.

BAH. TRAINING AT 10 TOMORROW. i can't sleep till 11 plus like usual. D: hope i won't oversleep. hehe. :x hmm. note to self: BRING COMBI APPEAL FORM TOMORROW.

hehe, just stalking time while waiting for HPTX to load. :P

Julia, xD

2009-11-15T19:40:00.003+08:00

'cos when he's looking she falls apart

i managed to walk up the hill on friday! :D but the way up was just !@#$%^&*( heh. we were ranting like non stop till we got to school, COS WE WERE ACHING SO BADLY. zz. LOL. went to school with bird to get the appeal form to change my combi. (tyvm bird! <3) we planned to go Bedok's hawker for lunch, but when we reached, we decided to go Simei. HAHAH. so we lunched at Niwa's sushi then we 5-ed. i headed home while she headed to Charles' house. (:

weekends are hell boring omg. if only i'm still aching then i would sleep through the hours i spend sian-ing, kidding. haha. though i actually felt q good about packing and dumping all my sec 2 stuff away, that only occupied me for about 2 hours or less? hmm. OH AND I STARTED READING THE CHINESE BOOK! :DDD 2 chapters down alr. i wanted to finish the book off during the weekends, but i used yest to watch shows. hee. am currently looking forward to watch THXM so i have no mood to read. ): yet, i want to finish all my homework before Dec, which is 14 days away? i think. HAHA. indecicive me ._.

i watched Jennifer's Body today. LOL. i got my brothers to watch with me cos i would totally chicken out if i was watching alone. the show's not bad actually. :x talking bout movies, I WANT TO WATCH 2012! haha. anyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?

my sister treats me like a distressing tool wtf. but okay, she made me laugh till i ached more. LOL. while i was about to sleep yesterday, she started singing SHINee's Ring Ding Dong, which would totally make me go crazy, cos the song's so dumb zomg. then she started making fun of the song. like, what "fantastic" and "elastic", should be "fantastic" and "plastic". THIS MADE ME LAG COS SHE WANTED TO LINK PLASTIC WITH KOREANS BUT I DIDN'T GET IT AT FIRST. -_- idiotic much! no doubt its freaking funny when she inmitated them. xD

hm. random post! just don't like seeing my blog so dead. :P

OH YEAH, CHELLE FLEW OFF TODAYYYYYYY! D:
BUT CYAN'S BACK. MUAHAHA. (:

Julia, ^^

2009-11-12T20:41:00.002+08:00

something bout the way you know me

GYM YESTERDAY! i waited for people for 30-40 mins. hellooooooooooo. be guilty! D: HAHA. anyway, we were super late but when we got to school, they just started. -_- did warm ups; run rounds. and yp shared with us something! (STUPID SLUT! zzz!) gym session = slack with bird. we stayed in the room and talked till people scolded us slackers. HAHA! :x went to tampines with bird and chelle afterwards! (: got food and sat down at some benches. started talking for a while, then decided to go walk around. ended up at the T1 rooftop and saw lydia and yp blowing bubbles! LOL. deprived childhood uh. :P joking, but its just something that makes all of us happy. ahaha. stayed there till cherie came with all her glam make up. HEHE. so cool luh! went home at 6 plus~ (:

I HAVE PROBLEMS WITH SLEEPING. D:< SUCKS OKAY. last night was the worst. i went to bed at 1. laid on my bed and i couldn't fall asleep. so i smsed people. while waiting for reply, i fell asleep. then i woke up at 2+ for who knows what reason. checked my phone and was too lazy to reply sms. continued stoning and finally picked up my phone to text. but, i still couldn't fall asleep! so, i ended up sleeping at 4 plus. and i woke up at 9 plus. 5 hours of sleep, awesome?

woke up and slacked infront of the comp again. got ready and left house at 11+. :P hahaha. met joce and bird and ehub and we went to bowllllllll. (: I OWNED THE FIRST ROUND LUH. LOL! my first bowl was a STRIKE. LMAO. :D but for the second round, i tied with bird. hahaa! went to TM after that, to meet 2G guys. jinyi can't stop talking omg. he's like a spoilt recorder! zzz. while having lunch, i got coach's sms saying that we have to reach school by 245. O: LATE! cabbed to school and headed to bedok stadium.

T is for Torture, not Training. (: - said by amanda pe. hahaha. makes total sense cos we had to run 2.4, do 5 sets of dips, 5 sets of going-up-stairs-and-doing-half-squats + sprinting 1 round after each set and lastly, 4 200m sprints. oh oh, not forgetting doing all those IN THE RAIN. so much for reminding us not to play outside on tuesday lor! T.T swear that 5 hours of sleep killed me. was having headaches before going to training and during the 2.4 run. woah. i'm still happy that i've managed to finish 5.4 km of running/sprinting/jogging. (Y)

anyway, combi results came out today. i got in C1B. which is Chem, Bio, E.Geog. i want history! walao. i saw some people who took C2, and cancelled the C.Lit for Chem. I WOULD SO DO THAT IF I KNEW I COULD. T.T i want E.Hist, not E.Geog. damn it. I WANT TO APPEAL. ): hai. i wanna know my class! haha. ><

kay, i'm just blogging cos i'm waiting for my hair to dry. if not i would be asleep by now.

Julia, T.T

2009-11-10T20:37:00.002+08:00

想让爱归零但无能为力

TRAINING WAS CANCELLED TODAY! :D HAHAHA. it didn't rain in the end. how wasted. ): so we all wanted to go out, and we ended up at ehub! :P but rochelle couldn't make it cos her dad was in a bad mood. hai. she missed out so much~~~ met bird, joce, charles, mark, stanley and some of bird's friends at 3. (: and we started playing mall catching. SUPER FUN. hahah. we hid at a staircase first. then it got so boring, we played daidi while hiding. LOL. zaied. suddenly, someone opened the door. so bird and some others got paranoid and chionged downstairs. JOKE! was a false alarm anyway. only me, joce and 1 of bird's friend left there. decided to change place. hid at another staircase. -_- then they took so freaking long, we headed down to the arcade, NEOPRINTS MACHINE. HAHAHA. damn suay, when we got sian, and walked out, we got caught. LMAO. continued playing another round. this time, i hid with bird and we ended up hiding at the bowling alley. retarded much! but the aircon was shiok luh! (: then we realised that we were next on the waiting list, so we decided to pause the game and start BOWLINGGG. :D jocelyn wanted to put someone else's name for mine! D:< but i got her away. YAY! hahaha. I STRIKED FOR THE FIRST TIME. HEHEHE. ^^ but i guttered also uh. zzz. played 1 round, and left! for another round of catching. damn fun. we played daidi again. :P stayed at ehub till bout 6 plus. then joce came to my house to eat her dinner~

O: didn't know that catching could be so tiring. haha. i came home having that feeling to peng. -_- have been sleeping quite a lot these days. esp when i'm bored. LOL. so i guess i need to sleep earlier today since there's gym tomorrow at 1. SIGH. nvmmmmmmmmmmm, free chocolates tomorrow too! xD

thats all for today! hahaha. 3 more days to combi results. hmmmm.

Julia, xP

2009-11-09T19:37:00.006+08:00

PEEEEEEEKTUREEEEES. (:

2009-11-08T22:38:00.002+08:00

所有的感动都是安静的心动

HUIZHEN! I'M UPDATING! heehee. :D

i'm broke this hols. ): couldn't suck more luh. hai. i'm planning to go work with yingyi! but apparently our job hunt failed terribly today. but we saw SOMEONE working, and SOMEONE in that uniform = priceless. HAHAHAHA. i couldn't stop laughing for as long as that SOMEONE served me. i feel mean. LOL. :x ah wells, we'll find a job, somehow, someday. (:

thursday's training was like hell zomg. rainy day. were supposed to go to Bedok Stadium for training but the rain was too heavy and we couldn't proceed there. so, training at Concourse. what else to do indoors? P.H.Y.S.I.C.A.L. D: there were 2 different "circuits" and we had to do 2 sets each = 4 sets. i almost died at the first circuit. esp at the station where you're suppose to jump over your friend. T.T still, I SURVIVED! ahaha. (:

fri and sat were boring, as usual. spent my time watching shows. haha. but i went to NTUC with my parents yesterday! hoho. (just to get the things i want :x) and i folded stars for the whole of yesterday till there's a sort-of-blister on my index finger. o.O don't get the wrong idea, its meant to be a birthday gift for a girl. ^^ HAHAH.

todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I FOUND OUT SOMETHING THAT I'VE SUSPECTED LONG AGO. ARE MY INSTINCTS ACCURATE OR WHAT! XD HEHEH. (:

i miss school. i miss 2J. i miss the clique. D: meh. can't wait for an outing soon! hahaha. but first, i need MONEY. -_- irritating zzz.

lastly, i'm damn sad that i can only go dental during the first week of dec. don't ask me why, cos my mum said so. RAWR. it may be a good thing though, since i don't have trainings on the first 2 weeks of dec. then i can whine like an idiot at home rather than being so noisy at training. haha! still, people who see me on the 3rd and 4th week of dec, PLEASE DON'T LAUGH. :x

walao! its only 1050 now. don't know how long more before i can watch THXM or HPTX. idiot PPStream. ):

okay, i shall go off now! heheh. :D

Julia, (:

2009-11-05T11:37:00.004+08:00

2J09's

CLASS CHALET UPDATE! :D
i left training early to meet cyan and bryan supposedly. but in the end, i met cyan, yy, bryan, jx and jq since they came back early from the zoo trial. hahah. walked down hill and yy and i came up with a v mean plan. LOL. :x yy, cyan, jq and i walked super fast cos we wanted to cab. HAHA. so they followed me to my house to get food then headed to chalet! :D

went in the chalet and left the food there. then went to NTUC with yy and cyan to shop for the bbq needs. oh my god, should have took a picture of the trolley. HAHAH. i had doubts. O: luckily cyan parents came to help us to carry some of it, or else... ~.~ met wq and all on the way back to the chalet. checked in! and they started the fire while cyan i stayed in to camwhore with the other girls. :D super fun owning a room to ourselves. LOL. but that didn't last long. zzz. nvm, at least i stocked up green tea in that room's fridge alr. HEHE. XD food was ready soon and i was playing daidi with sam and weilin while eating. soon, our room was invaded by wq and clique. -_- JEREMY KEPT SHOWING HIS "MUSCLES" LOLOLOL. yeah, right. Mrs Neo came too! :D she brought JELLY (for yingyi. ^^) and beehoon for us, then came in our room to chat. lolol! by the time we all finished eating, it was 9 plus alr. O: went home with yy and cyan, cos yy and i needed to bathe. HAHA. (benefits of staying so near chalet!)

by the time we returned, it was like 11 plus alr. cyan parents didn't allow her to stay over, so she went home. D: yy and i were like the only girls in the room. lolllllllllllllllllllllllllll. stayed in to talk and daidi. SUPER FUN! ^^ HAHAHA. we played ShootBangMarry too. FUNNY SHITZXZXZ. LOLOL. :P contents shall be kept secret~ then we were hungry, so we, plus bryan yip, walked out to see if any shops were opened. at one point, there was this auto door between many glass panels, then both bryans were wondering why the door didn't open. COS THEY WERE STANDING INFRONT OF GLASS PANELS! HAHAHAHAHA. laughed till peng. walked even more, and realised that we were out of Downtown East alr. lmao. decided to walk to Whitesands. omg i swear i was whining like some child cos my leg was aching damn badly. :x MACS FOR SUPPER, as expected. shared nuggets meal with yy. (: then walked back to chalet at 2+. the guys wanted to go Pasir Ris Park for night walk, and yy didn't mind. so i followed though i had a real bad feeling bout it. rawrrr. jeremy and bryan yip went back to chalet. yy and i held hands cos we were both freaking out like madzxzxz. HAHA. so les! LOL. then there was this bridge, and the guys ran, so we had no choice but to run too. so irritating luh. zzz, not like my leg wasn't hurting enough. bahh. had a super long walk then returned to chalet.

continued talking and daidi-ing. jeremy and i were imba okay! for 3 whole rounds, we had 2 sets of 5. and our single cards were great too. WQ WAS A LOSER COS HE KEPT LOSING TO ME AND JEREMY IN DAIDI, SO HE WENT TO SHOWER AS AN EXCUSE TO NOT LOSE MORE. :P super funnnnnnn. we played till 5 plus, and wanted to watch the sunrise. so we left the chalet for PRP. stupid jeremy! gave us wrong info on what time the sun would rise. we sat at the park till 6 plus, and decided to head back cos we were all damn tired. ~.~ OUR SLEEPING POSITIONS WERE LIKE LOL. HAHAHA. super weird luh. slept till 7 plus and woke up to bbq, cos we had lots of leftover. T.T my sinus acted up so i was practically spending the morning in the toilet. D: < ate and continued daidi-ing. cyan came with drinks! :DDD awesome much. we had to check out by 1030. so our game didn't last long.

checked out. ): why must time past so fast. hai. said bye to the other clique and all. then they decided to come to my house. LOL. continued playing daidi, but with 6 people, 2 sets. jq and bryan slept under my bed. HAHAHA. JOKERS. played till about 12 plus, then left for ehub! (: we were deciding between bowling or arcade or coffee bean. LOL. ended up at bowling but shawn, yy and jq didn't play. our screen names were meant to disiao luh! I WON THE FIRST ROUND! :DDD HAHAHA. jx was like, walao! ______'s gay la! (lol! what a dumb thing to say cos it wasn't ______ who was playing!) second round, ______ lost his power alr la! then i kept guttering my first few bowls. LOL. dumb shit. so i got owned by wq, jx and jeremy. CHEH! wq was the only 1 who striked though. haha. left at 2 plus for Whitesands, Sakae Sushi. BUFFETTTTTTTTTTT! (: camped till 5 plus and left cos all of us were shag to the max. took 5 with cyan and wq cos i needed to collect my phone and cyan accompanied me! thank you v much! <3 slept on the bus. haha. saw lydia, bird and chelle at simei! (: collected my phone and went home. i went online for awhile and slept at 7 plus till this morning, 9+. SHIOK UHHHH. :D HAHAH. 14 hours of sleep zomg.

yep, thats all for class chalet. didn't do much as a whole but i really enjoyed myself with the clique. thank you all so much for everything! <3

pictures to be uploaded later!
dedications post up next!
Julia, :DDD

2009-11-02T16:12:00.002+08:00

用手中的流沙画一个你

ah, i hate this. its tomorrow! FOR GOODNESS SAKE. O:
i will get over it,
i must get over it,
i am over it.

had dinner with my sis yest at E!hub's BBQ Chicken. (omg i'm so gonna get sick of ehub). we went in and heard SS501's A Song Calling For You. LOLOL. JOKE. whats with kpop craze. but it was nice cos they played songs which we knew! AHAHA.

cut hair with joce today! HAHA. i stil hate the previous, previous hairdresser for screwing it up. ): MEH. nvm, it will be okay by next year, just watch it grow manzxzxz. then we went to tm, got bubble tea and walked around for a while. (: decided to watch Coraline. HAHAHA. 3D. O.o q cool luh. haha. and the movie wasn't bad either! went to eat at the Food Court after that. met wq, cherie, lydia and wt there. LOLOL. what a conincedence! went to simei after that to send my stupid phone for service. zzz. cos it died on me again yesterday. -_- my mum said, FASTER SEND IT FOR REPAIR AND CHANGE PHONE LA.
awesome! :D more than willing to. LOL. i was supposed to get my W995 so much earlier anyway. but now, there's Satio and Pixon 12 which are so so so attractive. ^^ HEHE.

am suppose to go movie with chelle, bird and joce tomorrow. but i guess i'll give it a skip cos i'm not interested in Michael Jackson! HAHAHA. instead, i'm gonna drag my mum to the bank to get me my card. :D so, training + chalet tomorrow! (: may everything turn out well. haha.

i'm not gonna let anything affect my mood at the chalet, cos i really treasure time spent with this class, esp some people. (:

whether you're unhappy or not, you're gonna be happy! HAHA.

oh my god. my appeal letter wasn't successfully sent to Mr Yeow. -_- i really hope that my appeal would be a success! bahhhhhhhhhh. for the worst case, C1 with bio for first choice, C2 for second. (:

Julia, (:

2009-11-01T22:00:00.003+08:00

how timely

i realised people really know how to pick a time to just piss me off like hellzxzxz. i should have learnt to not trust people at times and i should have learnt to not care about class matters anymore.
(BLAH BLAH BLAH)
i'm not gonna say anything else.

Julia, D: <

2009-10-30T17:12:00.002+08:00

take all of my heart

school has been really tiring since tuesday. had our last PE lesson, and for some reason, our usual captain's ball game wasn't fun. so we tried playing dodgeball. LOL. super funny omg. i sat out the second round and couldn't stop laughing at the game. xP we found out our overall score + level position thingys too. 67.4% = 298 in level. zzz. was really scared that i would get in 7 sub cos its really at risk... since i only got that percentage with the help of Art + DnT + Home.E. lmao.
wednesday was kinda crap cos they used our PE to do the lame survey! -_- had lunch at Airport, Popeyes. (:
yesterday was the worst. O: we were supposed to do some poster thing on Spain during elit, but we didn't prepare anything. so miss nisrin scolded us like madzxzxz. lol. geog and eng were used for the same thing. how lame. hurr. i've never looked forward to double chinese so much. LOL. we watched Huo Yuan Jia. q cool. (: haha. double science... mr ong showed us some videos and i got bored after awhile. started playing daidi with yy, wq and joshua. NO LUCK AT ALL! D: kept losing lmao. think i used up too much luck on wed, where i only lost 1 game. HAHA. whats more, i sort of pulled my muscle during training. it was madness! 20+ sets of sprintings up the hill. omg? i survived till the v last 1. HOW DUMB WTHELL. but i figured i shouldn't force myself so yup. got bubble tea at 85 and 17-ed home with lydia! :D

today, i came to school prepared to hear that i got in 7 sub. and, spot on. i'm not unhappy with 7 sub, i'm unhappy with the limited combis. rawr, sucks. but i guess i would be taking C2. since i would seriously flunk my chem and physics. and maybe core lit wouldn't be that bad. haha. guess today didn't end off well cos we didn't manage to get a class photo! ): nvm, class chalet then. lol. went to lunch at Fish & Co. Express with joce and chelle after school. thanks joce for waiting for us! ^^ haha.

so that sums up all my lack of posts. LOL. have been lazy to blog cos tuesday's training was tiring too... 3 sets of steps and more than 300 passes of medicine ball. o.O okayyyyyyy. i wanna go complain to my sis bout 7 subs. D: <
(joking)

dedications post up soooooooooooooon! (:

Julia, :)

2009-10-26T22:07:00.002+08:00

love like this~
(this line keeps ringing in my head, OMGOSH)

(stupid, while i was setting up the timer, they planned this! ): )

went to watch My Sister's Keeper today. awesomeeeeeee show. :D hahaha. but it made me cry many many times. OH AND, IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I SAW YINGYI CRYING. HAHAHA. opps yingyi! i just said it. LOLOL. we caught a 4+ show so it ended at about 6 plus. not hungry~ so we went around the malls and decided to eat Frolick only. AHAHA. the new flavour's damn nice. (: then we went jelly shopping! think we're so gonna qiao zha someone ._. HEHE. XD we got 6 packs of jelly in total = $20+ O: LOL. sat at the stairs and started talking again. went home at 8+ HAHA. short yet great time with them! <3

anyway, my weekends were boring. -_- spammed ZJSG till i'm only left with ep 35. and if i watch it now, i would have to wait till sat for the next ep, HOW SAD. HURRR. oh and, there was 1 day when i was just watching tv, then my dad came in the room and mentioned about my results. i thought he didn't knew since i didn't care to tell him bout it. looks like he knows that me mself is unhappy with it, thats why he didn't scold! :x i feel so sad manzxzxz, like i've disappointed them big time. ah wells, next year then.

SCHOOL TOMORROW! heard that we would know if we're gonna get promoted and all. hmmm. i just wanna know my OVERALL. god damn it. super nervousssssssssssss. but i don't think thats my focus this week. the thing is, there's only 4 more days with 2J. saddening. D: i would really really miss this class cos they've been awesome all these while. bahhhhhhhhhhhh.

but nvm, the thought of class chalet makes me happy alr! HAHA. looking forward to it A LOT A LOT. ^^

okay i think i'll end here, till whenever~

Julia, :D

2009-10-24T23:06:00.002+08:00

QUAH TYAN WEI!
this is the post i owe you. :D
SO, LOOK HEREEEEEE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TYAN~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
(:

haha you're 1 year older aunty! anyway, i hope that today has been a great 1 for you. i fell asleep before 12 last night so i couldn't be the first to sms you to wish you, so i shall be the last! hahaha. i'm sorry i couldn't give you my surprise. ): cos, my surprise was to appear at your door step today in the morning! LOL. but you had things on and weilin wasn't free so yeah. ):

so, i hope that your birthday wishes would come true and that you would have good health for the rest of they year~ ohoh! and! THAT YOU WOULD GET IN BDIV'10. haha. Take care and all the best in everything~

Julia, <3

2009-10-23T21:42:00.002+08:00

tough love?

i just realised, that i've cabbed up every single day this week. -kaching-$$ flies away. ):

i went to school today for one reason, KNOW MY OVERALL PERCENTAGE. T.T but eng was the first period so we didn't get to see it. :/ we had to learn the first topic for sec 3 for math. BORING. and i'm v scared that i'll flunk this topic in sec 3. HAHA. acc was a bore. geog was a free period! wheee. for some reasons, Mdm Sim didn't come in class today. o.O lit was kinda crap but it was fun cos Ms Nisrin was damn funny. LOL. (: then we had to go to hall for some last-minute assembly. nobody knew why... until someone stood infront. bahhh. heart wrenching. ):

still, i hope everyone's fine by now.
cheer up and smile! :D

went to yingyi's house after school! xD HAHAHA. the way downhill was DAMN FUNNY. LOL. :x got bubble tea and macs before going her house. we watched Prom Night. LOL. so i went screaming away~ and for the first time, i heard yy screaming. LMAO. JOKE. :p watched a bit of Harry Potter and HSM2. XD too bored. HAHA. left her house at 545 and i still managed to reach home at 610. (Y)

okay i think this post is v lacked of details, but i'm too tired to think now. TOO BAD. (:

Julia, ._.

2009-10-22T20:21:00.002+08:00

a lesson learnt through pain.

told you i would emo this week. z. thursdays officially suck to the core cos i seem to be down luck today. fuck it.

so, we got back our results for the main papers. and i screwed it up big time. 7 subjs for me next year? haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. ): what happened to all my aims. i didn't work for it hard enough thus i pay the price now. okay, if you wanna know,
Eng Paper 2: 37/50 = 74/100 (A2, WALAO! MY A1!!! 1 MARK. 1 MARK. 1 MARK. T.T)
Chi Paper 2: 52/90 (ya, screwed.)
Chi Paper 1: 32/90 (fuckzxzxzxz. this killed me)
Chi Oral: 15/20 (LOVE YOU TO HELL ZOMG)
Maths: 65/100 (oh yay, B3 for maths! I PASSED. AHA)
Science: 46/100 (YEAH YEAH, BRILLIANT. my CA better help or i'll just go crying again)
Geog: 64/100 (same as my hist. lolololol.)

1 freaking A. yeah, thats how much i suck.

Yesterday.
could sense the tension once everyone came back from assembly. HAHA. since our first period was eng and eng is a v v important subj. yet, Neo came in without any papers in hand. Z! so our first period was used to plan for our CIP and chit-chat. lol. next period, MATH. omg i was just hoping that i wouldn't fail. and my wish came true! i PASSED! AHAHA. 52/80. ^^ not an ideal mark but still, much better than SA1. (: PE was fun playing and all, but the game was like a competition or something. lamezzxzxz. Chi after recess... got back the paper, as expected, i did badly cos i didn't study. bleahs. but okay, I DIDN'T FAIL! DNT was a joke! Gey showed us a Thai horror film: Shutters. LOL. sat beside yingyi and was freaking out like mad. bryan sat behind me which was NOT GOOD AT ALL. HE KEPT SCARING ME! D: < and the movie's really scary that i kept screaming and switched off my phone's vibration. :x LOL. we got back eng paper during SEL. ._________. i went up to get my paper, 11/25 for compre. FAILED. i wanted to cry zomg. then i flipped open the cover page, O: NOT MARKED! HAHAHA. what a great relief la omgzxzxzx! got 20 for summary = happy me! (: so yest didn't end off badly at all...

Today.
Lit for first period was slack. was just worrying for sci the whole damn day. :/ nex period, geog. got back paper and i wasn't v happy with my marks. haiii. i expected so much higher. guess i pinned my hopes too high...ah wells. english was slack too! but i still didn't know my marks! irritating, i was so eager okayokay. -_- chi, _|_ i got to see my overall score and i swear i wanted to break down just then. but i held it in and went to comp lab to watch Ip Man. was counting down mins to sci~ ong nagged like some old grandmother just cos of the 2K case ._. got back my paper and TADA, I FAILED. fuck this shit. i wasn't v shocked cos i sort of expected it. but when i went to the toilet with cyan and yy. couldn't hold back anymore, cried like... z! went back to class after calming down. then the guys started asking if i was alright and all, broke down again. D: i told myself not to cry in class yesterday, looks like it didn't help. still, thank you all who tried to make me feel better! (: cyan and sam!!! please, i don't like seeing you all cry cos it makes me wanna cry more. ): look on the brighter side, you all have the CAs to help you! and and and, RHESA! have faith that you'll pass your overall and you WON'T retain kkkkay.

anyway, CIP today. cyan's, yy's and my efforts were wasted cos we didn't get to sing. LOL. not that we really wanted but ah, sianed. but it was fun playing BINGO. HHAHAHA. think lynn is gonna become a v good mother in future. ^^ HAHA. reached school at 4 plus. WTH. thought i could skip more of training. :x was alr aching like mad leiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. ): so i slacked in stadium for about 15 mins then went to train. OFF FORM LIKE HELL! D: emo luh, today just SUCKED.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

7 SUBJ NEXT YEAR?

Julia, D:

2009-10-20T21:29:00.002+08:00

回忆还旋转着爱怎么停了

i'm v v v v v tired now, so, short update.

-i used 10 mins to drag myself out of bed today. -_-
-slacking in class to play daidi was fun. :D
-I WON BRYAN IN TAP TAP. AHA NOOB SHIT, TO THINK THAT I DON'T EVEN OWN 1 BLOODY iTOUCH. :D
-grats to netballers for getting top 3 in all relays. (WHEEE. NETBALL FTW!<3)
-cheerleading was DAMN FUNNY. LOLOL. still, great idea bird!
-i took super long to eat my lunch. i have no idea why.
-LOLOLOL, if i'm not wrong, 5 netballers are in for the modelling thingy. AWESOME.
-AHA YINGYI, i'm sooooooooooooooo gonna be there to SUPPORT you. ^^
-training started off q slacked.
-coach came and made us stretchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
-hello qiqi, its not that i'm crazy, its just that i'm zai. FACE IT LA. HAHAHAH. joking. :D
-was so screwed during game. ):
-desperately need more training. D:
-I'M DAMN TIRED NOW NOW NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
-i'm gonna tag someone's blog before sleeping cos i promised her. (: (BE THANKFUL!)
-GETTING BACK PAPERS TOMORROW. (screams and die)
-ALL THE BEST PEEPS. :]

): you make me so bothered. blah you.
take care.

Julia, ~.~

2009-10-19T19:09:00.004+08:00

it doesn't matter where we take this road;
someone's gotta go.

i spent my weekends spamming 终极三国! HAHAHA. with just 2 days, i'm done with 20 eps. LOL. yeah i have no life. -_- but nvm, its a really good way to refrain myself from going into deep deep thoughts~ and all the lame jokes from it, gave me the best medicine kkkay (laughter's the best medicine LOL). so yep, my weekends were pretty boring. just that i went for a run yesterday evening and i found out that my stamina's really at a bad state. D: i ran 1.6 km in 7 mins plus i think. after running that, i couldn't stand running alr, so i walked for 1.2km. then i did my last round of 400m, which adds up to 2km of running. WAHAHA. :D okay why am i rejoicing at such bad results ._. bah, at least i feel more prepared for tuesday's training. ahah.

morning was a joke. -_- i woke up before my alarm rang, which was supposed to ring at 930. i woke up at 8 plus, deciding whether i should go back to sleep or watch ZJSG. decided to sleep. HAHA. woke up at 915 again. =.=!!! laid down till my brother came shaking me to ask me to get up. rawrr. got ready and all and left for bird's house! (: ahhaah i was the first to reachhhhhhhhhhh~ slacked in her house for awhile while waiting for chelle, joce and qq to come. they were lateeeeeeeeee! :P so we started to play at about 1110. DAMNNNNNNNN FUNNNNNNNNNNN. ^^ played till about 1 and went to her house to slack again! HAHAH. left there at about 2 for simei to eat with joce, chelle and qq. decided to go for movie so we went home to get changed and all before meeting at TM again. sad qq couldn't come! ): caught Julie and Julia. LOL. q a nice movie, but it was damnnnnn long. 123 mins. HAHAH. so yup, today was awesome. (:

mini olympics and training tomorrow. T.T
all the best netballers! <3

MY SIS IS FUNNY. SHE LOST HER PHONE UNDER HER BLANKET. JOKER. HAHAHAHA. sis: what. got that funny meh. AHAHAHAHAHAH.

OH AND, QIQI WAS DAMN PRO AT BADMINTON TODAY. ZAI LEHZXZX, HAVE ___'S POWER. XD XD
see enough le not qiqi!

so i'm already gone.

Julia, :D

2009-10-16T13:58:00.001+08:00

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
(thanks to you, you.)

Tuesday, 1310.
Happy Birthday YS! <3
(hope you received my emaillllll~)
geog and english paper.
i think geog was kinda good. this is my only hope for a damned A. yeah, hopeless me. recess sucked cos if i was not wrong, only the chicken rice stall was opened. so you can imagine the queue? survived with bread and a drink then had english paper. screwed passage B. O: i just hope i won't fail... (: went to eat after it then headed to yingyi's. got bubble tea and donuts before going to her house! watched XGDD while eating and went to study at about 2 plus. decided to do math cos i worried more for it than chinese. it kinda failed though, we ended up disiao-ing rhesa to the max. joke! haha. macs before going home~

Wednesday, 1410.
math and chinese paper.
didn't think that math was that bad, just that i screwed up my graph question and i would probably fail my algebra section without knowing. L-O-L. i failed to study chinese during recess was i was distracted by bryan's itouch! hehe. :x so yup i screwed up my chinese. bye bye B3. ):
went to the airport with yy, cyan and rhesa. (: settled down at Popeyes. but once again, our studying plan failed thanks to "Muthu(s)". HAHAHA. nvm, at least i THINK i helped yingyi a lil bit. xD

Thursday, 1510.
super tired from all the waking-up-early-mornings.
last paper, woooohooo. (:
but yet,
i'm
prepared
to
fail
science.
yuppps, the paper was fag hard and i was just telling cyan and bryan GG through the whole paper. T.T kinda pissed that i can't even end the last day properly. but ah wells, at least everything's over. TILL NEXT WEEK! i'll go home and emo. ): haha.
stayed in school to wait for rhesa and yingyi to finish playing ball before going to movieeee~ stupid rhesa! i make sure i get my revenge on you for what you've done. (((: waited till bout 1 plus then things got a lil screwed. sorry for being so childish and all, but i cant help it. you know i hate it when people waste my time and change their mind at the last minute. ): we went to TM as yy needed to get something. ^^ then headed to Ehub! for 500 Days of Summer. :D awesome show. somehow, many lines from the show hit me, real hard. walked around then we went to TM, again. LOL. cyan needed to get a present for her friend so yeppp. ended up at the arcadeeee! hahaha. damn fun. :P yingyi and i own at air hockey. muahaha. xD homed at 7 plus.

i had a really bad night cos i've learnt bout some things which really hurt me. thus, i tried so hard just to fall asleep. for some reason, my body kept shivering. that made me felt so... weak. ):
(maybe, i was/am)

Today, 1610.
mini olympics! haha. entered school hearing jocelyn whining and whining. lol. she badly wanted Cdiv Capts Ball as only me and bird are in the Bdiv 1. so, we got the Cdiv slot! :D just that they made us play against Basketball in the first round which was totally unfair. ah fuck them
(teachers). -_- was shivering after the match hahaha, chilly weather. (: went to play ball with netballers afterwards and i had a good chat with bird! :] thank you cyan for waiting for me. <3 hilled with her, ch and ly. got yoghurt at WS. hmmm. frolick's still better. hehe. then i finally got everything out after talking to cyan. felt better, but not good enough...

so yep, thats all bout my life this week. the following's gonna be a lot of thoughts...

meeting someone, is not fate, its a coincidence.
falling in love with someone, is not destiny, its a coincidence.
(from 500 Days of Summer)
so don't you think that there are too many coincidences in our lives? too much till it gets... out of hand...?

why do you think that everything's bad is done by me. it doesn't pay to be nice, does it? you don't care. but i do, yet, if you don't show someone that you care, thats not caring. its not true though. sometimes you care too much till you don't even know how to face that person. true? anyway, the point is, i get your drive and i should just forget about you? you don't know how disturbed i get knowing that you're unhappy with me or whatsoever. not that you would care actually. so yes, just get it in your head that i'm not who you think i am. you never remember the good things, do you?
(far too many doubts.)

okay, i don't wish to go on anymore. it hurts cos we can't even be friends.

Julia, ._.

2009-10-12T20:11:00.003+08:00

no more poison killing my emotions

-today was extremely hot.
-but it rained, which made it a whole lot better.
-sitting with cyan and yy around me is really fun.
-doing math with yy is (Y)
-surviving without proper meals in school could kill me.
-screw the school for only opening 2 stalls.
-playing hide and seek with MRTs is DAMN FUN. :D
-deprived childhood? HAHAHA.
-self invite, tsk tsk tsk.
-geog and eng paper tomorrow. o:
-GOOD LUCK PEOPLE! :D

Julia, :D

2009-10-11T13:01:00.002+08:00

blue..red...yellow...
(sometimes life is so fast paced that you miss out on so many small details)

"You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.

In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.

Conditions are rather confusing at this time. You would like to involved with a particular person or a particular situation butyou are holding back. You find it difficult to make a decision.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship."

agreed.

2009-10-10T22:11:00.002+08:00

untitled
(my mind's currently blank, so yep)

Friday, 0910.
WAS THE ONLY DAY OF THE WEEK THAT I WALKED UP HILL. O: omg i'm getting lazier. LOL. had a chat with bird in the morning, like FINALLY. has been so long since i've talked to netballers. ): chiong copy eng compre since mrs neo threatened to give us a green form if we didn't do ._. but obviously it didn't work on our class. haha. mr seow gave us another math paper for practice. so it was kinda slack anyway. ACC was crap. she came in, showing us a video on Yang Gui Fei. lmao. then she scolded us for like, 10 mins. totally off point. -_- recess was gooood. (: geog was q productive, finished q a bit for my notes. had rehearsal for elit, but only wq's group got to rehearse for some reasons. went back to class for science in our "costumes". was wearing 2 layers, omg hot. lol. wasted that lesson by talking. HAHA. couldn't wait for the bell to ring though i was freaking out for elit. D:

did make-up after school. so paiseh zomg, the foundation made my face so white. LOL. plus green eyeshadow cos we're gonna become frogs. totally didn't want to walk out of the toilet but ended up running in and out. =.=! did make up for the guys also. JOKE. HAHAHA. xD so sad, no pictures. ): were rushing like mad. rawrrrr. went in AVT and waited for our turn. bird chelle and mouktita came to watch! hahaha. made me more nervous. T.T sat beside clemens but he kept shaking his leg!!! kept kicking him cos that was making me feel worse. o: think our play wasn't that screwed though she stopped us halfway though it. thought we did till 10 mins and she stopped us cos it was too boring. but, the fact is, our play lasted for 13-14 mins alr. so she had no choice to stop. relief! (: i hope. :x packed up and hilled down with cyan, yy, bird and chelle. :D been so long since i walked down with bird and chelle... hmm. went to simei to eat; sushi! chat and all, home with cyan and bird. 5-ed till pasir ris to pei cyan when i could have dropped earlier. (: bubble tea! hahah. went home feeling FREAKING TIRED. so i slept at 11~

Today, 1010.
watched 13 parts of XGDD then i needed to leave house. -_- so lame, just 2 more parts!!! hahaha. yy pangseh-ed me! DDDDDDDDDD: ended up studying with wq at Marine Parade Library. i felt so insecure omg. ended up meeting Chloe.Q and a few ex TNS people. left at 5 plus for dinner at Parkway. met Amanda and Sherwin there. LOLED. met weird people there too .____. took 15 and reached home at 8 plus. STUPID STARHUB @ WS DOESN'T HAVE RED W995 TOO. D: bah whatever, shall go hunting for it after exams. :D

omg. weird things have been happening. :x scary. lol.

kkkay i'm tired. shall go offline soon. (:
bye.

Julia, xP

2009-10-08T21:54:00.002+08:00

can we pull through this avalanche

我再也不要为你伤心。
所有的一切，都已经是个曾经。
如果曾经不是曾经。。。

my mood's screwed up today. if only i could stay out the whole night, then maybe i wouldn't feel so bad. i hate feeling so weak.

nisrin had the new teacher to come watch our drama presentation. lol. negative comments from nisrin though my group didn't perform. geog was damn boring. SAL let us watch a video on rivers, LOL, BLOCKBUSTER MOVIE. xD slacked during eng once again... recess was a shock. O: (cheer up grace! :D) hmm then double chinese. we were supposedly going to the comp lab to do things on enjoy edu. but in the end, WCK made us watch Ip Man. LOLOLOL. imba luh, now our EOYs are going to hell. .____. mr ong actually finished on decomposition!!!!! i'm impressed, not. for him to teach this way is as good as me reading the notes myself. hurrr. had 1 period to self study but he was PMS-ing and catching people who talked. lame.

rehearsed elit after school and went down to TM to meet my parents, since my dad asked me to go down to renew my plan and get a new phone. took super long to decide which phone i wanted, after getting suggestions from people. W995. went to the counter and they told me that they didn't have red! SPOILERRRRR. D: but nvm, I HAVE MY UNLIMITED NOW. WAHAHAHA. and i guess thats what matters. maybe i should not get that phone now. bad time, bad time. ):

afterwards, trained down to Tmerah again to meet yy wq and bryan. they are so irritating LOL. guailan-ed like mad luh. stupid big bullies. D: decided to go to Pasir Ris Macs. not productive at all. HAHAHA. all bryan's fault! :P so noisy, kept making us laugh. so i didn't do much just now. :x dinner at KFC was such a joke. laughed like mad till my stomach hurt. o: bus-ed home with yingyi! :D

longgggggggggggg dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. and i'm super tired, physically and mentally. i'm
going
to
bed
by
11.
bye
people.

Julia, D:

2009-10-07T17:56:00.003+08:00

trying to turn around on a one way street

today, i reached home, being greeted by my dad with...
"you're in deep shit"
my mind: WTF DID I DO.
"what?!"
"your smses, are worth $200. HUH!"
"HUH?! WHERE'S MY UNLIMITED!"
mum comes out of room and say,
"CRAZY YOU KNOW. $200."
"I'M SUPPOSED TO HAVE UNLIMITED! i think its cos you all didn't renew my plan, so there's no unlimited."
parents start nagging, saying that 4000+ sms per month is crazy. (what about me reaching 8000-10000 last time? LOL) so i kept quiet, till i got irritated and said,
"just go renew for me la."
mum starts nagging again, saying that i wanna change phone so need more money and so on.
Starhub is so cool. they don't remind us that my plan ended. awesome.
oh another awesome thing, since i'm left without unlimited, i have 1000 sms now. and apparently, 1000 smses flew away alr. (Y)
good game.

LOL. i was thinking about my phone bill when i looked at my messages counter in the lift, yet i reached home with that. i'm a psychic. haha.

hmm. school has been good. :D i have a better idea of trigo alr! finally! ahhhhhhhhhh. now i'm left with chem and maths to worry for. UGHHH. i feel like i'm going crazy. ): bah. tomorrow's thursday. back to hell, i'm dreading school again. rawrrrr. hmm anyway we had english period today, which was used as reading period cos neo used our reading period yest. slept during it. :x maths was q okay. though i really worry bout maths!!! pe was DAMN FUN. :D the best captain's ball game ever. hee xD today, yingyi's words are cursed. i walked out of the stadium, omg, shuo dao cao cao, cao cao jiu dao. LOLOLOL. yest, my words were cursed, and the same thing happened to her. HEHE ^^ chinese after recess = totally wasted. dnt was crap too. didn't get to study at all. AHHHHHHHHH. sucker. D: assembly after it. stupid yingyi and cyan!!! kept bullying me on the way to tower hall. rawrrrrrrr ._______. expressions for assembly. went to eat then hilled with cyan yy jx and jq. home~ (:

wtfuckzxzx. you're spoiling my mood EVERY SINGLE DAY. please don't act like you know someone v well, cos obviously you don't. ugh. irritating bitch. i don't know whats your motive but i don't really care either. i just don't like your presence and what you say bout someone. so just shut up and get lost. -_- i really wonder whats it gonna take to make you realise it though.

OKAY MY MUM'S NAGGING AGAIN, DINNER! (:

Julia, o.O